about i love you

12 years two.

Pain for the first time.

You are hurt.

One night, I opened the door and came in. The wound was not big, but it was bleeding slightly below my knee. I was writing an article at this time. Walk step by step, not throwing you away, but holding on to you.

Obviously you were injured, but I felt the pain, it hurt so much, I knelt down and licked your wound, you pushed me, I almost fell to the ground, but I realized that you were too dirty , and tried to control it.

Then you actually left, I thought you would stay.

After you left, I sat under the moonlight of the eternal night for a long time, until my hands and feet were numb, and there were black ink marks on my hands, like mocking laughter. Unfortunately, I never heard laughter.

It's like a silver bell, low and warm, I can't hear it.

I hate my parents, no, I don't have parents, I have you, He Su, I have you.

Hitting someone for the first time.

I earned money, rented a house, and lived off-campus with you, how kind you are to me now, you will kiss me when you are happy, cook for me, touch my hair, the touch of your hand is so comfortable.

If so, you can stay for the rest of your life, okay?

Sun Han.

You actually patted his head, I saw you in the supermarket, you turned a blind eye to me, this is normal, however, you actually patted his head, how could you, pat his head, He Su?

Everything you did was right, as long as you are happy, I smiled at you, and watched you walk away, with bloody marks on my palms.

I know that you are now in your youth, you are not serious, changeable, and you like lively people. Perhaps, someone has appeared and he just fits your current perception. You should treat him well and have a tentative attitude.

He Su, you are too indifferent, you treat everyone as a guinea pig, but, He Su, let me be your guinea pig for the rest of your life.

I went to find Li Yan, she looks very good-looking now, and she doesn't look bad among the beauties in the liberal arts class, so I gave her money to be with Sun Han.

Her family is poor, she will definitely agree, I know, such a beautiful girl, such a vain girl.

Sun Han and Li Yan are together, there is a faint disappointment in your eyes, I guess, you are disappointed in me, you think I should not have so many scheming, I am afraid of you, you touch my head Sometimes I even want to hide, I'm afraid you don't want me because of this.

Leave for the first time.

Chang Xuanfeng is my nightmare, no, I want to become his nightmare.

He is a very good person. I have been watching him for a long time. You like him very much. You even formally got together, but you never told me. Later, after returning home, you became more and more indifferent. At that time, there happened to be a writer in Beijing hand party, and I'm leaving.

He Su, I thought you would care a little bit, but you didn't, you get along very well with Chang Xuanfeng, and I'm in Beijing.

not good.

I can't eat, I don't want to move, I don't want to drink water.I took out all the notes we had written before and put them on the table to read. I couldn’t stop reading them all day and night. Later, I fainted at the hotel entrance.

When I met Shi Yang, he called you, and you asked Lu Qiang to find me. I was very happy, and followed Lu Qiang in fear, and sent a text message to my sister to tell my sister that I was gone and not in Beijing.

I listened to Lu Qiang's words and kept quiet, waiting for him to take me back to see you.

In this life, there is enough time. What I lack most is time. One day, I will wait until you like me.

I purposely pulled you to kiss at the corner of the supermarket for Chang Xuanfeng to see, but I didn't expect that you still haven't separated.

Before the college entrance examination, I found someone and beat him up, haha, beat him up.

Otherwise, he will always follow you.

I didn't study much, and I didn't know the importance of the college entrance examination, and then you slapped me, I was thinking, He Su, you don't hate me, right, He Su, how can you hate me, you hit me, you hit me , don't hate me.

Yet you are gone.

So far.

There are not so many memories of the first time, He Su, you have bad lungs, don't smoke, don't drink too much, I love you.