strayed into the world

"In the past three years... you have worked hard..."

As soon as Chen uttered his words, he realized that he had said the wrong thing, but it was hard to stop.

Looking at the fish in the pond, Qingche's thin eyelashes cast deep and shallow shadows on the bottom of his eyes... It's not just shadows that linger.Three years... It's been three years... The memory brought back by Quan Ce is still yesterday.

It was raining lightly that day, and the place was filled with damp and cold air. I was dreaming and dreaming in the aftereffects of sedatives. I heard the man tell him that he would stay here from now on...Nothing is allowed...He imprisoned him like a devil His actions and his future...Let him know how humble and powerless he is...From that day on, he thought his life was meaningless and meaningless...He thought he could find any way to end this empty life... …during these three years…

However...he has lived till now...how could he have lived so far? ...He didn't know...the already numb heart still hurts after being hurt again and again by men, each time hurting more and more...It seems that the memory has made a mistake.He treated him so badly, always hurt him and humiliated him, but he only remembered those insignificant and even "concerning" eyes, those bland actions that were too gentle...

Sure enough, there was something wrong with him, and he was intoxicated and sunk in these fragmented and insignificant memories every day, pulling himself infinitely into this long and tumbling tragedy.

"Take care Aunt Chen, do you feel sorry for me?"

Chen was speechless when asked, not because he didn't know the answer, but because he couldn't speak.Either one would hurt him.

"...Why do you ask such a question?..."

"...I also feel very pitiful..." The waxy voice swayed in the air, slowly smashing into Chen's heart, moistening it... Listening to his soft narration quietly, "I often think...why It's just me, I haven't done anything wrong, I've always been good, listened to my parents, why did I go through these things... why, my father would sell me to the underworld... why... he would hate me so much, why You hate me so much but don't just kill me..." The plain words were mixed with too many heavy memories, and she fell into the pool trembling, unable to breathe... She regretted it, she really regretted it...but It has been impossible to stop the intense sadness from flowing upstream along that exquisite cheek...

"...Do you hate the young master?"

"..." Hate...? ...You must have hated it before... He raised his chin to prevent the liquid from the corners of his eyes from falling, and let them be completely evaporated in the warm sunlight... "Can I hate my brother?"

...It turns out that he knew about it a long time ago...Since this is the case, he still...

"So, you already know."

"kindness."

On a certain distant afternoon, he overheard his father's words from his parents' room... At that moment, he didn't know that the 'brother' would become the god who ruled his world in the near future.Give him life and let him die.If I knew this ending at that time, I would not have opened the closed door secretly.From then on, step into the abyss and fall into the endless hell with you.

……

"Qingche, get out of here..."

After saying what he had hidden for a long time with relief, Chen let out a heavy breath.

On the contrary, Qing Che in front of him stared blankly at Chen with black eyes in disbelief, "Leave?..."

"Well, while the young master is away, you should leave here quickly and go back to your parents." Go back to the world you should belong to, those good times that should belong to you but missed.

...Qing Che paused for a few seconds, his mind went blank...he still couldn't understand what the housekeeper meant.

"But... but... is this okay?" He never thought of escaping from this place, even when he was sad, he never thought of escaping from here. Now that he is not here, it is indeed the best time to escape... But What are you hesitating about? …

"It's only at this time. Don't you want to leave here? The young master's temper is unpredictable. You may not know when you will do something excessive. At that time, you will be the only one who will be injured."

"But……"

"Stop it." Chen felt that he had to do this, and it was now.Before Qing Che could react, he grabbed his hand and walked into the house, "Go and pack your things now and leave today!"...