please love me

But I was also curious about what made Chen Qi, who never drank, to drink like this. He called me and made it clear. If he wanted to get the answer, he had to wait until he sobered up.

He fell asleep not long after sitting in the taxi. If he was still awake, the taxi driver would not want to take us.He just put it on and sang when he was awake, and he sang some weird songs, which was really a headache.

I also want to drink like this today, if Jiang Shu and I are one of them, if Chen Qi comes to pick us up, then Chen Qi will definitely use his mobile phone to record us drunk, and show it to us when we wake up.

He could laugh about it for a year or two, and it was really something he could do.

Among the three of us, Chen Qi is the one who is most likely to be satisfied, and also has the best mentality. He can see most things very openly.When he is unhappy, he thinks about the good side, and when he thinks about it, he will be happy himself.

Sometimes I really want to be Chen Qi, he is really happy, very happy, I yearn for his life even more.Moreover, his parents are very open-minded. He has had several boyfriends, and his parents support him. This alone is the envy of many people.

If my mother was still alive, she might not be able to accept me who likes men, but my father, he can see it openly, and could sell me to a man.

I haven't been to Chen Qi's current home, but I know he lives with Jiang Ning'an, so I found his cell phone and called Jiang Ning'an.

As soon as I heard that Chen Qi was drunk, Jiang Ning'an immediately said to pick him up by car, I gave him the address, and helped Chen Qi to sit on the bench next to him and waited for Jiang Ning'an.

This Jiang Ning'an was quite fast, arriving in less than half an hour.When he got out of the car, he hugged the drunk Chen Qi, as if he found it after losing it.

After he thanked me, he took Chen Qi away.

So happy.

It was windy, and the wind was very cold at night, and I was a person who was afraid of the cold, so I put my hands in the windbreaker bag and walked back slowly.

The lamp seemed to be broken at night, but the moonlight was also very bright, illuminating my way.

It was dark ahead and no one was waiting for me.

The house is deserted, and no one is waiting for me.

I just kept walking and walking, and I couldn't see the end or the main road ahead, so I walked very hard.

I didn't expect that the conversation with Xuan Jinhua would bring me into a catastrophe.That night, I helped Xiao Yuan close the store and was about to go back. When I passed by the alley, I was dragged into the alley by some gangsters.After kicking me several times with knives in their hands, they began to ask me what was my relationship with Xuan Jinhua.

I answered their questions truthfully, but what I got was even heavier kicks and beatings. Only then did I realize that they might have a problem with Xuan Jinhua, but how did they know that I knew Xuan Jinhua?

Did they see it at the bar that day?

From this point of view, Xuan Jinhua is really not a good person now.

Forget it, just treat yourself as unlucky.

I thought they were just scaring me with the knife, but I didn't think they were going to do it for real.

One of them also said that I would be eunuched, but several others suggested that I have a foot or a hand.At this time, someone said that I was already crippled, and they wanted to cut off one of my fingers.

I wasn't afraid, I just looked at them a little dazedly, and just looked at them like that.I'm not at all worried about what they're going to do, my life is already like that, it doesn't matter what's missing, I'm... numb.

They came towards me with knives. I closed my eyes, but I didn't feel any pain. When I opened my eyes, I found Luo Sheng standing in front of me. The knife cut across his arm. The cut was deep and blood flowed. to me.

At that moment, my mind went blank, Luo Sheng blocked the knife for me...

Seeing that they had stabbed the wrong person, those gangsters were not afraid, kicked Luo Sheng down, spit on the ground, and left in a big way.

I hurriedly got up to help Luo Sheng, Luo Sheng waved his hand to signal that I don't need to help him, but in this situation, I didn't have time to care about what he meant.

After lifting him up, I asked him if he was hurt anywhere, he shook his head, trying to pull his arm away from me, I held his arm tightly, and saw him in the faint light injury.

At that moment, there were tears in my eyes, and then they flowed out involuntarily. Luo Sheng saw me crying, and quickly reached out to wipe my tears, telling me not to worry.

I took him to the hospital. After arriving at the hospital, I found out that Luo Sheng had been stabbed not only on his arm, but also on his back.

And my hands were also stained with his blood, because the wound was very deep, and the doctor wanted to heal the wound.Luo Sheng asked me to wait for him outside, and told me not to be afraid, these were just minor injuries, and it would be fine if the wounds were stitched up.

How could it be a minor injury?

But I also listened to him honestly and went outside to wait for him.I sat on the chair in the corridor with a blank expression and blank eyes. Because it was night, most of the patients had already fallen asleep, and the whole hospital was very quiet. Occasionally, I could hear the coughing of patients.

At this time, a cold wind blew by, and I felt extraordinarily cold.

After the doctor sewed up the wound, he suggested that Luo Sheng be hospitalized, because the knife on his back was serious and he bled a lot. Although he didn't need surgery, he needed to stay in the hospital for observation, otherwise there would be some sequelae in the future.

At first Luo Sheng felt that there was nothing serious, that he didn't need to stay in the hospital for observation, it would be fine to go back to raise him for a few days, but I didn't agree with him going back, so I forced him to stay.

I was also with him in the hospital.

I also bought the toiletries the next day. I took care of him for about two days, and neither of us talked much during these two days.

Occasionally, he would say a few words to me first, but it was the kind that didn't finish the sentence.I can't quite understand what he means.

Chapter 50

◎I poured him a glass of water and went to the bathroom.When I came out of the toilet, I met my father, yes, the father who sold me to Luo Jidong...◎

I poured him a glass of water and went to the bathroom.When I came out of the toilet, I met my father, yes, the father who sold me to Luo Jidong.

He was even thinner than before, holding a wooden stick in one hand for support and medicine in the other.

Walking past me tremblingly, I didn't call him, treating him like a stranger, even if strangers are better than him.

He seemed to recognize me, and when I was about to leave, he grabbed my leg and knelt at my feet.At that moment, I just stared at him.

I don't know what he wants to do next, but I can be sure that I won't believe a word he said, and I won't be the same as before.

He broke down and cried: "Xiao Yi, forgive me, please? I beg you, of course it's my fault, I was greedy for money, but there was nothing I could do back then. If I couldn't get the money, those creditors Will kill me, can you forgive me? I really know I was wrong now, and I will never gamble again. "

Is that why he came to me?

Can I really believe what he said?In order to pay off the debt, he sold his own son to a pervert, ruining his own son's life.

My legs are crippled, my body is getting worse day by day, and I still have mental problems. My previous dreams have also disappeared, and I have changed from a person with a bright future to a person who is useless all day long.

Why should I forgive him when he said 'I was wrong'?Does he know how I got here in the past ten years?What on earth is he thinking?

I looked at the father kneeling before me, and I sneered and said, "Why should I forgive you? I asked you about the money you sold me back then, did you give my mother a penny?"

He froze, bowed his head and dared not speak.After an unknown amount of time, he slowly shook his head.

I just knew how he could distribute that sum of money to my mother?It's just an idiotic dream. I once learned from Luo Jidong about the debt he owed and the money Luo Jidong gave him. The money Luo Jidong gave him still has a lot of money left. With the money in his hands, he can't be idle. Will definitely gamble again.

I felt worthless for my mother, so I risked my life to give birth to him, and then I was abandoned by him. In the end, I worked hard to raise me until I was a teenager, and then I was sold by him, not to mention, I didn't get a penny.

What was it about this man that she fell in love with at the beginning?If there is no me, she will not be so tired, but if she has not met this man, she will not be so painful in her whole life.

"Xiao Yi, I'm the one who's sorry for both of you, mother and son. Can you forgive me? Just... just because I'm your biological father, can you forgive me for this mistake?"

His request attracted the attention of countless people, and they stood aside watching the excitement, saying a few words from time to time.

"Why do I still kneel down and beg for my son?"

"This son is not afraid of thunder."

"It's really disrespectful."

I ignored those people's words, but I couldn't control my emotions anymore, and I screamed fiercely: "Why should I forgive you? Do you know that this leg is already limping when you are holding on to it? Do you know that I How many crimes have I suffered? Do you know that I was admitted to a key university and was forced to drop out of school, and now I am a worthless person? Do you know that I have mental problems now? Do you know that I rely on Medicine to keep my life alive? Do you know that my mother almost lost her life when she gave birth to me? Do you know how much my mother suffered and suffered for me to go to school? Do you know that I have been How did you live? Do you know what your son was suffering when you gambled with the money you sold him? My mother was