The person I love in exo

After Chanyeol left, Baekhyun didn't recover for a long time.Tired, very tired.It hurts, it hurts.He didn't understand why he became what he is now, is it love? No, maybe he was heartbroken, or maybe he didn't want to give up on Chanyeol for a long time but fell in love again and again.He was really on the verge of collapse, and seeing him was the best choice.

Looking up, Baekhyun smiled, he is a man.Yeah, why do men like men? Why does he like Chanyeol? Why doesn’t he like Lu-ge but it’s Chanyeol......

With a wry smile, Baekhyun walked into the bathroom, he needed to wake up.

The bathroom in the dormitory is very small. In addition to the shower and toilet, there is also a sink with a mirror in front of the sink.Baekhyun was standing in front of the mirror.

"Bian Baekhyun, look at you." He raised his hand and touched his face in the mirror. He saw that his smile was broken into pieces. Is this a smile? It's not even as good as crying... He just hangs up every day Did this smile come out?

"It's really embarrassing." Even he didn't want to see himself like this again.No wonder Chanyeol would get angry with him, this look is really annoying.Most of the redness and swelling on his cheeks have disappeared, it seems that Brother Lu really took good care of him.

Patting his own face, Baekhyun relaxed the muscles of his face. He didn't have much flesh in the first place, and recently he was so thin that only bones remained.

"Bian Baekhyun, you must not disturb Chanyeol's life again." He warned himself, and at the same time, this was also a way to free himself.But why is it so uncomfortable?

Baekhyun clutched his chest, where his heart was throbbing in pain.It's so uncomfortable... Really uncomfortable... Baekhyun only feels his eyes are prickly and his nose is sore.He was about to cry again, what a cowardly character.But even though I controlled myself, the tears still flowed down...

"Chanyeol...Park Chanyeol..." From sobbing to letting himself cry silently, Baekhyun slid to the ground, and he kept calling Chanyeol's name, as if doing so. Lie will treat him as well as before.Very childish, isn't it? Obviously Chanyeol is already tired of him, so what's the point of continuing to pester him?

Many good times of the past flashed before his eyes, and Baekhyun suddenly jumped up from the ground as if he was a different person, "Get out! Get out!" He kept waving the blank space in front of him with his hands. Memories are also Chanyeol's memories.But no matter what he did, he still couldn't erase this memory.

"Don't make me regret at this time..." His eyes were red, and all the things he wanted to forget came to his heart at once, as if he wanted him to regret it.

Finally, when the picture was frozen on the bright smiling face, Baekhyun frantically picked up the hand sanitizer on the sink and threw it at it.But these are nothingness.

The hand sanitizer smashed the glass and made a loud noise, but only Baekhyun could hear it.He suddenly came back to his senses, seeing the mess in front of him, he didn't want to clean it up, but laughed out loud, looking very weird.

"I can't see it." He muttered something in a low voice, his eyes lost.

Park Chanyeol, you forced me to do this, I don't want to think about it anymore.

If you can't get it, why not ruin everything?

Thinking about it, Baekhyun laughed wildly, and then he suddenly became quiet.Myself, what exactly is it...