teacher!The ball is perfect

Leukemia is no longer an incurable disease in modern times. Although the spiritual method is strong, we must believe in science.

Shi Li said: "It's okay, keep a good attitude, actively cooperate with the treatment can cure, you have to have confidence."

Xu Jingheng has said similar things to Shi Xin a lot, but people who fall into the clutches of the disease just don't control themselves and think too much. In fact, she didn't evade treatment, and she didn't plan to give up, but she got into a dead end because of a bad mood.

She needs comfort, support and encouragement, and she needs firm belief. At this time, she is still wavering, and living here alone is also for calmness.

The two juniors had a long talk with him.

When it's lunch time, go to a nearby restaurant for dinner together.

Through communication, I learned that Shixin's mentality is fine, but she just doesn't want to go home, saying that she wants to be alone, and she can sort it out and accept it slowly.

Even Bai Xing and Shi Li were declined to stay with her.

It is always difficult to let her go out alone, and it is difficult to say when she sees and hears what she thinks in the wrong direction.

However, Shi Xin has made up her mind and will not change her temperament, so it is not easy for others to force her.

Shi Li had nothing to do with her, so he had no choice but to let promise not to turn off the phone and keep in touch.

There is one more thing that Shi Li dared to ask before he left: "Mom, do you have to separate from Dad?"

The letter she left was exactly the parting letter, Bai Xing waited for the answer with his face up.

Shi Xin, who insisted on sending them to the car, froze for a moment, wanted to nod, shook his head again, and held back a few words for a long time: "I'm sorry, I owe you too much."

The debt she said must mean that she doesn't want to get married and can't give the father and daughter a real home.

But even if they are married, so what, in reality, there are many examples of infidelity in marriage, and they can go to this day without marriage relationship, the deep relationship can be proved by the sun and the moon.

Shi Li firmly believes that breaking up is not Shi Xin's original intention.

"You know better than anyone that doing this is not a relief for him at all." Shi Li said frankly in his heart: "Don't be so cruel to him."

"En." Shi Xin replied softly, with an unclear attitude.

All that has to be said has been said, and the rest is left to be pondered slowly.

Shi Li and Bai Xing got into the car and really left.

But they are only leaving temporarily, and they will definitely come to Shixin again in the future.

After arriving home, he explained clearly to Xu Jingheng who came back from other places.

Xu Jingheng was calmer than expected after listening.

Probably he and Shi Xin are two acquaintances. Knowing that she is safe and stable, he let go of the stone in his heart.

For Shi Xin's wishes, he chooses to respect, just like she said that if she doesn't get married, he won't propose any more, and if she loses her way, she stops where she is and waits for her.

Others always think that they are easy to get separated, but they have never been separated for so many years. Their relationship is both intimate and independent.

Love is manifested, not casually said. Shi Li grew up in this family and never felt that he was different from other families.

Xu Jingheng said it depends on the situation, and will not disturb Shi Xin for the time being, so that the children can visit her more often and enlighten her.

Xu Jingheng has been running around for several days looking down and haggard, Shili is worried that he will live at home today.

Dinner was early, housekeeper Auntie Fang finished the housework, cleaned the kitchen, and left after six o'clock.

Xu Jingheng went upstairs early to catch up on sleep, and Bai Xing and Shi Li were left at home for activities.

There was nothing for them to do, their interest was lacking, and their moods were disturbed.

Shi Li sat on the rattan chair on the balcony listening to the rain in a daze.

Plants don't need to be watered so much on rainy days, and Bai Xing squatted not far from her, looking down at the growth in the flowerpot with his white-haired head lowered.

Xiaobai couldn't understand some things, so he hugged his knees and asked, "Why do they choose to avoid seeing each other at this time? Obviously they both care about each other."

Shi Li propped his face with one hand, his pupils were hollow like no intention: "Because of love."

"Huh?" Bai Xing blinked, but still didn't understand.

Things like feelings are really inexplicable, Shi Li may spend a long time teaching Bai Xing, and she doesn't know if this little pigball will be able to empathize in her lifetime.

She sat on the chair and glanced at Shirahoshi, then exhaled sullenly.

The next day.

After one night, Xu Jingheng saw some things, he was not as frustrated as yesterday, and asked Shi Li and Bai Xing to go to work without having to accompany him.

Originally, Shi Li had planned to move back home during this period of time, to be with her father, and then slowly persuaded Shi Xin, but she was rejected again.

Xu Jingheng said that when Shixin chose to hide from her at the beginning, he just didn't want her to blame herself for this matter. He used to say that she would not go home all the time to tease her.

How can Shi Li not know that his parents are still thinking more about themselves at this time.Because of this, Shi Li blamed himself.

But if she moves back home, it's the family's turn to blame themselves.

She had no choice but to be obedient, go to work when it was time to go to work, and go to Shixin with Bai Xing when she was free, chat with her and walk around, and go to the hospital for treatment.

Xu Jingheng has also been to seaside cities a few times, but he didn't see Shi Xin, he just went to the places Shi Xin walked to see the scenery she browsed.I didn't mention anything in the message, but only shared what I ate for three meals a day, and asked her if she had eaten, and then read the weather forecast every day, and asked her to pay attention to adding or removing clothes as usual.

Even if he didn't get a reply, he didn't stop.

Gradually, Shi Xin became cheerful, no longer sullen all day long, and his tone gradually became lively.She really tried very hard to accept reality and let go of herself.

About half a month later, Bai Xing and Shi Li took advantage of their vacation to accompany her to the hospital for treatment.

I walked through the hospital lobby to register, went to some consultation room, radiation room, and ran back and forth several times.

At the back, there is a room that only Shi Xin can enter alone, while Bai Xing and Shi Li are waiting quietly on chairs in the corridor outside.

Bai Xing seemed to have a natural repulsion towards the hospital. He came here a few times, but each time he said he didn't like the smell here, and even said he felt uncomfortable when he came here.

It is estimated that the doctors, nurses and family members of the patients who come and go in the hospital are all expressionless and numb.

Including Shili, every time I come here, I don’t consciously reveal my worries.

Illness brings not only physical torture to people, but also a mental test.

There are few people in the critical disease treatment area, and the corridors are empty. Occasionally, nurses push the carts, and the medicine bottles in them rattle, echoing in the corridors.

Bai Xing sat next to Shi Li, and after an unknown amount of time, an adult in the distance passed by a little girl who was half a person's height, with her forehead pressed against the heat sink and her pale face.

The little girl stared intently at the doll-like White Star with white hair and green eyes.The person walked by without turning his head back, looking at Bai Xing with curiosity and longing.

The adult led her from the sun into the darkness, and a voice came from afar: "Baby, can I take you to the park after I get the injection later?"

The little girl's immature voice echoed in the corridor: "Okay, then I will hold back my tears."

"Well, that's nice."

Such a young child also fell seriously ill, and Bai Xing watched the direction where the little girl disappeared for a long time without regaining consciousness.

Shi Li followed her gaze and could probably guess what she was thinking.

Shixin's chemotherapy would take a certain amount of time, and the waiting was boring, Bai Xing rested his head on Shili's shoulder.

Shi Li was taller than her, and the tilted angle was just right.

The little short legs are straight, and the feet are swaying left and right in boredom.

Shi Li remained motionless, if he breathed and blinked from time to time, Bai Xing would have thought she was petrified.

She has become more and more dull recently, Bai Xing felt strange, he reached out and put his hand into her palm.

Suddenly being held by hand, Shi Li's eyes refocused, and he tilted his head to ask what's wrong with his eyes.

Bai Xing glanced back at her, didn't say anything, just played with her hands casually, pinching the phalanges, breaking off the fingers, comparing the palms with the palms.

The force was light, tickling like a kitten scratching someone, Shi Li forgot to think for a while, and watched her play quietly.

"Your fingers are so long." When Bai Xing was measuring the size of Li's hand that was larger than hers, his light voice ran into his ears from the side of his shoulder.

Small plants reproduce differently from humans, so they don't know that hands are used for other purposes, and her words are absolutely colorless.

The listener was different, an evil thought jumped out without warning.

Shi Li curled up his knuckles slightly, holding back that untimely thought.

Bai Xing couldn't detect the slight abnormality, sometimes he played the piano in someone's hand, and sometimes held it in the palm of his hand...

The fingers were surrounded by the warm and warm touch, and the heart thumped suddenly.

"Stop playing." Shi Li immediately grabbed Bai Xing's hand and stuffed it into the coat pocket together, turning his face to another direction.

I was still in a calm mood just now, why did I suddenly get a little excited?Bai Xing didn't know why.

Stop playing if you don't let me play, put your little hand in her pocket obediently, and continue to rest on her shoulder in a daze.

After a while, a thin layer of sweat broke out between the palms.

The north wind was blowing outside the window, and some people felt feverish while sitting dry, not knowing what to think.

Bai Xing scratched her palm in his pocket, unexpectedly, with such a slight movement, the other party froze suddenly.

Bai Mao tilted his head to ask curiously, just as the door of the radiation room opened, the doctor and Shi Xin came out from inside.

Shi Li stood up with a snap.

Shirahoshi's hand slipped out, and he stood up two seconds behind.

The doctor talked with Shi Xin, nodded politely to them and left quickly.

"Let's go, go get the medicine." Shi Xin held the receipt in his hand, pretending not to see them holding hands just now.

Shi Li was very active, surrounded her mother and asked caringly, "What did the doctor say?"

Before the lingering warmth in Bai Xing's hands dissipated, that person's enthusiasm disappeared.He glanced at the tall and thin figure behind him, and pouted his lips.

After taking the medicine, they can leave the hospital. They relaxed visibly on their faces and discussed where to eat delicious food.

Shi Xin knew that a nearby Thai restaurant was highly rated and the environment by the sea was good, so she asked Bai Xing if he liked it.

She was sick, and Bai Xing still wanted to accommodate her. He had never tasted Thai food, so he said he liked it.

They chose a booth overlooking the sea, Bai Xing was next to Shi Xin, and Shi Li was on the opposite side.

This guy is actually more clingy than his own daughter.

Bai Xing didn't even look at the menu when ordering, and answered 'yes' and 'no problem' when asked.

Shi Xin thought the child was too good.

Taking medicine here after dinner, Shi Li asked the waiter for a glass of warm water.

People who take too much medicine will have resistance, not to mention one of the doses is very bitter, every time Xinguang thinks of it, his tongue will feel bitter.The medicine was held in the hand, but it was too late to get it into the mouth.

Seeing that she regarded the medicine as a formidable enemy, Bai Xing asked in puzzlement, "What's the matter?"

Shi Xin shook his head with a smile, he couldn't help but think about his past illnesses or taking traditional Chinese medicine to nourish his body, Xu Jingheng took the trouble to prepare candied fruit for her.

As a daughter, Shili certainly knows her habit and bought it in advance, but suddenly remembered that she forgot to bring it in the car.

"Why don't we eat this one later?" Shi Li said.

When Shi Li was sick, she took the same medicine as Shi Xin. Shi Xin also coaxed her in the same way, and occasionally even secretly threw away the bitterest medicine while hiding from Xu Jingheng, and the two of them covered each other.

It's just that a serious illness can't be compared with a cold and fever, Shi Xin still smiled, shook his head, drank more water and swallowed the medicine.

The bitterness on the tip of her tongue made her tremble all over.

A certain Xiaobai hadn't tasted bitterness yet, and his eyes seemed eager to try it.

Before she could ask what bitterness is like, a man stood up from a few tables behind him and walked this way.

When he approached, Xin suddenly stopped while rinsing his mouth.

That person was none other than Xu Jingheng, Shi Xin's eyes didn't blink, Bai Xing and Shi Li couldn't help looking over.

Xu Jingheng came to this restaurant a little later, when they left the hospital, Shili tipped off the address for dinner.

He wanted to watch from a distance and order a few of the same dishes, but he had Shi Xin's favorite candied fruit on him.

Isn't this God's will?The two of them believed in fate, Xu Jingheng hesitated for a few seconds, and decided to take it.

For more than half a month, Shi Xin never responded to the messages he sent, so I feel ashamed at this moment.

Xu Jingheng didn't say a word, just put the candied fruit in her hand, touched the other person's nostalgia for a moment before taking it back.

Shi Xin didn't look at the thing in his hand at all, his eyes only looked at Xu Jingheng from just now.

As if Bai Xing was watching a play, Shi Li silently observed his parents' reactions.

Although Shi Li doesn't know how to talk about love, he definitely knows better than Bai Xing. This is a good opportunity for reconciliation.

She touched Bai Xingjiao under the table, and with a wink told her to come over to her side and make room for her father.

The white pig failed to receive it, thinking that Shi Li winked and convulsed.

Xu Jingheng didn't care about those things, and sat down next to his daughter.

"Hurry up and eat." Xu Jingheng pointed to the candied fruit, and talked to Shi Shi on the opposite side in a warm voice.

At this point, Shi Xin looked down at the things in his hands.Full of hesitation, tear it open and hold it in your mouth, the sweetness of the candied fruit melts away, replacing the lingering bitterness.

Shi Li looked towards the beach, and after so many days of dark clouds finally cleared, she deliberately asked Bai Xing: "Didn't you just say you wanted to go to the beach, go now."

Bai Xing snorted, "I didn't say that."

"You have!"

Regardless of March 21 and [-], Shi Li dragged away his pig teammates who were ignorant of current affairs, leaving parents here to have a good talk.

Bai Xing was simply baffled, she was indeed interested in the beach, but she didn't say it or she didn't say it!Why is this woman making trouble for no reason?

Damn, when she said yes, let's go shopping.As soon as they went out, Shi Li dragged her to hide in the corner of the dining room, watching secretly through the glass window.

She looks dignified, cold and handsome anyway, why is she doing something that doesn't match her image here?

"What are you doing?" Bai Xing brushed aside the hair that was blown by the sea breeze to his mouth, and his voice sounded annoyed.

"Can't you see?" Shi Li squinted at her.

Bai Xing glanced at the uncles and aunts in the restaurant, and said, "You are worried about them."

Shi Li: "Of course."

"They didn't lose their temper, they look pretty good." Bai Xing probed his head, but he was unwilling to turn back to look at the sea, and muttered: "Walking on the beach is a trivial matter, I hope uncle and aunt will reconcile."

"You still rhyme."

Her words were sour, Shi Li promised her: "We can go again next time."

"Us, next time?" Other than Shirahoshi's minds turned extremely fast: "Is it a date again?"

She understood quite well this time, Shi Li raised her eyebrows, "Yes, I can't accept the appointment."

"Yes," but Shirahoshi was distressed: "Why is there no one else going out with me?"

Heh, who else does she want to date?

Shi Li suddenly changed his displeased face.

This stinky pig's thinking is really bad. She has to say this in front of her when she said she likes her.

Shi Li gritted his teeth, really wanting to eat her in one bite.