howling breath

In the future, Tang Yushu never mentioned the "500 yuan" money, and Lin Lang became an old Lai for half a month with unease.It wasn't until the end of the month that Lin Lang received the after-tax manuscript fee of 1023.4 yuan. Then Lin Lang added, subtracted, multiplied and subtracted the entire class, and transferred 300 to Tang Yushu: "Are you in a hurry? Can I give it to you next month?"

After sending this sentence, Lin Lang couldn't help but look forward to the chat records between the two.

The last conversation was already a week ago:

9 / 2214: 23

Lu Li sent me a message, saying that their company has finally hired some experienced screenwriters to work on the project, so I won't bother you for now.

9 / 2214: 25

Next time I have a job, I will recommend it to you!

Lin Lang only replied to Tang Yushu with one word: yes.

Wanting to ask him something again, Lin Lang couldn't find a suitable position - even though the two were "roommates", this relationship was handled by Lin Lang with a clear boundary.Even an enthusiastic player like Tang Yushu was pushed far away by Lin Lang.

"Keep a distance" is obviously the rule I have lived by for many years, but now it doesn't make me feel very happy.

Lin Lang also knew the reason for this: such a contradictory inner struggle stemmed from the fact that he felt different emotions towards Tang Yushu than he did towards other people.And I, who is used to being on guard at all times, seemed to be relieved in this emotion, indulged in it, and became lazy.

But laziness is usually a red flag.

Only by staying alert can we not be choked.

Two minutes after the general elective class in the morning, Tang Yushu replied to Lin Lang's message: "What kind of money is this?"

Lin Lang reminded him: "The hotel."

"Oh, do you want to live again? Want me to help you?"

What a mess, "It's for you last time."

"Oh", "You are too polite" - Tang Yushu threw these two.

Why don't you be polite to you——"Brothers will settle accounts." Lin Lang replied to Tang Yushu, and then continued to write the next half sentence in the box: "Besides, we are just..."

--classmate?roommate? ……friend?

Following the flow of people leaving the teaching building, Lin Lang looked at the screen, trying to figure out which of the three identities was more appropriate to write, but bumped into the back of the person in front of him carelessly.

Lin Lang raised his head quickly, before he could blurt out the word "I'm sorry", before his sight settled, he saw the afterimage of an arm attacking him.So Lin Lang subconsciously closed his eyes to dodge, and even said softly "Ah", in a panic, Lin Lang lost his center of gravity and fell backwards, and fell down on the steps.

There were a few exclamations from all around.

When he looked up again, he met Tang Yushu's stunned expression.

The outstretched arm stopped in mid-air awkwardly, and was retracted awkwardly by the boy.For a moment, I didn't even know where to put my hand, and dawdled for a while near the hip bone before I successfully hid it back in the pocket of my shorts.

Tang Yushu regained his smile in embarrassment: "What...what are you doing...why are you so scared? Don't tell me it's a 'brother'?"

Lin Lang was also a little embarrassed. He just stood up silently in full view, walked quickly forward, and greeted Tang Yushu who followed him without saying anything: "Are you also attending class in the main building today?"

"Yes." Tang Yushu followed.

——Brothers settle accounts clearly.

——Besides, we are just classmates.

The second half of the sentence was not sent out in time because I didn't have time to find a suitable "identity description".

It even hit him like a farce.

What's more...Because I misunderstood the motive of the other party's hand, I was so frightened that I sat in full view...

So humiliating.

Coming out of the main building, Lin Lang walked straight towards the cafeteria.

But because he escaped the scene of "social death" and felt Tang Yushu's footsteps catching up, he consciously slowed down a lot.

"Are you going to the cafeteria for dinner?"

"En." Lin Lang replied, turning his head slightly, not daring to look directly into Tang Yushu's eyes, but quickly glanced at his body.

The temperature in Chengdu at the end of September did not drop significantly, so the boy only wore a white T and a pair of black sports shorts, and a pair of plain looking white shoes that Lin Lang knew must be expensive—throw them into the A match that is definitely not easy to find in the crowd...

But at this moment, the sense of presence is extremely strong.

"I'll go with you." Tang Yushu rubbed against Lin Lang's side.

Lin Lang didn't hide away either, but carefully paid attention to the distance between the two, "Yes."

"What do you want to eat?" Tang Yushu elbowed Lin Lang again.

This action disturbed Lin Lang a little.But after thinking about it, maybe this is just a habit between him and his friends.Regarding the question "what do you want to eat?" Lin Lang couldn't answer: just the cheapest five-yuan set meal, two vegetables, one meat and one scoop of rice—how should I answer this?

"Have you tried the rice rolls on the second floor? And crystal shrimp dumplings?"

"No." Lin Lang shook his head: the second floor is the chassis of you rich people.The last time I went, I was also taken to eat rice noodles by you.

Tang Yushu's side seemed to have won the bid, and he was overjoyed: "Then I'll treat you to this!"

Lin Lang didn't want to take advantage of him: "No need. I'll eat by myself..."

"Huh?" The boy next to him suddenly became a little impatient: "Aren't you going to eat with me?"

"..." This person is amazing——Lin Lang sighed in his heart: sometimes he feels refreshing and pleasant, and sometimes he feels sticky. "What I mean is... you can buy whatever you want. I'll cook my own food and sit with you—is that okay?"

"Oh..." Tang Yushu understood what Lin Lang meant, and silently accepted the arrangement after walking a few steps: "That's fine."

The two of them walked quietly without speaking.

To be precise: Lin Lang didn't speak anymore.

The popular player Tang Yushu followed his footsteps while responding to the people who greeted him from time to time.

Whenever those people look at Tang Yushu, they usually turn their attention to themselves by the way; there are fashionable girls, boys holding basketballs in groups, famous professors, and school employees—as if this All the people in the world who have come into contact with Tang Yushu, regardless of their religion, have retained a warm kindness towards him since then.

So Tang Yushu... What kind of person are you?

Lin Lang was thinking about this role, lowering his eyelids to avoid the eyes that looked at Tang Yushu and looked at him.At a certain moment, Lin Lang's vision suddenly went dark, and the figure of heavy rain flashed in front of his eyes.The heavy rain was in a trance, interlaced with Tang Yushu's outline into a piece of gray, and then turned into a piece of gold star.

"What's the matter?" Sensing Lin Lang's footsteps paused unnaturally, Tang Yushu turned his head and asked.

Lin Lang sniffed, raised his head and glanced at him: "It's okay."

Didn't eat breakfast, a little hypoglycemia.

Lin Lang is like a fan.

When going back to school, people in the same grade occasionally asked Tang Yushu: "Is it because you don't get along with him because you don't go back to the dormitory?"

They used the word "also"... Lin Lang's communication situation can be seen.

"Can't get along?" Tang Yushu shook his head again and again: "No, I'm just too busy with work."

Not gaining approval from Tang Yushu, the classmates started to win over: "In the beginning, some people said that he would shake your title of 'Department of Grass'—but he is too shy, and everyone still likes you more!"

Tang Yushu was overjoyed—it turned out that I was a tie grass: "Why is he stumped?"

"You talk to him, and he just nods and smiles at you - you can't get close to him... and he's not a big star, why do you always reject people thousands of miles away? It feels quite contemptuous .”

"No gain, no gain!" Tang Yushu argued again and again: "He is very close to me!"

The students will then show an incredible look.

What Tang Yushu said was a lie - what he said was just his own expectations.

Although Tang Yushu didn't know why he expected so much.

Lin Lang is not "iron" with himself.

Even in front of his "roommate" status, he often just "nods and smiles".What the classmates said was right - he couldn't get close to him; consciously or unconsciously, he always put on a gesture of rejection.

But I thought he was proud by nature, but the "slapstick encounter" with him in the main building just after class made Tang Yushu discover another side of Lin Lang - when facing the hand extended by him, he would subconsciously do it first The act of escaping.

This made Tang Yushu feel faintly worried.

He hates himself who is "feared by Lin Lang", and he doesn't like Lin Lang who is "feared by himself".

But since Lin Lang would have such a reaction, Tang Yushu couldn't imagine how he was treated before, so that he could face the world with such low self-esteem, flustered, and fearful... trembling.

Lin Lang is like a fan.

The two completely different personalities, pride and low self-esteem, formed a symbiotic relationship in his soul and were entangled together.

Tang Yushu knew that he was not a person with "emotional intelligence".

Compared with the emotional development of my peers, I am always horribly dull-the age when everyone starts to fall in love, but I am still addicted to superhero-themed episodes and cannot extricate myself.

I have never had a relationship experience; I don’t know what is called "spring heart sprouting" or "little deer bumping into each other"...

Tang Yushu's world was originally only criss-crossing fields; but after meeting Lin Lang, this enigmatic person, Tang Yushu discovered that a flower suddenly bloomed one day before his field ridge; Here, the peanuts sprouted vines, stretching and covering the entire heart mound.

That flower is Lin Lang.

Tang Yushu could see clearly: there was an extremely proud and domineering vitality quietly hidden in that thin body.

Lin Lang probably doesn't hate himself very much... Tang Yushu always thinks so.

He said "bring the key yourself", but when he returned to the dormitory at night, he found that he still left the door for himself.His living ability is not strong, and the mosquito nets are crookedly hung, so he also tidied them up for himself.

In addition, Tang Yushu also knows many little secrets of Lin Lang: He always secretly looks at himself - lying on the bunk and playing with his mobile phone until he dozes off, and when he wakes up in a daze, from the screen with the lights off , can see outside the mosquito net, he looks at himself in a daze; he followed behind him on the way to the cafeteria to eat with him, and occasionally turned around, and he could catch him secretly looking at him.

Although Lin Lang was like an elusive mist, like a cluster of tricky flames, like a piece of ice.

But because of the several times they met each other's eyes, Tang Yushu developed a kind of self-confidence that he couldn't figure out why: Lin Lang would eventually become the softest Lin Lang in front of him.

The author says:

At this stage, the two are each other's fog.