all i want is a man

If you can’t hold hands, then give and wish sincerely, at least all the hard work and cherishing belong to you alone, loneliness is just a selfish punishment, in the vast crowd, knowing from a distance that he is doing well, there is a real Loved it.

Pulled out of Xiao Chuan's world, Xia Xuechen's life was neither wind nor rainy, just plain and busy.It didn't take long for such a small day to have waves.

When distributing leaflets in the downtown area of ​​City Y on Saturday, a missing person notice among various small advertisements on the telephone poles caught Xia Xuechen's attention: "Kang Yun, male, 39 years old~~heavy reward for the accurate information Good-hearted friend. Contact: Mr. Xiao, mobile phone: [-]××××××××".

Xia Xuechen was very familiar with this string of numbers, and after looking at it again, the contact person was Mr. Xiao, Xia Xuechen was puzzled: What the hell is Xiao Chuan up to?

Approaching the telegraph pole, he read the missing persons notice three times carefully, word by word, from beginning to end, and the image of Kang Yun gradually formed in his mind from scratch.

"Xiaoxue's father? How is it possible? What is Xiao Chuan looking for with Xiaoxue's father?" Xia Xuechen murmured to himself intermittently.

Xia Xuechen once noticed a yellowed photo at the home of student Xiaoxue——Aunt Liu and a strange man who were shaking with laughter.

Xia Xuechen tried hard to recall the strange man in that photo—about [-] meters tall, thin, dark skinned, square face, thick eyebrows, small eyes, and high nose bridge.

"Xiao Chuan?!" Xia Xuechen almost screamed out, because he suddenly realized that the strange man was somewhat similar to Xiao Chuan.He thought of Xiaoxue's mother's words again: "If I hadn't insisted on going my own way when I was young, I wouldn't be doing it now~~"

Xia Xuechen desperately sorted out the relationship between the various characters, and assumed all kinds of possibilities. The more she thought about it, the more complicated and unbelievable things became.

The matter is serious, and Xiao Chuan must be told.Having made up her mind, Xia Xuechen hurried back to school after distributing leaflets indiscriminately.

Xia Xuechen's memory was correct, and his guess was well-founded. It was Xiao Chuan who answered the phone, and they agreed to meet at Lanxin Pavilion.

Looking at Xiao Chuan in front of him, Xia Xuechen felt distressed for the first time. Such a person who looks active on the outside and feels that he has never been troubled by troubles, but has an unknown helplessness in his heart.

Xia Xuechen clutched the missing person notice tightly in his hand, he felt that he was so selfish, so self righteous, and so arrogant.He felt that he should stay with Xiao Chuan, even with ordinary friends.

"I know where Kang Yun is." With a calm tone, Xia Xuechen clearly saw Xiao Chuan's panic.

"You?" Xiao Chuan asked Ai Ai.

"You are my best friend. I don't know exactly what happened, but I will tell you what I know. When I was tutoring at a student's home, I came across an old photo of a man It matches the description in your missing person notice, I can't confirm that the strange man is Kang Yun, but I feel it is." Said these honestly.

Xiao Chuan never thought that the information about Kang Yun would come from Xia Xuechen.He even began to worry that Xia Xuechen might guess his relationship with Kang Yun.Xiao Chuan never mentioned information about his family situation, he chose to bury those thoughts in his heart.

"Thank you." Xiao Chuan didn't explain, didn't hide, thank you, and left without saying goodbye.

Just like a chain reaction, some time ago, Xia Xuechen tried every means to avoid Xiao Chuan, now, Xiao Chuan blindly avoids Xia Xuechen.

Kang Yun, the name was deeply imprinted in Xia Xuechen's mind, and Xia Xuechen's intuition told him that Kang Yun and Xiao Chuan must have some kind of inextricably linked relationship that is constantly cut and messed up.Maybe it's curiosity, maybe it's out of helping others, or maybe it's because of liking.Xia Xuechen decided to find out.

In the evening, at Liu Yun's house.

"Auntie, I accidentally saw an old photo on the floor that day. I think you lost it when you were sorting things out. The man in the photo looks like a friend of mine. It's really rare." Xia Xuechen corrected for Xiaoxue While doing homework, he observed Liu Yun's expression intentionally or unintentionally.

"Really? Teacher Xia, please~~ What's the name of your classmate?" Liu Yun shook the handle of the teacup and took a sip of green tea.

"Xiao Chuan is about the same age as me, and both study at Y University."

"Xiao?" Liu Yun asked anxiously.

"Yeah, Auntie, are you okay?" Liu Yun's expression of horror and doubt was evident.

"Oh~~ I'm fine, it's an old problem. Just take a rest."

Liu Yun's strangeness made Xia Xuechen believe in the unusual relationship between Kang Yun and Xiao Chuan.Something unusual is about to burst out of the peaceful tranquility.

What happened later came unexpectedly, Liu Yun asked Xia Xuechen to bring Xiao Chuan to his home as a guest, and the reason was that Xiaoxue needed a physics tutor.

"One of my students needs a physics tutor, do you have time?" Xia Xuechen probed.

"Is that the one with Kang Yun's photo?" Xia Xuechen was terrified by Xiao Chuan's sharpness.

"Ah."

"Is it okay tonight?" Xiao Chuan's eyes were full of determination.

"~~"

Liu Yun had already expected Xiao Chuan's arrival.She even asked Xia Xuechen about Xiao Chuan's taste in detail. For a while, Xia Xuechen guessed that Liu Yun was Xiao Chuan's biological mother.

As soon as she arrived at the entrance of Liu Yun's house, Xia Xuechen felt the aroma overflowing, and her appetite was whetted. She walked to the hall, braised eggplant, mushrooms and rapeseed, Kung Pao chicken, braised pig's trotters, boiled fish, lotus root and corn ribs soup, full of a table The dishes came into view, which greatly stimulated Xia Xuechen's taste buds.

There is nothing to be courteous, and it is either a traitor or a thief.

The sensitive Xia Xuechen quickly remembered this wise saying.Thinking instead of the unclear relationship between Kang Yun, Xiao Chuan, and Liu Yun, I couldn't help but feel chilly, murderous to be exact.

"Mr. Xia, you and your classmates should go wash your hands and prepare to eat." Liu Yun was preparing the dishes for this weird dinner.

"Where's Xiaoxue?" Xia Xuechen looked around.

"Oh~~ I went to a classmate's house to have a party." Liu Yun concealed it.

Xiao Chuan changed his previous foodie image and appeared too quiet.

"Xiao Chuan?" When he left the bathroom after washing his hands, Xiao Chuan met Liu Yun who was holding a plate of rice in one hand.

"Hello, Auntie." Greeted politely.

Back in time, lightning and flint, thousands of horses galloping, Liu Yun's thoughts were frozen 14 years ago, with such a young appearance, even skin, stern sword eyebrows, high nose bridge, slightly protruding cheekbones, thin upper and lower thick lips.Is this person Kang Yun?Liu Yun was a little dizzy.Her eyes became clouded and slow.

"Aunt Liu?" Xia Xuechen quickly walked over to pick up the rice in Liu Yun's hand and put it on the wooden round dining table.

"Auntie? Auntie?" Xiao Chuan, who didn't know where he was, supported Liu Yun in a panic.

Hearing Xiao Chuan's voice, Liu Yun knew that this person was not Kang Yun, his skin was untrained, tight and smooth, his hair was more rebellious than Kang Yun's, and his figure was more ruthless than Kang Yun's. Appear thick.He's young, he's just a kid.

Liu Yun looked at Xiao Chuan carefully, his eyes were full of concern and self-blame, and he burst into tears unexpectedly.

"Auntie, what's the matter?" Xiao Chuan helped out.

"Auntie, are you okay?" Xia Xuechen handed over a glass of warm water with a mug.

"It's okay, I'm just ~~ just happy to see you." Liu Yun stretched her middle finger and ring finger under her glasses to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

The past was vivid in her mind, happiness and sadness welled up in her heart, and Liu Yun had mixed feelings. Looking at Xiao Chuan, she really realized how vicious and selfish she was.Her eyes were disobediently red again, she looked up at the ceiling, and let out a long breath, trying not to let the tears burst.

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