Quickly transcend when indifference is attacked by scum

I am Dong Lin. I always thought that I would not survive the 20-year-old Dong Lin.

I don't know how long I haven't seen the sun, but I don't long for it at all. Maybe this kind of darkness is where I should have been, since that man died...

I never knew that he would die. From the very beginning, he was like an omnipotent person in front of me, calm and almost cold. Such a person should be looked up to by others, but This kind of person told me in the little by little way that he likes me. It seems that the god worshiped in the altar suddenly walked down and stretched out his hand towards me, always with cold eyes. Instantly turned into warm water...

I don't think I can resist this charm at all, but what do I have that deserves his favor?With such a body, I can't even give him basic pleasure. Compared with him, I am already low in the dust. How could he take a fancy to a person like me?

I suddenly remembered when I met him for the first time. I clearly remembered it a few days ago but now I just can’t remember it. I knocked my head hard, as if breaking a barrier, and I watched it again At that time he...

That was when I was with Shi Chen in the orphanage. Shi Chen was my playmate when I was young. Later, when the family went bankrupt, my aunt and uncle all committed suicide, leaving him alone. In fact, I wanted to take care of him very much, but my family didn’t allow it. I can only go to the orphanage. I spent a long time before my family let me come out to see him. Now I am very glad that I came out that day.

He is not as tall as he is now. He is dressed in black and black trousers, looks very slender, and wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses. Anyone who is a little bit older will know that he is a student, so no one patronizes his free clinic.

Shichen was talking to me about his thoughts. He has a grandmother who lives abroad and has some money. I contacted him a few days ago and knew his situation. I wanted to take him over. I wished him well, but he said he wanted revenge. I hate the Wen family. I always feel that they are so powerful. Why don’t they let their family go, causing their family to be torn apart. He said that when he comes back, the Wen family will be destroyed. I don’t agree with it. I argued with him a few times. In a word, I was so angry that I couldn't breathe well, and Shi Chen was a little at a loss. When I was in a trance, I saw him holding my hand...

It's very strange, his black clothes should look more like a devil, even the sunlight seems to be sucked by him, but at that time, he was indeed the god of my life, tightly holding on to my precarious life ...

I carefully touched the long wound on my chest. The touch under my fingertips was uneven. If I could really see it, it must have looked very hideous, but it was this hideousness that gave me my life.

I can't help but wonder, how much effort did he go to for such a small cut?In the end, even my own life... There was a dense pain in my heart, it was not the sharp pain before, and I would be out of breath in the next second, it was like ants eating my heart, dense and dense Secret, never cut off.

Maybe it was a coincidence, I was admitted to his hospital, he didn’t recognize me at first, the first time I met him was probably when he had a stomach problem, I poured him a glass of water and talked to him , When I realized it, he had already fallen asleep, and he was still holding the cup in his hand. I just felt a little sad. It turned out that this person was so tired. I stayed with him, and finally fell asleep myself.

By the next day, my hospital bed had been moved from the noisy lower floor to the quiet upper floor. From that day on, he became my attending physician. Every morning, he always chatted with me. Until I remind him to go.

My tears fell suddenly, and I felt a little helpless. It was like this every day. These eyes didn’t seem to be my own anymore. It's gone, what does it matter if these eyes are blind or not?

In fact, I think I fell in love with him at that time, but I just listened to Shi Chen's words and started those so-called tests, but in the end I became more and more confused about myself, and in the end, I also lost him...

Shichen, Shichen, I suddenly felt an uncontrollable hatred for tearing him apart. I must vent this hatred, otherwise I think I will go crazy, but how can I be crazy? You have to think clearly about that person!

The whole space is full of my hoarse echoes, from the first "Shi Chen" to the later "Wen An", over and over again, exhausted, I vaguely feel that I taste a little blood in my throat, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm already crazy, like right now.

I thought that after so many years, I don't care about the events of the year. I am just a child, how much can I remember, and how long can I last?I happily told him about Wen An and I, and wanted to share my happiness with my friends, but he said: The heirs of the Wen family must leave offspring, and he just used you to escape the burden of the Wen family.

I don't think I should believe it, but that voice is like the muttering of a devil, echoing in my heart all the time, the moment succeeded, and I really began to doubt it.

I took out the mobile phone that Shichen gave me in front of him, and then watched him frown and dispose of it; I asked him for a kiss, but he avoided it mercilessly; Hesitantly refused; I told him that I wanted to get to know his family members, but he didn't seriously respond to me for the first time; I wanted him to stay with me more, but he said that I am not a child and don't need to be so clingy...

Now I understand that he disposed of the phone because it had radiation, which was not good for me; the kiss was because he was afraid that I would not be able to restrain myself, and that I would not be able to withstand the stimulation; he did not let me go down because there were too many people and it was difficult to take care of unexpected situations; I don’t introduce my family members because no one recognizes me, and I’m afraid he will be accused and scolded; he can’t give me any more time because he wants me to really have my own time...

But it's too late to understand now, and I can never find that person again...

Later, I used the trick that Shi Chen taught me, and I asked him to go down with me to accompany me, and unexpectedly kissed him in front of the whole hospital. Unexpectedly, he came less and less, and his relatives came up and accused me of ruining him. This sentence almost settled the conclusion in my heart that he really used me as an excuse. At that time, I was very disappointed. All thoughts came up, since he is ruthless, then I am also ruthless.

It happened to be the right time to ask me to provide all the information, so I naturally heard a lot from him. I prepared the mobile phone that is not difficult to disassemble and assemble, and sent out what I knew bit by bit...

Since I won't live long, then Wen An, I won't make it easier for you!

I'm sure, I really thought so at that time, I slapped myself suddenly, but the slap didn't have much strength, I covered my face and smiled, Wen An, Wen An, my Wen An...

Later, something happened to the Wen family, but I didn't know it. He told me that I could live for a long time. At that time, I felt like I was hallucinating. Such a heart made me lock myself up After so many years, now, this chain is going to be broken, I can live, and I can live longer than many people, I want to laugh like crazy, I want to do everything I can't do, I want to be crazy Love a game, I want to have a show with the person I love wantonly, I want to...

But now, no matter how many "I think" that can be realized, I have already lost the passion to do it...

I don't know how busy he was during that time. Later, when Wen Nuan told me, I just felt endlessly sad. My Wen An, he used himself as an iron man. On the one hand, it was my illness, and on the other hand, it was my whole body. The crisis of the family was all carried on his shoulders. In the end, I survived and the Wen family was saved, but he was gone...

If possible, I would take out my heart, engrave the word Wen An on this heart that he had personally touched, and hide his aura so tightly that only I know , only stay in my heart.

I can torment myself at will until I feel comfortable, but I must not waste this life. No one can take away what Wen An bestowed on me, not even myself. I am afraid it is precisely this kind of mentality. That's why Nuan Nuan just locked him here, instead of actually taking his life.

Tch, I couldn't help but sneered, Wen Nuan actually said that he fell in love with my Wen An, it was ridiculous, how could such a person have the right to compete with me for Brother Wen An?Even if Brother Wen An left the entire Wen family to him, so what?

Brother Wen An, it can only be his!

A very thin ray of sunlight suddenly appeared not far away, I quickly covered my eyes, I don't want to see any light, I want to stay in a dark place like Brother Wen Ang.

"It's time to eat!" An impatient voice came from above, followed by the sound of a food box hitting the ground.

I waited for a while with my head covered, then removed my hand, and was satisfied to see the familiar darkness. I fumbled away with my hand, opened the food box, and ate happily. My tongue seemed to be broken, and I couldn’t taste it. What kind of smell is in the mouth, but it doesn't matter, as long as I stuff all these into my stomach, my mission is complete, and I can still see him...

Wen An, Wen An, my Wen An, don't worry, I will always be with you...