I lost my memory after she was moved

Qin Ran thought for a long time why she would like Xu Fengwan.

The final conclusion was that Xu Fengwan was her friend.

Growing up together, it is inevitable that we will have some different emotions after getting along for a long time.

However, Qin Ran didn't think about why she also grew up together, but she regarded Cen Luo as her younger sister, and didn't think about anything else.

It was when I realized that I had changed my mind towards Xu Fengwan during the first semester of high school.

During that time, Xu Fengwan began to sigh frequently, and was often called by the teacher to answer questions because he was distracted in class, and was finally punished to stand because he could not answer.

At that time, Cen Luo was also busy chasing Jian Mu, so he didn't notice Xu Fengwan's emotions.

So in Qin Ran's view, it was up to her to appease Xu Fengwan.

Qin Ran has tried both straightforward and roundabout methods, but Xu Fengwan has always been unwilling to tell her.

Why?Aren't they friends?

Not knowing whether it was because of curiosity or because Xu Fengwan's non-confession made her sad, Qin Ran began to observe Xu Fengwan's behavior.

That evening, Qin Ran saw a girl under the plane tree stopped Xu Fengwan, and handed her an envelope.

It's not that I haven't seen Xu Fengwan being confessed in the past, and even when one of them was confessed, the other two still booed.

But at this moment, Qin Ran, who saw all this happening, was not in the mood to boo for a while.

Go straight up to her and ask her, who has lost sight of you again.

Maybe it was because of the bad tone, Xu Fengwan frowned and just said, what's wrong with me?Why can't you look up to me.

They often made similar jokes among themselves, so Qin Ran didn't understand why Xu Fengwan was suddenly so angry.

Even after saying that, he left.

Xu Fengwan seems unhappy these days.

Unhappier than ever.

This is the conclusion Qin Ran came to after observing Xu Fengwan for a week.

The strange thing is that before Xu Fengwan said something harsh to her, Qin Ran would deliberately cold her for a while, and finally she would calm down after Xu Fengwan apologized.

But this time Qin Ran wasn't angry with Xu Fengwan at all.

When Cen Luo was busy chasing Jian Mu, Qin Ran would accompany Xu Fengwan to have lunch and go to the playground to bask in the sun.

On the playground that day, I ran into Cen Luo and Jian Mu who were resting against a big tree.

Qin Ran heard Xu Fengwan muttering to himself: "Is she serious this time?"

Although Qin Ran didn't know why Xu Fengwan asked such a question, he still answered her based on his feeling: "It's almost a semester, so it should be serious."

That day, Xu Fengwan didn't know what medicine he had taken wrongly, so he went straight over and pulled Cen Luo who was sitting next to Jian Mu up from the ground, forcing her to go back to the classroom, but he couldn't even give a proper reason.

Not only was she confused, but Cen Luo also felt baffled.

When they were in a stalemate, Jian Mu was the first to leave.

That day, Cen Luo patiently asked Xu Fengwan why he did this all of a sudden, but Xu Fengwan remained silent for a long time without saying the reason.

Jiang Cen Luo was very angry.

That was the first time Qin Ran saw Cen Luo and Xu Fengwan like this.

They grew up together, and Cen Luo rarely got really angry with Xu Fengwan.

Even if she was bullied by Xu Fengwan, she would only complain to Qin Ran, and then Qin Ran would vent her anger on her behalf.

One thing falls one thing, and they have gotten along very well since they were young.

But Qin Ran also knew that Cen Luo could not be blamed for being angry.

If it were her, she would be angry if she was suddenly forced to leave with a strange reason when she was having a good time with the person she liked.

That evening, Qin Ran watched Cen Luo leave, and saw Xu Fengwan standing under the tree with his head bowed like a child who had done something wrong.

For no reason, Qin Ran suddenly felt Xu Fengwan's emotions, and even felt a little distressed.

Maybe it's the sadness of being snatched from a friend.

After all, a long time ago, Qin Ran was also sad because Xu Fengwan said that he wanted to fall in love, and asked her if there would be someone more important than them in the future.

At that time, Xu Fengwan answered her "no" swearingly.

So in the following time, even if she was confessed, Qin Ran never worried, and even booed with Cen Luo.

But after all, they knew each other, and Cen Luo didn't get angry for too long, and let Xu Fengwan buy ice cream after the evening self-study that day, let it be a thing of the past.

He also told them afterwards that Jian Mu almost agreed to go to her house to help with tutoring that day.

Because of Xu Fengwan's sudden interruption, Jian Mu left before she could answer. When she asked again, Jian Mu had changed her previous attitude.

Cen Luo felt that all her efforts these days were in vain.

Cen Luo was depressed for two days, but he also noticed Qin Ran's absent-mindedness and asked her what happened.

Qin Ran didn't know what he was thinking, but the image of Xu Fengwan standing under the tree with his head bowed repeatedly appeared in his mind.

In Qin Ran's dream, the setting sun stretched her shadow so long, yet she was so lonely.

"Hey, Xiaoran, do you have someone you like?" Qin Ran was taken aback by Cen Luo's sudden concern, and subconsciously remembered the dream he had just had last night.

He didn't hear Qin Ran's answer, Cen Luo thought that Qin Ran didn't know what liking was, so he explained to her: "Liking means feeling sorry for her and wanting to hug her."

"Could it just be like between friends?"

"It's also possible. Do you think you will be sad after the other party has a girlfriend?"

"Friends will be sad too."

"It's true, then do you want to kiss her? I want to kiss our family's Jian Mu, but I'm afraid to scare her."

……

Cen Luo's words made Qin Ran think for a long time, and he was so absorbed that he didn't hear the bell after school.

Qin Ran didn't react until Xu Fengwan sat beside her and approached her to feed her in her ear.

However, because of the closeness of Xu Fengwan's thoughts just now, Qin Ran was startled, and subconsciously stood up from the seat.

In Xu Fengwan's puzzled eyes, Qin Ran casually made up a reason to fool him.

On the way home, Qin Ran, who was walking beside Xu Fengwan, felt very complicated and uncomfortable.

She had to admit the fact that she liked Xu Fengwan.

She suddenly remembered that Xu Fengwan put on a lipstick when she graduated from junior high school. She stared at Xu Fengwan's lips for a long time, and finally said something that frightened Xu Fengwan: "Xu Fengwan, I can Shall I kiss you?"

After thinking for a long time, Qin Ran couldn't remember why she said such things in the first place.

Qin Ran is not a person who likes to tweak, since he understands what he wants, he should do it.

It happened that Cen Luo was giving Jian Mu a star at that time, Xu Fengwan saw it and said that she wanted it too.

At that time, Qin Ran didn't understand that Xu Fengwan didn't want stars.

But Cen Luo folded the stars.

Qin Ran only took Xu Fengwan's words that he wanted stars to heart.

After that, Xu Fengwan's mood improved a lot, except that he would often post some sad quotes and share some sad songs on social platforms that they couldn't understand.

Qin Ran remembered that day, when she was about to finish folding a whole jar of stars, she received a message from Cen Luo, saying that Xu Fengwan wanted to like it.

So Qin Ran shared the link to her group without thinking.

I just didn't expect to accidentally share it in the group with the head teacher.

The result is self-evident, Xu Fengwan was not only reminded by the head teacher, but the matter was also spread throughout the grade.

Almost everyone I know will make fun of Xu Fengwan when they see her.

Because of this, Xu Fengwan lost his temper at her, saying that she was meddling in her own business.

Qin Ran was angry and wronged.

She just wanted to help Xu Fengwan, why is she meddling in her own business.

Xu Fengwan also became impatient and spoke out.

Only then did Qin Ran understand.

It turned out that Xu Fengwan liked Cen Luo.

Because of Xu Fengwan's words, Qin Ran was stunned for a long time.

This was the first time Qin Ran was so at a loss since he was a child.

Hastily left a sorry, and then left.

Sorry to interrupt your confession to Cen Luo.

Like your thing, sorry.

Qin Ran didn't know what he was apologizing for.

She sat on the embankment for a long time that day and thought about it for a long time.

Because they grew up together, they have a good relationship.

So Qin Ran never thought that Xu Feng would be sad because Cen Luo was pursuing Jian Mu seriously.

And she likes Cen Luo.

Perhaps this is retribution.

Xu Fengwan liked to bully Cen Luo when he was a child, and Cen Luo liked someone else.

And she likes to bully Xu Fengwan, so there is no good result.

However, the difference between them is that Xu Fengwan still has hope and can wait.

But she, Qin Ran, didn't want to do this.

How funny it sounds for someone who likes to like her favorite friend.

If one day Cen Luo knew how embarrassing it would be.

Therefore, Qin Ran chose to give up.

There are thousands of women in the world, how could she not find someone she likes.

As for the trivial matter of liking Xu Fengwan, let her bury it in her heart alone.

Just pretend it never happened.

They will still be friends.

Perhaps Xu Fengwan also realized that his behavior was a little too much, so he came to talk to Qin Ran intentionally or unintentionally.

In fact, Qin Ran wasn't angry with her, but he didn't know how to face her.

There are stars folded for her on the table, and Qin Ran even wrote a confession in the first star.

How ironic it seemed at the moment.

"Tsk tsk, who did you fold it for?" Xu Fengwan took out the star jar from the table hole, and said in his usual joking way, "Who would lose their eyesight and like you? Don't worry about it."

Before Xu Fengwan saw that Cen Luo was giving favors to Jian Mu, so he guessed that Qin Ran must also be giving favors to someone he likes.

Qin Ran hummed uncharacteristically: "You're right."

This made Xu Fengwan unable to refute, so he asked curiously who Qin Ran was.

But Qin Ran didn't say a word about it.

"You help me throw it away."

There is no need.

It doesn't matter whether you like it or confess it.

"Do me a favor, help me chase Cen Luo, please, I'll treat you to dinner."

Xu Fengwan knew that Cen Luo trusted Qin Ran more than her.

"You are the only one who knows my secret, you must help me."

You must help me.

How could Qin Ran refuse Xu Fengwan?

After all, giving her best friend to her best friend made Qin Ran feel more at ease.

"it is good."

As for whether she likes it or not, what's the point?

Why make things difficult between them.

The author has something to say: Should Cen Luo know that Xu Fengwan has liked her for so long?

I'm at a loss.

What do you think?

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