i can't fall off the horse

After a few rounds of calls, he entered the chief's office on the top floor. Zhong Yuanzhong also heard that a child who looked exactly like himself was looking for him. His first reaction was that this was a conspiracy against the port Mafia by a person with special abilities.

No wonder he thinks in this way, the port Mafia now dominates the entire Kanto area, there are many enemies who want to trouble the port Mafia, and those who want to kill Dazai can even queue up to Yokohama Bay from here.

Osamu Dazai stopped what he was doing, crossed his hands on his chin, and had a strange expression on his face, but also looked forward to it, "Chuya, go down and have a look, maybe something interesting will happen."

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't want to leave either, for fear that Dazai would cause trouble again if he left.

"Ok?"

"Yes, chief, I'll be back as soon as I go."

Since the death of Mori Ogai four years ago, the relationship between Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai has been gone forever. It’s not that they used to have a good relationship, but at that time they were noisy and hated each other, but they were partners without any barriers.

But Nakahara also suspected that the death of the former leader Mori Ogai was related to Dazai Osamu. He wanted to kill Dazai Ogai to avenge Mori Ogai, but because of his status as the leader, he had to endure it and protect him from dying in the hands of the enemy. .

The door of the chief's office opened quickly, Nakahara Nakaya walked out, the door closed again, leaving Osamu Dazai in the dark office.

"Ah, something interesting seems to have happened, I hope it won't hinder my plan." The faint murmur quickly dissipated in the office.

Sitting in the internal high-rise exclusive elevator to the first floor, Nakahara Nakaya knew that his previous speculation was wrong as soon as he stepped out of the elevator door. The eyes that came over were really familiar.

This is not an enemy, this is another him!

Very sure of this, Zhong Yuanzhong was also shocked.

what happened?Why would a juvenile self emerge?And he's wearing the same outfit he wore after he joined Port Mafia?

Ajiao's expression is also very strange.

In the last world, he had very little contact with the port Mafia, Nakahara Chuya. He was rescued by the other party when he first arrived in that world, and was kindly sent back to Osamu Dazai by the other party. Afterwards, the cadre He was sent to the west by Mori Ogai who was preparing to extradite Mimic to Yokohama, and he never saw Ajiao again until he left.

As a result, now he is him, still in his juvenile form.

Good luck fooling people!

Ajiao met Shang Zhongyuan Zhongye's surprised eyes, and nodded to him, "I think we need to find a quiet place to have a good chat."

Central Plains also had this intention, "Follow me."

A Jiao nodded, jumped off the sofa and followed Zhong Yuan Zhong Ye into the elevator.

Since four years ago, Chuya Zhongye’s office has been almost in the same place as the chief’s office. Most of the time he stayed in the chief’s office on the top floor, and rarely went to his own office. He took Ajiao directly there. He left his office, asked the people below to bring tea, and waited for the people to leave before asking, "What's going on with you?"

"I also want to know what's going on here with you. I must have acquired a special ability, which is why I became so small. Originally, I wanted to find Dazai to remove the ability, but I couldn't find it. As for how I got here In the world, I don't know."

"Should?" Sensing the uncertainty in Ajiao's words, Zhong Yuanzhong also frowned.

Ajiao nodded to show that she was right, "That's right, it should be. I don't remember what happened before I came here, but it must have something to do with the enemy. It should be the sequelae of the supernatural power in me."

"What's going on here with you? Where's Dazai? Do I need to see Chief Mori?"

Nakahara was silent, and it was immediately clear after hearing this that in Ajiao's world, the leader of the port Mafia was Mori Ogai, not Dazai Osamu, which was different from their side, "Four years ago, the leader Mori..."

Halfway through the speech, Chuya Zhongya's mobile phone text message suddenly rang. He looked down and stood up, "The leader wants to see you, go to the leader's office first."

"Row."

Zhongyuan Zhong also walked in front, and Ajiao followed behind with his short legs. Looking at Ajiao, Zhongyuan Zhongye seemed to be a little confused, as if he didn't know what to say. Just as he was hesitating, they arrived at the door of the chief's office. up.

"Where are the guards here?" Ajiao frowned. There were always people guarding with guns outside Mori Ogai's office, and they were armed absolutely loyal to the leader.

"With me here, no need."

When Zhongyuan Zhongya was there, he would never let the enemy break into the chief's office. If he was there, the enemy could still break in, so no amount of guards would help.

Ajiao didn't speak.

The door of the office opened, and Zhong Yuanzhong also walked in first, "Boss, someone is here."

"The little dwarf seems to have become even shorter, but he still looks like this." As soon as Ajiao entered the door, his face was blurred by Osamu Dazai's malice.

Seeing Dazai Osamu who was sitting behind the good mahogany table with a red scarf around his neck and dark eyes, Ajiao fell silent for a moment, and then punched the familiar face with his fist.

In the end, however, the fist still missed the face.

It wasn't Zhongyuan Zhong who stopped him. He wanted to stop Ajiao when he started. Although he really wanted to beat up the rubbish mackerel, but now this mackerel is the leader of Mafia in the port, even if it is another peer himself, he can't Hurt him in front of him, but Osamu Dazai waved his hand to signal him not to move.

Osamu Dazai really thought he would get punched by Ajiao.

After all, this is not Chuya Nakahara, who has been suppressed by him for four years, and who can bear it even when he is so pissed off, but Chuya Nakahara, who is from another world and who beats Osamu Dazai without mercy.

But he didn't expect that the fist stopped when it was about to hit his face.

Ajiao withdrew her hand and suddenly covered her face.

He lost his temper.

He thought he could face this leader calmly, but the moment he saw him, the complicated thoughts in his chest almost overwhelmed him.

Seeing this leader, Zai, he seemed to see his former self.

The kind of despair that staggers forward in order to meet the flower that blooms in full bloom in the midst of despair.

He wanted to stop countless times, wanted to stand still and wait for his relatives and brothers who hated him to catch up behind him, wanted to tell them everything, wanted to draw warmth from them, wanted to hear them say that you have worked hard.

He has gone through two worlds, but those days still seem like yesterday. He doesn't remember how he made it through. He felt that he was going to be unable to make it through countless times, and because of the hope in his heart, his longing for the future of everyone And get up and move on.

No way, he can't stop, and he can't fall down. He bears the responsibility of human beings, and bears their future. How can he fall down.

The first life was too late. In front of the entire human race, the life and death of a person was too small, so he killed his own relatives in exchange for the future of mankind. He never regretted it, even in retrospect now, he does not regret it.

In the second life, he was lucky enough to get a chance to do it all over again. Naturally, no matter what, he would give them a future.

He can tell the country what he knows, and let the country choose the person to sacrifice as a sacrifice. He can hide behind, tell his relatives the truth about his previous life, and then enjoy the fruits of other people's sacrifices with peace of mind.

But why?

He who is the first to know everything, knows that there must be sacrifices, knows how to exchange for the future, why can he sacrifice others for his own happiness as a matter of course?

Just because those people are their umbrellas, should they be protected?It is also someone else's father, son, brother, why can others sacrifice, but he can't?

Knowing nothing, Ajiao can hide behind and know everything. He can't justly ask others to be a sacrifice for human evolution.

Shouldn't the one who should be the sacrifice most be him who knows everything?

Only he knows everything.

Knowing too much is a pain, so even if he couldn't hold on, he still didn't choose to tell them everything. What he expected at that time was that they would be safe and happy.

Even if he is not in that peaceful and joyful life, he is content with it.

He would rather that when they think of him, they will say, "Ah, you said that person, that is a greedy and cold-blooded person", and then completely forget it, and he does not want them to remember that pain for the rest of their lives.

He's already sorry for them once, and he can't give them a lifetime of shadow for the second time, so what's the point of his comeback?Just keep them alive?

If sacrifice is necessary and unavoidable, then death is a kind of relief. At the end of the plan, he no longer has the fear of death, only the relief and expectation of the end.

Therefore, Ajiao couldn't face Dazai who became the leader.

He guessed in the first world that one day he would meet Dazai Osamu who would become the leader, but he didn't expect it to be so soon, he was not ready yet.

This Osamu Dazai was his former self.

He knew all about the despair and pain that belonged to Osamu Dazai, and he had experienced all of it. What he couldn't face was his former self.

He originally wanted to conform to the persona of Nakahara Chuya. In this case, Nakahara Chuya, who came from another world, would definitely beat Dazai, but he couldn't do anything with Dazai's gaze.

Ajiao's gaffe was seen by Zhongyuan Zhongye and Dazai Zhi, both of them were a little stunned, especially Dazai Zhi, the sadness in Ajiao's body seemed to overflow at this time, but they didn't know what happened. what.

"I said, did the little slug turn into a child, and turned into a crybaby?" Osamu Dazai didn't know what to do. The Chuya Nakahara he knew was always full of vitality, even when he was being organized by sheep. The group of children betrayed him, and he is not what he is now, as if he was crushed by something.

【Cut off my connection with vest. 】

【……good. 】He was a little flustered, and immediately cut off his connection with the waistcoat after hearing Ajiao's words.

Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai only felt that Ajiao paused, and then his body softened. Osamu Dazai, who was right next to him, quickly caught the child who fell directly from the table without letting him hit the corner of the table.

"Zhongye, go and call the doctor up."

The author has something to say: writing this chapter, the mood is a bit complicated

Let me carry the comments of the original world of Ajiao next door for you, you appreciate it

Ah Jiao VS Chief Jae

Ajiao: I know the future

Leader Jae: I also know the future

Ajiao: I am here to save my relatives

Leader Jae: I want to save my best friend

Ajiao/Leader Zai: I abandoned everything and carried everything

Ajiao: I finally committed suicide for the sake of the world

Leader Jae: I finally jumped off the building for the sake of the world

Ajiao: I arranged HE for them

Leader Jae: I also arranged HE for them

Um?What kind of HE are you asking?

Ajiao/Leader Zai: Of course, except for me, everyone survives in Dzogchen!

……

It doesn't make sense for these two not to be friends.