Morbid domestication

My mind went blank.

I can feel Feng Jue's cool lips rolling gently on my lips, as if an electric current is transmitted directly from the place where our lips and teeth meet to my brain, so paralyzed that I can't think, I can only feel each other My breath is spraying on my skin unreservedly at this moment, and is entangled with my breath.

This can be regarded as the first kiss in the true sense of my seal, in my waking state, as Yu Nian.

The kiss didn't take long, and before I realized it, Feng Jue had already left.

"My Nian Nian is really good."

He leaned into my ear and spoke in a low voice, with an unconcealable pleasure in his voice.

It was only then that I reacted, and pushed him away violently, Feng Jue was pushed away by me, but still confined me with a strong posture.

He didn't seem to be annoyed by my actions at all, and the brows were stretched.

I stood there and stared at him in shock and anger, I thought I should question him, or say something casually, for example, "In what capacity do you say these words" and "Why do you interfere with my affairs".

But in the end I didn't say a word.

Because I know that I am not justified, he gave me a chance to escape, but instead of avoiding, I let him do whatever he wants...

I think I must have been crazy just now.

Feng Jue lowered his head and gave a faint smile in the darkness. He stepped forward and grabbed my wrist, and said softly, "Yu Nian, let's go home."

Come together rationally.

I waved his hand away vigorously, and turned my head to avoid his sight. I took a deep breath, calmed down my turbulent emotions, and then said bluntly: "I still have something to do."

"What's the matter? Isn't the meal already finished?" Feng Jue asked back.

I opened my mouth, but couldn't find the words to refute him for a while.

Feng Jue continued to speak slowly: "You go back now, and you will continue to stay in the same room with that girl—after she just confessed to you."

I:......

Feng Jue held my wrist again, and repeated in a warm voice: "Go home."

Wednesday night at [-]:[-], off work time.

The other colleagues in the company have already left in sevens and eighties, leaving only me and the assistant on the side.

The assistant asked while packing up, "Manager Yu, are you working overtime again?"

I looked away from the computer, "Yeah."

With a perplexed expression on the assistant's face, he asked, "Is the deadline for the product so tight for us? I remember that the acceptance time is half a month later, and our progress is not bad. Why do you have to work overtime as a manager? "

"No, it's because I want to reorganize the background structure so as not to make mistakes later." I replied with a reason I had prepared long ago.

The assistant immediately put on an expression of "I don't understand but I'm shocked", and at the same time gave me a thumbs up, saying in disbelief, "Amazing."

I can only smile awkwardly.

The assistant picked up the bag and walked to the window of the office, looked at the gloomy weather, and then turned to me and said, "Manager, it looks like it's going to rain outside, if you're not in a hurry, you should go home first." .”

"Thank you, I see, I'll be back in a while."

"That's fine, manager, you are busy first, and I'm leaving."

I waved at her.

After the assistant left, I was left alone in the huge office. I looked at the empty workstation and pinched the bridge of my nose with some headaches.

Are you busy with work?Not busy, I just don't want to go back to the hotel so early.

Yes, I have been staying in the hotel these days.

It has been three days since I came back from Ren Yan's house that day, and I spent the whole night with Feng Jue without embarrassment, and the next day I immediately packed up a few clothes and ran out to find a hotel. The reason is: I have to travel for a few days.

I don't know how to face Feng Jue now.

The development of things that day was really beyond my expectation. Afterwards, I really just went home with Feng Jue. It's hard to say what I thought at that time.

All in all, a mess.

A flash of lightning pierced the dark sky, thunder bursts sounded in the distance, a gust of wind carried a few raindrops and blew in through the window, making the documents and other things on the table rattle.

The rain is coming.

I got up from my work station and closed the windows of the office one by one to prevent the rain from entering. By the time I finished closing the last window, the rain had already become heavier.

Bean-sized raindrops hit the window, making a crackling sound. I stood in front of the window, looking at the white rain and fog, but my thoughts kept drifting away.

I somehow remembered some fragments of when I was in the villa.

At that time, I have not recovered my memory, but I clearly remember that it was also such a rainy night. I was lying alone in the bedroom on the second floor, listening to the sound of rain outside, feeling lonely and lost in my heart.

That is the state I often have, and this state is infinitely magnified in such a rainy night.

At that time, I got along well with Feng Jue. In order to get back my memory, I worked hard to adapt to everything about Feng Jue. I kept telling myself in my heart that he was my lover. This kind of self-suggestion has been going on for a long time, and it has been as long as my own. Are convinced.

In such weather, I yearn for my lover instinctively, and I want to snuggle into Feng Jue's arms and absorb the warmth from his body.

Feng Jue was on a business trip that day, and he shouldn't have come back.

But he showed up.

He stood just like that at the door of my bedroom, his body was still wet from the rain, he looked at me, his eyes reflected softly under the warm yellow light.

It’s hard to describe my mood at that moment, it’s like I’ve longed for a gift for a long time, knowing that I won’t have it, but it suddenly appears beside you, telling you that it’s yours, that kind of gift full of The surprise and excitement that fell from the sky.

I remember that I didn't even wear slippers, I exclaimed sir, and rushed towards him with bare feet.

I let myself sink into the other person's arms, feeling his breath, raised my head and asked why he came back suddenly.

"I just thought that my little prince should need someone to accompany me, so I hurried back."

I still remember Feng Jue's answer like this.

The heart, which had been floating in the air for a long time, suddenly seemed to fall into a piece of warm water after hearing these words, solid and firm.

I noticed the tiredness on his face, but didn't ask any more questions. I just buried my head in the other's chest, and felt the other's hands gently rubbing my head.

At that moment, I let go of my reason and doubts, let myself follow the instinct in my heart for the first time, and depended on this person wholeheartedly.

...

There was a loud thunder outside the window, and my thoughts returned to my senses.

I shook my head, wanting to throw away all those insignificant memories, and returned to my position, ready to continue the work at hand.

After a while, I looked at the code on the screen and found that I couldn't continue anyway.

I sighed, turned off the computer, and prepared to go back to the hotel to sleep.

After packing up my things, I left the company. While waiting for the elevator, my phone rang twice for a WeChat notification.

I took out my phone and unlocked it. It was a message from Feng Jue.

- Feng Jue: Yu Nian, it's raining.

The words without beginning or end made my heart tremble. I raised my head as if feeling something, and the elevator just stopped at my floor.

With a "beep", the elevator door opened.

I looked at the security guard who came out of the elevator, and felt a strong sense of loss in my heart.

what am i expecting

The security guard was also shocked when he saw me, and then he greeted me: "It's so late, the young man just got off work~"

I could only nod my head, and casually replied: "You are so late, you still have to check the building."

"Ham, isn't it raining heavily? I have to check every floor to see if there is any leak." The security uncle replied with a smile.

"Then you have worked hard."

"It's not hard work, it's all about this job..."

He seemed to see that my hands were empty, so he asked again: "Didn't you bring an umbrella this day?"

"Hmm... forgot."

The security uncle immediately said enthusiastically: "There is an umbrella at the front desk downstairs, remember to get one when you go down, hey, it's raining hard today, you can't walk without an umbrella!"

I hurriedly said, "Thank you, I'll go down and get one later."

At this time the elevator arrived, and the security guard waved at me: "Young man, the elevator has arrived, take your umbrella and go home quickly... Oh yes! Remember to register your phone number in the front desk book!"

I thanked him and got into the elevator.

When I arrived at the lobby on the first floor, as the security uncle said, there were several umbrellas hanging in front of the front desk. I left my phone number and company name according to the format on the register, and then took an umbrella from it.

There were a few more thunderclaps outside, and the rain seemed to be getting heavier.

There seems to be a lot of rain this year. It's already the end of October, and City C can still rain so much.

I stood on the steps in front of the building, looked at the rain that had accumulated on the road, and hesitated whether to wait for the rain to subside a little before going back.

The hotel is actually not far from the location of my company, and it’s only a 10-minute walk away, but if you insist on wading through the water, you won’t be able to ask for shoes, because I came out in a hurry, so I only wore these on my feet If a pair of shoes get wet, you won't be able to go to work tomorrow.

I stared blankly at the rain curtain that was about to form in front of me, thinking, I can only wait.

This wait is 10 minutes.

It was almost nine o'clock in the evening, because of the rain, there were hardly any pedestrians on the road except for the cars slowly passing by. I saw that the rain had no intention of stopping at all, so I wrapped my coat and thought about whether to start again. Back to the office for a while.

Just as I was about to turn around, two beams of lights pierced through the rain curtain and I saw a black car slowly approaching me, and soon the car stopped in front of me.

Passing over the roof, I saw a black umbrella rising slowly, and the man holding the umbrella walked around the car and walked towards me step by step.

I looked at the familiar figure, and my throat felt a little astringent.

Feng Jue stood in front of me and put away the umbrella. He didn't ask me, who was supposed to be on a business trip, why I appeared here. He just put the dripping black umbrella on the ground and said to me with a smile.

"Yu Nian."

I stood there motionless, but what I was thinking about was the rainy day when Feng Jue and I met for the first time, he restrained himself and called me Mr. Yu in a gentlemanly manner, and sent me to the subway station.

That was also the beginning of my nightmare. I think he should have planned to take me away and imprison me at that time, and all the accidental and inevitable encounters were just his careful calculations.

Every time he appears just right, it has an ulterior purpose.

The first time I believed him, I lost my memory of being Yu Nian and lost my freedom.

Now, what is Feng Jue's attempt?

The author says:

I'm sorry, sorry, I was confused, I copied it wrong for a while, I copied an extra section, and I edited it quickly!Feel sorry!