can you love me today

He took his clothes and walked out, but saw Chu Yu who had just come out of the bathroom.Chu Yu was wiping his hair, his clothes were half open, he didn't dare to look up, for fear of being discovered by the other party.

"It's packed? I'll wash it first. The water in the bathroom is already warm. You can go in and wash it now." He said as he put down his hand that was wiping his hair, and looked at Bai Yu'an very seriously.

Bai Yu'an felt that his face was almost cooked, and his head was almost lowered to the ground, "Okay, I, I'll go now." When he ran to the bathroom, Bai Yu'an took a long breath.But the redness on his face didn't fade in the slightest, instead the temperature of the bathroom smudged the redness on his face, which was very charming.

Chu Yu's room was much larger than his guest room, and even the bathroom was twice the size of his room, and there were many things stored in it.He saw a bathrobe on the shelf not far away, which seemed to be the same style as what Chu Yu was wearing just now, but he was just looking to see if he dared to touch his things.

The injury he got at the hotel in S City a few days ago hasn't healed yet, but for the sake of what's about to happen, he had to prepare for the expansion in advance.There was no such thing as lubricating fluid in the bathroom, so he could only use the shower gel to tidy it up in a hurry.

Chu Yu had never prepared him beforehand, and even the first time it was done was bloody.He still has a job now, and there are still a lot of things to do, so he can no longer handle it casually. He still has to make preparations first so that he will not be caught off guard if he gets into trouble in the future.

Bai Yu'an stood at the door for a long time before going out. It wasn't that he was dawdling, but that he was nervous. No matter how many times he had done it before, he would always feel nervous and scared every time he did this kind of thing again.Now he only hopes that Chu Yu can show some affection, and don't make him too miserable later.

The sound of "dongdong" knocking on the door startled Bai Yu'an, and hurriedly took two steps back.Chu Yu's voice came from outside the door, "Yu'an? An'an? Why haven't you come out yet?"

"Just... just came out." Bai Yu'an took several breaths repeatedly, and finally had to walk out of the room.

Chu Yu's hair was mostly dry, and he leaned on the head of the bed as if waiting for him. "Come out? Come and sleep." As Chu Yu said, he patted the bed beside him, and Bai Yu'an felt as if his hand was patted on his heart, making his breathing stop suddenly.

He walked very slowly, every step was like walking on the tip of a knife.He was desperately trying to comfort himself, telling himself: It's okay, isn't this person the one you love?You can forgive him for anything, can't you?So it's okay to do anything for him, right?

Bai Yu'an walked to the bed and stopped, Chu Yu looked at him with a smile.Bai Yu'an got on the bed lightly and crawled to Chu Yu's side.Chu Yu looked suspicious and was about to say something, but before he could speak, he saw Bai Yu'an kneeling beside him, undoing his clothes with trembling fingers.His face froze with fright, and he grabbed Bai Yu'an's hand in a hurry, "What are you doing?"

Chu Yu's face changed. If he was still smiling at him with a pleasant face just now, his face now is as frightening as a ghost.

Bai Yu'an's face was even more frightening, his face turned pale from being frightened by Chu Yu, and he looked at him with trembling lips, "No, no...do you mean that?"

Is he wrong?From the beginning to the end, the other party didn't seem to have said anything about him. Could it be that they really just slept together?

Chu Yu put down the ipad in the other hand, frowned and pulled back Bai Yu'an's clothes, turned off the light and pressed the person to his chest, with a helpless tone, "Sleep! If you don't sleep, I will Just satisfy your thoughts just now, and don't cry to me when the time comes." Although what Chu Yu said was not pleasant, his tone was very gentle, as if he was afraid that he would really scare him.

"I..." Bai Yu'an opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, I just said one thing and I didn't have anything to say.

"What me, I told you to sleep and still not sleep? Do you really want me to satisfy you?" Chu Yu said, pulling up the quilt on Bai Yu'an's body, and patted him on the back lightly, like It's coaxing him.

Bai Yu'an only felt that the corners of his eyes were moist, and he was a little hoarse when he spoke again, "You...what's the matter today? Some, strange..."

Only those who have never been loved will feel terrified when they receive a little bit of kindness from others.And Bai Yu'an was such a person, he was really frightened by Chu Yu.

He is very kind to others, as long as the other party treats him with two or three points of kindness, he will be moved to tears, wishing to return the other party with a hundred percent kindness.

Chu Yu never stopped patting his back, and seemed to be very patient, "Yuan, I want to tell you something, listen carefully. It was my fault before, and I didn't treat you well even when I got married. You have been wronged a lot. Now, I want to apologize to you. From now on, you, Bai Yu'an, will be the only one by my side. Will you forgive me and give me another chance?"

Bai Yu'an's eyes widened in vain, and the hands that were holding Chu Yu's sleeves were tightly tightened, with an unbelievable look in his eyes, "You...didn't lie to me?"

Chu Yu pressed his little head down again, "Sleep, why did I lie to you, I will settle these things with you slowly in the future, don't worry." He lied to me for so long knowing that I was looking for you , watching me get together with that Qin Jing with my own eyes, really...

"One more thing. Yu An, I hope you can tell me everything in the future. You have to tell me what you like and dislike, so that I can know. Today you entered the advertising building, and I will wait downstairs I’ve been with you for a day, and I saw your assistant buy you medicine. If you don’t like it, why don’t you say it? You should take care of your body, you know?”

Chu Yuxu chattered a lot, but Bai Yu'an never answered.Chu Yu thought that what he said made the other party uncomfortable, so he pinched his finger and shook it, "Yu'an?"

I only heard Bai Yu'an's low voice, as if hoarse, "You...the first time you treat me like this, I don't want to part with it, I'm afraid...I'm afraid there won't be any next time..."

Chu Yu's throat seemed to be blocked by something, this person lying on his heart, why is he always so pitiful.Why didn't he cherish him well before, only now did he know how good this person is, fortunately it's not too late, fortunately he still has a chance.

"Don't worry. Baby...As long as you want, as long as you don't leave, you will have it every day. I am yours, from head to toe. I will accompany you whatever you want. "