kind of bend me

Wanchen gets up at five in the morning, washes up, eats, changes clothes, and leaves the house on time at five thirty.

Shen Xu got up at [-]:[-] in the morning, brushed his teeth, washed his face, put his teeth on, rushed to the living room with his schoolbag on his back, picked up two big fried dough sticks, took a bite and said vaguely to his mother: "It's too late, I won't eat, Hurry up and leave."

At [-]:[-], I arrived at the classroom on time and started my early self-study.

Opening the book and propping it on the table, he pressed his face against the desk, falling asleep amidst the babbling of the students around him reading.

Someone secretly grabbed one of his hands under the table, scratching and scratching the palm with the naughty middle finger.

Shen Xu's sleepiness disappeared, his face lying on the table turned to the outside, revealing a smile that the person could not see.

After class, Liu Xuan would still harass him as usual, and Li Da and Wang Qi would gather around him to discuss where to play after school.

Shen Xu lost his mind when he listened, and his mind drifted to his deskmate who was reading as if no one was there.

Occasionally, when their eyes met, Shen Xu moved away in a panic, and laughed at the second humble guest, saying that what you said was too funny.

Li and Wang looked at each other in blank dismay. Is it a funny thing to get the third bottom in the class in the monthly exam?

After school, Wan Chen was on duty, and Shen Xu sat on the parallel bars in the playground to watch the beautiful sunset.

After a while, a person came slowly from the fiery red sunset, Shen Xu jumped off the parallel bars, that person had an idiot smile on his face, he was immediately infected, the corners of his mouth opened, and he smiled like a fool .

An idiot invites a fool to walk side by side in the most beautiful sunset.

It was already ten o'clock when the evening self-study ended. After coming out of the classroom, Shen Xu and Wan Chen would first send Liu Xuan and Fei Niu home in the same direction, and then walk home together.

Stars hang high in the sky, poplars stand quietly beside the road, and there are no pedestrians on the street.

As they walked, the two hands that collided from time to time became entangled.

Walking through the shadows where the street lights can't reach, whoever is pulling whose collar, whoever is pulling whose hair, their warm lips are entangled together.

Shen Xu would pant and call Wan Chen's name, and Wan Chen would kiss him indulgently between his brows and on the tip of his nose.

Respond to him with a gentle and low voice.

Lying on the bed at home, Shen Xu always takes a long time to fall asleep.

Put your fingers on your lips and think about every bit of that person, and the smile stays at the corner of your mouth for a long time.

This is his first love, sweet and beautiful but full of taboo and dangerous poison.

Is this the love that girls often talk about?

Shen Xu thought, did he fall in love with Wan Chen?

Love is missing, wanting to be together all the time, liking everything he does, and standing by his side unconditionally.

Because, that person is Wan Chen.

Not Liu Xuan, not Li Da, not any boy or girl, just Wan Chen.

Wan Chen who will accompany him through the long journey.

Shen Xu had a pleasant dream and fell asleep.

At that time, Shen Xu couldn't think of too many things.

To like is to like, and to love is to love. He sticks to this feeling, taking it for granted forever.

Heartbeat, in the most beautiful time.

At that time, they simply loved each other.

Shen Xu walked out of the store with the chicken nest head on his head, Sibao next door was still sorting the goods, because he couldn't wear gloves when working, Sibao breathed on his hands from time to time to warm him up.

Shen Xu looked envious, "I might as well open a supermarket instead."

Sibao glanced at him, "Why, steal my business!"

Shen Xu took a bag of bread from his shop, and when he was about to tear it open, Four Treasures snatched it away, "I brought a lot of buns from my sister's house yesterday, and you can heat them up in the microwave, slacker!"

Shen Xu scratched his head and muttered a word of trouble dissatisfiedly, turned around and went home to wash up, and when he came out again, there were steamed buns that had just been heated on the table.

Sibao tidied up the goods, sat on the chair in the store and played with his mobile phone, "I'll warm it up for you, let's eat!"

Shen Xu grabbed the steamed stuffed bun and took a bite, "You are the best for me, my four treasures, what will I do when you get married someday. You might as well stop getting married and live with me."

Sibao was concentrating on playing with his mobile phone without even raising his eyelids, "When a thunder strikes and bends me one day, I will look for you."

Sibao knew Shen Xu's sexuality when he knew him for half a year.

That day Shen Xu told him about it seriously, and Sibao also gave him a serious answer: Oh!

Shen Xu frowned, Sibao lowered his head to play on PSP.

Shen Xu asked carefully: "You don't mind?"

Sibao said: "What age is it now, and I'm not seventy or eighty, this kind of thing has long been commonplace."

Shen Xu was surprised: "Have you seen such a thing?"

Sibao took it for granted, "There are so many online."

Shen Xu withered, and from now on, he has been a good friend and partnered up to live a harmonious life.

But Sibao knew that Gui knew that the sisters were hiding it. After all, they were conservative "old" women, and it was normal for them not to accept this kind of thing.

Most importantly, Sibao didn't want Shen Xu to be hurt.

While biting the steamed stuffed bun, Sibao suddenly mentioned that he was going to visit City D in two days, and asked him if he wanted to go together?

The eldest brother-in-law was transferred to work there, taking advantage of the few days off on New Year's Day, he asked them to come and have fun.

City D?

Shen Xu thought about it, and readily agreed.

After breakfast, just as he was about to open the shop, Sibao and Third Sister called and asked him to get ready to meet his blind date at noon.

Shen Xu put his eyes on Sibao for help, but he didn't think that the bad friend would immediately run away.

How boring a blind date is to someone like Shen Xu.

He can't directly say that I'm gay, sorry, you should find someone else!

He could only laugh and chat with him, hurting himself to the point where he was not even as good as his grandson. He sighed helplessly when he saw the girl carrying a small bag and pretending to leave gracefully.

He took out his mobile phone and said the last sentence to He Lei: The blind date failed, and I am free again.

Chatting with He Lei has almost become something Shen Xu does every day, like breathing, eating, and going to the bathroom, it is essential.

When He Lei heard his description for the first time, he directly threw a word: Get lost!

If you say that breathing is like eating, he can still be moved, but he insisted on adding a toilet in disappointment, which made He Lei furious during lunch.

It took quite a while before Shen Xu received a reply: Good luck, I still have time for a blind date. Recently, I worked overtime at the company, and I stayed up until the early hours of the day to let people go back. I was so sleepy.

When Shen Xu was checking out at the counter, he saw two young men walking in the door.

One of them is Mo Fan, who is one year younger than him and used to be a very good buddy.

The other one looks a few years older than Mo Fan, wearing glasses, and looks ordinary.The two chatted while walking, and when they saw Shen Xu, Mo Fan froze for a moment.

Shen Xu nodded in greeting, and Mo Fan forced a smile.

When walking out of the store, Shen Xu looked back.

He saw a long-lost smile on Mo Fan's face, but it was because of the man next to him.

Sitting on the bus, he sent a message to He Lei: I met a friend today. He seems to have come out of the trauma of the previous relationship. I don’t know if the one with him is his lover. If so, I hope it’s someone worthy of him. good man, happy for him.

Sitting in front of Shen Xu was a person watching the news with an iPad, Shen Xu glanced at it.

Under countless flashing lights, a young and handsome man attended some event with his girlfriend.

With a faint smile on his face, the man answered the reporter's questions naturally.

He couldn't hear what the man said, so he simply looked out of the window.

City T is a suitable city to live in, and there are many people here who he doesn't know and who don't know him.

No one would secretly hold his hand at six o'clock in the morning, no one would poke his head out of the window on the third floor to chat with him with a bowl at lunch, no one would wait on the playground for him to go home after the day's work , no one will stick their lips to his mouth in the dark night.

No one would call him, Shen Xu, with a gentle and affectionate voice.

That person has climbed to the top of the ideal.

Shen Xu, one day in the future, 20 or 30 years later, I will let you only see me on TV and newspapers, this is my goal.

Nowadays, he really can only see him on TV, in newspapers.

Now, but already, do not want to see again.

In another city far away, the man who finished the reporter's interview was walking alone on the playground of his alma mater.

The school has changed a lot in recent years, the teaching building has been refurbished, a new laboratory building has been added, and a library and computer room have been equipped.The only thing that hasn't changed is the playground.

The winter in S City is very cold. The yellow grass on the playground was covered by last night's snow. The snow on the runway was swept away by workers, and white lines were clearly visible.

The sound of cheering from former classmates seemed to sound in the man's ear again.

In the [-]-meter sprint event, a vigorous boy ran hard on the red track.

The summer wind messed up his short hair, and the big number plate on his back fluttered with the wind. He stared at the front with a serious expression, and rushed to the finish line amidst the cheers and cheers of everyone.

The students in class one rushed down the stands excitedly, surrounded him and threw him high.

Cheers and screams, the whole sky resounded with their youthful vitality.

But that person would smile at him like a child and give him a high thumbs up.

I am the first!

Wanchen, I got the first place.

The man turned his head, all the laughter disappeared, and the boy also disappeared in the cold winter wind.

The sound of reading was heard in the distance, a silver car was parked beside the teaching building, and a secretary in a suit and leather shoes stood beside the car.

The man remembered the reporter's last question: Mr. Wan, you are already a successful person. Do you have any regrets in recalling this journey?

The man's eyes were lowered, and the polite smile on the corner of his mouth gradually faded.

Have.

Can we talk?

The man's eyes moved to the distance, where he played basketball, learned knowledge there, and kissed the person he loved the most.

There, lost, his most important thing.

If you can, if you can, life, start over...

Shen Xu.

The man turned his head, and the energetic boy in the sun was smiling at him.

That year, they were 17 years old.

That year, they were in love.

Life, if you can, go back to that time!