I fell asleep until twelve o'clock in the noon, and when I woke up, I still felt like my whole body was hollowed out. How can I explain it?How to explain the traces on the sheet?The sheets are so numb that they are almost wrinkled into rags, you told me I just had a spring|dream the night before?

The memory in his mind is brand new, how could it be fake after he fought for five or six hours?

He clearly remembered the details of the whole night, but when he opened his eyes, the petals on the ground were gone, the curtain around the bed was gone, and the person in his arms... was gone.

Nothing was left, only the iron evidence that Cheng Yi couldn't persuade himself - all the traces of their love|love.

But if you say it's true, which heartless person can believe it?Maybe people would think that he should go to some mental hospital to have a look, but Cheng Yi himself thought it was extremely absurd.

But who can tell him it's not true?

No one could tell him it was true.

But this is true, only Cheng Yi himself knows.

He slept alone.

A person who is so good that no words can describe him.

He wanted to take one more look at the man.

It would be nice to have... a lot of follow-up.

Cheng Yi has class at school today.

I had no appetite, so I went to school without breakfast.

The last month has been the most depressed month in his 24-[-] years of life. He has never been so depressed in his life. He has always thought that he is nervous, and he can't pretend to be in his heart for [-] hours. Happy or unhappy, but this time, he couldn't let it go.

Nightmarish memories of days and nights.

Tortured, he was bored every day.

Among his countless buddies, brothers and friends, there are a few older ones who especially like to play with little boys. Cheng Yi felt blocked when he saw that scene before, visually it was hard to hide his disgust and he didn't want to catch his eyes, although The friendship is there, but intentionally or unintentionally, they are always relatively alienated. When inviting him to play in a specific bar, he always refuses.

The other party always teases him half-jokingly, saying brother, you are still young, you look rough and fierce, after all you are still a virgin (the other party laughs alone on the phone), don't understand the fun in it, wait for you Bigger, brother must... Don't let your life lose a wonderful thing.

So last night, Cheng Yi rejected his friend's invitation to race on the track at night - he just fell in love with this one this year, and he was so obsessed with it, when his friend called suddenly, he didn't want to go out.

After eleven o'clock in the evening, he tossed and turned in bed alone and couldn't sleep. He had never experienced such a thing as "missing"—except that he missed his mother occasionally, and his father would barely take it along with him. He didn't think about anyone.

Although his parents seldom accompanied him since he was a child, he has a very open minded personality and loves to make friends blindly. He basically doesn't feel lonely. It's just that when he goes home to sleep alone, the house is a bit deserted.

A certain person's face, voice, and every part of his body lingered in his mind, which made him go crazy more and more recently. In a flash of inspiration, Cheng Yi called another friend.

"Where?"

"Chengbei, the place you least want to come to."

"I am going now."

"..."

"Yo, are you enlightened?" The other party joked.

Cheng Yi didn't answer the call, just hung up the phone, tidied himself up briefly, and went out.

The music was playing loudly in the bar, this spot had the most people, the scene was noisy and chaotic, and the colored lights flashed in circles.

Cheng Yi leaned his back on the outside of the bartending table, ordered a glass of not so strong, the bartender behind him shook the drink skillfully, and the friend beside him put his arm on his shoulder with some difficulty, this buddy Half a head shorter than him, but five or six years older than him, he always claims to be his big brother.

"What kind of miraculous medicine did you take today, so you are so interested?" His friend yelled in his ear.

"You tease me so many times, I'll make up for your face." Cheng Yi was talking nonsense to his friend.

The friend smiled unrestrainedly, seeing Cheng Yi staring at the group of monsters on the stage in front of him, quite focused.

Three steel pipes stood steadily in the middle of the table in a triangular shape. Several boys with the waist of a water snake twisted around the pipes. The low-waisted leggings were stuck on the legs, and the tops were still short. The waist is flexibly displayed, and the twisted one is called enchanting, and no girl can compete with it.

Except for the few in the middle, there is also a circle of cheerful boys around the table, all of them are selfless and intoxicated, and they wear all kinds of clothes. I don't know whether it is a guest who came to play or a resident station here.

The sound of the music makes people's ears ring, and Cheng Yi's friend's arm is hooked on Cheng Yi's shoulder. Cheng Yi's biggest impression of this man is that every word this buddy says seems to be bragging, which makes people sigh .

Sure enough, the friend held the goblet with a finger and pointed at the dozens of people on the stage in front of him who kept twisting, and shouted at Cheng Yi, "Is there anyone you like? Everyone above, buddy I have basically slept with them all, and I know everyone," he winked at Cheng Yi, "I can introduce you to the market."

Cheng Yi took a sip of the wine in his hand, didn't look at this buddy, didn't speak, his eyes were still looking at the dazzled crowd in front of him.

The friend patted Cheng Yi on the shoulder, and then pulled Cheng Yi closer to him so that he could listen to him more easily, "The one with the thinnest steel pipe waist in the middle, see that? And the one facing him, these two thieves on the bed Come on, as long as you throw money generously, I can play with you in any tricks, how about it? After a while, my buddy will pull you a line, you choose one to take back tonight, and I guarantee you will lose your soul."

Cheng Yi just suddenly became interested and wanted to come here to have a look. In fact, he didn't know what he wanted to come here for. Maybe he just wanted to come here to pass the time when he couldn't sleep, and to kill some repeated misses for someone. Anyway, pick someone to bring He has absolutely no intention of leaving.

So he said bluntly, "No need." Still not paying any attention to the buddy beside him, he raised his hand to block the buddy's arm on his shoulder, and put the unfinished special cocktail back behind him On the bar counter, the chaotically dressed crowd went straight to the hot crowd on the front counter.

His friend whistled behind him, the music was so loud that it was completely covered, and no one could hear it except himself, but it didn't affect the heart of this buddy, with "the show has begun" written all over his face.

Cheng Yi is tall, looks good, and is very young, but he really doesn't look like a teenager. He is usually very keen on various sports, which are the basic daily routines of his life. His tall and straight figure should be his biggest advantage. The bright spot, the hormones of an iron-blooded tough guy may be a little more in him. Of course, after all, at this age, if you want to say "tough guy", you can't be tough for a few miles, but it is easy to be noticed in the crowd.

Especially in this kind of environment, one can always guess - this guy must be ruthless and fierce on the bed.

Cheng Yi, who was attracting a lot of attention and attracting people's infinite reverie, actually had only one experience of going to bed, and that happened a month ago. Now, a month later, Sleepless Midnight suddenly became interested in visiting such a place.

After all, Cheng Yi has only been an adult for more than a year, and he is only a little over 19 years old at the moment. Although he is really not a safe person, and he goes to the bar with friends from time to time, but he really can't do it on the dance floor. Come on, every time I just sit at the bartending table and drink, watching others go crazy.

But he was born with a big heart, and he didn't know if he had skin, so he squeezed straight to the middle of the table without any politeness, and faced the two "thiefs on the bed" that his friends said head-on.

The two boys got on the road, and immediately pinched Cheng Yi back and forth, surrounded Cheng Yi in the middle, and the twisting became more joyful, and they kept throwing winks.

The eyes of the people who were stung by the flash could barely keep their eyes open.

Cheng Yi was leisurely in the middle, took out his wallet, and moved his footsteps lightly. Two boys circled around him. If anyone turned in front of him, he would stuff two or three red|tickets into his jacket.

Tall, rich and handsome is so seductive, red | Tickets are too easy to get, unknowingly everyone on the stage began to besiege Cheng Yi, the three steel pipes became decorations, Cheng Yi became the only central point, Cheng Yi was surrounded by circle after circle In the circle, everyone wants to perform hard in front of him, and strive to be looked at more by the young and handsome rich man.

To be honest, it was the first time for Cheng Yi to be surrounded by so many people, and everyone came here to flatter him. The red tickets in the hands of the young rich man seemed to be endlessly handed out, and the atmosphere was brought into an unbearable atmosphere. Suppressed down the boom.

Cheng Yi glanced at these people, it was really a picture of a group of demons dancing wildly, but the only thing floating in his mind was the face of another person, and that person was also trying to seduce him in every possible way. Thinking about it now, the tricks are really low-level, But just wear less, wink, show weakness, and say a few soft words, and then I was hooked into three ways, why did I do it, and I had sex with someone that night, a little bit, fuck it? , like a scumbag with a chaotic private life.

But can these people compare with that person?

Totally out of bounds - no comparison.

Cheng Yi didn't find any fun in such a hot scene, he just wanted to think about the picture of himself in bed with one of them - he really couldn't accept it, and he still couldn't accept it as before.

Besides, no matter how rough his life is, no matter how indifferent his personality is, he has never been in a formal relationship, and there is more or less a little pure love deep in his heart. He feels Worse still is myself

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