teacher!The ball is perfect

When people fall into the quagmire, they will struggle, and when they get tired, they will give up.

It's better to say let go than fulfillment.

Xu Jingheng and Shi Li try not to burden Shi Xin, but love itself has weight, and they will live up to it no matter what.For a moment, Shi Xin felt that he could not bear any weight.

Let go of your own and others' love and debt, and no longer cling to the contradiction between illness and emotion.

There was a long silence outside the door.

I don't know if Xu Jingheng left or not. I heard what I said just now, but I still didn't hear it.

At that time, there was a trace of regret in my confidence, but I bound myself and did not open the door.Turning around and lying on the bed, gently pulling the quilt over the body, closing eyes and not thinking.

Outside the door, Xu Jingheng didn't leave, he clenched the doorknob tightly with one hand and then let go, standing on the spot and enduring it, silently.

The light and shadow of the window sill shift, time flows and disappears.

Shi Xin didn't know how long he slept. When he woke up, the first spring rain began to fall outside the window.The sky turned cold again, and her emotions also cooled down.

She turned on her phone to check the time, and at 12:30 noon, she turned on the alarm clock reminding her to take the medicine again.

With a sickly face, he lifted the quilt, put on a long thick coat, got up, walked to the door, and suddenly saw a corner of the letter peeking out from under the door.

Shi Xin was slightly stunned, squatting down to pick it up, but before he took out the letter paper, his eyes were sore and reddened.

They knew that communication was backward at that time, and paper letters were prevalent. Xu Jingheng wrote many love letters to her when they were in love, and they still have this habit on ordinary remembrances or special occasions.Shixin has a special box for collection. After decades, every handwriting is still clear, as if it will never fade in a lifetime.

The content of the letter is probably to make Shi Xin not have to deliberately hide her emotions. She can vent all her temper without blaming herself for it. As long as she can relax a bit, he respects any decision.

Not only Shi Xin, but also two diametrically opposed selves living in everyone's heart, arguing endlessly and trying to see each other.

It is easy and difficult to do whatever you want.

After the faith was over, Shi Xin wiped away the tears on his face and went downstairs slowly.

During this time, Aunt Fang often took a nap in the guest room, and the food on the table was intact, it seemed that no one had touched it.

Shi Xin let out a deep breath, went to the study and knocked on the door, calling Xu Jingheng to eat.

They sat side by side, no one mentioned the incident in the morning, and they ate in silence, not daring to look at each other with tears in their eyes.

In the evening, Xu Jingheng quietly told Shi Li about Shi Xin's situation, wondering whether he should consult a psychiatrist.

The time letter needs it, and the family needs it too.

Only by understanding the mentality of the patient can we better judge the scale, so as not to sometimes backfire.

Shixin's state of mind is sometimes good and sometimes bad, but the treatment has always been cooperative.

Sorrows and joys are like the moon, cloudy and sunny waxes and wanes, Baixing participated in it and passed a tortuous day.

Every day before going out to work, I kiss or hug on the face, and come back early after get off work to eat with the family. Yuanyuan has grown up a little, but she is still cute with her round head and floppy ears.

If there is anything that shocks people the most, it is to gain and then lose.

Just when everyone thought that Shi Xin's condition and mood were stable, the worst thing happened.

When the induction treatment was extended to the stage of stem cell transplantation, Shixin's body rejected him, and chemotherapy drugs and drugs caused headache and vomiting, which were relatively mild. In severe cases, he would have convulsions, coma, and increased intracranial pressure. [Note]

The doctor asked Shi Xin to stay in the hospital for observation.

All of a sudden, Shixin and his family fell into the boundless abyss.

Shi Xin frowns all day long, does not speak, does not have any light in his eyes, and is even more sick.

Xu Jingheng didn't go to the company directly, and stayed in the hospital day and night.

Shi Li also tried his best to mediate work and classes, and if he couldn't adjust, he would leave. If he really couldn't leave, tell Bai Xing not to come to work, and Xu Jingheng could breathe a sigh of relief if he went to the hospital to accompany him in bed.

Maybe people can't help but get together, everyone has a sincere wish in their hearts, but in reality they can't get it.

It is obviously a spring full of vitality and hope, but there is no spark in my heart.

Shi Xin became more lonely and haggard day by day, so weak that he needed a wheelchair to move, and the unprecedented fear made them crumble.

Bai Xing used to only know that birth, old age, sickness and death are the normal state of human beings, but today she is deeply confused, the experience has already made her feel sad, how will she face parting in the long life in the future?

Can't even think about it.

When she was in the quiet ward, Shirahoshi thought a lot, and she knew that her sadness came from the feeling of bondage with others.She likes Shixin and this home.

However, the heaven wanted to take away Shi Xin's frank disposition and cheerful smile, which made Shi Li and Xu Jingheng worry endlessly.

She really wanted to help them.

When Shixin's treatment worsened and his body became thinner, Huanle came back, and Baixing resolutely decided to find her.

Bai Xing originally wanted to go alone, so he said something to Shi Li, but Shi Li didn't expect Shi Li to say that he would go with her.

Probably Huan Le knew that they would come, and left an enchantment entrance at a hidden side door, allowing them to come in by themselves.

Huan Le is in the main hall, making a pot of tea and drinking alone.

Her house has countless antiques, clothing, hair accessories, books, utensils, and small toys of different ages.Those are real antiques, the whole house is priceless, more real and exciting than museums, but they have no time to watch them.

No matter how beautiful the wooden chair with rattan pattern is, it feels like sitting on pins and needles, no matter how good the tea is, you can't taste it, and you can get to the point without drinking Baixing tea.

"Teacher, I... have something to ask."

Every time she looks for Huan Le, it's because she asks for help, her chin shrinks, and her voice becomes weaker and weaker.

Huan Le pinched the lid of the cup with her fingertips and gently moved the tea noodles. Without raising her eyes, she said quietly, "Is it about her mother's illness?"

She really knew everything well, Bai Xing immediately raised his head and cast his gaze.

"Yes." Shi Li, who was sitting next to her, also felt his heart tighten, wondering if there was room for change in this matter.

Huan Le put down his teacup, raised his eyebrows and said calmly: "Life and death are determined, wealth and honor are in the sky, and there are definite numbers in the cycle of karma. I can understand your feelings, but there is a harsh truth that I hope you understand: destiny cannot be violated, and destiny can be reversed." It's impossible."

They understood this truth early in the morning, but they were lucky enough to come here.

Shi Li's breathing stagnates, and Bai Xing is also anxious: "Then..."

"However." Huan Le paused, concisely: "Maybe you can bring me to meet her, it doesn't matter if it's a bad luck."

The Spiritual Venerable, who walked more across bridges than they did, broke their thoughts with a few straightforward words.

Thinking about it, it's true, not to mention others, even she can't avoid joys and sorrows, unable to keep the people she cares about, Bai Xing and Shi Li have to accept the reality.

They were silent for a while, and decided to take Huan Le to the hospital to meet Shi Xin.

In order to save time and not drive back, Huan Le proposed to use teleportation.

Previously, Bai Xing could only transfer alone, and the span couldn't be too large, so she still had to be taken by the Magic Music Belt.

She is powerful, as long as they meditate on the same place in their hearts, close their eyes and open them, the scene in front of them will move from the old house to the hospital.

But because the space transfer was too fast, with a sudden turn, Bai Xing almost couldn't stand still, and grabbed Shili's wrist with one hand to ask them to wait.

It took her a little time to adapt: ​​"Wait for me to take it easy."

It is normal for fairies to not be able to handle Huan Le's array, but——

Huan Le looked at Shi Li, but as a human being, she didn't change her expression.

Some things seem to be as she expected, so if they don't come today, she will try to investigate.

Shi Li also doubted himself for a while, but thought that it was a different reaction from person to person, without thinking about it, he first supported Bai Xing: "Are you okay?"

And Bai Xing was busy adjusting, so he didn't pay attention to this matter, "It's okay, you can go now."

From the moment they arrived just now, Huan Le used spiritual power to form an enchantment, and no one could see them appearing out of thin air, and the camera was the same.Walking to the corner of the stairs, it came into people's sight.

The second the enchantment was put away, Huan Le changed her makeup and hair, and copied the appearance and clothing of the nurse passing by.

Bai Xing looked up and down the tall and slender girl in white: "Why did the teacher become like this?"

"Save the trouble." Huan Le said concisely, walking straight forward without seeing anything else.

Shi Li: "..."

This ancient spirit is old cosplaying.

When I came to the separate ward where I was shrunk, Huan Le was indeed very kind, knocking on the door in a dignified manner, and the person who entered the opposite side said: "Nursing rounds."

"The nurse is here." Xu Jingheng stroked Shi Xin to sit up.

I don't know where Huan Le got it from, so when I go in, I first check the medication records hanging at the end of the bed, and calmly ask the patient, "Do you feel better?"

Her performance was extremely natural, Shi Xin and Xu Jingheng saw her face for a second, and they didn't feel it was inappropriate, thinking that it was normal for some people who hadn't seen her in the nurse's shift shortly after being hospitalized.

Bai Xing and Shi Li then pretended to come back from the outside, and when they saw the 'nurse' there, they didn't say hello.

Miraculously, Huan Le also knew to help Shi Xin check his body temperature, and a temperature measuring gun conjured out of nowhere, pointed at Shi Xin's forehead with a dribble.

"A little low-grade fever." She quickly put away the thermometer, turned the bottle, and then followed the infusion line to Shixin's hand, gently holding Shixin's hand in the name of checking the needle port.

To see if the needle was fake, she touched the joints, turned her palms to observe the lines, and then asked Shi Xin to look over from the side of the little finger with her fists clenched, and immediately cleared up all previous doubts.

Sure enough, everything is not a coincidence.

Huan Le's eyes flashed sharply, but the next second became soft, saying that there was nothing wrong, and she would check again after a while.

After signing the ward round record, Huan Le turned and walked out of the ward.

"I'll wait for you at the stairs when I came here." The words were transmitted through the air, only Shi Li and Bai Xing could hear them.

Today, Shixin's condition is relatively stable, Xu Jingheng was a little relieved, and wanted to ask where the two children had just been, but unexpectedly they went to the bathroom together again.

After all, she is a girl, and she has to hold hands when going to the bathroom.

Xu Jingheng ignored them, and turned his gaze back to Shi Xin.

Stair corner.

Huan Le looked dignified and couldn't help but tense up.

"My mother...how is it?" Shi Liyou was worried.

Huan Le has returned to her usual attire, looking out of the window gently and calmly: "She has a bad life."

She couldn't distinguish her voice, and she didn't explain it, but she said earlier that her fate could not be changed, so Bai Xing didn't dare to say anything: "...then?"

Phantom shook her head.

Shi Li understood Huan Le's meaning, pondered for a long time, and asked tremblingly, "About when?"

Huan Le opened his lips to speak, and suddenly a cleaning worker walked upstairs and downstairs.

Huan Le pursed her lips, her eyeballs followed the man, and the cleaner swept the stairs on her own, muttering something in a low voice, step by step, as if she couldn't see them.

Shicai seemed to be imagining what Le wanted to say, then lowered his eyes, something was hidden in his eyes.

After waiting for a while, she left a sentence: "The secret of heaven must not be revealed."

"You take good care of her."

After speaking, the phantom music disappeared.

"teacher--"

Bai Xing and Shi Li stretched out their hands towards the air, but they couldn't hold anything, just like fate.

The last glimmer of hope was gone, pain, helplessness, and mixed feelings invaded, they stood without saying a word in Yu Yang, which was about to disappear.

It took them a long time to adjust their mentality and expressions, bought dinner and went back to the ward to eat with others.

The worker who swept the stairs had long since disappeared.

On the edge of the roof of the inpatient department, she is as tall as a waterfall and her hair flutters slightly in the wind.

Originally there was only Huan Le's figure there, but quietly, a man appeared in her enchantment, clasping his fists with both hands and saluting.

The author has something to say: The annotation part refers to the content of leukemia on Baidu Encyclopedia. In fact, I don’t understand those technical terms very well, so I just take what the plot needs and I think it can show the disease. Don’t get too deep into it.If there are professionals, welcome to give me some science~