forgetting

"Chuhan..., are you okay?!" Hurriedly holding Chuhan's hand, he checked carefully.

She pulled out her hand in a panic, turned her face away, not daring to look at Jiuqing, and said, "I'm fine."

"Chuhan..." Jiuqing called out, "What's wrong with Chuhan...?"

"I'm fine, Qinger..." She still didn't dare to look at Jiuqing's face.

I don't know when it started, but my feelings for Qing'er are no longer pure.

It just looks okay, but a casual touch, a touch, can make my heart jump.

Not only is a hug enough to satisfy her, but she also wants... also wants to... possess him further, wants him to be her own, and makes Qing'er completely her own.

When those golden eyes stared at him closely, when he held his hand tightly, this feeling became more and more intense. I was so afraid that Qing'er would be snatched away by others, so afraid of being left behind, so afraid He'll be in love with someone else...

Suddenly, suddenly regaining consciousness, looking at Jiuqing in front of him, his golden eyes are full of worry, he can't help but hate himself for having such nasty feelings for Qing'er, Qing'er will surely Those who hate themselves will definitely leave themselves...

He got up, took a few steps back, and hit the table with a "thud--"

"Chuhan..., what's wrong with Chuhan? But what's wrong...?" Jiuqing got off the bed, put on her shoes, wrapped Chuhan's arm softly, picked up the handkerchief, and wiped the sprinkled water Congee, "Is it hot?" asked with concern.

"I'm fine..." Dodged Jiuqing in a panic.

Suddenly, she turned around and hurriedly walked out of the house, "Qing'er..., I...I'll go back first."

"Chuhan..." Jiuqing called out.

Walking straight out, Chu Han didn't look back.

Looking at Chu Han's flustered figure, Jiu Qing was a little silent.

Are you... are you hated?By Chuhan...

Recently, Jiuqing noticed that Chu Han seemed to be avoiding contact with him all the time.The last time he wanted to brush off the fallen flowers on Chu Han's body, he avoided it calmly.

But today's such obvious avoidance is the first time.

Why in the end?

Chuhan... Do you really hate yourself...

He ran back to the room in a panic, and threw himself on the bed, "I'm an idiot, idiot..., idiot...!" He squeezed the quilt tightly and buried his face in it.

"Qing'er..., he will definitely think that I hate him, what should I do..., what should I do, will Qing'er just leave me like this?"

After rolling on the bed for a while, he sat up with a sad face.

Rubbing between his eyebrows, he picked up the teapot on the table and poured a cup of tea, and drank one after another. After a while, he drank all the tea in the pot.

My head was a little dizzy, and the scene just now kept revolving in my mind, lingering.

"Why am I so stupid..." He patted the table angrily.

After moaning and sighing for a while, I packed up my things and planned to take a bath in the bathtub to relax.

The mist was dense, the water temperature was just right, with eyes closed, I stretched comfortably in the bath in the early cold.

The troublesome thing just now seems to be..., when I think about it, I still can't forget it...

"Squeak—" There was a slight sound of opening the door.

Chuhan turned his head back, he seemed to hear the sound of the door opening just now, after not seeing anyone coming for a long time, he turned his head again, maybe he heard it wrong.

He narrowed his eyes comfortably, planning to take a nap here for a while.

"哗啦..." The sound of water rang softly in my ears, I opened my eyes suddenly, the heat was steaming, and I saw a figure in the corner next to the bath, which gradually became clearer.

Who else could it be if it wasn't Jiuqing.

"Qing'er..." Chu Han suddenly straightened up, a little flustered, "Qing'er, why are you here?!"

"Chuhan...", the soft voice disturbed people's hearts, Jiuqing floated in the water, and slowly swam towards him.The silver-white hair was slightly soaked by the water, and the white body appeared naked in front of Chu Han.

The person who yearns day and night appears naked in front of him like this.Such a pleasing scene, but Chu Han hastily closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and pressed his heart, only to feel that his heart was about to jump out of his chest.

"Can't I come..." There seemed to be a trace of disappointment in the voice, after a pause, he continued, "Just now you ran away in a panic, did you get burned?"

"I'm fine." Seeing Jiuqing's disappointed look, he opened his mouth hastily and said again, "No...not..., Qinger..." He wanted to defend himself, but he didn't know how to do so. He sighed and put his hands on his back. After climbing the stone steps, covering his flustered heart, he said, "Qing'er, then I'll go out first..."

"Chuhan..." Seeing that Chuhan wanted to leave, she hurriedly grabbed his hand, Jiuqing entangled him again, "Chuhan, why are you avoiding me...?"

The person you want is close at hand, without a trace, just appearing in front of you like this, as if you can feel the heat of the other person's body, Chu Han turned his head, still not daring to open his eyes, "Qing'er..., no... , I didn't." He explained in a panic, with a guilty conscience in his tone.

"You're lying... You've been avoiding me recently," the hand around Chuhan's arm slightly raised his head, "Chuhan, why don't you dare look at me?" He stretched out his hand and stroked Chuhan's face , "Chuhan, do you hate me...?"

The soft voice is so soft that it breaks your heart.

Feeling the white arms wrapped around her, she caressed her face, "Qing'er, I..." My heart beat slowly faster, I was at a loss what to do, my head was in chaos, I didn't know how to explain it, how to get out of it explain.

The hand went downstream, wrapped around the neck, and then to the chest, and suddenly stopped.

"This... what...?" Jiuqing was shocked, and quickly withdrew his hands from Chuhan's body, pointing to the red mole the size of a grain of rice on his heart and tremblingly asked.

Chu Han only felt blood gushing all over his body, opened his eyes for a glance, closed them again, and said, "Birthmarks, I have had them since I was a child."

It wasn't a birthmark at all, Jiuqing could recognize it, it was a seal with a small word "crime" engraved on it the size of a grain of rice.

His hands trembled slightly, covering the blood-red seal, and he was absent-minded for a long time.

He will never let you go. This imprint was clearly nailed into his heart after death with a peach wood stake engraved with spells...

Those who fall under this curse, no matter how many reincarnations they have reincarnated, will eventually die a bad death.

In the end I hurt you.

Chuhan, I am the one who killed you.

The body trembled slightly, and the catkin gradually climbed up Chuhan's waist.

In this life, luckily I met you, even if I risk my life, I will help you get rid of this curse.

Even if I can't find the fox clothes and don't escape into reincarnation, my soul will disappear.

The desire for the body became stronger and stronger, Jiuqing's hands gradually wrapped around his waist, and his slender body slowly pressed against him.Chuhan's face was flushed, and he was extremely nervous.For a moment, he didn't know what to do, his body got closer and closer, suddenly, Chu Han opened his eyes, and pressed his hand suddenly, Jiuqing, who was getting closer, stopped moving.

Raising his head, there seemed to be mist in his golden eyes.

"Chuhan..." The soft voice made people's bones crisp.

"Qing'er..., I... I'm going out first..." Chu Han's face was red, and his heart was beating violently, as if it was going to jump out of his throat.

Quickly jumped out of the bath and walked outside.If I stay here again, I'm afraid I really can't bear it...

"Chuhan..." Jiuqing behind him called out.

Chuhan stopped and didn't look back.

"Chuhan..." After a long silence, Fang opened his mouth again, "Chuhan..., do you...hate me...?" in a heartbreaking tone.

"No... Qing'er... I..." The words I wanted to say choked in my throat, how much I wanted to just say it...

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