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In the next few days, Lin Jing was in a state of bewilderment. Xu Bin asked several times, but he still couldn't get an answer.All I know is that Song Mingxuan came on the night of Lin Jing's birthday and slept in Lin Jing's room for the night, which made Xu Bin furious, and almost rushed out to kill Song Mingxuan, a bastard, but was stopped by Hao Lan.

Hao Lan also contacted Song Mingxuan several times, wanting to find out what was going on, but Song Mingxuan was clearly out of spirits, and Zuo said that he didn't intend to tell Hao Lan the truth, so Hao Lan wisely stopped asking.

This situation made Xu Bin feel a strong sense of uneasiness. He knew what happened, but he didn't know what happened.Xu Bin felt that if this went on like this, he was going to be manic. Although Hao Lan felt that Xu Bin was already manic enough, he walked around Lin Jing like a headless chicken every day, which made Hao Lan very jealous. Bin slept on the sofa for a few days.

It’s okay to sleep on the sofa for a few days for no reason. After that, Xu Bin obviously felt the blackness in Hao Lan’s body. After realizing that his state was not right, he immediately corrected it. , Xu Bin's psychology has been in an abnormal state, which is enough to be mentally ill.Hao Lan is aware of Xu Bin's state, and Xu Bin himself is also aware of it, so under Hao Lan's reminder, Xu Bin will subconsciously restrain himself and adjust his mental state.

Song Mingxuan hadn't appeared for a month, which made everyone breathe a sigh of relief, and Xu Bin became more lively.However, while Lin Jing breathed a sigh of relief, she also felt a sense of loss. Every day, she would unconsciously look at the door, with some expectation, some disappointment, and some entanglement. Her mood was very complicated.But Lin Jing still tried her best to maintain her own state, not wanting those who cared about her to worry about her.

Compared with Xu Bin who was always by her side, Ma Rui became a better object for Lin Jing to confide in. There were some things that she could not say to Xu Bin, but Lin Jing could speak freely to Ma Rui.

"Jing, you should be sure of your heart and ask yourself, do you still love her?" After hearing what Lin Jing said, Marui asked Lin Jing directly.Ma Rui knew very well that Lin Jing still loved Song Mingxuan deeply in her heart, otherwise she would not be so repulsive to other people's feelings, nor would she be so indulgent towards Song Mingxuan.If she really doesn't want to contact Song Mingxuan again, Lin Jing can be more determined.

Lin Jing also knew very well in her heart that she still loved Song Mingxuan deeply, but because she had been hurt, she dared not love again, but sometimes, feelings cannot be controlled by reason, which made Lin Jing hate herself too, why did she treat her like this? An emotional liar with deep affection.

"I don't know what to do." Lin Jing, who had the answer, couldn't find a solution. When she said this, Mari, who was far away on the other side of the earth, could feel the other party's helplessness and despair. That kind of pain is not comprehensible to others, only you can understand it if you have experienced it yourself.

Marie looked at Lin Jing who was so helpless, and didn't know what words to use to encourage her, such a strong person, such a stubborn person, Marie suspected that if she was by her side at this time, she Will you show this vulnerability to yourself?

"Then find a method that you can accept. You don't need to refuse deliberately, and you don't need to specifically persuade you to stay. Maintain a method that you feel comfortable with." Marui is not a psychiatrist, she is just Lin Jing's friend, as a Friends, she just needs to ensure that Lin Jing will not be hurt. She doesn't think Lin Jing has any ability to hurt Song Mingxuan.

Ma Rui's words made Lin Jing fall into thinking again, what is the method she can accept, and what method can she use to prevent herself from being hurt?As long as I still love Song Mingxuan deeply in my heart, every move and word of Song Mingxuan can hurt me, and I have no way to completely reject her.

Song Mingxuan appeared again, without the slightest warning, without the slightest reminder, just appeared at the door of Lin Jing's bedroom as a matter of course.This reminded Lin Jing of buying a dog again. She felt that she needed to raise a dog that was big enough and fierce enough.

Song Mingxuan walked up to Lin Jing and looked at Lin Jing with a smile on his face: "I haven't seen you for so many days, do you miss me?"

Looking at Song Mingxuan's smile, Lin Jing felt a surge of anger for some reason, Song Mingxuan, is this another game of yours?Appear when you want to appear, disappear when you want to disappear, what am I to you?

Although she was angry in her heart, Lin Jing didn't yell hysterically, but acted even colder: "Who are you to me? Why do I miss you?"

Seeing Lin Jing's expressionless face, Song Mingxuan yelled inwardly that it was not good, and hurriedly walked to Lin Jing's side anxiously, sat beside her, put his arm around Lin Jing's shoulder and said, "Jing, don't be angry, I have something to do recently. Go and deal with it, and I'll be right back after it's done. I miss you very much." Finally, Song Mingxuan rested his head on Lin Jing's shoulder, and his voice became softer.Her job was to heal the injuries on her body. Being injured by Lin Jing for the first time made Song Mingxuan very uncomfortable and a little scared. She had made enough mental preparations to appear beside Lin Jing.

But Lin Jing didn't know, she just felt that she had been fooled again, she pressed Song Mingxuan under her body, and looked at Song Mingxuan angrily: "I don't care what's going on with you, since you're here, then You should know what's going to happen!" Obviously she didn't intend to treat Song Mingxuan like this, but Lin Jing couldn't restrain herself, the more she loved her, the more she wanted to torture her, she hoped that she wouldn't leave, but she couldn't wait wanting to drive the other person away from him.

Song Mingxuan gently stroked Lin Jing's eyebrows with his hands, and then along his forehead to his cheeks. Even though Lin Jing's complexion was very bad, Song Mingxuan still greedily longed to touch her.

"You can do whatever you want, I am your gift. I will always be yours."

Hearing this sentence that she had always dreamed of, Lin Jing didn't feel very happy, but a little numb. She didn't know whether what this woman said was true or not. Buried on Song Mingxuan's body, she didn't want to listen to this woman's words anymore, she just wanted to prove with her actions that this woman, at this moment, belonged to her.

Song Mingxuan allowed Lin Jing to act recklessly on her body, with a sad face, but she did not stop her. She took these pains and grievances as atonement. Sometimes, she herself felt that she was a bitch, why couldn't she give up on something that had been done to her by herself? A person who is bruised and bruised, how about another person to love?Anyone, except her, who receives such a humble love from him will bow down under him, why should he be so complacent.

But Song Mingxuan knows that not everyone is qualified to enjoy his love, and not everyone can let himself compromise for love.

Lin Jing felt Song Mingxuan's sadness, but she was also very wronged in her heart. What is there to be sad about?What is your pain?My injury, my pain, and my despair are all given to me by you.And I gave you all my love.

Feeling aggrieved in her heart, Lin Jing's hands became even more tyrannical, and Song Mingxuan couldn't help but think of her first night, and her whole body tensed up instantly. That night was not a good memory, but made Song Mingxuan feel fear.

Lin Jing did not let her anger be completely controlled, her rationality was still there, she clearly felt Song Mingxuan's fear, and she also clearly felt her nervousness.In the end, she still couldn't bear it, Lin Jing's movements softened, but couldn't relieve Song Mingxuan's tension, so Lin Jing simply stopped moving, and collapsed decadently beside Song Mingxuan.

Song Mingxuan covered the two of them with the quilt, and put his body against Lin Jing's body, and said charmingly, "Why don't you continue? Are your hands uncomfortable?" As he said, Song Mingxuan gently massaged Lin Jing arm, afraid that Lin Jing would hurt herself again.

Lin Jing didn't stop Song Mingxuan, but asked Song Mingxuan to turn off the light.In the darkness, the two couldn't see each other's expressions. They could clearly feel each other's temperature, but they didn't know what the other was thinking.Sure enough, the human heart is the most complicated thing. No wonder there are so many different dreams in the same bed in the world, but neither of them thought that such a thing would happen to them.

After a long time, Lin Jing said softly: "I don't know how I should treat you, but I can't trust you. If you always insist on not leaving like this, the relationship between the two of us is a bed partner. When you are lonely, you can come over , you leave, I will not care about you, you can be free. But our relationship is limited to bed partners. "

Hearing Lin Jing's words, Song Mingxuan was ecstatic, which meant that Lin Jing still had herself in her heart, Lin Jing just couldn't accept herself, and the current situation was much better than what she expected.

"Okay, we are bed partners." He agreed, but Song Mingxuan knew very well that as long as there is a breakthrough, the next thing will naturally follow.

Lin Jing also knew very well in her heart that once she opened her breakthrough, it meant that she had to guard against death. If she didn't want to be hurt again, then she couldn't hand over the knife to Song Mingxuan.It's just that Lin Jing doesn't know how strong this strict defense is.

This night was the most peaceful night for the two of them. Although Lin Jing didn't want to admit it, she still missed Song Mingxuan very much. Her skin, her breath, and her fragrance all stimulated every nerve of her, but this This kind of stimulation made her feel extremely at ease and made it easier for her to fall asleep.

Song Mingxuan could finally lie in Lin Jing's arms openly and aboveboard, feel her softness, her warmth, and her tranquility.For the first time in such a long time, Song Mingxuan's heart felt peaceful, and before he knew it, Song Mingxuan fell asleep.Without the paralysis of alcohol, without the effects of drugs, I fell asleep so naturally and peacefully.

The scene of the two smiling and falling asleep peacefully is as beautiful as a perfect painting, but it's a pity that such beauty is only short-lived.A heart full of scars that refuses to be approached by anything, a heart that is cautious and wants to blend in but can't find a way.How can such two hearts fit together perfectly?