all i want is a man

The watermelons in Minsheng Supermarket were on sale, Xia Xuechen squeezed into the crowd and picked one. The melon had a thick sound, clear texture, and well-proportioned ends, so it must be a good melon.Xia Xuechen was happy in his heart, he wished he could go back to school right away, knock on that guy's dormitory door, and watch him eat it in big mouthfuls.

After a few days, Xia Xuechen knew Xiao Chuan's schedule very well.At eight o'clock in the evening, the lights in Xiao Chuan's dormitory would turn on on time and go off around ten o'clock.Xia Xuechen rushed back to school at nine o'clock and went straight to the downstairs of Xiao Chuan's dormitory.The sky fails to fulfill people's wishes, and the lamp is dark.I can't help feeling a little lost in my heart. "Bang bang!" After knocking three times, the door remained motionless.Then wait, it will always come back.Thinking of Xiao Chuan's unexpected expression when he saw her, Xia Xuechen couldn't help but smile.

After leaving the dormitory building, the huge school was quiet.The bus along the way was always very crowded, and after standing there for nearly an hour tonight, and serving customers upright during the day, Xia Xuechen's legs swelled, she took off her harsh, hard and inferior leather shoes, and simply leaned against the front of the dormitory building light poles, sitting on the blue and white checkered floor tiles.Once the body was settled, it suddenly became limp, with the head resting on the shoulders, the back arched, the legs spread out long, and the feet padded on the leather shoes slightly higher.

Summer night is always gentle, gentle wind, gentle moonlight.After a while, Xia Xuechen was immersed in the midsummer night in July.Occasionally, a few "humming" mosquitoes came to disturb me, but I couldn't easily open my eyes.Suck it, suck it, suck my blood and stop it.Thinking so in my heart, the cool breeze was blowing on my face, it was very comfortable, and I slept more sweetly.

Tomorrow I will go to × city to participate in the competition.Wang Mu gathered the team members for a meeting and told some precautions.At ten o'clock, Xiao Chuan went to the dormitory.

Looking up at [-], the windows were closed and it was dark.Come to think of it, he fell asleep.It's not life and death, there's no need to disturb his sleep.But three days later, he came back.Give him a surprise then, he will be happy, right?

Thinking so, Xiao Chuan stood blankly downstairs in the No. [-] dormitory for a long time.

When he was approaching the downstairs of the dormitory, a curled up figure was very real under the streetlight.That figure became more and more familiar.Quickly approaching, it really was him.Little fool, even if you want to see me, don't you have a phone?Xiaochen, you have not forgotten me after all.I haven't seen you for a few days, and you've lost weight.Xiao Chuan was angry and anxious, but the corner of his mouth was smiling brightly.Looking at Xia Xuechen's bulging arms protruding from the rolled-up shirt cuffs, Xiao Chuan was even more furious.

Under the street lamp, Xia Xuechen looked even thinner because of his formal attire, a slight snoring sound escaped from his throat, and An Xian, who was sleeping soundly, was obedient.There is also a big watermelon rolling around.With a clear mind like Xiao Chuan, he can tell the whole story at a glance.At this moment, let alone scolding, Xiao Chuan felt that he was useless even if he tried a little harder.

He gently hugged Xia Xuechen into his arms, and slowly walked up the steps.Back in the dormitory, he wiped Xia Xuechen's body clean with two basins full of warm water.It is a blessing to be able to serve you like this.Xiao Chuan thought so.

The person in the arms never wakes up, enjoys the service, and has a dream.

In the dream, Xia Xuechen was hugged by a man, with a tenderness and patience that was almost protective.

In the dream, the man's breath was so clear, spraying on Xia Xuechen's face, it was warm and mellow.That kind of fragrance is a long-lost taste, Xia Xuechen used to be so greedy.

The man slowly placed Xia Xuechen's head in his arms, Xia Xuechen could hear the man's heartbeat, thumping, powerful and magnetic.That beating was also inexplicably familiar.The man's body was firm and tough, Xia Xuechen obediently pressed against it, it felt like sleeping in a hot spring, the water temperature was just right, and the water vapor was filled with a faint fragrance.

Fearing that the dream would disappear, Xia Xuechen arched her head against the man's chest, changing to a more comfortable position.

Gradually, the temperature of the hot spring water keeps rising, and the fragrance in the water vapor becomes rich and mellow. The hot spring water gently scrubs your skin, hair, cheeks, neck, shoulders, arms, palms, fingers, and chest , back, thighs, thighs, calves, soles of feet.The hot spring water seems to bring spirituality, taking away the dirt and sleepiness all over the body, and making the whole body comfortable.

However, this dream was so real that Xia Xuechen could clearly feel the fragrance, the taste of being caressed in her memory.

The slack consciousness united little by little, united, slowly opened the eyes, everything around seemed familiar, eyes blinked and blinked, and the head turned around. Before getting a definite answer, a man's figure flashed through the crack of the door.That taste is unique to this man.

"Are you awake?" The man tiptoedly set the washbasin and sat on another bed.

"Eat watermelon." The man handed over a corner of watermelon, and the black seeds were removed.

"Sleep here tonight." The man himself took a piece of watermelon and spat out the seeds, vaguely.

"Why are there only two corners left?" Xia Xuechen successfully gnawed the special seedless watermelon, picked up another corner, which was also seedless, secretly happy, and suddenly looked at the remaining two corners of watermelon in the bag, wondering.

"I'm thirsty, I've eaten." Xia Xuechen raised her brows, and looked around, the ground was green and black.

"You can really eat. I can't afford to make you tired." The latter sentence is ventriloquist.

"I thought you bought it for me. Tomorrow, oh no, I'll give you one back another day." Wiping your mouth with a tissue, you knew you bought it for me, arrogant and confident.

"You... If I didn't buy it for you, how about waiting until you fell asleep? I chose the watermelon after a long time according to the method you taught me." The voice became smaller and smaller, and she was about to burst into tears.

The man opposite was ungrateful, not blaming himself, not consoling, just waiting for someone's face to turn from white to red, then red to white, and finally to black again.His face is full of exclusive expressions that a good show is about to begin.

"Forget it. Minsheng's watermelon promotion. No need to pay back." The main reason is to remove the watermelon seeds.

"I picked out the watermelon seeds with my mouth. I almost forgot." He slapped his forehead with his palm, with a regretful expression.

"You...I don't blame you." Ben was about to argue, but his thoughts turned sharply.Unless it's rat teeth, ghosts will believe it.The spoon and bamboo stick next to it exposed the man's lies.

Looking at Xia Xuechen's various expressions of nervousness, smirk, anger, and relief, Xiao Chuan was like an iceberg for thousands of years, with an unmoving surface, but he was very happy in his heart: Xiaochen, this is you, the real you, the real you. The you I love is the you in my dreams.Even if the watermelon you bought me is too full, I will eat it all.If I don't eat more, you will have diarrhea because of gluttony.What's more, with you in front of me, I really can't bear the taste.

Xia Xuechen didn't know that when he was with this man, his thinking was sharper than usual.It was also at this moment that the light that had been extinguished for a long time in his eyes showed signs of being faintly visible, the light of life, the light of the future.

This man is called Xiao Chuan.

"So it wasn't a dream." He gnawed off the four corners of the watermelon, straightened up half of his body, and muttered softly.

"Of course it's not a dream! You are not allowed to sleep on the floor from now on!" Seeing that Xia Xuechen was fully awake, Xiao Chuan hastened to lecture on the theory.

"Oh." Responded in a low voice, remembering that I was wiped all over my body in my dream, I felt blushing and heartbeat, pulled the quilt, and felt something was wrong, looked down, "Wow", I was in the original state, under the quilt, except for the skin , is the hair.

"Stretch out your arms." The unashamed man looked down at the man on the bed.

"What?" He struggled weakly.

"Don't move!" Grabbing Xia Xuechen's red, swollen arm that was bitten by mosquitoes, he used a cotton swab to apply essential oil drop by drop, pouting close to the wound, and blowing.

It was just a few routine physical treatments, but Xia Xuechen's nerves tensed up and her whole body went stiff.

"The soles of the feet!" Another stern reprimand after putting away the essential oil.

"I have socks on." The only difference with the arm.

Sit down along the edge of the bed, put the soles of Xia Xuechen's feet on her thighs, and hold a bamboo stick between her fingertips.

"Why?" Even if you get bitten, you can't use a bamboo stick, right?He shrank his feet and was clamped by Xiao Chuan.

"Hold on!" He said so, and his subordinates moved dexterously and quickly.

"Ah!" Although he was mentally prepared, he still moaned.

Puncture the blister, squeeze out the pus, apply disinfectant, wipe it clean with a cotton swab, and wrap it in gauze.Almost in one go.

"It's okay." His brows were slightly frowned, a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, and his eyes were concerned.

"Thank you." After saying those two words, Xia Xuechen herself felt chilly, and the man in front of her suddenly returned thousands of miles away.

"It's nothing but a long-term illness." He cleaned up the dirty cotton swabs and gauze, and put things away.

silence.

"Well, my clothes..." Xia Xuechen hesitated to speak.

"It's washed, it's on the balcony." Nunu gestured, and paused for half a second, "You threw away your shoes."

"What? That's me..." Food money for three days.Self-assertive guy!

"Wear this pair tomorrow." "Bang", a pair of dusty but still delicate leather shoes.

"It's very comfortable." I tried it on a foot that didn't have blisters, and it was soft and fit well.You can't offer a flattering, flattering smile just because of a decent pair of [-]% new leather shoes, right?But something has to be said.

"Go to sleep." Xiao Chuan lay down on another bed.

"Yeah." The word is redundant.

Like a movie shot of the past, images flashed before Xia Xuechen's eyes. In the past, Xiao Chuan would always say "good night" to him, kiss him good night, hug him tightly, and say "I love you" seriously.

Before, it was good.

This man was next to him now, but he couldn't muster up the courage to ask him for a kiss, even if it was just a little bit.Now he looks glamorous on the outside, but is riddled with holes on the inside.Only he himself knows that he is not happy at all.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but Xia Xuechen's drowsiness was losing bit by bit, tossing and turning, finally, under the diuretic effect of the watermelon, he straightened his bare body and was about to get out of bed.

"What are you doing?" In the darkness, the low male voice was short and powerful.

"Scared to death. I thought you fell asleep. Go pee." On one foot, the golden rooster stood on its own.

"Wait a minute." The man stepped forward, put on a single shirt for himself and Xia Xuechen, and squatted down.

"This is?" He looked confused.

"Come on your back." Still in a low voice, the strong back gathered into a small hill.

Silently climbed up the sitting mountain, put his arms around the man's neck, he felt the man's Adam's apple rising and falling, his nose sniffed the man's hair, a long-lost familiar smell made Xia Xuechen trance, yes, the smell in a dream, the memory The taste in the body, this taste is called a man's sense of security.

In the corridor back to the dormitory from the toilet, Xiao Chuan felt the person on his back sobbing, and the hot tears wet his hair and neck.Ignoring this ambiguity, he bent the person on his back all the way back to his bed.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Chuan's voice was gentle and heartwarming.

"It's okay. Go to sleep." With a crying voice.

"Yeah. Go to sleep." Xiao Chuan retreated to his bed, but he was entangled in his heart.

Xiaochen, I don't want you to choose to be with me again because you were moved.How I wish you really loved me.The two returned to the original point, speculating on each other, feeling inferior and suspicious.

I was speechless all night.

In the early morning, the two were busy with their own business.

Xia Xuechen didn't know that Xiao Chuan was going to X City to participate in the roller skating competition, so she packed up early and started a hard day with new leather shoes.

Xiao Chuan watched Xia Xuechen leave the dormitory, the dormitory building, the school gate, and get on the bus.Afterwards, join the other players with the things you have sorted out.

"You must use all your strength to win the praise of our old king! Of course, it is also for your future." With exquisite makeup, perfect curves, and a thin female voice, Lei Feng is making the final confession to Xiao Chuan.

"Understood! If you don't break Loulan, you will never return it!" The momentum was like a rainbow, and the voice shook the sky.

"Come on! Let's go!" With a roar, under the leadership of Wang Mu, Xiao Chuan and seven other players set off on the road.

It was sunny and cloudless.Everything is as it should be.With a loud whistle, Lei Feng drove a flamboyant red Buick Regal singing along the street.

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