i'm in love with the sentinel who wants to kill me

"The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves.—Julius Caesar, Act I, Scene iii"

The closer they are to the front line, the harsher the environment and climate, and the more dangers they may encounter, and their path is to go straight to the front line.

After walking a kilometer, all the green is gone.The sky is full of wind and sand, and it is very difficult to see the road under your feet.The sun has been completely blurred in the wind and sand, and the brightness of the day is declining.

At least five kilometers away from their planned foothold.

Suddenly, a huge dune moved to their right.

The four froze for a moment, and then Chen Jian shouted: "Run!"

The sudden movement of the dunes may be mutated animals and plants, or it may be quicksand-but whatever it is will be fatal.

Li Junjie couldn't run fast with one injured leg, and when the other three turned their heads, Li Junjie had disappeared.

"Brother Jie—!" Modi shouted, but his voice was quickly swallowed by the wind and sand.

"Li Junjie!!!"

The dunes are still moving.Ji Mo didn't have time to think, and dragged Modi's arm back, for fear that he would stay where he was.Chen Jian quickly drew a long sword from his back and blocked the two young men.

"Be careful." Chen Jian breathed heavily, he thought quickly, and speculated that Li Junjie might have fallen into quicksand; falling into quicksand would not kill him immediately, and they still had time to rescue them, but the fast-moving sand dune in front of them was obviously not a good thing——

Because a vine protruded from the dune.

At first glance, this vine is no different from ordinary vines, but if you look closely, you will find that its skin is not like a plant at all, but covered with reptile-like scales, with a metallic luster.

"Man-eating vine." Ji Mo murmured.

In the blink of an eye, seven or eight vines protruded from the sand dunes, and a second later, as if there was an order, they all rushed towards them.

Chen Jian and Mo Di instantly released their spiritual bodies. When the goshawk's sharp claws snapped off two vines, the man-eating vine was still in an attacking posture, but when Mo Di's half-blood wolf fell to the ground, the whole man-eating vine The human vine was still for two seconds.

"Good!" Chen Jian was overjoyed.He watched the half-breed wolf open its mouth and approach the man-eating vine step by step in the posture of a wolf king. The violent plant hiding in the dune seemed to shrink back, and the whole dune retreated.

Morty felt nothing but outrageous anger.If it wasn't for violent planting, Li Junjie's leg wouldn't be hurt, and he wouldn't have hurt just now...

In the Borderlands, disappearance is tantamount to death.The spiritual body carried his anger, and with a howl of a wolf, the half-blood wolf rushed to the sand dunes and began to fight with the man-eating vines.

Attacking Baozhi was to find its heart, but Baozhi was wise. All the tentacles stretched to the longest and dragged Modi, preventing him from getting close to its bottom.

Standing the farthest at the end of the season, you can observe more clearly.He found that a part of the man-eating vine was always hidden behind the sand, so he said to Chen Jian: "I suspect that there is its heart."

He picked up the dagger and was about to step forward, but was held back by Chen Jian. "I come."

Chen Jian's eagle was still swooping down on the man-eating vines in the air. He raised his long sword and rushed towards the sand dunes where Baozhi was hiding.

In the next second, something happened suddenly——

The sand under his feet suddenly flowed rapidly, forming a sinking waterfall like a liquid, and Chen Jian was swallowed up in the blink of an eye, and even the raised long sword disappeared completely.

Something broke in my heart at the end of the season.

He desperately ran towards the place where Chen Jian disappeared, but the sand there was no longer flowing and was very solid. Ji Mo tried his best to dig out the sand with both hands, one handful after another, but there was nothing but sand.

"Chen... Department..." Ji Mo's voice trembled, and he yelled: "Chen Department!!"

But no one answered him.

Ji Mo dug around in the sand like crazy, the raised sand dazzled his eyes, and made tears flow from the pain, he repeated this action like a robot, without any intention of stopping.However, the sand was so similar, gradually, he didn't even know where Chen Jian disappeared.

He didn't care about the man-eating vines that were close at hand, until a vine was about to sneak up on his back, but the wolfhound rushed over and bit it off, and he finally regained his senses.Man-eating vines have the ability to regenerate, and those vines that were cut off just now have sprouted new branches, and now only Modi is fighting.

Mo Di was distracted to watch the end of the season, and when he saw the end of the season bursting into tears, but Chen Jian disappeared, he immediately understood what was going on.However, at this moment of distraction, the long knife in his hand was thrown away by the man-eating vine, and Mo Di was fighting with Bao Zhi with his bare hands, relying entirely on his mental strength and mental body.The disappearance of two people in succession also caused a huge blow to him, and his mental power suddenly became uncontrollable and began to overflow.

Ji Mo stood up trembling, and he regained his composure amidst the panic.Holding the dagger in his hand tightly, he approached Bao Zhi under the cover of the half-blood wolf.Hold your breath at the end of the season, even though your heart is about to jump out of your chest--

He raised the dagger high and inserted it into the place firmly protected by the sand.

The whole man-eating vine began to struggle violently in an instant, as if the pain was unbearable. If it evolved a vocal organ, it must be screaming at this moment.

Ji Mo firmly grasped the handle of the dagger, and despite the great strength of the dying struggle of his subordinates, he remained motionless and maintained this movement until the twisting of the man-eating vine became weak, and finally fell heavily on the ground.

Because he was worried that the man-eating vine was not completely dead, it took a long time at the end of the season to draw the dagger.However, as soon as he took out the dagger, the huge body of the man-eating vine began to sink, and the end of the quarter quickly retreated.

In a few seconds, the huge dead body of the violent plant disappeared completely.Ji Mo was the only one left standing a few meters away, holding a dagger, panting heavily in shock.

The wind and sand are also quiet, and the world is desolate.

At the end of the season, I looked around, but I didn't find Modi's shadow.His heart tightened - Modi was still fighting with the man-eating vine just now, where could he go?

Both Li Junjie and Chen Jian are missing, if Modi also...

At the end of the season, he didn't dare to continue to think about it. His shortness of breath made his mind go numb, but he still tried his best to search around, and finally saw Modi lying unconscious beside a heavily weathered rock.

Ji Mo rushed over, knelt beside Modi, threw the dagger on the ground, and the first thing he did was to check Modi's breath.

Feeling the air current with trembling fingers, Ji Mo felt a little relieved, and then went to touch Modi's forehead.

The skin under his hands was terribly hot.

Ji Mo stroked Modi's hair, calmed his breathing, and wiped his face.

The wind and sand subsided, the monster disappeared, and all the sounds of the external environment disappeared, only his breathing remained, which sounded extremely harsh and harsh.

Suddenly, he froze.

He raised his head in a daze, and saw the shadow of the border base across a desert. It was far away, but he saw it right.The sun was already setting, and it was evening.

Modi fell to the ground, unconscious, with a high fever.

Everything is right.

Ji Mo sat where he was, holding Modi in his arms.The setting sun shone on them, leaving only blood red.

Finally got to this point.

At the end of the season, he imagined how he would feel at this moment countless times. He thought he would panic and be sad.

But no.

There is only loneliness in his heart now.

It was as if a marathon had finally come to an end, with all the emotions evaporated in the long run, leaving nothing but a shell at the end of the season.

He dragged his exhausted body and mind, keeping the heaviest secret, walking for so long.

Finally freed.Ji Mo leaned over to look at Mo Di, the sand on his body and head began to fall down, Ji Mo smiled wryly and patted Mo Di away, but he couldn't pat it clean.They are all too embarrassed.

At the end of the season, only Modi was in sight.He pursed his lips tightly and stared at his sentinel, thinking about everything but nothing.

If you list all the wishes at the end of the season, one of the top ones is "early relief".The ability to predict is a curse to him. As the carrier of this ability at the end of the season, he wanted to give up his life countless times.

Because of this ability, he had a childhood that he didn't want to recall. Later, he killed his brother and became a person with a bad conscience.He wanted to be free, and he couldn't help thinking about it.There is really nothing to miss in this world, it's just that someone dragged him and insisted on letting him live.

Later he met Morty.

Once you fall in love with someone, you will be shaken.At the end of the season, I really wanted to live a good life, but later found that there was really no way.In the last predictive dream, the trigger was destroyed by himself, and the realization of the dream could be related to the fate of all human beings, which made him choose.

Fortunately, he didn't choose either, and he lost the right to choose when he was unconscious.

It wasn't until he figured everything out that he realized how tired he had been.

The cruelest thing about this wish of liberation is that Modi is the fulfillment of his wish.

And Modi wanted him to live a good life and spend his whole life together.

He is not reluctant to die, he is reluctant to part with Modi.

He is sorry for him.

Modi was dirty all over, with a lot of sand on his face, Ji Mo gently brushed it off, and then wiped his sentry's face with his sleeve.

He held Moddy's face and looked at it for a long time.He has seen this sleeping face countless times, but he can't get enough of it.Wheat-colored skin, a straight nose bridge, good-looking sword eyebrows, and thick eyelashes.The lip shape is also good, I want to kiss after seeing it.

At the end of the season, he traced Modi's facial features with his fingertips and laughed.

Smiling and laughing, one or two drops of water appeared on this face, Ji Mo was stunned for a moment, then raised his hand to wipe it off.

"Modi." Ji Mo called his name.

The Sentinel didn't respond.

He has fallen into an unprecedented riot in the mental realm, and it is not easy for him to control his mental power until now.

It's just that at the end of the season, I can't figure out how he suddenly fell into a riot.They are obviously combined in spirit, and Modi was obviously very good before.

Is it because he is too tired from fighting, or maybe the cosmic rays in the border area have affected him.

At the end of the season, Mo Di hugged Mo Di, and Mo Di had a very hard time breathing, his chest heaved violently, and he was on the verge of frenzy, but he just couldn't wake up.

He called Modi's name one after another, knowing that it was futile, but he couldn't stop calling him.One call, one less call.

Maybe he still had such a secret expectation in his heart, expecting that Modi would wake up suddenly, smile at him suddenly, and then lead him away from this place.

But reason told him, no.impossible.

He tried to appease Modi, but his spiritual domain had no spiritual power to give Modi, and he also lost his spiritual body.He is an incapacitated guide who can do nothing.

As soon as the sun goes down and the darkness falls completely, the Borderlands will become extremely dangerous.

At the end of the season, he looked at the sunset in the border area, and Modi in his arms.No matter what, he couldn't drag a comatose person to the end point before sunset. If Modi remained in such a coma, he wouldn't know when he was swallowed by quicksand or eaten by violent plants.

He still wanted to save Modi, and he wanted to wake Modi from the mental turmoil.

So there is only one last way left.

The sun sank a little bit.

At the end of the season, I watched the angle change of the light and shadow on Modi's face, which was overlapping with the final picture.At the end of the season, I have seen too many times in prophetic dreams, and I have already instinctively and accurately predicted the arrival of the last hour.

1 minutes left.

Their foreheads meet.

Ji Mo leaned closer, sniffed Modi's breath, and pressed his lips tremblingly.The other party's lips were soft and hot, and Ji Mo kissed him with his eyes open.

The last kiss was a one-sided, unreciprocated kiss.

Lips parted.

A sigh that goes with the wind.

At the end of the season, he opened his arms and slowly hugged the person in front of him.He lowered his head and saw the ring on his left hand, so his gaze stayed there.This little platinum circle is the courage he has accumulated all his life, and he seems to have been impulsive like this once in his life.

Although Modi couldn't hear him, Ji Mo told him in a low voice: "Hold on, Modi. In ten seconds, you will wake up."

The end of the season began to count down in my heart.

ten.Morty will be all right.

Nine.The heartbeat accelerated irresistibly.

eight.Breathing became more and more rapid.

seven.The heartbeat was too violent, and Ji Mo closed his eyes.

six.Tears still came out.

five.Mody.

Four.Mody.

three.Mody.

two. ...Maudie...

one.Suddenly thought of the last thing.I hope Modi will never know the truth, but while I still have strength, I want to apologize.

Her voice was hoarse and choked, and the last sentence at the end of the season was fragmented.

"Sorry, I……"

"I lied to you."

The countdown is over.

As seen in the precognitive dream, the tip of the dagger pierced through the chest.Before the end of the season had time to react, everything was over.

It didn't hurt at that moment.

But every second after that was torture.

Blood sprayed out, soaking the clothes between them.It was so cold in the border area, but his blood was so hot.

The spiritual domain is shattering, and their spiritual connection is about to be broken.

Ji Mo's cheek was pressed against Modi's neck, feeling the other's body temperature.Consciousness is fading, Ji Mo opened his eyes, thinking in his heart that he is gradually dying.

The five senses were peeling off, and when he was about to be unable to open his eyes, Ji Mo suddenly felt the body he was leaning on tremble suddenly, and then an all-too-familiar voice roared in his ears, like thunder on the ground.

"The end of the season—!"

His weak body was straightened, but he lowered his head, but at the moment when he was suddenly separated from Modi, he used his last bit of strength to look at his sentinel.

Fate is so fucking cruel.

Modi's blood was all over his body, Ji Mo felt very sad when he saw this distorted and hideous face.His lover is like a mutated beast, like a ghost escaped from hell.

The spiritual bond between them is already very weak, but at the end of the season, he still knew that Modi was in more pain than him.

Looking at Modi at the end of the season, he has a lot to say.But in the end, what I want the most is actually:

why don't you laugh...

When I saw you for the first time, you had such a beautiful smile...

Ji Mo moved his lips, but Modi tightly covered the wound on his chest. This action forced his eyes to move, and he saw——

Behind the weathered rock, Li Junjie stood up.

Li Junjie held something that looked like a remote control in his hand, and he stared at the two of them, motionless.

At the end of the season, everything is understood in a flash, but it is too late.Before closing his eyes, he tremblingly mouthed for Li Junjie:

"Don't... let him know..."

"Please……"

Please, if you're the one who got him into a riot, don't wake him up, and when he wakes up, don't remember these things.

Don't let him know he killed me.

Please.

Li Junjie was behind the rock and pressed the button in tears.

Modi completely fell into a mental riot.

In the darkness, there are a few strands of chaotic thoughts.These words seem to have been written in "Irrelevant Records"——

Dear Modi, it is not fate's fault, it is our fault.

We wouldn't have gotten this far, but I'm a fool.

I know that the end of love is death, but I still...