I married you just to get revenge on you

December 2020, 5 AD

sunny

Mood, almost dead

Yesterday was the first time Jiang Ruke and I slept in separate rooms since we got married.

I'm not happy, so sad.

I feel that I was abandoned by Jiang Ruke.

It's like a puppy who is abandoned by its owner who loves it because it did something wrong. It's the same feeling.

Moreover, it is still a little bitch who has been pregnant.

Jiang Ruke, he seemed really angry.

I know that I went to Wei Hechen to find a way to suppress him, and what I did was a little too much, but Wei Hechen kissing me is not what I want, I am very disgusted!

These words can only be written in the diary.If you tell Jiang Ruke, he won't believe it.

He was really mad at me, I could feel it.

So... I want to coax him.

But who knows that no matter how humbly I admit my mistake, Jiang Ruke will always be narrow-minded and never forgive me!

I never knew that a person's eyes can really hurt people.

When Jiang Ruke looked at me, I couldn't see the warmth and pampering in the past, but only boredom and indifference.

Heart, so uncomfortable.

Why is he like this...

I've already admitted my mistake, what else do you want?

Jiang Ruke... I hate you, I hate you for being narrow-minded!

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Without Jiang Ruke by his side before, Zhuang Che has been here for more than [-] years.

But after only a few months of being married to Jiang Ruke, he is already used to the feeling of having Jiang Ruke by his side!

Now, without Jiang Ruke by his side...he couldn't sleep well, or even fall asleep.

All night, I didn't close my eyes much.

Just thinking about the way Jiang Ruke looked at him made him feel very uncomfortable, regretful and hated!

He knew he had done something wrong, and he could even put down his body and apologize.

As long as Jiang Ruke can still love him like before, it will be fine.

After a sleepy night, Zhuang Che only felt a splitting headache when he woke up in the morning.

A pair of eyes, because of regret and aggrieved in the heart, cried from time to time, swollen into two big walnuts.

Wearing only pink underpants, he pulled on his slippers, walked to the door of the study, and knocked on the door!

"Who." The man's voice was cold and indifferent, not at all gentle and tolerant before.

"It's me, Zhuang Che."

Zhuang Che regretted it. He should have put on a quilt and came back again. It was because he had slept so badly all night that his brain couldn't work. Now he looks like a little fool.

"what's up."

The door is not open!

Jiang Ruke didn't open the door for him!

This kind of cognition created a huge gap in Zhuang Che's heart.

Before, Jiang Ruke would never treat him like this.Even if he was standing ten feet away, when Jiang Ruke saw him, he had to come over and carry him into the house, never letting him get tired.

"Jiang Ruke, open the door, I want to explain to you, last night, I..."

"No need to explain! I can see... clearly."

The man's voice was very decisive and indifferent, without the slightest emotion.

"Jiang Ruke, what do you see clearly? He kissed me, and I don't agree! I didn't ask him to kiss! He, he just wanted to anger you. I know I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong...then you can't listen Shall I explain? Wei Hechen's kissing skills are not good at all, not even a little bit better than yours..."

Zhuang Che was in a hurry, he only knew that his heart was in a mess, what he said had no logic, he didn't know what he was talking about.

After such a long time, Jiang Ruke didn't respond at all.

The door did not open, nor did they speak.

It's clear that this man doesn't want to talk to him.

"It's a bit cold, I'm going back to get dressed." Zhuang Che choked up with grievances, and just as he turned around, the door opened.

"...Are you a pig! Walking around without clothes? What are you doing? Besides Wei Hechen, who else do you want to seduce!"

Jiang Ruke's voice, even swearing, made Zhuang Che feel at ease.

He turned around and hugged the man!

"It's enough to seduce you."

Zhuang Che put his head on Jiang Ruke's shoulder, hugged the man's broad and strong back, and was reluctant to let go.

"Go back and get dressed. You can't afford to freeze my son."

The man's voice vibrated in Zhuang Che's ears, making his heart tremble.

"You said... what?" Zhuang Che foolishly pushed Jiang Ruke away, looking at Jiang Ruke's face, the man's eyes suddenly made him feel so strange.

Jiang Ruke took Zhuang Che back to the bedroom, threw his clothes and pants on him, and said in a calm and indifferent voice, "I know you hate me and don't like me. So... let's make a rule, as long as you don't hurt the child , I don't care what you want, who you hang out with, I won't care about you anymore!"

"But... Zhuang Che, be careful with your stomach. There is my child there! I will never allow anyone to hurt it, including you."

Jiang Ruke looked at Zhuang Che slumped on the bed, looking devastated, his heart ached so badly, he hated what he said just now even more?

He didn't intend to say such things in the first place!

He just wanted to tell Zhuang Che not to catch a cold, it would hurt his body.

But when the words came to his mouth, how did he become like this after opening his mouth?

Zhuang Che was still reacting, what did Jiang Ruke mean by those two words in his mind?

Did he mean... From the beginning to the end, all he cared about was this little bastard in his belly?

The only person he cares about, the person he values, has always been this child?

As for him, Zhuang Che, that man is not rare at all!

Is that right?

No... no.

Jiang Ruke must have lost his head with anger, that's why he said that.

In his heart, he must have a good impression of him.

Zhuang Che touched his face, and wept.

Jiang Ruke left a long time ago and did not see Zhuang Che crying.

"What a loser! Why are you crying? If you can't figure it out, ask again!"

He scolded himself and put on his clothes and pants.

My stomach has grown a little more, and the waist of my trousers has begun to gain half a size.

When eating breakfast, the nanny saw the cold atmosphere on the table, and she was too frightened to make a sound, for fear that she might say something wrong, which would attract thunder.

Drinking the soft porridge, but you can taste the marrow.

Zhuang Che stirred the porridge bowl with a small spoon. He coughed twice to break the silence. Just as he was about to speak, Jiang Ruke put down the bowl and chopsticks, got up and left.

He looked at the back of Jiang Ruke leaving with a briefcase and coat, and his eyes became moist.

"You don't want to see me that much..."

His eyes were red and his heart felt uncomfortable, holding the hot porridge bowl, holding back his sadness.

While he was out of breath, it was as if thousands of needles were piercing his heart at the same time, the pain was dense and continuous!

"Ma'am..." The auntie nanny wanted to say something comforting, but Zhuang Che stopped her.

"Aunt Su, I'm fine."

He put down the porridge bowl, forced a smile and said, "Aunt Su, help me call my dad's company to ask for leave, and just say that I'm staying up and don't want to get up."