The actor always wants to make up for me

Naturally, Xia Qingning would not refuse.

Gu Yandong got up and slowly observed the whole house.

The overall decoration style of the house is very simple, mainly in warm colors, revealing a warm sense of home.

It can be seen that Xia Qingning usually likes to read books, and the huge bookshelves covering the entire wall are almost full by him.

Gu Yandong randomly took out a book from the bookshelf to look at it, and then found that Xia Qingning read the book very carefully, and even wrote some notes on the book with a pen.

Xia Qingning's font is thin and sharp, but it is very strong, not as gentle and soft as he usually looks.

Gu Yandong smiled, he was used to Xia Qingning's appearance in front of him, but he didn't know what Xia Qingning was like when facing other people.

Xia Qingning reads a lot. In addition to books on acting, there are many books on psychology, art, and music on the entire bookshelf. There are also many classics in it, and there are even some books on physics. He has seen it all.

Gu Yandong glanced over the many books, and finally settled on "Gay Subculture", "Homosexuality in China" and "Our World", these books are all about homosexuality .

Some people are congenitally homosexual, and some people gradually become homosexual due to the influence of the day after tomorrow. Homosexuality is always a small part of the vast heterosexual group, although many countries have recognized the legality of same-sex marriage , but the domestic social environment still does not have a high degree of recognition of homosexuality.

In the film and television industry, there are many entertainers who like the same sex, but there are very few entertainers who come out publicly, and even fewer entertainers who can develop after coming out publicly.

Gu Yandong didn't know whether Xia Qingning's sexual orientation was innate or acquired, let alone his opinion on it, he hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help but took down the book and flipped through it.

Judging from the creases on the books, Xia Qingning had read these books, but it was rare that he didn't mark any of them. He flipped through a few pages randomly, and then found a photo in the book. The person on it turned out to be himself.

Judging from the costume and hairstyle in the photo, it should be a photo taken eight years ago. He was in the crew at that time, and the scene behind him was very chaotic. He was wearing a costume, and he showed a lazy smile.

Gu Yandong couldn't remember the circumstances under which this photo was taken. In fact, every time he went to the production crew, there would be accompanying staff to take pictures of him, or ask for a group photo. Normally he would agree, but he didn't know this How did the photo fall into Xia Qingning's hands?

Xia Qingning hurried over after seeing the book in Gu Yandong's hand.

Gu Yandong pretended not to see the photo, put the book aside casually, and then asked with a smile, "When did you discover your sexuality, and did you do any special research?"

Xia Qingning put the book back on the shelf, and after pondering for a moment, he replied: "It was about eight years ago, just looking at it casually, it's not considered research."

Gu Yandong narrowed his eyes slightly, thinking of the old photo, combined with the content of this book, suddenly had a vague guess in his heart.

But Gu Yandong didn't say anything, but left the bookshelf and continued to walk around casually.

There are quite a few decorative paintings in Xia Qingning's room. At first, he thought they were bought by him, but then he realized that the signatures on them were all the word "Xia". After looking at them for a while, he suddenly asked: "These paintings are all Did you draw it yourself?"

Xia Qingning was a little embarrassed to be asked such a question. He smiled and said, "The random drawing is only used to express my mood in normal times. Teacher Gu laughed at me."

Xia Qingning's paintings are all abstract, basically just piles of various colors, without any specific shapes and backgrounds, it does seem to be randomly daubed to vent his mood, but it can also be seen that he has a certain degree of artistic accomplishment, The color matching of these paintings makes people feel very comfortable, and it doesn't feel awkward to hang on the wall like this.

Gu Yandong smiled and said: "The painting is very good, give me two pictures some other day?"

Xia Qingning responded with a smile.

There are also some photos in Xia Qingning's house, including his own, group photos, after debut, and when he was a student.

Gu Yandong took a group photo of his whole class in college and looked at it.

Xia Qingning came from a serious academic class, and most of the students in his class have also entered this line of work after graduation. Gu Yandong took a rough look and found a few familiar faces, and said with a smile: "There are quite a few famous people in your class. , overall is good.”

Xia Qingning smiled, and suddenly asked: "Can you recognize which one is me?"

Xia Qingning has only graduated for two years now, and the changes have not been great. Naturally, Gu Yandong will not fail to recognize it, and immediately pointed out with a smile, "This one looks younger than it is now."

In the photo, Xia Qingning had a slight smile on his face, he looked like a cheerful and warm boy.Xia Qingning liked the feeling that Gu Yandong recognized him from a group of people at a glance, and then took out a group photo in high school from the drawer, and asked with a smile: "Then in this photo, can Teacher Gu recognize him?" Which one is me?"

This is a group photo taken in the second year of high school. It was taken a year after he met Gu Yandong. The whole person is not much different from when he met him, but because it has been a long time, there is a big gap compared with him now. .

He quietly watched Gu Yandong's fingers across the photo, and it took him a while to recognize him this time.

Xia Qingning observed Gu Yandong carefully, and there was nothing unusual on Gu Yandong's face.

He was a little disappointed in his heart, but he felt that it was normal, it was just a hasty meeting eight years ago, and it was the most normal that he didn't remember him.

Xia Qingning took Gu Yandong to look around in other rooms, and he didn't find a crack in the cabinet of the guest room until he entered the guest room.

He paused, then walked to the cabinet calmly, and while talking to Gu Yandong, he closed the cabinet door when he was not paying attention.

When he was in City B, there were very few people who came to him and spent the night in the villa, except for a few two very close friends, so this room has been vacant for a long time, and the cabinet here has been closed. It was occupied by him, and he put a lot of things in the cabinet, but he didn't notice that the door of the cabinet was not closed properly before, and Gu Yandong almost saw it.

Although Xia Qingning's actions just now were hidden, Gu Yandong still noticed it.

After all, he was a guest, and it was normal for Xia Qingning to have things he didn't want him to see, so he just pretended he didn't notice, but he didn't want the cabinet door to open suddenly when the two were about to leave, and a humanoid pillow of the same height came from The inside fell out, and then two more fell out.

Gu Yandong was walking behind Xia Qingning. At this time, he saw it first. The humanoid pillow was clearly his own face. He looked up into the cabinet, and saw that there were many posters, support items and some Messy things, almost filled the entire cabinet.

Looking at the things in this cabinet about himself, Gu Yandong's expression was momentarily stunned.

Xia Qingning quickly stepped forward and tried to put those pillows back into the cabinet, but it was obviously in vain, Gu Yandong had already seen it.

When Xia Qingning finally stuffed the pillow back into the cabinet, when he looked up again, his face was completely red, his lips moved, and he didn't know what to say at this moment.

Gu Yandong smiled, confirmed his inner guess, and said with a smile: "You are my fan..."

Xia Qingning said with some difficulty: "Yes."

"I can see it, it looks like I'm still a diehard fan."

Xia Qingning seemed to be unsealed by the three words 'die-hard fan', and he relaxed a little, and finally found a way for himself, "I have liked your movies since I was young, and it has always been your fans."

Gu Yandong responded, "But I have always disapproved of close contact between celebrities and fans, especially the extraordinary relationship between celebrities and fans, between us..."

His expression was serious, not like he was joking, Xia Qingning's heart sank inch by inch.

He clenched his palm tightly, he shouldn't have had delusions from the beginning, "Sorry, I won't..."

"So stop fanning me."

The two spoke at the same time, and then stopped together.

Gu Yandong smiled, "You being my fan puts me under a lot of pressure, and I always feel like I'm flirting with fans."

Xia Qingning froze in place, she didn't expect Gu Yandong to say that.

Gu Yandong continued: "Don't be a fan of me, don't look at me with the eyes of fans, don't add any filters to me, just look at me with the most real eyes. I am not perfect, besides being an actor, I am also an actor. A normal person, I will have advantages and disadvantages just like everyone else. You can spend more time to get to know me slowly and realize what kind of person I am."

Xia Qingning looked straight at Gu Yandong. He had just experienced ups and downs in his mood. At this moment, he still hadn't recovered. It took a while to feel a different meaning from Gu Yandong's words.

He said that he doesn't want him to be his fan, doesn't want him to see him with a filter, and hopes that he can know the real him.

So who does he want him to be his?

Xia Qingning's heart throbbed, as if a cluster of vines called hope had grown out of his heart in an instant, and the vines were rapidly spreading across his heart.

Gu Yandong rubbed his head with a smile, "If you like these things, you can keep them. I still have a bunch of things over there, signed poster CDs and so on. If you like them, I will give them to you."