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The happy time of reunion is always very short. When sending them off, Ruan Gai was silent for an instant.She wanted to say something, but nothing seemed to come out.

If it weren't for them to come, it would be hard to find the joyful feeling of meeting friends in the current life.

Before leaving, Nana hugged Lin Duqing, and whispered in her ear: "Thank you for being by Sister Gai's side, so that she is not alone."

Lin Du lightly teared up Winton.

She just wants to thank her for appearing by her side and growing up with her.

The last few people wished her a good race.

He also told Sister Gai that she must send a few videos to them during the finals.

This is all part of her job, needless to say, she will do it too.

"Sister Gai, you don't have anything to tell us." After queuing up to the boarding gate, Ruan Gai remained silent.Although the roommates all know what kind of temperament she is, they still have something to look forward to.

She didn't speak until the last moment: "Well, see you after the exam."

The tears that a few people were about to shed were suppressed again.

I thought it would be a very sensational plot, but the result is, oh, goodbye.

Sad.

After they boarded the plane and left, Nguyen Gai said he was going to the toilet.

But I went for a long time and didn't come back.

When Lin Duqing went to find her, she was washing her face by the sink.

With red eye circles, it was obvious that she had just cried.

Lin Duqing didn't ask any more questions, walked up to her, took her hand and shook, "I'll see you again soon after the exam, why are you sneaking into the corner and crying?"

Ruan Gai concealed: "I don't have any."

Oh, I forgot, this character is very face-saving.

And it was still very duplicity before.

Later, under her 'tuning-teaching', it is much better than before.

Lin Du blinked lightly: "Okay, I won't tell my sisters. Your image in their hearts is still very tall."

Ruan Gai slowed down and raised his head: "Then you didn't see anything just now."

Lin Duqing cooperated with her very much: "Well, I didn't see anything just now."

Nguyen Gai returned to his smile.

But Lin Duqing was slightly distracted.

She is such a sentimental person. When she and sister He Lele left, she was the only one left. How sad those years were.

I must have cried secretly several times.

With that in mind, Lin Duqing asked casually.

But she denied it, "I haven't cried in secret several times, have I?"

Is that so?

Ruan Gai puffed up his cheeks and said, "I have cried in secret so many times."

Although I don't want to admit it, it's a realistic expression.

Suddenly a little cute, a little cute.

Lin Du smiled lightly, held her hand tightly, and comforted her, "It's okay, we're all back now, and we're all by your side."

"From now on, you don't have to cry secretly—"

"Finally I can cry openly."

In the past, whenever Ruan Gai felt lonely and missed them, she would listen to the white Mp3 she gave her. After it broke, she was always reluctant to throw it away.

I specially made a cloth bag by hand for packing.

Every now and then I pull it out to have a look.

By chance, she remembered the past, and there was another very important person, whom she had never seen again.

That is Brother Zhou.

"You mean, the uncle who runs the grocery store?" Lin Duqing had some impressions, but he really couldn't remember his appearance.

Ruan Gai laughed at her: "Didn't you always call others Brother Zhou? Why are you calling him uncle now instead?"

Lin Du sneered softly: "I was not sensible before."

When I was young, I liked to imitate.

Hearing what the adults shout and do, he will imitate it very novelly.

I thought this would attract the attention of adults.

Later, after an accident happened at home, she returned to the city again.

Living with Lao Mo and the others, she never behaved like an adult again. It seemed that from that moment on, she didn't want too many people to pay attention to her.

She was afraid of hearing that voice saying, "Oh, she is just that so-and-so child, very poor. Mom got into a car accident and couldn't take care of herself, and dad disappeared too. No one cares about her. In the future, she won't Know what it's going to look like."

"But I heard that she still dances in that off-the-shoulder dress."

"It's also really strange. The family is in such a situation, and even sending her to that kind of dance is a waste of money, and maybe it's a bad idea."

"I don't know what the adults in her family think."

She couldn't figure it out for a while.

Why should her life be involved after something happened at home?

Why are those irrelevant people so eager to criticize the lives of others as if they are standing in the perspective of God.

Must have been miserable.

It's just that I'm sorry, did such an accident happen at home?

No one thought that such an accident would happen to their family?

Is it useful to cry and sell miserably?

Shouldn't it be finding hope to move on after experiencing unspeakable suffering?

If then—

If her father didn't disappear, but stayed with them all the time, wouldn't there be so many doubts?

Pulling each other repeatedly, Lin Duqing never found the answer when Ruan Gai didn't show up.

Until the moment she appeared, she was sure——

There is nothing wrong with her persistence.

If you give up at that time.

Then Lin Duqing disappeared.

Ruan Gai held her hand after she finished saying the words "I was ignorant before," and said, "It doesn't matter if you call it the same now."

Lin Du stuck out his tongue lightly: "It feels different."

Ruan Gai didn't understand: "What's the difference?"

Lin Du shook his head lightly: "I can't say, I just can't be sure if I can see that person again, I can't even remember his appearance."

Ruan Gai comforted her: "It's okay, I always remember."

"I remember, it means you are the same."

"Yeah." Lin Duqing responded a little absent-mindedly.

is a dream.

Pulling repeatedly.

Lin Duqing woke up from the tugging, feeling powerless.

In fact, tonight, when Zhou Ge was mentioned, for some reason, she suddenly thought of her father.The person who had disappeared since she was five years old.

She hadn't thought about him for a long time.

When my mother was in a coma, she would want him to appear.

Want him to take himself home.

Tell her everything will be fine.

What happened in front of me was just a dream.

When I woke up, the whole family was there.

But what was waiting was the enlightenment, a kind of waking up from a big dream.

The person she was looking forward to would never appear again.

She really couldn't remember Brother Zhou's appearance, but she could vaguely remember that Gaigai liked to play with him very much.He seems very gentle.

Not like the other middle-aged men in town.

But the strange thing is that she just can't remember what he looks like.

What about her father?

Probably can't remember it either.

"What's wrong?" She couldn't sleep well, and Ruan Gai couldn't sleep well either.

Lin Du shook his head lightly: "I can't tell what it feels like, but I feel depressed."

"Well, it's okay." Ruan Gai got up, "I'll pour you a glass of warm water for a while."

When Ruan Gai poured water, Lin Duqing lay limply on the quilt.

Ruan Gai touched her forehead, it was a little hot.

It looks like he has a fever.

Fortunately, there are medicine boxes and thermometers at home. When Ruan Gai got up to get them, she grabbed her hand, "Gai Gai, don't go."

Did you have a bad dream?

Why does she look depressed besides physical discomfort.

"Well, I'm not leaving." Ruan Gai sat beside her, leaning the water glass against her mouth, "Let's drink some warm water first."

After moistening his throat, Lin Du leaned lightly on her shoulder.

After a pause for a few seconds, he finally spoke: "Gai Gai, you've been away from home for so long, do you feel homesick?"

Ruan Gai was slightly taken aback.

In fact, the number of times the two of them get along in private and talk about their families is not too much.

Because the family of two people is not all smooth sailing.

Each has its own difficulties.

Take one out casually, and feel breathless when you press it on your body.

Simply chose not to mention it.

"I've always been fine. Now I want to take you back to where Lao Mo and the others are." Ruan Gai answered truthfully.

She asked again: "What about your parents? I remember that you still have a younger brother, and your grandparents. Is the relationship still relaxed now?"

The last time Lin Du listened lightly to her mentioning her grandma was when her grandma called her to accuse her.After that, it was not mentioned again.

At that time, Lin Duqing was still in high school, and Ruan Gai would not choose to tell her many things.

She bears it all by herself.

"Grandpa and grandma, just give my mother a red envelope and let her take it back. After all, I took me with me when I was a child, but it is really impossible to ask me to be filial to her. They have hurt me too much. Continue to follow them Contact, I may not be able to bear it."

"As for my parents and younger brother, my father is still a bit patriarchal, and he still is. My mother told me not to worry so much, and live my life outside. My younger brother is now sensible."

"I'm living outside now. Although I have to take care of everything by myself, I'm quite free. Plus you are always by my side, so I don't think about those unpleasant things. I can have the freedom and ease I have now, Thanks to me..."

When Ruan Gai was about to speak the word mother, he suddenly remembered something and paused.

Lin Du took the words lightly, "It's because of your mother, right?"

"En." She spoke in a relaxed tone, but Ruan Gai couldn't act relaxed in front of her.

Lin Duqing put his head on her chest, and said: "It's okay, if you treat my mother as your own mother and love her like your own mother, then your mother is also my mother."

"Why can't I mention it?"

Oh yes.

It seems to be such a reason.

Lin Duqing: "Then do you think there is a reconciliation between you and your father?"

Ruan Gai didn't understand: "What reconciliation?"

Lin Du replied lightly: "It's just to let go of him and let go completely."

Ruan Gai paused for a while.

turn out to be--

She was thinking of her father who had disappeared for many years.

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