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There is nothing to hide in front of her.If it wasn't because Yihe's ability was flawed, if it wasn't because Yihe couldn't really control her heart, maybe He Anqi couldn't show the tolerance and love she had for Yihe at all, and she should just face Anna The same feeling, fear, and wanting to escape.

Seeing He Anqi's pale face, Anna did not flinch or show kindness at all, but approached He Anqi aggressively, forcing them to look at each other.

"An Qier, is your god such a cruel existence? Is he giving orders? Or is he asking you to complete some mission? Angel, you are not as free as you appear."

Being forced into a desperate situation, He Anqi didn't want to escape. She looked at Anna with a sneer, and replied coldly: "My God is not as cruel as you imagined. To me, he is just a weak character. If I really want to say it, I can only say that I was forcing him to do something, forcing him to make changes, and the one who gave the order was always me."

Anna was surprised by He Anqi's words, but when she found out that there was no divine punishment, she believed it, this saint did not lie!

As an elf, Anna knows very well that everything in this world operates under the consciousness of gods, different gods have different wills, each race has their own creatures, and for each race, they only need Just follow your own gods.

Therefore, in Anna's view, the gods worshiped by such an ugly human must not be noble gods. They hate humans, even human gods. This has no effect on her who believes in the goddess of light.

Anna was telling the truth, He Anqi made her feel at ease, not because of her status as a saint, nor because there was a god behind her, but because of He Anqi's heart that could not be concealed at all.In Anna's eyes, He Anqi is defenseless, and this is the reason for Anna's peace of mind, because if something bad happens, Anna can get the answer from He Anqi.

"So, this is you? A powerful saint who can persecute the gods?" Anna found that she was more interested in seeing He Anqi who was completely different from usual. Maybe this is the real her?But he still couldn't escape his own observation.

He Anqi shook her head mockingly, "No, it's all me, it's all my real side, or it's all my fake side, whatever you think."

Such words seemed very perfunctory to Anna, but Anna did not find that He Anqi was lying, which made Anna feel very strange. How could one person have such two extreme behaviors?

"Why do you say that?"

He Anqi smiled self-deprecatingly, looked at the crowd on the playground, and said sadly: "You know, I have never been able to integrate into this world. As an outsider, it is difficult for me to integrate into this world. Because for me, this The world is too real, and the people in this world don’t know how to fake it. In my opinion, everyone in this world is so real, and every race I’ve ever seen is so real. Their ugliness Even if they put on gorgeous disguises, they still cannot be concealed, and their kindness is hidden deep in their hearts even if they are forced by a difficult environment. This world is a world that is completely undisguised. And my world? In my world, everyone There are countless different masks, and everyone instinctively knows what kind of mask they need to wear on what occasion. Because it is so natural, many people don’t even know what their reality is, so in my In the world, people who can be true to themselves will always be envied by many people. Such people are truly happy people. And I, I am the person who pretended to be himself for so long that he forgot his true self. In a world where I can do whatever I want, I am still the one bound by iron chains. Like a bird that grows in a cage, even if I open the cage, I have already lost the ability to fly."

Anna finally understood where the overwhelming sadness in He Anqi came from. She had always thought that she was a poor woman bound by God, but in the end she found that she was an even more pitiful woman bound by herself.Anna has always felt that she is an alien who broke into human society, but now she realizes that compared to herself, He Anqi is the alien who cannot integrate into it, and it is not society that rejects He Anqi, but He Anqi that rejects society. I isolated myself.

Anna laughed mockingly, "An Qier, you can't even save yourself like this, yet you still want to save others?"

He Anqi smiled self-deprecatingly, shook her head and said: "I don't want to save anyone, and I don't have the ability. I'm just helping human beings improve their living conditions, and helping people can lead a better life. What I can provide, It's just an opportunity, and how to grasp this opportunity requires their own efforts. I never thought that I can do things that even God can't do."

Anna was a little surprised. She didn't expect He Anqi to think so. She always believed that a person like He Anqi should always regard herself as a savior, worrying about the country and the people while complaining about herself. wrong?

Anna didn't feel that her eyes would lie to her. She regarded the human beings she saw as ugly, and He Anqi as real.But He Anqi regards others as real and herself as ugly.The self-loathing is so clear and undisguised that it doesn't require anyone to make unnecessary guesses.

Not even covering up such emotions, Anna didn't think it was necessary for He Anqi to embellish anything with lies in other aspects.

Anna sighed, and for the first time felt a distressed thought in her heart, "An Qier, can't you let yourself go?"

He Anqi smiled wryly and shook her head, "I locked myself too tightly, and lost the key after a long time, so I think it's not so easy to do. What's more, I don't think human beings have Circumstances allow me to do whatever I want, although I don’t have great ideals to save the world, and I don’t want to be the last straw for the collapse of society.”

Anna froze for a moment, then shook her head, "Okay, but I don't think you will change much even if the status quo of human beings changes, but I still hope you can try more, life is still very long, so If you give up quickly, it always feels like you are throwing in the towel.”

He Anqi could feel the kindness in Anna's tone, she nodded with a smile, and said, "I understand, I have already surrendered. But the God of Light gave me a second chance, and I feel that I need to repay him, even if he No matter how incompetent, I can't watch the human beings in this world go extinct step by step. But I feel that while repaying gratitude, it doesn't seem to affect me to change myself, so I also want to try hard, no longer for the illusory future , and no longer for others, just for myself."

"Come on." Anna made a cheering gesture to He Anqi that He Anqi had been doing during the snowball fight a few days ago, to encourage He Anqi, and it can be regarded as learning and selling.

He Anqi smiled and shook her head. This elf princess is so smart that she didn't explain too much, but she could guess what she meant from her actions.He Anqi couldn't imagine that such a smart elf princess, if she didn't want to, who would have the ability to force her to do what she didn't want?The theory of escape from marriage seems even more unreliable.

After this conversation ended, there was not much change between the two of them. He Anqi still behaved very freely, and Anna was even more impeccable. However, He Anqi had to admit that she didn't seem to be so repulsive to Anna anymore, and even had a feeling of dependence. idea.

He Anqi has been suppressing her own thoughts. She is very clear that she represents human beings. Although the elves are not hostile to humans, they are not friendly. If the relationship between herself and the elf princess becomes a dependent relationship, then For humans, it is definitely an irresponsible behavior, and it will bring unknown and serious consequences.

However, He Anqi's desire to change her mind was not fake. Even though she didn't know where to start, He Anqi still started exercising.

The God of Light gave her a lot, but definitely not including a strong body.Although He Anqi's body was good at first, it was maintained by a small amount of food.In the past, He Anqi had to work hard on too many things. In terms of sports, she only maintained the most basic needs, that is, physical education classes. She never did other exercises.

In this world, even a group of children from the Reserve Knights far surpassed her in physical strength.Therefore, He Anqi now follows the reserve knights every day, doing some basic exercises.I don't expect myself to be a battle-hardened female warrior like Sophia, at least I have to be physically strong enough, and it's not for any reason such as physical health. I just want to make a weak effort where I can. It is always better to change, even in a small way, to take a small step than to stand still.

This is also He Anqi's self-comfort.

102. Unexpected Visitors

As time goes by, winter doesn't seem to be as imagined