Inheritance of Rebirth

8: the past

Looking up to the north of the city, there is the person he loves the most, the old house they lived in for seven years, and the younger sister he raised as a daughter... But now it is like a black hole, and he can't see anything.

Yuan Cheng rubbed his face vigorously.

Luo Shan was only nine years old when she met Luo Chao. She had just started school and was thin and fragile.Because of her illness, both elder brothers cherished her very much.

After seven years of getting along, Yuan Cheng felt that she had given her all to this younger sister, but she was still unhappy—the month before his death, she suddenly scratched a dozen times on her arm!

Shocked and angry, Yuan Cheng raised his hand and slapped her across the face.

This was the first time he had gotten angry with Roseanne.

He regretted it after the fight.

This action also angered Luo Chao, he vigorously pushed Yuan Cheng away, and took his sister to the hospital.

After the two left, Yuan Cheng has been regretting his impulse.

He was still thinking about how to communicate with Luo Chao about the girl's rebellious period. After Luo Chao came back, the first sentence he said was, "Shanshan has suicidal tendencies. The doctor said today that she is imitating cutting her wrists. Fortunately, the wound Not too deep."

"……so what?"

Surprised by his indifference, Luo Chao was taken aback.

Yuan Cheng roared, "She is the only one who has been wronged in this family? Who gave her life! What right does she have to live and die!"

Luo Shan was in the second bedroom separated by a wooden door, under the pressure of Yuan Cheng, her heart was annoyed and painful, her attitude was tough and indifferent.

Because she can't be allowed to strengthen this kind of psychological suggestion, and she can't be allowed to hear her brother's fear, otherwise what will this child who is not in the second grade be able to do.

Luo Chao also roared, "How could you do this!"

It was rare for them to speak so loudly, and they were speechless for a while.

Then Luo Chao said disappointedly, "Yuancheng, you can treat me whatever you want, but don't treat Shanshan like this. She is still young, she lost her parents when she was two years old, you don't love her, I love her. "

"I treated her harshly and couldn't tolerate her, just because she is not my sister!"

Yuan Cheng was so angry that he vomited blood, "Luo Chao, that's how you look at me!"

Luo Chao's face turned pale, "Yuan Cheng, I know you are good to us, but life is not like this, you can go."

This is not the first time Luo Chao has said about breaking up, but Yuan Cheng has lost the sadness and anger he felt when he heard it for the first time.He didn't make a sound, took the car keys and went out.

It's time to drive.

Life is not like this, but how can life be lived?

It is said that problems that can be solved with money are not problems. Yuan Chengxiao, this must be what rich people say.Because all their problems can be solved with money, but none of them have been solved until now.

If they had money, they could send Mrs. Wang to a nursing home, and they could take Luo Shan to see a doctor at home and abroad—even if the cause could not be found out, at least they could stay in Beijing and ask Dr. Li for acupuncture.

If they have money, they can improve their living conditions. They are only 30 years old, but they are more tired than 80-year-olds.

But no money.

So the two of them can only drive a taxi day and night, even if they are open all year round, they still can't afford to take care of the elderly.

Still, I can't live.

They seem to be caught in the law of death for ten thousand hours. They are serious and busy day and night, but the status quo is like a quagmire, which cannot be changed and is suffocating.

But he won't leave.

He lost his father at the age of 16 and his home at the age of 20. Luo Chao loves him very much, and Yuan Cheng knows it.

He gave himself a home and everything he had, even if there were so many unsatisfactory things, Luo Chao was still his coordinate in this world.

Therefore, he never scolded himself for being cheap.

The night wind blows, Yuan Cheng shrank his neck.Thinking of Luo Chao's kisses behind his ears on the day of departure, a series of pious and cherished light kisses, he felt a burst of grief in his heart.

Because his father died of liver cancer, Luo Chao always wanted him to work day shifts—from [-]:[-] p.m.

And those who stay at home during the day have to take care of grandma, and grandma treated Yuan Cheng so badly in the past, Luo Chao was reluctant to let him serve her.

Even if he never complained, even if she was already demented.

However, Yuan Cheng insisted on working evening shifts.

At first, when Mrs. Wang was in good condition and could take care of Luo Shan, Luo got out of the car in the morning, and he worked in the pastry shop—he could bake and decorate flowers, and he did a very good job.

At that time, he was still full of confidence in life. He wanted to save money, rent a house, reopen a store, treat Luo Shan, buy an insurance company's retirement community, and live a good life with Luo Chao.

Later, Mrs. Wang became seriously demented and could no longer leave her. He quit his job at West Point, but still worked the night shift.

Because it costs people to open late shifts.

Because Luo Chao was short-sighted, he was worried that something happened at night.

It was also because Luo Shan liked to eat the food he cooked, and he also wanted Luo Chao to have a bite of hot food when he came in the door—even though that person never made any demands for himself, he still insisted.

He loves his people.

At the age of 29, Yuan Cheng was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver. From that day on, his mood changed from gloom to despair.

My father's liver cirrhosis turned to liver cancer, and it took only a few years for the liver to turn, and it was only eight months since he was diagnosed with liver cancer.Dad didn't pay enough attention and found out it was too late, but Yuan Cheng knew that his countdown had also begun.

He understands that his life is not suitable for recuperation, but his grandma and sister are already on Luo Chao's shoulders, how can he be willing to put himself on it again?His name is Luo Chao, but he is not Superman.

He loves his people.

Twice he wanted to use Luo Chao to drive people away, but he couldn't bear it.

No matter how depressing the days are, his world will be warm with Luo Chao, and his symptoms are still mild, so he should be able to help him for a few more years.

Yuan Cheng also knew that he was too pessimistic: this disease is not yet in its advanced stage, far from the time of despair, at what age there are many ways to control it!

But the current situation of falling into an endless loop, his gloomy mood, and the last journey with his father...he really can't be optimistic.

Sometimes he also thinks to himself, forget it, tell him, stay, and always be by his side!Die in his arms!

He believed that one day he would be able to get this embrace.

Of course Luo Chao would be sad, but wouldn't he be sad if he left now? That would be a huge denial of his and their relationship.

……

Thinking of the despair that day, Yuan Cheng raised his hand to touch the liver area, and now there is no discomfort there.He was grateful for a while, but strangely very, very sad.