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Song Zhiyuan and I went to Bar Street.

A friend of Song Zhiyuan opened a gay bar called "Yu You" here.

Today's Christmas Eve, the bar is holding themed activities, and the decoration is very gorgeous and warm.Song Zhiyuan and I sat at the bar, drinking and chatting one after another.

"I fell in love again." I said.

"Come on, I've been married for three years, count how many times you've been broken in love so far? You're having trouble with your partner again." Song Zhiyuan sees me through.

I didn't want to have a deep chat, so I changed the subject, "Hey, why are you out drinking so readily, didn't you go on a date with Le Min today?"

Song Zhiyuan took a long sip of wine before saying: "I have already broken up with her."

"Ah?" I was surprised, "When did it happen? You didn't tell me."

Song Zhiyuan: "I didn't have time to tell you about what happened last week. In fact, Le Min found a new partner last year, but she never broke up with me. I just pretended not to know. Maybe her family is urging her to get married recently. , No, we will break up."

I applauded and said in admiration: "Song Zhiyuan, it's the first time I've seen such a calm and generous man after being greened. You really don't show your face."

Song Zhiyuan smiled wryly, "I still don't love her that much. In fact, I'm not qualified to talk about her. I'm not much better myself. I have someone else in my heart."

I was completely impressed by this couple, "You have someone else in your heart, and you have talked with Le Min for five years, are you alright, Song Zhiyuan?"

"That person doesn't like me, not to mention he's already married, I've given up a long time ago." Song Zhiyuan said in a low voice, "I still have some concerns in my heart, and I can't let him go."

"Does Le Min know about this?" I asked curiously.

"She should have guessed it. Once she found the love letter I wrote to someone from my university. Fortunately, the love letter didn't name the name, otherwise there would be trouble at that time."

"Love letter?" My eyes lit up, "It's so old, you can still write love letters, you're quite romantic, I haven't written them to Chen Zheng yet."

"Hey, you're too young." Song Zhiyuan sighed exaggeratedly, "I liked him so much at that time, but before I had time to confess, he told me that he had someone he liked. My first love was Such a premature death."

I gloated and laughed, "It's still my first love, why are you so miserable, Song Zhiyuan."

"First love is always unforgettable. I haven't forgotten him for six years."

Song Zhiyuan's words made my heart sink to the bottom.

Indeed, first love is unforgettable, You Yu is also Chen Zheng's first love, how much Chen Zheng still thinks about him.

Song Zhiyuan and I drank until ten o'clock, I was a little dizzy, Song Zhiyuan called a driver for me.

When we got home, the light in the living room was on unexpectedly, Chen Zheng was sitting on the sofa with a gloomy expression.

"Yuanyuan, where have you been?" Chen Zheng asked me.

I had a bad feeling, so I sat down next to him and hugged him, trying to get away with it, "Brother Zheng, don't you work overtime? Why did you come back so early?"

He straightened my body and said seriously: "It's already 10:30, it's getting late, you don't tell me when you go out to play, and you don't answer my phone, do you know that you will make me worry?"

I was always afraid that he would scold me, and that he would think that I was wayward and ignorant, so I gave in, "Song Zhiyuan is broken in love, so he insisted on buying me a drink. We just drank a little, and the phone was left in the car. I don't know you Call me, I thought you'd be back after eleven tonight."

Seeing that he didn't speak, I thought he was still angry, so I hugged his neck again and acted like a baby, "Brother Zheng, brother Zheng, don't be angry with me, I will tell you where I go in the future."

Chen Zheng patted my head, "I'm not angry with you, I'm... angry with myself. You call Song Zhiyuan to me later, if I can't find you in the future, I'll look for him. Also, you When you came to see me, I had a small meeting, and the phone was on silent and I didn’t answer your call. I don’t care about you not answering my call, and you don’t care about me not answering your call, okay?”

I nodded quickly and said, "Don't care, don't care."

What I care about is not this at all, but You Yu returned to China and became a colleague with Chen Zheng, but he didn't tell me anything.

Chen Zheng only thought that I had heard my parents talk about You Yu, but he didn't know, I had seen You Yu before, and I remembered what he looked like.

When I was a freshman in high school, I boldly went to Chen Zheng’s school to ask him to confess, but Chen Zheng rejected me, saying that he had someone he liked and asked me to study hard.

I thought it was an excuse, and I never gave up. As long as I was free, I ran to him in the name of looking for my dad.I searched hard, and Chen Zheng also hid diligently. Eight out of ten times I couldn't find him.

Once I happened to run into You Yu, and You Yu asked me directly: "Are you that kid who always comes to harass Chen Zheng?"

I do not speak.

He said again: "Don't come to my boyfriend again, or I will see you once and beat you once."

I don't believe what he said at all, if Chen Zheng already has a boyfriend, why didn't he just say it?

You Yu asked me to squat under the steps and watch carefully.

Chen Zheng soon appeared downstairs, and when they met, they hugged each other passionately and kissed passionately. My heart was so cold that I never looked for Chen Zheng again.

I can understand Chen Zheng's mentality that more things are worse than less things, but understanding doesn't mean he doesn't care.

I care to death, what he said to You Yu, whether he still loves him in his heart.

But I dare not ask him.

I am afraid that this question will burst the bubble of happiness in advance, and then I will get nothing.Now, at least I am still Chen Zheng's legal partner.

We met once after we took a shower, Chen Zheng was a little tough this time, I couldn't stand it, even calling him husband he was indifferent.

Finally he kissed my sweaty forehead, "I'm sorry, Yuanyuan."

……

I told my mother about You Yu's return to China.

My mother was very angry, "When Chen Zheng had an accident, he left quite quickly. What are you doing now? What about being a mistress? I have to tell your father to let him quit You Yu, so as not to worry."

"The law firm is not owned by dad alone. He can resign as soon as he says so. Don't embarrass dad. If I pay more attention, there will be no problem."

"You care, what are you caring about? Mom told you, Chen Zheng is good, but there are many people who are better than him in the world. If Chen Zheng really wants to make mistakes, you can't stand it. He has been married for more than two years, almost three years in a blink of an eye, do you think Chen Zheng has let go?"

I'm dumbfounded, I really can't answer this question.

Mom said again: "Seeing you working hard for so many years, Mom loves you. If it's really not possible, you can give him up, okay?"

I said: "Mom, if I could give up on him, I would have given up a long time ago. I can't do it."

"Are you saying that you owed him in your previous life, and you have to repay the debt like this in this life. Yuanyuan, mom is here to tell you that once Chen Zheng does something wrong to you, you must divorce him immediately. No?"

"Got it, Mom, I'm not that stupid."

Mom laughed at me and said, "You're not stupid, you're so stupid that you're smoking."

The author says:

Xiao Song:? ? ?Fuck you look me in the eye and say it again!Am I the one who insisted on buying you a drink?