Humanoid self-propelled wishing machine
Chapter 53
[What……? ]
Tsushima Reo's voice sounded in Alluka's ear with a little confusion. He could feel the distance between Reo and him getting closer and closer, as if he was standing behind him. Come.
The slightly trembling vocal cords, the moist breathing and panting, the cold dead air emanating from the skin.
It is the intangible sense of the body surface, like the sixth sense of the human body, which is erratic and only appears in an instant like a hallucination.
[Why does Alluka ask me that? ] His tone is brisk and bright, without a hint of melancholy, like a carefree child in a fairy tale, he said, [I don't have any wishes to fulfill. ]
"Lianyang is really not honest at all." Ya Lujia said a little angrily, he tilted his head, and felt that what he said was not accurate, so he changed his words, "No, it's not so honest, it's better to say It must be dull."
"You didn't even notice Lianyang yourself. Every time you mentioned your brother over there, your eyes were shining brightly, bright and dazzling like stars." Ya Lujia said, "At that time I was realizing it, thinking—'Ah, Lianyang must like my brother like I like Qiya brother.'”
[Well, yes, my brother is my favorite. ] Reo Tsushima told Aluka frankly, without any shyness, only with a deep and true love that anyone could hear.
"Since that's the case, doesn't Lianyang want to see your elder brother again?" Alluka put his hand on the cool mirror, "If it's Lianyang, I will ask Nanika to tell you For those who make a request, this time the request will not be difficult, Lianyang only needs to make a wish to Nanika."
Yalujia said softly, "You can get rid of the shackles of the mirror, you can come back from the dead, you can... see Lian Yang's brother again, doesn't Lian Yang want such a future?"
The only time he stumbled slightly when he mentioned his brother, and a hint of disappointment flashed in his eyes.
"Make a wish to me, Reo." Alluka wanted to help Tsushima Reo from the bottom of his heart, wanted to fulfill his wish, and wanted him to have a life full of freedom and laughter.
He smiled brightly, "Everything that Lian Yang wants, come true."
Those gray-blue eyes were focused and looking forward, as if trying to see another possibility of himself in Reo Tsushima.
Reo Tsushima looked through Alluka's eyes, staring blankly at the child in the mirror who had the same appearance and figure as him, and a thicker fog filled his heart.
[...Why do you still laugh when you are sad? ] he murmured, out of pure doubt.
As a peer, Aluka is the anchor point of Reo Tsushima in another world, and he perceives the world through Aluka's body.
Perhaps it was also for this reason that Tsushima Reo gradually became able to hear Alluka's strong inner voice, communicate with him, and feel Alluka's mood faintly.
In the process of persuading myself to make a wish to him just now, her tone was relaxed and warm, with a smile on her face, but Alluka's heart was filled with more and more sadness, as if it was so heavy on the gray sky It was like a cumulonimbus cloud that people couldn't breathe, and it collapsed heavily, as if it was going to cry in the next second.
——[So lonely. ]
The words that Reo Tsushima heard the first time echoed in Alluka's heart again.
——[It's time to go back to being alone again. ]
——[But you can’t, you can’t be so selfish, you can’t be so willful, Lianyang has the happiness that Lianyang wants, and brother Qiya must have difficulties. If you only think about your own feelings, you won’t be pleasing to others like. ]
"Hey——" Alluka dragged out the end, and muttered as if dissatisfied, "Is Lianyang peeking at my heart again?"
Alluka knew about this. He knew that Reo Tsushima could feel his emotions and hear his own voice, but he knew that he knew that those who should be sad would still be sad. Human emotions are not like those on computers. The code can be deleted when it is deleted, or adapted when it is said to be adapted, and it can change from a square to a circle in a second.
Those complex emotions are more like the ever-changing weather, often unpredictable and weird, and his heart is also like this at this moment, like the sun is shining warmly and shining brightly, while it is raining.
"Although I know that this is out of Lianyang's control... But occasionally I still feel a little embarrassed, but Lianyang doesn't care about this, you just need to answer my question just now - you want to go back to your brother by your side?"
Reo Tsushima calmed down, thinking seriously, and after a while, she only replied a simple word to Alluka.
[think. ]
Alluka laughed, "As long as this is enough!"
His tone was slightly filled with joy.
Reo Tsushima still couldn't figure out why she could still smile when she was sad?Why do you cry when you are happy?
Why did Ya Lujia force herself to let go, even though she was clamoring for reluctance and wanted to keep him by her side?
It's obviously the same individual, and it's obviously me in a different world, but Reo Tsushima has become unable to understand Alluka.
but.
At any rate, there is one thing that Reyo Tsushima has figured out.
From the very beginning, Alluka had been chanting that wish frankly and candidly in his heart.
Because she foresees that Reio Tsushima will return to her twin brother because of herself, and because she knows the happy future that Reio Tsushima will have, Aluka has such complicated emotions in her heart.
I am happy that my only friend can meet my twin brother, and I am jealous that I can get rid of such unbearable loneliness in another world. I hope that Reo Tsushima can live happily and happily. The child's desire for monopoly wants Reo Tsushima to always remember herself and miss herself all the time.
Deformed selfish desires and pure kindness are intricately intertwined in Alluka's heart like a spider's web, and the jealousy of another self makes Alluka's longing for Kira more intense.
I want to meet Brother Qiya, want to play with Brother Qiya, want to monopolize his love like I did when I was a child, want to leave this room and see the world described in the picture book with my own eyes...
Don't want to be alone anymore.
[What about Aluka? ] Reo Tsushima asked softly.
"Huh?" With a questioning tone, Alluka frowned slightly, showing a puzzled expression.
[Doesn't Aluka have a wish to fulfill? ] Tsushima Reo seemed a little shy, and said softly, [Aluka can also make a wish to me. ]
[However, if it is Erina, her request may be a little too much. ]
When Reo Tsushima spoke, it felt like the clouds in the sky, light and fluffy, not aggressive at all, just carefully wrapped the whole person up, making people irresistibly fall into the comfortable softness.
But Alluka seemed to have been hit hard by something she had never thought of, her eyes widened in bewilderment, she was unable to make a sound in surprise, and after a while, she spoke in a stumbling tone with a slightly changed tone asked.
"...I, me?"
Alluka, who has always fulfilled other people's wishes, has never considered the possibility of making wishes to others.
But immediately after he came back to his senses, he restrained himself somewhat involuntarily, "Is that okay? Don't Lian Yang feel uncomfortable?"
The child who didn't know how to hide said his dislike bluntly, "Except for Lian Yang and Brother Qi Ya, I hate everyone who wants to make a wish to me. There will be a subtle sense of being used, and I feel that my sincerity is not enough." It’s like being trampled on by them on the soles of their shoes.”
"And that's Nanica's ability. People who treat me well for this purpose are just hypocritical adults who are afraid of Nanica and can't overcome their greed. I hate such people."
[It will not happen. ] Tsushima Reo replied seriously, [I will work hard to overcome my fear in exchange for a chance to make a wish, and it is also a great thing to be able to make up my mind to harm others for my own selfish desires. ]
He smiled in a place that Aluka couldn't see, and in the black eyes that were as clear and cool as glass, there was a heartfelt approval, "Become an executioner for important things, for things that must never be lost I don't dislike people who bear the curse and are willing to pay all the heavy price for their filthy desires. ]
[And,] Reo Tsushima said, [Aren't we also thinking about becoming such people? ]
"Ah, in that case, so are we!" Alluka fussed as if she had woken up.
He frowned, and after only thinking for a moment, he soon smiled again, the soft cheeks hung on his cheeks, as soft and sweet as cotton candy, he coquettishly said, "There is no way, Being a good kid is exhausting."
"Be obedient, be obedient, give selflessly, be considerate, let us be a wishing tool that won't cry or make a fuss, and let us forgive their behavior empathetically—the wives are too tired! And it's not reasonable at all!" Alluka puffed up her mouth and complained.
"Be a little more selfish, be a little bit greedy, be as hypocritical as an adult, be as grand as an adult, and be an annoying bad boy. Only in this way can you get happiness."
A child's heart is like the sky in June, the weather is uncertain, and it changes as soon as it is said.
Originally, I wanted to restrain my ugly jealousy and be a generous and selfless good boy, but after Aluka realized that he could also make a wish to Reio Tsushima, he discovered a new way, and in a blink of an eye Abandoning his previous thoughts, he said enthusiastically, "If Lianyang and I make a wish to each other, then both of us can be saved."
[Yes, but if that's the case, it's better for Alluka to make a wish to me first. ] Tsushima Reyo explained, [If I leave this place now, I may never see Alluka again, and then there is no way to realize Alluka's wish. ]
"Well, okay." Alluka agreed simply, "Although if I go to find my brother now, I will definitely be caught in the end, but," he said, "I still want to listen to Qi Ya My brother told me himself why he never came to see me again."
"Brother told me that Brother Chiya has forgotten me, because I'm not important to him." Alluka said loudly, "But I don't believe it! I want Kiya My brother told me himself."
"So," Aluka said, "let Erina force it on me, Liao."
Alluka couldn't be more clear about the demands that [unidentified object] would make. He was afraid that Reio Tsushima would be sad, so he added, "Don't worry about me, as long as you find Brother Qiya, you can let brother [Order] Nanika healed me, so it's fine as long as it's not a mortal wound that would result in instant death."
"Besides, if you appear in front of Big Brother Qiya in such a distressed manner, Big Brother will definitely pay more attention to me." There was something strange shining in Alluka's eyes, and he said this full of expectation.
[Okay, then Aluka can do the same to me. ]
Reo Tsushima didn't tell Aluka that his brother over there didn't know about the [order], he just smiled quietly and said so.
[Let's be bad kids together. ]
Tsushima Reo's voice sounded in Alluka's ear with a little confusion. He could feel the distance between Reo and him getting closer and closer, as if he was standing behind him. Come.
The slightly trembling vocal cords, the moist breathing and panting, the cold dead air emanating from the skin.
It is the intangible sense of the body surface, like the sixth sense of the human body, which is erratic and only appears in an instant like a hallucination.
[Why does Alluka ask me that? ] His tone is brisk and bright, without a hint of melancholy, like a carefree child in a fairy tale, he said, [I don't have any wishes to fulfill. ]
"Lianyang is really not honest at all." Ya Lujia said a little angrily, he tilted his head, and felt that what he said was not accurate, so he changed his words, "No, it's not so honest, it's better to say It must be dull."
"You didn't even notice Lianyang yourself. Every time you mentioned your brother over there, your eyes were shining brightly, bright and dazzling like stars." Ya Lujia said, "At that time I was realizing it, thinking—'Ah, Lianyang must like my brother like I like Qiya brother.'”
[Well, yes, my brother is my favorite. ] Reo Tsushima told Aluka frankly, without any shyness, only with a deep and true love that anyone could hear.
"Since that's the case, doesn't Lianyang want to see your elder brother again?" Alluka put his hand on the cool mirror, "If it's Lianyang, I will ask Nanika to tell you For those who make a request, this time the request will not be difficult, Lianyang only needs to make a wish to Nanika."
Yalujia said softly, "You can get rid of the shackles of the mirror, you can come back from the dead, you can... see Lian Yang's brother again, doesn't Lian Yang want such a future?"
The only time he stumbled slightly when he mentioned his brother, and a hint of disappointment flashed in his eyes.
"Make a wish to me, Reo." Alluka wanted to help Tsushima Reo from the bottom of his heart, wanted to fulfill his wish, and wanted him to have a life full of freedom and laughter.
He smiled brightly, "Everything that Lian Yang wants, come true."
Those gray-blue eyes were focused and looking forward, as if trying to see another possibility of himself in Reo Tsushima.
Reo Tsushima looked through Alluka's eyes, staring blankly at the child in the mirror who had the same appearance and figure as him, and a thicker fog filled his heart.
[...Why do you still laugh when you are sad? ] he murmured, out of pure doubt.
As a peer, Aluka is the anchor point of Reo Tsushima in another world, and he perceives the world through Aluka's body.
Perhaps it was also for this reason that Tsushima Reo gradually became able to hear Alluka's strong inner voice, communicate with him, and feel Alluka's mood faintly.
In the process of persuading myself to make a wish to him just now, her tone was relaxed and warm, with a smile on her face, but Alluka's heart was filled with more and more sadness, as if it was so heavy on the gray sky It was like a cumulonimbus cloud that people couldn't breathe, and it collapsed heavily, as if it was going to cry in the next second.
——[So lonely. ]
The words that Reo Tsushima heard the first time echoed in Alluka's heart again.
——[It's time to go back to being alone again. ]
——[But you can’t, you can’t be so selfish, you can’t be so willful, Lianyang has the happiness that Lianyang wants, and brother Qiya must have difficulties. If you only think about your own feelings, you won’t be pleasing to others like. ]
"Hey——" Alluka dragged out the end, and muttered as if dissatisfied, "Is Lianyang peeking at my heart again?"
Alluka knew about this. He knew that Reo Tsushima could feel his emotions and hear his own voice, but he knew that he knew that those who should be sad would still be sad. Human emotions are not like those on computers. The code can be deleted when it is deleted, or adapted when it is said to be adapted, and it can change from a square to a circle in a second.
Those complex emotions are more like the ever-changing weather, often unpredictable and weird, and his heart is also like this at this moment, like the sun is shining warmly and shining brightly, while it is raining.
"Although I know that this is out of Lianyang's control... But occasionally I still feel a little embarrassed, but Lianyang doesn't care about this, you just need to answer my question just now - you want to go back to your brother by your side?"
Reo Tsushima calmed down, thinking seriously, and after a while, she only replied a simple word to Alluka.
[think. ]
Alluka laughed, "As long as this is enough!"
His tone was slightly filled with joy.
Reo Tsushima still couldn't figure out why she could still smile when she was sad?Why do you cry when you are happy?
Why did Ya Lujia force herself to let go, even though she was clamoring for reluctance and wanted to keep him by her side?
It's obviously the same individual, and it's obviously me in a different world, but Reo Tsushima has become unable to understand Alluka.
but.
At any rate, there is one thing that Reyo Tsushima has figured out.
From the very beginning, Alluka had been chanting that wish frankly and candidly in his heart.
Because she foresees that Reio Tsushima will return to her twin brother because of herself, and because she knows the happy future that Reio Tsushima will have, Aluka has such complicated emotions in her heart.
I am happy that my only friend can meet my twin brother, and I am jealous that I can get rid of such unbearable loneliness in another world. I hope that Reo Tsushima can live happily and happily. The child's desire for monopoly wants Reo Tsushima to always remember herself and miss herself all the time.
Deformed selfish desires and pure kindness are intricately intertwined in Alluka's heart like a spider's web, and the jealousy of another self makes Alluka's longing for Kira more intense.
I want to meet Brother Qiya, want to play with Brother Qiya, want to monopolize his love like I did when I was a child, want to leave this room and see the world described in the picture book with my own eyes...
Don't want to be alone anymore.
[What about Aluka? ] Reo Tsushima asked softly.
"Huh?" With a questioning tone, Alluka frowned slightly, showing a puzzled expression.
[Doesn't Aluka have a wish to fulfill? ] Tsushima Reo seemed a little shy, and said softly, [Aluka can also make a wish to me. ]
[However, if it is Erina, her request may be a little too much. ]
When Reo Tsushima spoke, it felt like the clouds in the sky, light and fluffy, not aggressive at all, just carefully wrapped the whole person up, making people irresistibly fall into the comfortable softness.
But Alluka seemed to have been hit hard by something she had never thought of, her eyes widened in bewilderment, she was unable to make a sound in surprise, and after a while, she spoke in a stumbling tone with a slightly changed tone asked.
"...I, me?"
Alluka, who has always fulfilled other people's wishes, has never considered the possibility of making wishes to others.
But immediately after he came back to his senses, he restrained himself somewhat involuntarily, "Is that okay? Don't Lian Yang feel uncomfortable?"
The child who didn't know how to hide said his dislike bluntly, "Except for Lian Yang and Brother Qi Ya, I hate everyone who wants to make a wish to me. There will be a subtle sense of being used, and I feel that my sincerity is not enough." It’s like being trampled on by them on the soles of their shoes.”
"And that's Nanica's ability. People who treat me well for this purpose are just hypocritical adults who are afraid of Nanica and can't overcome their greed. I hate such people."
[It will not happen. ] Tsushima Reo replied seriously, [I will work hard to overcome my fear in exchange for a chance to make a wish, and it is also a great thing to be able to make up my mind to harm others for my own selfish desires. ]
He smiled in a place that Aluka couldn't see, and in the black eyes that were as clear and cool as glass, there was a heartfelt approval, "Become an executioner for important things, for things that must never be lost I don't dislike people who bear the curse and are willing to pay all the heavy price for their filthy desires. ]
[And,] Reo Tsushima said, [Aren't we also thinking about becoming such people? ]
"Ah, in that case, so are we!" Alluka fussed as if she had woken up.
He frowned, and after only thinking for a moment, he soon smiled again, the soft cheeks hung on his cheeks, as soft and sweet as cotton candy, he coquettishly said, "There is no way, Being a good kid is exhausting."
"Be obedient, be obedient, give selflessly, be considerate, let us be a wishing tool that won't cry or make a fuss, and let us forgive their behavior empathetically—the wives are too tired! And it's not reasonable at all!" Alluka puffed up her mouth and complained.
"Be a little more selfish, be a little bit greedy, be as hypocritical as an adult, be as grand as an adult, and be an annoying bad boy. Only in this way can you get happiness."
A child's heart is like the sky in June, the weather is uncertain, and it changes as soon as it is said.
Originally, I wanted to restrain my ugly jealousy and be a generous and selfless good boy, but after Aluka realized that he could also make a wish to Reio Tsushima, he discovered a new way, and in a blink of an eye Abandoning his previous thoughts, he said enthusiastically, "If Lianyang and I make a wish to each other, then both of us can be saved."
[Yes, but if that's the case, it's better for Alluka to make a wish to me first. ] Tsushima Reyo explained, [If I leave this place now, I may never see Alluka again, and then there is no way to realize Alluka's wish. ]
"Well, okay." Alluka agreed simply, "Although if I go to find my brother now, I will definitely be caught in the end, but," he said, "I still want to listen to Qi Ya My brother told me himself why he never came to see me again."
"Brother told me that Brother Chiya has forgotten me, because I'm not important to him." Alluka said loudly, "But I don't believe it! I want Kiya My brother told me himself."
"So," Aluka said, "let Erina force it on me, Liao."
Alluka couldn't be more clear about the demands that [unidentified object] would make. He was afraid that Reio Tsushima would be sad, so he added, "Don't worry about me, as long as you find Brother Qiya, you can let brother [Order] Nanika healed me, so it's fine as long as it's not a mortal wound that would result in instant death."
"Besides, if you appear in front of Big Brother Qiya in such a distressed manner, Big Brother will definitely pay more attention to me." There was something strange shining in Alluka's eyes, and he said this full of expectation.
[Okay, then Aluka can do the same to me. ]
Reo Tsushima didn't tell Aluka that his brother over there didn't know about the [order], he just smiled quietly and said so.
[Let's be bad kids together. ]
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