but you never loved me

Yan Zimu couldn't react when he heard the endless words, and subconsciously asked, "What?"

Ning Yi stared at him with a soft light in his eyes, and said again after a long time: "Let's try to live a lifetime."

Yan Zimu was a little sluggish, he understood what Ning Yi said word by word.But when he spelled it into a sentence, he couldn't understand it.Or can't believe it.

He felt that Ning Yi had become very strange since the reunion.At first, he also thought that Ning Yi had really come to his senses and realized that he might have a little love for him.

But when he was full of joy, Ning Yi severely destroyed his expectations.Even if he was gentle enough to himself in bed today, he couldn't erase the tyranny he treated himself that night.If you really like someone, how can you be willing to treat them like this?So it's not love at all.

But since he got sick, he didn't seem like a fake for his kindness to himself, and today he even said that he wanted to be together for the rest of his life.

So Yan Zimu was really confused, thinking of a question in his heart, he asked unconsciously: "Ning Yi, do you love me?"

He stared at Ning Yi with eagerness and expectation in his eyes.Ning Yi stayed there and didn't speak for a long time.Looking at his expression, Yan Zimu already got the answer.

He laughed at himself, how could he ask such a stupid question?People who are truly loved will not have such doubts.The flame that had just ignited in his eyes was extinguished in an instant.He turned over, not wanting to face Ning Yi again.Looking at his disappointed expression, Ning Yi felt a little uncomfortable.

He grabbed Yan Zimu's wrist, pulled him up from the bed, and hugged him tightly.He asked in a doubtful tone: "Without love, can't we be together? You will be with Xiaoyan for the rest of your life, right? You can't be love for her either."

Yan Zimu huddled in his arms, and said helplessly: "She is my daughter, this is different." Ning Yi opened the distance between the two of them slightly, looked down at his stubborn opening: "It's nothing different Yes, I can give you anything but love."

Yan Zimu took a deep breath, pushed him away, and said to him in a very serious tone: "Ning Yi, it's different. How can love and family affection be confused? Xiaoyan is my daughter, but I don't necessarily want to accompany her. She lives forever. Because she will grow up one day, and I will leave this world long before her. Only two people who truly love each other can be called lovers, and only lovers can stay together for a lifetime."

Ning Yi didn't understand why Yan Zimu was obsessed with these useless things.He loves himself, and he is willing to spend his whole life with him, isn't that great?Why does he have to get his love?He clearly knew that his love had already been given to another person without reservation.

He was a little annoyed and helpless, and Zimu looked at him with an impatient expression.Also losing the desire to continue talking, he turned over and lay down again, tightly closing his eyes.

Ning Yi originally thought that everything would be smooth sailing, as long as he said he was willing to be with Yan Zimu for the rest of his life, Yan Zimu would be flattered and agree.

But the reality broke his imagination, and anger rose in his heart at this moment.He looked at the bulge in the quilt, and said threateningly, with a low voice full of coldness: "Yan Zimu, I only give you this one chance. Even if you beg me on your knees tomorrow, I won't talk to you again." You are together."

Yan Zimu opened his eyes with his back turned to him, his eyes were calm and unwavering: "Okay, I don't want to climb high in your life. Let's continue our two-year agreement. After two years, let me and my daughter Just leave."

Hearing this sentence, Ning Yi's anger reached its peak, and with a "bang", he slammed the door and left.Yan Zimu was not frightened by the sound, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.