i can't fall off the horse

"Really." Osamu Dazai crossed his hands on his knees, he was noncommittal to Ajiao's explanation, and Ajiao was not sure whether he believed it or not.

Osamu Dazai himself is not a person who can easily see through his thoughts, so Ajiao is really not sure.

"What's your look?"

Dazai was silent.

"...Hey! What are you thinking? I've said it. It's not what you think. What else do you want? Really, I just came here by accident, and I can go back soon."

Don't look at the face of the martyr, Osamu Dazai, what are you sad about?

"Why do you want to go back? You said before that there are still many things waiting for you. You have solved the most powerful monsters, and the rest are nothing to fear. They will be wiped out sooner or later. Your world is already safe. Is it not good in this world?"

"Someone is waiting for me, and it's not like I can't go back."

Osamu Dazai couldn't help but think of what he thought was weird before. Chuya's tolerance for him is really much higher. That world should be no different from the world he observed in the [book]. The development of things except the last The disaster of the other ones should not be much different. There may be subtle differences, but the differences will definitely not be too great.

So why is Zhongye afraid to face himself?Maybe he had covered it up well, but Osamu Dazai knew that at the beginning, the little man didn't dare to face himself, and then he got a little better later.

And when we met for the first time, I also reacted too violently when I saw him. The fist that should have landed on my face was taken back. Later, I was directly told by the medical department that I suffered a lot. Big thrill.

why?

Because, Zhong also did not wait for himself in that world.

He didn't wait for Osamu Dazai from that world to take him back as planned, just like he did many times before, waiting for Osamu Dazai to catch him and bring him back to the human world.

Osamu Dazai's plan can't go wrong, but he always seems to have problems at the most critical time, but those consequences are unbearable for him.

For example, Odasaku who died in the Mimic incident and pushed him to the light, such as Ango Sakaguchi who left because of a misunderstanding and time error, or the little man in front of him who wanted to go back.

Osamu Dazai, who came to this conclusion, didn't know what to say for a while, the self in that world is really sad.

Osamu Dazai has very little connection with this world, and seems to have been drifting away from the world, and those fetters seem to be broken at any time. For him, there are only four spider threads that link him with the world.

However, two of them broke during his time.

The fetters of his youth had the most profound influence on him. Mori Ogai, who died in his Oda work and designed the whole process of Oda work's death, these two spider threads were broken in his year.

Although he has always hated Mori Ogai, it has to be said that Osamu Dazai was deeply influenced by Mori Ogai, but he was also deeply hurt by him, and the master and apprentice broke up.

The remaining two are the most important ones, one is Ango Sakaguchi, who has turned against each other and cannot be forgiven, but still has no reason to trust, and the other is Chuya Nakahara, who partnered with him when he was young, hated each other and could give his life to each other.

But that Osamu Dazai, the four most important spider threads connecting him to the world, were all broken.

"Ha ha……"

Osamu Dazai suddenly couldn't help laughing when he thought of this, because it's really funny, it's really really funny hahaha.

"Hey, Dazai, what are you laughing at?"

Ajiao felt that this Dazai Osamu was no longer normal.

The leader Zai has very few expressions, and even less exaggerated expressions. He seems to be expressionless most of the time, or his expression is gloomy, shrouded in darkness, as he is smiling so exaggeratedly now. Haven't seen it since the world.

"Pfft... because I found a very funny thing, Chuya." Dazai Osamu was smiling, and the smile on his face couldn't be suppressed at all, as if he really thought of something funny, but Ajiao When you meet his eyes, you know it's not.

Those eyes were crying, very sad.

What are you sad about?

Ajiao didn't know what Dazai Zhi was thinking, and he couldn't ask, but seeing Dazai Zhi's current appearance was really worrying.

Osamu Dazai didn't want to ask Ajiao anymore.

He already knew everything he wanted to know, and he had no way to tell this little man that the person waiting for him to go back might not be there anymore.

The four most important spider threads were broken, and the remaining ones were simply not enough to bear the life of Dazai Osamu. The self in another world was right, that Dazai Osamu may have died.No wonder he couldn't find that world, not just because there was no [book].

In that world, there is neither Osamu Dazai nor 【Book】, so he will never be able to find it.

Osamu Dazai could imagine that he was alone, and he had to go to five different places to save people. He would save the three little ones first, and then it would be Nakahara Chuya and Ango's turn.

This is a battle of willpower.

The three little ones are too young and prone to accidents, so I will definitely save them first, followed by Ango and Chuya.

Nakaya's filth is similar to the uncontrollable situation after upgrading the ability, and Nakaya is already familiar with the filthy state, so he can last a little longer. Dazai Osamu doesn't have to worry about him having an accident, he can definitely wait for himself.

Anwu looked at Wenwen as weak, unable to carry his hands on his shoulders, unable to run even ordinary members of Mafia at the port, but his perseverance and will were very strong.

It is impossible for ordinary people to come to the port of Mafia as an undercover agent and escape unscathed. Moreover, Ango knows too many secrets and can still maintain himself. If he is not overwhelmed by those disgusting secrets, he will know how strong he is.

There are so many people who want to get secrets from the mind of Ango, who is still an intelligence officer of Port Mafia, but they all fail. No one knows better than Osamu Dazai, the leader of Port Mafia, how terrible the mafia's methods are.

How could the ordinary Ango become friends with Osamu Dazai.

That figured it all out.

It's a pity that there are some things in this world that cannot be counted. Accidents may happen all the time. Then, when accidents are least likely to happen, accidents happen.

"Dazai, don't laugh if you don't want to. It's not that I don't know what kind of person you are." Ajiao looked away, with unconcealable fatigue on his brows.

Looking at Chuya Nakahara like this, Osamu Dazai couldn't blame him at all.

Blame him for what?Blame him for changing the plan indiscriminately, for not solving the monster honestly, wait for him to bring him back?There is no way at all.

No one knows better than Osamu Dazai how much Nakahara Chuya longs to live and to live like a complete person. He is more like a person than most of the people Dazai knows.

"Chuya, being crushed by gravity, will it hurt you?"

"...What are you talking about? I've said it all. I passed through the black hole and appeared in this world. How could I be crushed by gravity."

The one who will be crushed by gravity is you, the mackerel who says he is afraid of pain, but finally chooses to believe in Yi Leap, the most painful solution to life!

Anyway, he won't admit it, he just passed through the black hole and didn't die!

That's right, that's it.

"I really have nothing to do here. Go and eat quickly. I worked so hard to do that." As Ajiao said, her body slowly slid down, and finally slipped into the bed completely.

Dazai Zhi didn't doubt his identity, and A-Jiao was already satisfied with it. As for Dazai Zhi's cheating script, which he didn't know the details of, A-Jiao no longer wanted to know.

He tried his best.

Really, Naihe couldn't stop Dazai Osamu's stabbing hand.

Most of Dazai Osamu's scripts were not obtained from him, but from Edogawa Ranpo and Dazai Osamu from another world, so what can Ajiao do?When he was lying in the ward, he had no way to deal with those two little stabbers, but now he is already Buddha to the leader Zai.

He really tried his best to stop it, but this Zaizi didn't tell Ajiao clearly what his script looked like, what could Ajiao do?

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes and thought for a while, reached out and took the scarf that he had put down before, hung it around his neck, got up and walked out, walked to the door, and put his hand on the doorknob. He looked back at Ajiao, and found that Ajiao was already asleep. caught.

The face that was still full of energy in the morning was very pale at this moment, and it was obvious that he was not in good health.

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, relaxed his movements, opened the door and walked out.

Akutagawa Gin was waiting outside, and took a step back when he saw him coming out, "Mr. Dazai."

"Yeah. Silver, go back and continue working. Bring up the things I gave you yesterday."

"Yes." Akutagawa Gin bowed his head in response, then hesitated, "...Mr. Dazai, is Master Zhongyuan alright?"

No one would dislike a good-looking, well-behaved, well-mannered child like Ajiao. Although he has only been here for a month, everyone who knows Ajiao has a good impression of him and likes him very much. Of course, Akutagawa Yin is the same.

"It's not too good, but it's not too bad either. Mafia's ability at the port will find someone who can heal him." I don't know if this sentence is comforting Akutagawa Gin or Dazai Osamu himself.

He really regrets what he did this morning. If he knew it would cause such consequences, he would never do it.

Akutagawa Gin was a little worried, but he quickly suppressed these emotions and returned to his usual work appearance.

"Has Yin ever thought about your brother?"

"Brother, you haven't grown up yet." Mentioning Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Akutagawa Gin felt a little complicated, but he didn't understand why Dazai Osamu suddenly mentioned him, and he was a little surprised.

"Will you forgive him?"

Akutagawa Gin was silent for a while, and chose to tell the truth, "I don't know, I'm really disappointed that he completely forgot about me back then, and went straight to revenge, but..."

That's her brother, how could she really hate him.

"Xiaoyin should go to university to study in the future. I have prepared a suitable university for you, and you can go there after a while." Understanding Akutagawa Yin's unfinished words, Osamu Dazai was not surprised.

"Yes." Akutagawa Yin didn't understand why Osamu Dazai made such an arrangement suddenly, but he habitually followed his arrangement.

Akutagawa Gin followed Dazai Osamu, and the figures of the two gradually drifted away, their bodies seemed to be shrouded in a darkness that would not go away.

The hallway fell silent again.

The author has something to say: The theory of spider silk comes from the work "Spider Silk" by the three-dimensional Akutagawa

It's pretty good to describe Dazai