limited first love

Guo didn't grow up that big, and he had only heard of cases of incomplete differentiation in the past. This is the first time he knew that someone's second gender would change after completion of differentiation.

He remembers taking a test as part of his medical exam when he was just entering middle school.The doctor asked him to smell several liquids in the glass in turn, and then give feedback based on intuition.He didn't smell anything at the time and was pre-labeled Beta.

At that time, his classmates were chatting in the corridor. Some people said that the taste in bottle No. [-] was sweet, while others said it was sour and astringent.A kind old doctor at the side explained to them, saying that the bottle contains specially processed pheromone samples, and based on different feedbacks, they can roughly infer the future second gender of the teenagers who are about to face differentiation.

It was only then that Guo Wei learned that although the so-called second gender will not be manifested at birth, it is actually something engraved in the genes and determined long ago.

In recent years, I have also heard some examples of conflicts between psychological sex and biological sex, trying to forcibly change them through modern medicine.That must go through a series of operations, and then you need to take medicine for life, which cannot be stopped.But even after suffering all these hardships and making acquired changes, the body's functions will still be quite different from what they were born with.

Ruan Yiyun's words in front of him were completely out of Guo Wei's cognition, and he fell into confusion instantly, unable to speak.

Seeing this, Ruan Yiyun lowered his gaze in frustration, and said slowly, "...I know this is hard to accept, and I was very, very shocked when I first heard about it."

Guo Wei held his hand back forcefully: "Why is this?!"

"The hormone contained in that medicine can stimulate the differentiation of Omega. After long-term use, many Omega will differentiate early, and some natural Beta will differentiate into Omega because of it," Ruan Yiyun said, "I differentiated late, I thought It didn't affect me in this regard, it only made my pheromone unstable...I didn't expect..."

Guo Wei suddenly realized something.

The hormone contained in this medicine may be similar to the medicine that needs to be taken for life in the cases of acquired sex change that he has heard in the past.

Ruan Yiyun used it extensively before differentiation, and was forced to change her sex.

Seeing that he kept a shocked face and said nothing, Ruan Yiyun took his hand and shook it lightly, calling out softly: "Husband..."

His tone was so soft, with a sweet and sticky energy, directly poking at Guo Wei's dead point.

Guo Wei looked at the exquisite face in front of him, which was still so beautiful even though it was a bit haggard, a certain corner of his brain was aching, and the strongest thought in the chaotic thoughts was shouting: how could such a person Will it be an Alpha? !

"I've been very confused these few days, I'm very at a loss, and I don't know what to tell you," Ruan Yiyun lowered his head, his eyes seemed to be a little red, "I mentioned it to you before. As a Beta, I lack the self-awareness of an Omega. But after more than two years of differentiation, I have long been used to living as an Omega. Now it suddenly tells me... It seems that I am not myself..."

Guo Wei subconsciously wanted to comfort her, but when she opened her mouth, nothing came out.

Ruan Yiyun's expression seemed to be about to shed tears at any moment.

Guo Wei raised his hand instinctively, and gently wiped his lower eyelid with his thumb.

It feels soft and dry on the skin.

Fortunately, he didn't cry, Guo Wei secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

"However, when I was in the most pain and helplessness, I suddenly thought of you," Ruan Yiyun suddenly raised his head, looked straight at him, his eyes sparkled, "I remembered you told me that no matter what I become , you will love me just the same."

"..." Guo Wei didn't say anything.

Ruan Yiyun put his hands on his chest: "I have strength in my heart instantly!"

Guo Wei opened his mouth, closed it again, swallowed silently, and blinked his eyes a few times.

"So I figured it out, it's not worth caring about at all," Ruan Yiyun looked at him seriously, and said affectionately, "I believe in you unconditionally and in your feelings for me. As long as we can still be together like before , These external changes are just trivial things that are not worth mentioning, so don’t take it too seriously.”

Guo Wei finally spoke, with a cautious look on his face: "This, is this an external change?"

Ruan Yiyun took his hand and pressed it on his chest: "Here, as long as this remains the same, nothing else is important to you and me."

What he said seemed to make sense, but Guo Wei always felt that something was wrong.

His brain was knotted and his thinking was chaotic. Guo Wei couldn't find any logic at all, and he didn't know whether to nod in agreement.

I always feel that "my wife suddenly became an Alpha" should not be such an understatement.

His rationality wanted to agree with Ruan Yiyun's words, but the instinct deep in his heart was howling and dying.

"You said it's about to change...you're not an Alpha now, are you?" He asked tentatively.

Ruan Yiyun smiled at him: "It's coming soon."

Guo Wei's body trembled uncontrollably, and asked again: "Is there still time to stop it?"

Ruan Yiyun was surprised: "Why do you want to stop it?"

Because I want you to be an Omega.

Guo Wei swallowed these words hard from his throat.

This feeling, as if his father suddenly told him "I am your mother, you grew up drinking my milk", completely broke his cognition, and made him unacceptable and unwilling to face it.

He wished his dad was just his dad.

And his wife can always be his wife.

But even if his thinking is not smooth, he also knows that speaking out now will make Ruan Yiyun sad.

"Being forced to become an omega has a lot of negative effects on my body," Ruan Yiyun said with a sad face, "I only now know that my pheromones have been unstable for the past few years. It will cause inconvenience to my daily life, and it is likely to affect my life expectancy in the future..."

He said, sniffing his nose lightly, looked at Guo Wei again, and his tone was crying: "But... if you really want me, if I have always been an Omega, I... I also Can……"

Guo Wei was terrified, and quickly shook his head: "No, no! Don't! I, I'm not! I..."

When he was incoherent, Ruan Yiyun slightly raised the corners of his lips, showing a slightly bitter smile: "So, are you willing to accompany me through this time until I become a real Alpha?"

Guo Wei opened his mouth, his lips trembling.

Ruan Yiyun looked at him calmly and sincerely, with a hint of moisture in his eyes.

Guo Wei raised his head and took a deep breath: "I...I am willing."

When he left, Guo Wei was in a daze.

After exiting the glass door, he walked to the outer door and turned the doorknob a few times before he remembered that the nurse had reminded him to stay in this cubicle for 2 minutes.

After closing the partitioned glass doors, the devices on both sides of the compartment sprayed a large amount of gas into the air. Guo Wei guessed that it should be a medical neutralizer, which can remove the pheromones on his body.

Does the pheromone released by Ruan Yiyun belong to Alpha or Omega?As a Beta, he couldn't tell.

While waiting quietly, he turned his head and looked in.Ruan Yiyun sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him. When he saw him looking over, he immediately smiled and raised his hand to wave it lightly.

Guo Wei also smiled at him.

He still looks so beautiful, it is the appearance that makes Guo Wei's heart beat.

Guo Wei complained in his heart that this should not belong to Alpha's beauty at all.

Ruan Yiyun looked at him for a while, opened his mouth, and mouthed to him with a smile: Husband, I love you.

Before Guo Wei could react, the outside door opened automatically.

He hurried out.

When passing the service desk, he bumped into Mrs. Ruan again.

Mrs. Ruan was carrying a bag in her hand. When she saw him, she immediately greeted him with a smile: "Going back so soon? Auntie brought you food, let's eat together!"

As she spoke, she raised the bag in her hand, and she could vaguely see a few lunch boxes inside.

It's almost lunch time indeed.

Guo Wei shook his head: "Thank you, Auntie. I still have class in the afternoon. I won't be able to make it later, so I'll go back first."

"That's it," Mrs. Ruan said with regret, "Then Auntie won't keep you."

Guo Wei smiled at her, and was about to say goodbye when Mrs. Ruan said again: "If you have time, come and accompany Xiao Yun more often."

Guo Wei was still confused and reacted slowly: "Ah? Oh!"

"It's been a difficult time for him," said Mrs. Ruan with a sad face. "The doctor said that the process of re-differentiation would be very painful, and it would be difficult for ordinary people to bear, but he never complained."

Guo Wei was a little surprised and didn't make a sound.

"As a mother, I can't help him much at this time." Mrs. Ruan took a step forward and looked at him sincerely. "Although it is very hard, every time he mentions you, he will smile very much." Happy. You must be able to give him a lot of comfort, I hope you can give him more psychological support, okay?"

Guo Wei licked his lips: "I will."

Mrs. Ruan expressed gratitude: "It's great that Xiaoyun met you."

Guo Wei grinned and smiled foolishly.

After saying goodbye to Mrs. Ruan, instead of taking the elevator, he chose to go up and down the stairs of the safe passage.

There was no one there who could leave him alone.

Walking quietly from the fourteenth floor to the ground floor, he suddenly remembered that he did not respond to Ruan Yiyun's words before leaving.

He didn't want Ruan Yiyun to become an Alpha.

But his hopes were inappropriate and worthless at this moment.

How to do it?There seems to be no way but to watch it happen and accept it.

Guo Wei squatted in front of the stairs on the ground floor, and let out an extremely pitiful lament.

Ruan Yiyun also called him "husband".But can he really be a husband all the time?

Guo Wei squatted for a while, his legs were sore, and he gave up on himself and sat down on the ground.Then he took out his phone, opened the dialog with Ruan Yiyun, and started typing.

--I love you too.

The person he likes conveys his love to him, and he still has to respond.