please love me

The relationship between people gradually becomes shallow.

For Xu Huan, Chen Qi also tried his best.

Chen Qi said that Xu Huan is also gay, and she has a lover named Wei Qiannan, and they have been together for a while.The original sound families of the two people are completely different, and the living conditions of the two people are also different. To be more serious, in terms of class division, the two people are not of the same class at all.

Wei Qianzhen has a cheerful personality and is very good at making friends. Her family is not very rich, but it can be said to be well-off.Xu Huan has a restrained personality and is very bad at making friends. Xu Huan's family is also a very ordinary and ordinary family.

Wei Qianling graduated from high school and is a doctor. She liked graduating from high school. Although she was admitted to a prestigious school at the time, she did not go to school because her family did not agree with her. In the end, she became a waiter in a restaurant.

Hearing this, I had an idea in my heart. Probably Xu Huan’s parents thought that even if Xu Huan could not find a job after studying in college, he still couldn’t find a job. There are many more.Moreover, Xu Huan is a girl. Most of Xu Huan's parents and their generation felt that it was useless for girls to read more books. They would marry and have children in the future, and they would take care of the children at home to do housework.

Judging from Xu Huan's parents' attitude towards Xu Huan, they probably think so.Chen Qi said that she still has a younger brother, so that is pretty much the same as my idea. People in that era generally favored boys over girls.

Many parents think that as parents, there is no possibility of patriarchy. They are all their own children. How can they favor one side? They just say that as a child, parents will give more love. All patriarchal thoughts are children. their own guesses.

This problem is very easy to explain. Most parents generally think that they are right, and they can always find excuses for their mistakes and point the wrong arrows to their children.

They use their own concepts to define their children's thoughts, which often makes children less and less willing to explain, thus becoming more and more alienated from children.

I have seen such a scene, the parents of two children get together to discuss how to educate their children, and their methods of educating their children are undoubtedly pushing the children away from themselves step by step.The two children stood aside and listened silently, their faces full of indifference.

The indifference on their faces became rebellious in the eyes of their parents.

It's not all the parents' fault, but I just don't want to blame rebellion for all the failures in education.

Chen Qi sent me to Xiaoyuan's store, because today is the eve of Valentine's Day, and tomorrow is Valentine's Day, she should be very busy today, so I wanted to go to the store to help her.

When he sent me to Xiaoyuan's store, Chen Qi wanted to go in to buy bouquets, but he couldn't do anything until the door was opened, so he drove to other places to buy.

When I left, I complained to me. After being with Jiang Ning'an, Jiang Ning'an must receive flowers from him every Valentine's Day, or he will have to fight with him.

It looks like a complaint, but it is happiness from the heart.

This reminds me of the gift he gave me on Valentine's Day when I was with Luo Sheng. He gave me a bunch of daisies and bought me a lot of daisy seeds.At that time, he also told me affectionately that when we were old, he would buy a small hillside in the countryside and plant daisies for me.

At that time, I felt a little numb when I heard it, but I felt very happy. After all, he was the only one who was willing to plant a mountain of daisies for me.

Thinking about it this way, it has been many years since there was any Valentine's Day, and I have never seen anyone else celebrate Valentine's Day.

I used to not care about these festivals. If I didn’t hear about them, I might not know about them. Now I know, and there are people who want to celebrate with them, but it’s impossible.

Chen Qi patted me on the shoulder, "Jia Yi, try to find a few more at your current age, you will always meet someone you really like, there is no need to be alone all the time, didn't you and Luo Sheng break up? You Just find someone who is better than Luo Sheng. A big man can afford it and let it go. If it’s not suitable, you have to find the right one. You listen to me. It’s okay if you really don’t want to look for it. I’ll introduce it to you. I can find you whatever type you like."

"I don't have that plan yet, let's take a look in a few years."

"How many years will it be before you?" Chen Qi was a little anxious, "Do you still remember Luo Sheng? You remember him, but they may not remember you."

Really?If you don’t remember, then don’t forget, and I don’t expect him to remember, it’s good for each of us to have our own lives now, there’s no need to argue about those inexplicable things all day long.

Seeing that I was in a daze, Chen Qi didn't continue talking, and drove away after giving me a few instructions.

I saw that Xiao Yuan was not in the store and was going to call her. As soon as I took out the phone, I saw Xiao Yuan walking back slowly with her guide stick.

When I got closer, I found a small bump on Xiao Yuan's forehead. I asked her, "What's wrong with your head?"

"Ah?" Xiao Yuan touched his forehead, touched the small bag, took a deep breath in pain, then smiled at me and said, "It should have been accidentally bumped into it just now."

"How did it hit you?"

"I walked along the blind road and bumped into a pole. It's okay, I just bumped into it. I used to stumble too."

I couldn't help frowning, how could I bump into the electric pole along the blind road?I didn't think too much about it. After taking the key from Xiao Yuan's hand and opening the door, I dragged Xiao Yuan to sit on a chair, rubbed some medicine on her, and let's see when the bag will disappear.

After helping Xiao Yuan apply the medicine, he helped her get flowers for a while, and many customers came to buy flowers during the process.I found that Xiao Yuan was always very active when selling flowers, and liked to talk a lot. I was also very happy to see her getting better day by day.

I hope that the previous incident can slowly disappear in her heart, but I also know that it is a scar that will never disappear.

After four o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Yuan was about to close the door.After that incident, she closed the door at six o'clock every day, and today it was more than an hour early, so I asked her if there was anything wrong with leaving early, and she said she wanted me to accompany her for a stroll.

I agreed without thinking too much, thinking that I would spend more time with her, maybe she would feel better.We walked around for a long time, and every time we passed a place, Xiao Yuan would ask me what the surrounding area was like, and I would describe it to her.Passing by the bridge, I will tell her that there are willows around, there is a river under the bridge, and flowers are planted in the grass.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Yuan was finally tired.We sat on a park bench and chatted.Xiao Yuan told me the story of her childhood. Xiao Yuan’s family situation was not good, her mother took her to marry another man, and her stepfather was a very wretched person who used to rape her many times.

For the sake of a good life now, her mother has always pretended not to know. Once they bumped into each other, her mother still chose to remain silent.This made Xiao Yuan very chilling. After reaching a certain age, Xiao Yuan left her mother.When she came to this city, she opened a flower shop. Although she couldn't see with her eyes, she had a very good sense of smell, so she insisted on opening the flower shop until now.

Hearing Xiao Yuan talk about this, I actually envy her courage.Luo Jidong can be regarded as my stepfather, who adopted me, but I didn't have the courage.

When I was feeling a little sad, Xiao Yuan groped for my hand.

She smiled and said: "Time may wash away all the filth like running water, but we must always believe that we are clean."

I admit I was a little shocked at that moment, and soon I was laughing again.Time always takes away some things, people like us, desire to be taken away by time, that is, those filthy things.

Always believe that you are clean. It is not you who are dirty, but the filth.

After sending Xiao Yuan home, I also returned to my hut.It's deserted, but also perfect for someone like me who spends weeks alone in a cabin.Then I received a call from Chen Qi.Chen Qi was in a hurry, he asked me to help take care of Xu Huan tomorrow, saying that Xu Huan and Wei Qianyu had eloped, and Xu Huan was not in a good mood recently.

He's out of town now and won't arrive until noon tomorrow.He asked me to take Xu Huan to his house for dinner at noon, and I agreed so early that I had nothing to do.

The next day, after changing my clothes, I took my things and went to Aunt Xu Huan's restaurant.When I went, Xu Huan had already started to recruit customers. When she saw me arriving, she was taken aback, and then came up to greet me and asked me if I would like something to eat.

I randomly ordered a bowl of noodles, and then told her that Chen Qi asked me to bring her to Chen Qi's house for lunch.Xu Huan nodded in embarrassment, and we set off after she finished her work.

Chapter 38

◎On this day, Xu Huan and I ran into Wei's father and Wei's mother just as we left the store. We wanted to avoid her, but Xu Huan thought that he had done nothing wrong...◎

On this day, Xu Huan and I ran into Wei's father and Wei's mother as soon as we left the store. She and I originally wanted to avoid it, but Xu Huan thought that he had done nothing wrong, so he walked past calmly.Unexpectedly, Wei's father and Wei's mother persuaded her with good words, and pulled her to talk a lot, and I didn't eavesdrop.After all, this matter has nothing to do with me. It is not polite to listen to other people's affairs.

I don't know if it was because of those words, Xu Huan was persuaded by them, and she broke up with her.

Because we had to go to Chen Qi's house later, I waited outside for Xu Huan, only to hear noises coming from the room.

"Xu Huan! What do you mean? Do you want to break up? Didn't we agree that we will carry on together no matter what? You want me to go now? What are you afraid of? I can be with you regardless of everything! As long as we're together, don't you have to be afraid of anything? My parents are just stingers with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart.