Forced to coddle with your foe

In fact, Ning Xingyi believed that Ning Lian didn't know about it, and that the years of being together for each other was not fake, and neither was the love.

One time he was very ill and was over 1.7 meters tall. Ning Lian, who is only 1.5 meters tall, insisted on carrying him downstairs to the hospital.

There are many, many more.

Indelible.

Ning Xingyi raised her head: "Ning Meiren, my life and my path can only be walked by myself. I'm done, and those who want to protect can be protected."

Ning Lian closed her eyes and burst into tears again. She raised her head and took a deep breath for a long time. Finally, it seemed that she was in a battle between heaven and man. Her hands were shaking violently. It took more than ten minutes for her to take down the cloth satchel in her hand.

"Your father's name is not Ning Han, nor is your mother's name Yan Yuan." Ning Lian said, and took out an old photo album from her cloth satchel. Now few people still have developed photos, Ning Xingyi was a little Accidentally took over.

He turned to the first page, and there was a woman in black holding a knife in her hand, with the tip of the knife pointing at the boy's chin, with a teasing smile on her face.

"This is your mother, named Vernay." Ning Lian said.

mom.

Ning Xingyi rubbed her face with his fingertips, and was suddenly taken aback, this knife?

When he was in the simulated training room, he felt that the knife was easy to use, and he even felt that he should be born with a knife. So it was the knife she used?Why are you in the training room?

Does Gu Hui know his mother?

Ning Xingyi didn't have time to think about it. He was too curious about the words "Mom and Dad", so he couldn't wait to turn to the next page. The two of them swung their knives at each other, but Mom had a smile on her face, so it shouldn't be a serious fight.

"Your mother is...a killer. At that time, everyone was afraid of the female killer Vernay. People said that she could even single-handedly break into the royal family and kill any high-ranking official." Ning Lian took a deep breath and explained to him intermittently. .

"She's nine years older than your father."

Ning Xingyi traced the faces of two strangers, and could vaguely see that he and her looked very similar, but there were many differences. In terms of personality, he was more like his father.

Ning Lian: "Your father was admitted to the military academy at that time, and he brought your mother back to me not long after, saying that he liked her and wanted to marry her. I didn't know her identity at the time, but I just thought this girl looked difficult to control. I Advise him to think carefully, the combination of a sentry and a guide is a lifetime thing, but I don't know that much, I only know that your father is really happy with her."

Ning Xingyi turned to the next page, her mother was pregnant.

"You were very naughty when you were in her womb. You suffered from morning sickness from three months until you were born, which made her miserable. Her feet and calves were so swollen that she couldn't wear shoes, and she couldn't even hold a knife by herself, but she was very I am happy, I said that I will teach you how to use a knife in the future."

"She was very thin at that time, and she became very delicate after being tormented by you for a long time, but she had a carefree temper and didn't know how to be shy." Ning Lian recalled that Ferney's temperament was very cute, and she was not at all coy.

When I felt uncomfortable after pregnancy, I acted like a baby with my husband, asked him to hug, hugged and kissed myself. When I saw Ning Lian came back, I didn’t know how to be shy. I called "Mom" generously and complained to her, saying that he didn’t hug her today. Own.

Ning Lian helped her train her son, and then the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law bullied him together, and finally apologized one by one when things went wrong.

Later, he dropped out of the police academy and went to work with others to make an underground living by hunting S+ level guides. Such guide awakening glands can be sold for hundreds of millions of dollars on the black market, which is an absolutely illegal activity.

Ning Lian couldn't believe how her son, who was admitted to the police academy with good intentions and dressed in a military uniform, saluted her and said he wanted to protect the whole world would do something illegal.

But the arrest warrants were posted all over the streets and alleys. At that time, she didn't dare to turn on the TV, and she didn't dare to tell Ferney, but how could she hide it? The day she found out, she didn't respond, and said, "Mom, believe me he".

Ning Lian wants to believe him, but the end of the guide who has the awakening gland removed is usually death, and the removal process cannot be anesthetized, it must be taken alive, and at the same time they release the guide element to protect themselves, and then wait until its concentration reaches its peak When the time comes, cut out the awakening gland with a single knife.

Ning Lian felt terrible just thinking about it, how could he do such a cruel thing.

Only later did she know that he did not betray her belief, he was just an undercover agent and helped destroy this underground place, but he also died in the line of duty because of a mole.

Ning Lian couldn't even hold back his corpse, nor dared to imagine what kind of cruel treatment he suffered when he fell into the hands of those people. It would only be worse than those guides.

Ning Lian asked Vernay if she knew about it, and she said yes, he had discussed it with himself, and it was his last wish that a teacher he respected died in the line of duty while arresting the murderer.

He was chosen to be an undercover agent, and he didn't want the teacher to die in peace.

Ning Lian couldn't cry anymore, she wiped her sore eyes and choked up, as if she was taking a knife to cut a hole in her heart, and cut another hole to reveal the secret inside.

There was blood in every word, her son's blood.

Only then did Ning Xingyi understand why Ning Lian was so afraid of him going to the military academy and becoming a sentinel, following his father's old path.

"I haven't even seen his last face, there is no body and no news, and I can't even set up a monument for him openly. There are so many people in this world. Why should it be him, if it is my son." Ning Lian looked up Looking at the roof of the ward, it sounded shrill as if he was questioning the sky.

"He has done so much, who knows, how many people are truly grateful for you! They don't even know that you are lighting the way forward, they only think that you have dropped out of the police academy and gone astray! Even They will insult you for being a minion! They don't even know the truth!" Ning Lian gritted her teeth angrily, her chest heaving and falling.

Ning Xingyi felt a little sad when asked by her mournful voice.

After a while, he said softly: "That's not the case."

"I think Dad didn't think so much when he did these things. He doesn't want anyone to remember him and praise him. He only wants to be worthy of himself when he does these things. Justice doesn't need any channels to be manifested. Among the things he wants, It doesn't include your own reputation."

Ning Lian's fingers froze, and she slowly raised her head to look at her idle grandson.

He has always been outspoken and impulsive, but in his heart he has exactly the same sincerity and tenacity as his father, and nothing can shake him.

"I know these things may not comfort you. Dad, he is sorry for you, but you still have me, and I can protect you for him."

When Ning Lian heard this, tears were about to burst again.

Ning Xingyi reached out and wiped the corners of her eyes, "Don't cry, I think that at the last moment of his life, Dad probably didn't regret his choice. He must want you to be proud of him, not regret it."

Ning Lian's heart ached, the last words were like a huge hand, suddenly removing the haze that had shrouded her heart for many years, he vaguely saw the shadow of his son on Ning Xingyi's face.

Ning Xingyi: "Then what about my mother? How did she die? I haven't seen her before. Is it a dystocia?"

"It took your mother two days and two nights to give birth to you, and she was exhausted." Ning Lian still remembers the day that Ferney left, she cried for the first time, she didn't cry in the delivery room, but she cried while hugging Ning Xingyi for a long time.

She handed the child to Ning Lian: "Mom, my sentinel is dead, and I have to avenge him."

Later, there was news that the police destroyed an underground den, and the three leaders of the organization were killed with a single knife, but Vernay was shot several times and did not recover. Although the news was not broadcast, the knife that Ning Lian dropped from the ground could tell that it was her. .

She wouldn't willingly drop her knife unless she couldn't hold it anymore.

Once for pregnancy, once for death.

Ning Xingyi turned the photo album to the last page. Fernai was lying on her husband's shoulder and smiling so hard that her teeth could not see. Fernai rubbed her belly and smiled...

Ning Lian took out an envelope: "This is from your mother."

Ning Xingyi took it over and opened it: "Baby, when you read this letter, your mother may not be here for a long time, I hope you can inherit a little bit of my mother's beauty when you grow up, otherwise I will be very disappointed, the bastard thing will be a toss to death I'm old, kick your mother's stomach every day to practice fisting."

……

Well, what a sincere letter, four emotions in one sentence.

Ning Xingyi thought that she was indeed my mother, she was awesome.

"But I'm still very happy. When you were in my womb, I was thinking, will you grow up to be like my dad, or like me? Your dad, you are so cute. The first time you saw me, your ears were very red. .

I teased him and asked him to call me sister, he foolishly called me sister, and then found out that I was teasing him, and refused to talk to me with a cold face, so I acted that I sprained my ankle and asked him to hug me.

He didn't believe me, so I pestered him to bring him food. Do you know that there were so many little sisters around him at that time, which was really annoying. I took a knife and told them one by one that he was mine. Anyone who came close to me would kill them Head cut off.

They believed it and cried in fright.

Your father came to ask me why I frightened them, I said I like you, you are mine.

He asked me not to kill any more people, how can this work?

But I thought about it later, it’s actually okay, I wore a white off-the-shoulder backless skirt to go to him that day, alas, I’m not used to it, but he blushed, and dragged me to the corner to kiss me, telling me not to do this in the future wear.

Ning Xingyi read halfway through, and felt that her letter might not be a final note to leave an important message, but just to show her affection for his son.

He endured being speechless and continued to look down, and then his painting style changed.

"He was going to be an undercover agent, and asked me if I would agree, and I said yes, and I agreed to whatever he decided to do, because I like to see him shining for his dreams.

He is my sentinel, my lover.

I know this road is difficult to walk, but someone has to go first, right?Your father left first, and I will accompany him too. I can't personally educate you and accompany you to grow up. Mom is sorry for you.

Mom wants you to remember that you can do whatever you want when you grow up. Don’t be afraid, no matter which path you choose, mom and dad will always be by your side.

There is a day when everything will come to an end, don't be sad, mom and dad won't regret it. "

Ning Xingyi couldn't speak for a long time after reading the letter. He didn't know who to blame, because everyone was right, and if he made the choice, he might not be able to do better than them.

Ning Lian finally took out a box with a dozen candies lying in it.

"After they were gone, people often inquired about our house. The flower pots that fell from the car came suddenly and there were all kinds of dangers. Later, a man came to me and gave me a bracelet and a neck ring."

Ning Xingyi: "Mom and Dad's?"

"Well, he told me that he can no longer live here in the future. They will come to revenge at any time and will kill us." Ning Lian clasped the box tightly with both hands, breathing hard as if she couldn't breathe, and adjusted for a while He reluctantly said: "He gave me these candies and brought a sentence. He said, I am like a star. This is what your father said when he named you. It is impossible for outsiders to know, so I guess it is Your father asked him to bring it. He said that as long as you are not awakened, you will not be discovered and you can live a safe life."

Ning Xingyi: "Didn't you doubt it?"

"I doubted it, so I took a few pills of this medicine first, and gave it to you only after I was sure it was not poisonous. I'm sorry, but I'm really...really scared."

Ning Lian was lonely and helpless at that time. She lost her son and daughter-in-law overnight. She didn't even dare to tell people how they died. Tablets, so that no one cares about them in the sky.

She only hoped that Ning Xingyi would not wake up and be an ordinary person.

Ning Xingyi has always wanted to know the truth, but when he really revealed the past, he felt overwhelmed and didn't know what to say in response.

"Who gave you candy?"

Lu Hengjiang has been waiting outside, hearing Ning Xingyi's questioning and Ning Lian's crying, he has not moved, sitting at the door like a sculpture.

It wasn't until a long time later that the setting sun cast scattered light from the window, and the door opened from behind.

Ning Xingyi came out with reddish eyes and sat beside him, Lu Hengjiang paused, stretched out his hand to hold him and put it on his lap, silently waiting for him to speak.

"When I was a child, I was always aggrieved. I thought why did they have parents to protect me? They can act like a baby when they are wronged, but I can't?"

"Actually, it doesn't matter if life is cheap or life is hard. Haven't I grown up too? I don't have an arm or a leg less than others."

"How do you say that, I can't bear to see her die when she sees her alive. Beauty Ning has raised me so much, she never did anything to hurt me." Ning Xingyi turned her body and leaned into Lu Hengjiang's arms Damn, I buried my head in his neck and said: "I don't want to think about the past, I'm still alive, and my hands can still protect myself and you."

Lu Hengjiang hugged him and gave a low "hmm".

"Don't you want to ask something?"

Lu Hengjiang paused for a while and asked him, "Do you want to kiss me?"

Ning Xingyi chuckled, but a warm current flowed through her heart. Yu Lu Hengjiang looked at each other with a smile, stretched out her arms to hug his neck, and kissed him in the eyes of the patients and nurses coming and going.

The author has something to say: Brother Ning expresses his love, and it’s not human if he doesn’t

感谢在2021-09-2819:14:39~2021-09-2919:46:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 2 for Lu Hengjiang; 1 for Chuan’s Little Apple and Chen;

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