he doesn't use a knife

He sits here.

He didn't drink.

He doesn't want to drink, doesn't drink, he just sits here, doesn't talk, doesn't look at anyone.

Another sunny day, blue sky and white clouds.

Yet here he sits.

But it has been sitting for a long time.

How long will it be?

Probably since the sound of the watch drum in the third watch, he never fell asleep again.

He woke up and faced the empty room.

So I sat at the table and stared at the candlelight in a daze.

How difficult it is for one person to understand another.

He doesn't understand.

I don't know how to understand it.

The dense web is woven together, like a bottomless abyss.

No one knows whether to fall or not.

No one knows if they are already in the abyss.

As he thought so, the door was pushed open.

He looked up.

He saw Xue Lanling in black.

However, Xue Lanling didn't look at him.

He was obviously sitting in the position where he was most likely to be spotted, but Xue Lanling still seemed to ignore him as a matter of course.

He is already a very self-aware person.

He never asked.

He had a lot of questions, but he was knowledgeable, and he never wanted to embarrass anyone.

But now he is confused.

He watched Xue Lanling arrange the papers in the room.

He stared helplessly again, seeing Xue Lanling's back as he was about to step out of the room.

Then he finally spoke.

He said, "I saw Shou Xuefeng."

Xue Lanling turned around after saying this.

Those eyes were deep, bottomless, and unfathomable, even the smile on Xue Lanling's face became unsmiling.

Xue Lanling asked him, "Where did you see him?"

He replied: "I saw him in a tailor's shop."

Xue Lanling asked, "Which street is the tailor shop?"

He paused for a moment before asking, "Where did you go?"

Xue Lanling said: "I went to a place."

He asked, "Where?"

Xue Lanling said: "No matter where it is, it is the place where people should go."

This answer is clearly so perfunctory.

Xue Lanling asked him instead: "How did you meet Shou Xuefeng?"

He said: "Yu Qiuyi and I explored the vicinity together, and he took me to the place he had been to first, and I met Shou Xuefeng there."

Then he spoke again: "I told you, you should tell me too."

Xue Lanling asked, "What do I need to tell you?"

He said: "Where did you go last night, why did you not come back until now, when did you meet Shou Xuefeng?"

Xue Lanling closed the door, went to the table and sat down.

Xue Lanling said: "I don't know Shou Xuefeng. Duan Yishuang, you seem to like to question me."

Duan Yishuang said, "I didn't question you."

Xue Lanling said: "You asked me where I went and why I didn't come back until now. You still don't seem to understand that our relationship is far from the point where you can ask me these things."

Duan Yishuang was silent for a while, then he said: "I know, I didn't ask about your position."

Xue Lanling said: "So I don't need to answer you."

He understands these reasons very well.

Also already understood.

Duan Yishuang was silent for a while.

He curled up his fingers, pressed his thumb against the side of his index finger, and made red marks.

Duan Yishuang said: "When you rescued Lin Tianzhen and Lin Tianjiao, did you expect this day to come?"

"You saved them, and now you make good use of them. It seems that everything has been calculated by you. You said that you want to be a hero admired by everyone. You want to be known to the world, and you want to be famous in the world, but I never I think you want to be such a person. You really haven’t become such a person. You know everything, you have calculated everything, but I don’t know everything.”

He fixedly looked at Xue Lanling.

There was still a faint smile on Xue Lanling's lips.

When he said this, he said slowly: "I know you have hatred for Baiyang Villa, I know that you didn't want to be a knight when you came out of the desert, and I also know that you were not imprisoned in the forbidden area for seven years. There are many things that I don't know, and I shouldn't know. I don't know anything about your past, but I have been with you for so long, and I know what kind of person you are. "

Xue Lanling asked him with a smile: "What kind of person am I?"

Duan Yishuang said: "The reason why you chose to talk to me at that time is because to you, I am more in line with what you want to do than Zhu Ziping and Mu Chang, and I should be used by you, and I am more suitable for you to set foot in the rivers and lakes." excuse."

Xue Lanling crossed his fingers and supported his chin. His tone was soft and light like a wisp of cloud: "Oh? Then why do you use this as an excuse?"

Duan Yishuang said: "Because I want to live."

Xue Lanling said: "But you survived, but you still didn't leave. Why didn't you expose me to the world? It's not that you don't know that I'm bad for a bad person like me. With your flawless sword's reputation in the world, you As long as you say it, most people will believe you, so as far as I am concerned, what I want to do will fall short."

Duan Yishuang answered without hesitation after these words.

"Because I love you."

Xue Lanling asked him, "What do you love about me?"

Duan Yishuang replied: "I don't know."

"You do not know?"

He nodded slightly, and said: "I have thought about it many times, why I am attracted to you, I have thought about countless reasons, but none of those reasons seem to be enough, I become a little crazy, sometimes I don't know myself What am I doing, I am not like myself, but I am very like myself. By your side, I can hardly remember that I still have the title of Wuxiajian. I seem to have become an ordinary person. Except following you Afterwards, I don't care about whether you love me or not, other than that, I have done nothing."

Xue Lanling said: "But you really don't need to do anything."

He stretched out his hand, and his pale hand was like a light suddenly piercing into the darkness.

That hand rested quietly on the table.

Every inch of skin seems to be glowing.

Duan Yishuang's gaze unconsciously followed this flawless hand.

White and smooth, without calluses or scars.

It's not like those rivers and lakes who are constantly living in the wind and rain.

Duan Yishuang heard him talking.

He said: "I have said many times that I am a bad person and I will definitely do many bad things. Since you really want to know, then I can tell you too."

Duan Yishuang raised her eyes suddenly, and crashed into a pair of abyss.

Xue Lanling said: "Then start from the very beginning. I killed Wei Feibai."

Duan Yishuang's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

He looked at Xue Lanling, but couldn't even answer half a word.

Xue Lanling continued: "I killed Wei Feibai and walked out of the desert, and I killed the Tianwen Zhaimen who spoke rudely to me."

"I killed Lou Que, and then killed the young master of Shenmeng Pavilion, and blamed his death on Meteor Star Wu. Until now, rumors are still circulating in the world that Meteor Star Wu killed the young master of Shenmeng Pavilion. They always don't know the truth because they prefer to believe the least likely truth."

Duan Yishuang asked hoarsely, "Why did you kill them?"

Xue Lanling seemed to firmly capture his heart and soul.

Even just being stared at by these eyes, his ears seemed to be filled with the sound of his heartbeat.

Xue Lanling said: "I killed Wei Feibai because I hated him, I killed the people in Tianwenzhai because they spoke badly, and I killed Lou Que because I wanted to kill him. I did what I wanted to do, and I I will kill whoever I want to kill, there is no need for any more reason."

Xue Lanling paused, and then said: "I saved the Lin brothers and sisters not because I knew they knew Shou Xuefeng, but because I wanted to save them, so I saved them. I learned about Shou Xuefeng when I was communicating with them Feng was old with their father, so I asked them to invite Shou Xuefeng."

Duan Yishuang asked him, "What are you going to do?"

Xue Lanling said: "I have a lot to do, and you don't have to keep asking me, because if knowing the truth is beneficial to me, then I will definitely tell you. Duan Yishuang, all of this is within my expectations, I After laying out the chess game and dropping the pieces, the direction of the chess game must follow my will. I can take off the chess pieces, or let him be placed in the torrent of troubled times, how I play chess, how the world will go."

"You are right. From the very beginning, I chose to let you take me out and set foot in the rivers and lakes, just because you are the most useful to me. You are more useful than Zhu Ziping and Mu Chang. It can be said that it is right to lead you to the forbidden area." I set the chess right from the beginning. The right protector is a knife in my hand, and only by using everything to the extreme can I do what I want to do."

Duan Yishuang looked at him, his eyes flashed hot.

Duan Yishuang asked: "So I am also in your chess game?"

But unexpectedly, Xue Lanling shook his head.

Xue Lanling said, "No, you're not here."

The unblemished hand lifted up, grasped the handle of the teapot, and filled the cup with tea.

Xue Lanling said softly: "You are a chess piece, but you are not in the chess game, even if you are, you are not in the chess game."

He didn't give Duan Yishuang a chance to continue questioning.

He tilted his head slightly, hiding his face in the shadows.

But his exposed face is so beautiful that it makes people obsessed.

Xue Lanling said: "You are a person who doesn't know where you came from, who you don't know your name, and who doesn't know your past. You said that you once lived on a snow mountain, where the sky was covered with snow, so you have a name, Duan Yishuang."

"Yes."

Xue Lanling said, "If...that's all."

He withdrew his hand and stood up, his tall and slender figure was like the sudden surge of darkness.

The black suit made him even whiter.

The mole under his left eye was darker in blood.

Xue Lanling said: "There are many things that have no ifs in the world."

Then he turned around, opened the door, and left without looking back.

He has something to say.

He hesitated.

But neither his expression nor his words revealed the slightest clue that could be guessed and figured out.

He seemed to want to say it, but he didn't want to say it.

He seems to be able to say it, and it seems that he doesn't want to say it at all.

Duan Yishuang sat at the table in a daze.

The sudden honesty, the sudden truth.

He stretched out his hand, and pressed his palm against Xue Lanling's warm table.

But it was still cold.

So he belatedly remembered that Xue Lanling had never been overheated.

He seemed to have touched a blemish on a sharp corner.

When I really touched it, I couldn't feel any gaps.

The author says:

If this paragraph is shown to the valley owner, the valley owner will do three things:

The first thing is to choose an auspicious day for the zodiac.

The second thing is to prepare the bride price.

The third thing is to buy sunglasses across channels.

Xue Lanling, a beautiful, strong and miserly person who likes but doesn't say that he is in love and doesn't say that he can only torture himself (what kind of messy description)

Guess what the teacher didn't finish what he meant.

When he said if, he wanted to say what if.

Contact context, it feels quite obvious (should be)