the innermost part of the heart

parents are all fakes. "Ronghua was shocked, not because of Ah Ci's life experience, because she knew it a long time ago, but because Ah Ci finally found out! That's why this man who is as strong as iron is crying like that? His How sad should I feel in my heart? But even crying, she is so tolerant, and the suppressed sobs echoed in Ronghua's heart for a long time. She doesn't know how to comfort him? Is she qualified? After all, this is not an official business, but Furniture. But Ah Ci's next words gave Ronghua the confidence to speak in an instant.

"I don't know if I should go home or not. Today, I feel hopeless about being homeless. I feel hopeless and hopeless. I think of you. I feel that your place is my home." Ah Ci No lie, he is indeed desperate, desperate that the place he calls home is not home, desperate that the only real family does not want him, he wants to be closer to his eldest brother, and even closer, even if he can absorb a little taste of his eldest brother who is so ethereal that he does not even exist Keep warm because he is too cold.And the only place he could think of was the Rong family where his eldest brother grew up. Although he had been to the Rong mansion, the only person he knew in the Rong family was Rong Hua, so he came, to the Rong Hua bookstore.What he said was from the bottom of his heart, he felt that as long as his eldest brother considered his home, it was his home, no matter how humiliating his status in that home was.But Ah Ci has always been not good at words, and some things are really difficult to say clearly, so there are inevitably some deviations in expression.

"Ah Ci, I can ease the pain in your heart, but you have to face the cruel reality. I don't ask you to get through it now, but you and I must get through it..." Ronghua thought that comfort and encouragement were equally important , but it was extremely unpleasant to Ah Ci's ears.This Ronghua was indeed trained by the Rong family just like his eldest brother, and even comforted others with the reservedness and preaching that are unique to old-school wealthy families!If he had expected Ronghua to be a gentle flower of interpretation, then he was completely awake at this moment.But also because of Ronghua's persuasion, Ah Ci seemed to see Ah Chu's shadow in Ronghua again, so he spit out a sentence that he wanted to say to Ah Chu uncontrollably, "You are here Let me put a light in my heart so that it can light my way home." Brother, I want to go home, and I have your home!

"I didn't expect that you would learn to be romantic at the most dangerous time." Rong Hua was overwhelmed by Ah Ci's words. She thought that the relationship between them was different.

romantic?How can he be romantic?A person who lost his way in the vast world and couldn't even find his home.Ah Ci raised the wine bottle, "The romanticism of the revolutionaries can withstand wind, frost, rain and snow." He took a long sip, but he didn't know who he was going to respect.

Yang Muci recovered very quickly, at least much faster than Ronghua could imagine.Seeing the quick and calm Ah Ci, Rong Hua began to exchange intelligence and information with Ah Ci.As a qualified underground worker, it is necessary to control emotions, but in such a drastic change, he was able to control his emotions so quickly. Apart from admiration for Rong Hua, he felt more love for Ah Ci.But what she didn't know was that Yang Muci's heart was far from being as calm as it appeared on the surface. The reason why he was able to calm down was that he had put back the mask of invincibility in addition to properly venting his emotions.And this kind of self-control, in addition to the needs of work, is actually a kind of inner alienation. At least when facing his elder brother, Ah Ci has never been able to control his emotions.

No.20 Episode [-]

After Ah Chu returned to Rong's house, he followed Rong Sheng all the way from the poker table to the studio, complimenting and teasing the poor... everything seemed to be the same as before.But only Ah Chu knew in his heart that it was different, everything was different.A long, long time ago, so long that Ah Chu didn't know when he started, he always felt that there should be someone by his side, and this person should be cared for, cared for, cherished with all his heart, and he would give everything at all of.But he couldn't find this person. At one time, he thought that this person should be Rongsheng, because Rongsheng had appeared in his life not long after he could remember, and everyone around him told him to put his heart and soul into it. Serving, being considerate, and taking care of this person, Ah Chu regarded the young master as "him". When he arrived at Aci, he realized that the person in his life was Yang Muchi, the younger brother who was supposed to be pampered and raised by him, but grew up alone in the enemy's house!

Ah Chu's return to Rong's house this time seems to be just a casual visit, but in fact, every step of the way is full of calculations.Whether it's the matter of confirming the drawing board, returning the portrait of the eldest grandma, or revealing that Yashu and Yashu are his girlfriends, it was all calculated by Ah Chu in advance. "Men are unmarried, women are unmarried... You can't just sit and wait." Ah Chu felt that what he had said was clear enough. For any unmarried couple, he could snatch the fiancée of his own brother. Why can't Rongsheng snatch his nominal brother's girlfriend again?I just don't know that the young master is reluctant to abandon the feudal pedantry of his rich family for the sake of this woman.But that doesn't matter, sooner or later he will present this woman to the young master with both hands.Looking at the portrait of the eldest mistress, Ah Chu and Rong Sheng have always been talking about He Yashu, and Ah Chu is taking Rong Sheng into the ditch. The more the young master thinks that Yashu looks like the eldest mistress, the easier it is for her to accept her. Now he has no way to directly give up Yashu to the young master, because the time is not yet!

Yang Muci finally returned to the Yang Mansion. Although the Ronghua Bookstore let him vent his emotions, it was not the place he was looking for. With nowhere to go, he could only return to this place called home, not home.What's more, he can't never return to this home, that would only scare the snake, and he can't let his adoptive parents know that he already knows the whole truth.Although he does not agree with Ah Chu's way of killing people for revenge, Ah Ci knows that he will take revenge with Ah Chu no matter what. , he can't pull Ah Chu's hind legs.

It wasn't the first time Ah Ci came home to be vigilant, but it was the first time his hands and feet were stiff, like a guilty conscience!Seeing that there was no one in the living room, Ah Ci breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't have to face them now, otherwise he didn't know how he would react.

Knowing from the old housekeeper that the adoptive parents were taking a lunch break, and He Yashu was waiting for him in his room, Ah Ci's scarred heart became a little heavier.How should he face her?A childhood sweetheart, the only consolation in childhood, a fiancée arranged by his parents early on, a woman his favorite elder brother desperately wants to love...

Ah Ci was exhausted.If there is anyone other than Ah Chu who can make him let go of his full defenses and arms and reveal a little real emotion, then this person must be Ya Shu.It's because they are so familiar with each other that they can guess each other's emotions with a small expression; they have known each other for too long, so long that they are even the people who have known each other for the longest time in their lives since they were born!

Ah Ci looked at the woman in front of him. In the past, being by her side was the place where he felt most at ease. Since when did it change?She became mean, sharp, and even took pleasure in hurting him? !But even so, he still wanted to protect her well. "Ya Shu, actually I..." Ah Ci thought about it again and again, but in the end she didn't explain the reason in detail, as long as she is safe, there is no need to know the whole truth, not to mention that she and her adoptive mother have always had a good relationship, so there is no need for him to let her control her Difficult.So Ah Ci, who didn't know Yashu's identity yet, concealed what he knew out of a protective mentality, but he didn't know that in the dark, it just saved himself, because at this time He Yashu was still vacillating, would she or not? Who will betray their brothers is anyone's guess.

"Do you feel that we are not suitable?" Pushing her out of this dangerous home is Ah Ci's only thought at this time. This family is full of enemies, and this family buried in hatred is destined to fall apart at any time. He doesn't want to It's too dangerous and too wronged for Yashu to be someone's daughter-in-law in such a home. She should be a happy bird that can sing, jump and fly at any time, instead of being trapped to death here.Don't be like him, who was trapped in the quagmire of hatred and couldn't get out of it!

Helpless and Yashu couldn't understand Ah Ci's painstaking efforts, even if they understood, with her identity, she would have already been deeply involved in the mud.The blood debt and deceit along the way, apart from the one that killed the Yang couple at the beginning, was there any time without her participation? !So He Yashu argued with Ah Ci with staring eyes. A large part of the reason why she didn't dare not complete her task was because she was afraid that Ah Ci would know the truth and that Ah Ci would hate her.Yashu doesn't know what kind of emotion she has for Ah Ci, maybe it's not love, but he has always been her comfort and the only companion in her childhood, she dare not lose him, the friendship between them has even surpassed many The husband and wife seem to be inseparable, they have been together for more than 20 years, how dare she let Ah Ci know her lies and deceit all the time?She was afraid that Ah Ci would know the truth, because he would hate her, and even more afraid of Ah Ci's complete collapse and self-denial after knowing the truth, just like her self-denial now.She doesn't know why she exists, why she exists, who she is, and what is the meaning of her life?If she lived only to hurt someone she cared about, why was she living?Fortunately, only Xu Yuzhen knows all about it, and she is still lingering on with a glamorous appearance.