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Jiang Yi was a little disappointed with the title "friend".

How can a friend send roses?

Jiang Yi would not give roses to friends, roses should be given to lovers, only those who are happy with each other are called lovers.The roses of wishful thinking can only be thrown into the trash can, and they will not even be looked at.

Jin Rong sat in front of the piano again. He closed the lid and picked up the book to write.Jiang Yi slowly turned around to see that he was doing music theory homework.Jin Rong's music theory is very good, and he only needs to look at it to get the answer.

He is now looking at the mode and tonality analysis, and he can probably write it after looking at the sharps and tonics.The music theory of the art test is not that deep, and there will be no big traps.

Jiang Yi sat on half of his piano bench, and he consciously moved a little to the side to let Jiang Yi sit closer.It turned out that he was still writing fast, but when Jiang Yi came, he slowed down and pretended to think.

Then he dropped the pen and said, "I won't."

"You won't?" Jiang Yi was surprised. He looked at the two lines of music, B flat, and the rest didn't have any ups and downs; the tonic still fell on F in the end, isn't it F major?

"Isn't this just..." Before Jiang Yi finished speaking, Jin Rong shook his head: "You teach me."

Jiang Yi couldn't laugh or cry: "Do you want me to teach you this question in F major, or do you want me to teach you something else?"

"All."

"What do you want me to teach you?"

Jin Rong felt lost: "I've been very melancholy and confused recently, and I don't know who to tell."

Jiang Yi let out a "hmm" and began to get nervous.

"I seem to like someone, but he doesn't like me."

Jiang Yi was a little dazed: "Who do you like?" He didn't dare to think of himself affectionately, so he had to ask more.

"It's a secret." Jin Rong said, "He and I are not in the same class, and I often don't see him."

Oh, not a class.Jiang Yi is not in the same class as him.

"I don't seem to have anything in common with him. When I saw him, I didn't know what to say."

Jiang Yi frowned, this is a bit wrong, he and Jin Rong have a lot of common topics, they can both play the piano, and they usually chat together when they walk together, so it is not like they have no common topics.

Something bad.

"He doesn't seem to like me either. When he saw me, there was no emotion in his eyes."

Jiang Yi's heart sank, it wasn't him.When he saw Jin Rong, his eyes lit up completely, okay?My heartbeat is almost irregular, so there are no waves?

It took him a long time to realize: Jin Rong fell in love with someone, but that person didn't like him.

"Are you listening to what I'm saying?" Jin Rong tugged at his sleeve, calling him to his senses, but he didn't put down his sleeve directly, and continued to tug, "Mr. Jiang, I don't know how to do this question. Can you teach me?" teach me?"

Teacher Jiang was visibly unhappy: "I won't either."

"you will not?"

"Of course I won't." Jiang Yi withdrew his hand, not allowing Jin Rong to continue tugging.He brought the music theory question on the piano cover, pointed to the next question and said, "I only know this, F Gong Yanle."

Jiang Yi looked at the next question, and then casually reported the answer. After reporting all the remaining answers in a row, he closed the book and said, "The teaching is over."

"To escape means not to like it, right? I look at him, but he doesn't look at me. Is it considered to be avoided? Is it considered to be disliked?" Jin Rong asked after him.

The more he looked into Jiang Yi's eyes, the more Jiang Yi wanted to look away: "I don't know."

Jin Rong took his wrists with both hands, looked up and asked again: "If he doesn't like me, should I still..."

"Of course not!" Jiang Yi said seriously, "He doesn't like you, why do you like him? If he likes you, you like him more."

Jin Rong suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and the hand that was holding his wrist loosened, and turned to caress Jiang Yi's chest.He asked again in that bewitching, protracted voice: "Then you, do you like me?"

Jiang Yi didn't dare to move.

It turned out that what he guessed was right.Jin Rong approached him with ill intentions, touched him intentionally, flirted with him intentionally, sent this and that, deliberately lured him into the bait, these are all traps!

Thinking about it, Jiang Yi had never seen this kind of battle before, and no boy threw himself into his arms, so he surrendered with one move.

Jiang Yi felt that he was finished again!Now he realized that he might really be gay, really like men, and there were women who treated him like this before, and he didn't feel it at all, why did he take the bait so easily this time? !

Jin Rong approached him again, quite surprised: "Your heart beats so fast."

The school bell rang.

Jiang Yi jumped up, got rid of Jin Rong's hand, and shook off his sticky and blurred eyes: "School is over, I'm going home!"

He ran away with his schoolbag in his hand, and the doorman was also in a hurry. When he recovered, he had already reached the door of the piano building.

It's only now that my heart is in a mess, and every part of my body is so hot that I can't contain it.He forcibly smoothed his chest, and a sense of joy and excitement rushed to his mind.

What just happened?Does Jin Rong like him too?Jin Rong said that he likes someone, but that person doesn't like him... Is that person Jiang Yi? !Jiang Yi was a little confused, regretted to death, should ask clearly, just ask "Do you like me", isn't it enough?

He didn't pay attention when he went down the steps, and almost stumbled again. When he looked up to the second floor, the windows of the sixth piano room were closed, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds, so he couldn't see clearly inside.

Jiang Yi didn't know how to describe his inner feelings. It took him several laps of the playground to vent his feelings.He rushed to the playground with his schoolbag on his back, threw it randomly on the steps at the entrance, and ran wildly around the red plastic track.

The more he ran, the more excited he was. When he closed his eyes, it wasn't the wind blowing on his face, but Jin melting into his arms.He forgot where he was, and he didn't know his last name.

--"do you like me?"

——"Is it difficult to admit that you are tempted?"

——"I hope Jiang Yi is happy every day!"

After running many laps, Jiang Yi felt refreshed and his mind was no longer confused.He propped his thighs to pant, sweat fell from his forehead, and splashed on the ground with a "slap".

The sun is about to set, and he still has to fulfill his promise to accompany Jin Rong to and from school.Although Jiang Yi was timid, he did not forget this point. He carried his schoolbag and went to the commissary to buy a bottle of water, and rushed to the Qinfang building with the wind on his feet.

He waited and watched in front of the gate of 206, quietly listening to the "Winter Wind Etude" inside, which was more bold and confident than the previous one.Jiang Yi thought that Jin Rong had already found the trick, and he would make more progress soon.

Jiang Yi listened at the door, but never dared to open the door.After waiting for about ten minutes, until all the sweat on his body evaporated, the sound of the piano gradually stopped.

As footsteps approached, the doorknob was easily pressed by the person inside, and soon, the cunning and willing to show weakness Jin Rong appeared in front of him.

They looked at each other and were silent.Jiang Yi couldn't read Jin Rong's expression, maybe he was puzzled, or maybe he expected that he would come to him again.

Jiang Yi didn't take a sip of that bottle of water, nor opened it.He silently swallowed a mouthful of saliva, clenched the water bottle tightly in his hand, and let it go to Jin Rong: "Here you are."

The water droplets on the transparent plastic bottle are still dripping down, and the ice water has almost melted into room temperature water, moist and damp.

Jin Rong didn't take it, he looked at Jiang Yi expressionlessly, shook his head and said, "I don't want to drink water."

"I'll walk you home."

"I don't want you to take me home either."

Jin Rong turned off the light, went out sideways, and closed the door of the piano room.His voice was weak, as if he had lost his spirits, and he said tiredly, "If you don't want to go with me, you don't have to wait so late in the future."

Jiang Yi didn't know how to answer.

He watched Jin Rong go deep into the corridor, turn off all the lights one by one, and when he got to Jiang Yi's side, he still turned off the lights dully, without saying anything.

It was getting dark, and the moonlight was shining through the small window at the top of the stairs, bright and clear.

Jiang Yi walked with Zai Jin Rong. Seeing that he turned off all the lights, the surrounding area was silent, only the "click" of the switch, and nothing else could be heard.

They seemed to be silent in tacit agreement, turning off the lights and going down the stairs.Jin Rong went down half a floor first, Jiang Yi was still lingering on the moonlight, standing by the window, the light fell on his back.

It seemed that time had stopped, Jiang Yi stopped, and Jin Rong also stopped.They looked at each other half a floor apart. There were only seven steps, but it seemed as far away as the sky of the Milky Way.

Jin Rong clenched his fists, looking confused.

Jiang Yi also clenched his fists, his breathing stopped, and he even forgot to blink his eyes.

The confrontation lasted for a long time, until the sky became darker.

"I don't... I don't want to accompany you to and from school." Jiang Yi murmured, "I'm used to being with you."

"Just a habit?"

Jiang Yi finally exhaled and breathed.He silently said "it's not a habit" in his heart, and he couldn't extricate himself if he took a step forward.

He silently counted down the number of floors of the stairs, and when he fell to the ground, he just reached out and took Jin Rong into his arms.It's so soft, Jin Rong, whether it's his shoulders, his waist, or his hands that have nowhere to rest, they are all equally soft.

Jiang Yi urgently needs such softness.

He and Jin Rong staggered back a few steps, as if they couldn't stand still, they hugged him tighter.

Jiang Yi heard a weak voice in his arms: "Is it a habit, or like it?"

Jiang Yi's breathing was heavy, it was heavy when he met Jin Rong, and it was even heavier when he heard him speak.So far, he still doesn't answer.

Jin Rong asked again: "Do you like me?"

Not hearing his answer, Jin Rong pushed his chest away in frustration, and brushed the palm he wanted to touch again.

Jin Rong glanced at him, then walked down the stairs.

Jiang Yi's soul was hung by him, and he also went downstairs with him, lingeringly following behind him, and walked to the last step with him.Another light came out from the window next to him, and Jiang Yi hastily embraced him again.

"You like me." Jin Rong woke him up, "You like me, right?"

Jiang Yi hugged him very tightly, as if his heart was close to his heart, and each other could feel the beating organs.Jiang Yi's body was very hot, and it was transmitted to Jin Rong's body through the school uniform, and they became hot together.

Jin Rong clasped his shoulders instead, and hugged him even tighter.Their breaths were intertwined, and at first they were regular and steady, but then they all became chaotic and complicated.

"Teacher Jiang..." Jin Rong called out to him. The "Teacher" was pure and lustful, full of longing and dissatisfaction, sticky and numb.

Jiang Yi held his breath, and holding him any longer would only make him more and more confused.He let go of Jin Rong and said nonsense, "Go home."

It was completely dark when we walked out of the piano building, and the security guard was still holding a bunch of keys to lock the door.Jiang Yi was afraid of seeing strangers, afraid of being broken, so he walked quickly.Jin Rong followed him closely, his burning eyes were intense, and he never let go for a moment.

They passed the convenience store, and they also passed the fork in the road that separated from each other.

"Jiang Yi!" Jin Rong shouted behind him, "I..."

He wanted to say something, but choked back the words.

Jiang Yi was still hesitant: "I'll take you home, it's the last time I'll take you home."

"Why?" Jin Rong frowned, and then stretched out, "Yeah, you don't like me, so you want to drive me away."

"I do not have."

Jin Rong asked sadly: "So we will be strangers in the future, right?"

Not so.Jiang Yi's mind was in a mess, and this was the first time he was confessed by a boy, so he was at a loss.

If you are afraid of anything, just avoid it.Jiang Yi couldn't face everything yet, so he could only hide first.Maybe when he figured it out, it would be fine.

"You let me think about it, I haven't figured out what to do yet." Jiang Yi replied truthfully.

"How to do it? Just accept your heart and like me, isn't that all right? Don't you like me? Your face is so red and your heart beats so fast! Don't you like me?"

That's right, Jiang Yi's face is so red and his heart beats so fast, he is just tempted.Even if Jin Rong doesn't force him to ask him today, even if everything is calm, he is still tempted.Jiang Yi used to be such a carefree person, why didn't he dare to admit it when he encountered such a thing?

"I'm just..." Jiang Yi hesitated to speak, "Go home."

"I don't want to go home." Jin Rong sat on a bench by the side of the road. He feared his home, Jin Shiyuan, Fang Yizhe, and hated everything at home.He is very urgent, if Jiang Yi can be taken down today, no matter how disgusted and fearful he is in the future, there will be someone who can comfort him.

This kind of life has passed for too long, and it is impossible to wait another day.

The author says:

Rongrong: I must take Jiang Yi down ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh