I lost my memory after she was moved

Are you allergic?

Jian Mu was stunned for a moment, she remembered that she had indeed cooked carrot dishes before, and vaguely remembered that Cen Luo hesitated at that time.

Doesn't seem to like carrots very much.

But at that time, Jian Mu thought it was because his cooking was not tasty, so Cen Luo didn't move his chopsticks.

"Actually, carrots are quite nutritious."

After hearing her words, Cen Luo was silent for a while and then said: "Actually, I..."

"Is it not delicious?"

"No no, it's delicious."

In his memory, Cen Luo didn't make it clear to Jian Mu what was actually behind the sentence.

But now Jian Mu knows.

Cen Luo is allergic.

But she only knows now.

Cen Luo put down the chopsticks in his hand and leaned against the back of the chair, looking at Jian Mu who was a little dazed.

It seems that I really don't know.

Cen Luo withdrew his gaze, reached out and pushed the bowls and chopsticks in front of him, and took the photo album that he only read one page from the side and put it in front of his dining table.

Under Jian Mu's gaze, he began to turn backwards.

His eyes were flat, without any other emotion.

At the end of the page, Cen Luo raised his head and smiled at Jian Mu: "It seems to be reading a photo album of yours."

Jian Mu did not speak.

"I took these photos for you, what about you? What did you leave for me?"

Cen Luo stared at her with determined eyes, as if he had already determined that Jian Mu could not leave anything important.

Asked by her, Jian Mu was speechless again.

Ever since Su Nian asked her if she had done anything that moved Cen Luo, Jian Mu had been thinking about it for a long time, but she couldn't remember what she had done for Cen Luo on her own initiative.

The white sweater she was wearing was bought by Cen Luo when she got paid for the first time at her official job.

He also told her that she can only wear it when there are major festivals in the future.

Later, it was only worn once or twice, and it was kept in the closet for a long time without being taken out again.

Cen Luo put the photo album aside, turned on the camera, glanced at it casually, and then put it down.

"Did I tell you about the camera?"

Rarely, Cen Luo suddenly had the nature of chatting with Jian Mu.

Jian Mu nodded slightly: "You said it was very precious."

"Maybe I said it, but you forgot."

If I really liked Jian Mu so much before, it's impossible not to tell her about this kind of thing.

"It was a gift from my grandma, and Xiaoxi gave it to her after she wanted me to."

Thinking of Cen Xi, Cen Luo paused for a moment, and chuckled: "It came back to me later."

After not hearing Jian Mu's answer for a while, Cen Luo looked up and saw Jian Mu's slightly confused eyes.

"Don't you even know Xiaoxi?" Cen Luo raised his lips with a sarcastic smile.

Jian Mu thought for a long time before she vaguely thought of the little sister Xiaoxi she heard from Qin Ran when she was in high school.

But Cen Luo did not mention the family situation to her, he only knew that the relationship between Cen Luo and his parents was not particularly good.

This is something that Jian Mu has never cared about. She has never taken the initiative to understand the family relationship.

Cen Luo never asked her about the situation at home.

In fact, Cen Luo also felt a little strange, since he liked Jian Mu so much, why didn't he tell her about these things.

After much deliberation, Cen Luo only thought of one possibility.

"They all told me that I liked you very much before, and even I thought so myself. You see, the photos in the whole camera are all about you, and they even made a photo album for you, and I have been with you for ten years."

"All the plans that have been made can be changed because of one of your actions. Really, it sounds like I really like you."

"However, looking at it now, everyone may have misunderstood it. I didn't even tell you the most important relatives. How can this be love?"

Cen Luo couldn't remember the past, but she knew that she was very stubborn, maybe she chased Jian Mu for so long just to prove that she could do it?

"Have you ever known me? Have you done anything for me?"

Cen Luo asked sincerely, she was really curious if Jian Mu had done anything for her, even a little thing.

However, under Cen Luo's gaze, Jian Mu could only remain silent. She suddenly remembered the message Cen Luo sent her when he was trapped in the company because he didn't bring an umbrella more than a month ago.

During that time, the pressure was very heavy, and she always dreamed of some vague things, and those things would come out involuntarily when she was with Cen Luo.

Makes her want to escape.

Later, I heard someone in the office discussing a psychological clinic, and the privacy and security business ability is also strong, so when Jian Mu passed by that afternoon, he stopped by.

Her original intention was to clearly recall the scene at that time.

It's just that she didn't expect the memory after waking up to be more difficult for her to accept than before.

Jian Mu has always known that she is different from others. She had to transfer countless times in primary and junior high schools, and it never took more than two months to go from one school to another.

Whenever she transferred to a school, someone would follow her within a short period of time.

When that person turned around, the classmate was no longer her classmate, and the teacher was no longer her teacher.

They would all look at her with strange eyes, guarding against her.

In those few years, she moved between different schools, whether it was a small town in a county town or a city school far away from Yuncheng.

After a while, she could see her from the seat, and greeted her friendly: "Jian Mu, let me find you again. I saw someone is very friendly to you, maybe they don't know what you are What kind of person? Let me do good deeds."

Later, when the man passed away, she had a peaceful life.

After a long time without Jian Mu's answer, Cen Luo already had the answer in his heart.

There were mixed emotions in my heart, and it took a while for Cen Luo to smile and said: "I found out that you really don't like talking, is there any language barrier?"

Cen Luo wasn't all being sarcastic, this was indeed where she was puzzled.

"I can even imagine my previous life. I frantically searched for topics to chat with you, but I couldn't get your answer. While talking, it doesn't matter, while I supplemented for you in my heart, trying to understand your life. It's okay to think about it during the holidays. What a surprise for you, of course, maybe what I did may seem superfluous to you."

"I don't think it's redundant." Jian Mu suddenly said.

"That is to accept my contribution as a matter of course." Cen Luo chuckled, "Jian Mu, don't you think this kind of relationship is a failure?"

There was obvious sarcasm in his tone.

Jian Mu met Cen Luo's gaze, and in an instant, she suddenly understood what she had done to Cen Luo.

Take it for granted, but never give.

Because I was afraid of choosing to ignore, but I never stopped asking.

He bound her by his side in the name of love, but never gave her anything that belonged to love.

"I know why you asked me to come here. You want me to see familiar scenes and familiar things, so as to restore my memory and continue to stay by your side."

That's right, what she did during this time was actually just to let Cen Luo recall.

Familiar people, familiar places and familiar events are actually just for Cen Luo to restore his memory.

"In fact, it should not only be when you graduate from college. Why can I fill in the same university as you when I fill in the college entrance examination?"

Qin Ran didn't know, but 16-year-old Cen Luo knew that the university she most wanted to go to now was Miancheng University.

If she really doesn't want to be known about the voluntary filled out at home, how can she know it?

After a while, Jian Mu replied, "I said it."

In the few days when high school filled out the application form, until the last day, Jian Mu did not decide which school to apply for.

All the students would inform the homeroom teacher after filling out their applications, and Jian Mu was the only one left without hearing from them in the last few hours.

The teacher in charge called her to urge her to @her in the class group, Cen Luo also came to her after seeing it, and asked her what to fill in.

She was silent for a while that day, but she knew in her heart that as long as she didn't say anything, in a few hours, there would be no intersection between their universities.

But in the end she still said it, but she didn't expect Cen Luo to be very happy after listening to it. She said that they had a good understanding, and she also filled out Yuncheng University.

"Although I am very angry, you are like the kind of person who doesn't like me and wants to hang me. Thinking about it, I think it's bad, but I also think that being able to follow you for so many years, your essence should not be bad , It may be an unconscious behavior."

Cen Luo could only comfort herself in this way. Compared with chasing someone for ten years, she couldn't accept that the person she was chasing was too bad in nature.

"No, I didn't want to treat you like this, I just..."

It's just something, but Cen Luo no longer wants to listen to her explanation.

Cen Luo sighed, took the camera back, rummaged for a while, and then pressed the button on the camera twice.

The action was too fast, Jian Mu didn't see clearly what Cen Luo did.

He brought over the photo album just now, and took out a group photo of the two of them, but there were not many in total.

At that moment, Jian Mu had an ominous premonition in his heart.

Sure enough, in the next second, the photo was torn apart in Cen Luo's hands.

One piece, two pieces, three pieces...

Before Jian Mu realized it, Cen Luo had already torn up two photos.

"Don't tear it up..."

Jian Mu suddenly reached out and grabbed Cen Luo's wrist, staring closely at the photo in Cen Luo's hand.

The torn photos fell on the table and on the ground, one piece after another, scattered everywhere.

However, Cen Luo just gently pushed her hand away and took the other two photos from the other hand.

Under Jian Mu's pleading eyes, Cen Luo tore the two group photos into pieces.

Cen Luo looked at Jian Mu, and gently raised his hand, scattered scraps of photo were scattered in Jian Mu's eyes.

The restaurant, which was originally clean, also became messy because of these photo scraps.

Cen Luo still had the last group photo left in his hand.

Inside, she was wearing a birthday crown, and there was a candle that had not been blown out in front of her. Under the light of the candle, she kissed Jian Mu's cheek.

"Don't be like this."

When Cen Luo recovered from the photo, Jian Mu had already grasped her wrist, and Jian Mu's other hand was holding the other corner of the photo, trying to snatch the photo away from her.

In an instant, Cen Luo didn't know what kind of emotion he should be in. Except for the first time when he saw Jian Mu in the hospital, he felt that Jian Mu's mood fluctuated greatly, this was the second time.

"I heard from Xiaoran that when we were together, I seemed to ask you for a request."

As soon as the words fell, Jian Mu was stunned.

Apart from not being allowed to lie to her, Cen Luo once asked her for a request.

"I don't feel safe, can you promise me one condition?"

"No matter what I say, you'll say yes to that."

If it wasn't for Cen Luo's reminder, Jian Mu would have forgotten about it long ago.

In fact, since the two got together, Cen Luo never mentioned this matter.

When Jian Mu lost his mind, Cen Luo snatched the photo and tore it up before Jian Mu could react.

"I also cleared all the photos in the camera."

Jian Mu squatted down, trying to pick up the last photo of Cen Luo who had torn it into pieces. Hearing Cen Luo's almost indifferent words, he froze for a moment.

Cen Luo glanced at the messy shredded papers all over the floor, then looked at Jian Mu who was staring at the shredded papers in a daze, and said coldly:

"Although I don't understand why I spent ten years on you, I respect my choice in the past, but it's just respect. In the past ten years, everything has been cleared. Now I don't love or hate you. I hope Jane Don't come to disturb my life anymore, without you, I live very well."

"That's what I want."

After finishing speaking, Cen Luo turned to Jian Mu and smiled faintly.

After a long time, Cen Luo heard Jian Mu's low voice asking:

"I don't agree, can I?"

"No."

"……Um."

Cen Luo never knew that she could say such things to others so coldly.

"It's getting late, let's go first."

Cen Luo didn't wait for Jian Mu's answer, picked up the camera on the table, and when he walked to the door, he glanced back, but saw Jian Mu still squatting in that position.

There are a lot of shredded paper scattered, Jian Mu's movements are very slow, every frame seems to be deliberately slowed down a lot.

Jian Mu lowered her head, and her fingertips landed on the scattered broken photos.

Cen Luo's gaze paused for a moment, and then he went out the door.

Hearing the clear sound of closing the door, Jian Mucai picked up the torn photo.

Jian Mu was the only one left in the restaurant, and the dishes on the table were particularly eye-catching at this moment.

In the empty restaurant, it took a long time before Jian Mu's whisper sounded:

"However, you are talking about two requirements."

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When Cen Luo came out of Jian Mu's residence, he saw that Zhao Zhao had sent her a message 10 minutes ago asking where she was.

There was still an hour before their appointment.

Cen Luo: 【It's on the side of Nanyang Yulou. 】

Zhao Zhao: [I'm near here, shall I pick you up?Wait for me at the main gate. 】

After Cen Luo replied hello, he put the phone in his pocket.

In less than 10 minutes, Zhao Zhao arrived in front of her in her eye-catching red sports car.

"elder sister!"

"Cen Luo!"

Zhao Zhao yelled twice before Cen Luo came back to his senses.

Get in the car and fasten your seat belt.

"Sister, why did you come here?" Zhao Zhao looked ahead and asked casually.

"I am busy."

"But sister, you don't look like you are doing business? Why are you dressed so casually? You look better in the hospital than this."

Zhao Zhao didn't poke it, but asked teasingly.

Cen Luo was indeed attracted by her words, looked down at his clothes, and murmured: "It's not very ugly."

It's just to make things clear, do you want her to dress up carefully?

Zhao Zhao chuckled lightly: "Yeah, my sister looks good no matter what."

Cen Luo snorted, and praised her perfunctorily: "There are no big stars who look good."

Zhao Zhao was amused by these words.

After a while, Cen Luo suddenly asked Zhao Zhao: "People with tear moles should cry easily, right?"

Zhao Zhao didn't know why Cen Luo suddenly asked this question, but he suddenly thought of the person with the mole beside Cen Luo, who was just Jian Mu.

Although he knew that there must be Jian Mu's reason for Cen Luo's presence here, he was still in a bad mood.

On the face, he still answered Cen Luo's question seriously.

"Yes, I have a friend who has a mole of tears. Usually, the crying scene enters the scene in a second, and he cries at every turn in life."

Cen Luo nodded when he heard the words, looked out the window and murmured, "No wonder, it's none of my business."

Zhao Zhao vaguely heard what Cen Luo said, but he didn't hear clearly. When he asked again, Cen Luo said it was nothing.

Zhao Zhao gave up and didn't ask any more questions.

The author has something to say: the supplementary chapter will be updated before eleven o'clock tomorrow night.

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