It's not too late for the first time

Everything seems to have surfaced.

Not only did it pierce a layer of window paper, it literally smashed a window glass.

Regarding the relationship between them, between them and others, it seems that everything will come to an end today.

think about it...

Yang Muci was really thinking.

His eldest brother went out after speaking, leaving him here alone to think.

But what do you think?All this, he knows...

Yes, he knows.

Whether it is the arrangements that the Military Control Bureau will have or the possible plans of the Communist Party, as far as Xu Yuzhen is concerned, it is indeed as his elder brother said.

If it was earlier, when his eldest brother said these words, he might be angry, sad, and desperate.

What I have fought for, what I am willing to give up my life to fight for, is not as perfect as I imagined.

Not only is it not perfect, but maybe, it will give up on him someday in the future.

Like now, it has given up his only kin.

This feeling, this clear convergence of perception and pain, is like looking at the present in the future, and looking back at history now - after a period of wind and rain, no matter how special the era is, no matter how great the revolution is, what it brings is not the same. Always a piece of praise and praise.

He used to be sad about it.

A suppressed anger and impulse also quietly appeared in his chest.

But he was no longer who he used to be.

Maybe in the eyes of others, he hasn't changed at all, even he himself sometimes can't see clearly.

But he knew that now he was not angry, nor sad, nor desperate.

Through the half-open door, he watched Yang Muchu go out, holding an ice pack, and pursed his lips.

After he and Yang Muchu returned from studying abroad, they met because of the Thunder Project.

At that time, he didn't know him, he was just surprised at the face that was exactly the same as his own.

Next, because of their respective jobs and positions, they met and confronted again and again.

It was indeed a confrontation.

What is a brother?

There is a saying that brothers are born enemies.

Just like they do.

When he thought this way at the time, he was surprised - when the other party was still Rongchu, he already regarded him as a brother?

But after being startled, he felt... well, he... he actually has a big brother?Having the same bloodline, the same body shape and appearance... How incredible is this?He actually has a big brother!

Then during the days when they got along, he slowly got to know this big brother.

Of course, the other party is also getting to know him slowly.

In front of the other party, he can even talk about his beliefs.

He never mentioned about beliefs and visions of the future.

What's the point of mentioning these things for people who don't understand?

But this big brother is different.

Although he knew that after he said it, the other party would definitely laugh at him.

But after laughing, he will help him.

How lucky he was to have such a big brother after losing his family.

But in the end, his elder brother still didn't like him working hard in the mission - he made insinuations on the Communist Party's immaturity more than once, and the side he deliberately didn't touch was infinitely magnified.

He vaguely understands all this and the complexity of politics, but he never touches them.

No matter how persistent the person is, no matter how firm the direction is, on this thorny road, he doesn't like betrayal, let alone betrayal from his own country.

But he actually... understands all of this...

He loves his country.

Even if his country doesn't love him.

He may have complained and complained. If the country may abandon me, why should I support it at all costs?

But we always forget that a country does not refer to a person.

What is a country?

Maybe we will talk about institutions, principles, systems...; maybe, we will talk about its relationship with law and morality from the perspective of its creation; or, rise to the level of national and spiritual power...

But it is not alone.

Human beings have emotions, joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

We guard it because we guard it, we embrace it because we love it, we love it because we love it.

At this moment, he was still looking at the direction Yang Muchu was leaving, but he suddenly understood this point more clearly.

The reason why Xia Yuechun agreed to go to the banquet, and the reason why he was willing to take this task, was not because of the Communist Party, or even because of his beliefs, but because of the people he cherished in his heart.

He thought for a while, then pursed his lips, and walked towards Yang Muchu's room.

The author has something to say:

☆, this pair of brothers, collide