Unreasonable

There is even a kind of loneliness for no reason, but it is not quite like it at all.So he can only laugh along with Younan.

But meeting his eyes, maybe only for a moment, Xu Dan somehow felt that it was clearly a desire.

And a deep, deep sadness.

He didn't know why, but one thing must have something to do with Ling.

He turned his head and looked at the public screen. The big stickman led the little stickman all the way, like a kind of silent companionship.

I also remembered that Younan said that Zhiling gave him a notebook, and Zhiling gave him sunflowers. At that time, I just thought that this person was too poisoned and was just joking like everyone else.

But at this moment, he seemed suddenly willing to believe.

Back in the dormitory, he opened He Zhiling's dialog box, and repeatedly opened the chat records with him.

The most recent one was in July.

- It's raining heavily on me!

- that's good.The rain was heavy and beautiful.

How should I put it, looking forward to this kind of thing, I still look forward to it for a day or two, and it becomes a habit in a year or two, and wait until eight years...

It seems that I have lost the courage to believe in "one day" in the day-to-day disappointment, so I subconsciously characterize it as something that cannot happen.

It can only be regarded as faith, relying on instinct, to hope for a flower that I think has no fruit.

After everyone went to bed, facing the wall in the south, they edited and edited for a while before typing out a paragraph:

- Received the notebook, very beautiful, I like it very much, thank you.There are also flowers, sugar, and stick figures on the electronic public screen. I didn't expect you to remember them.Really, really thank you.The roommates are all very nice, and I am very happy to make friends with them.

After thinking about it, he typed again:

- I heard that you have returned to China, is it true?

After clicking "Send", his fingertips couldn't help trembling, and then he stared intently at the interface.

The screen dimmed a bit, he hurriedly clicked on the interface, and it turned on again.

So many times, when they realized that the three of them were asleep, they let the screen go off, put the phone flat on the pillow, and lay down.

Younan probably hasn't had such a dream for a long time.

"Younan, wake up, it's time to eat." Gentle fingertips caressed Younan's forehead, calling him softly.

The voice is very gentle, with Wu Nong's soft language unique to Jiangnan.

Younan rubbed his eyes with his hands, sat up in a daze, yawned and let others change his clothes.

The white ceiling is high, the floor-to-ceiling windows and curtains are all drawn, and the morning light breaks in unscrupulously, making the room seem a bit empty.

The woman in front of her was very gentle, and her voice was very comfortable, and she disappeared after talking.

Younan got out of bed with bare feet, tiptoed to open the bedroom door, it was suddenly dark, only the yellowish light was on on the coffee table in the living room.

"Younan is four years old, happy birthday." Her brows and eyes were curved, and her plain facial features were soft and peaceful.

"Why aren't you wearing shoes?" She came with a frown.

"It's so cold in January, go sit on the sofa first, and I'll go find shoes."

She covered Younan's little feet with her hands, and rubbed them lightly while exhaling.

After warming up, he took a small pillow to cover him.

"Nannan quietly makes a wish here, may I go find shoes for you?"

Younan opened his mouth, wanting to say "yes", but couldn't make a sound.

Then the candles on the cake went out, leaving only deep darkness...

Younan slowly opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling in a daze, calmed down, and frowned.

Regarding Aunt Lin, he has not thought or dreamed for a long time.

After a while, he shook his head and reached for his phone.

After unlocking, the interface still stays in the dialog box, the difference is that the other party sent two messages:

-Thank you, I found that the older you get, the more unfamiliar you are with me.It's good to make friends, try to make more.

- It's time to go back to China. I'm at the airport now.But there may be a lot of things to do after I come back, I will come to play with you when I am free.

Younan read the two paragraphs over and over again, his pupils dilated slightly, his pure black eyes remained motionless, and after a while, he seemed to suddenly come back to his senses, got up from the bed, and stared at the small window on the door. In the morning light, his breathing accelerated, and his chest heaved violently.

A kind of nameless joy grows like ivy in midsummer, wantonly winds to the blood of the whole body, rolling away thousands of blooming roses——

elated.

I am so happy that I want to fly to the sky and dance on the top of the clouds, I want to jump into deep valleys and clear streams, and I want to run up to the tallest building, and shout "I am super happy!" to the whole world.

But in the end he could only sit on the bed, buried his face in his palms, and trembled all over.

Looking up again, I don't know when, tears streaming down my face.

Zhiling, the shining Ling, grew up surrounded by roses, had all the unreserved love and care of his parents and relatives, and the pious and enthusiastic pursuit of the world, all the way is supreme glory, he likes Zhiling, longing for, and held in my heart for 12 years---

He is back.

Younan breathed a sigh of relief, typing, deleting, deleting and modifying, wanting to ask him "Can I come pick you up?" But in the end nothing was sent.

Putting down the phone, I couldn't help laughing again.

This day is considered to have entered the university in the true sense.

All the students, with dark skin, hurried to the classroom. The roommates found that Younan was in a particularly good mood today. The evidence includes but is not limited to—

Hercules, who is the average time to wake up in the whole bed, was the first to get up this time!

He who had always spoken with a flat voice actually started to add a sticky and crooked ending!

The little skinny guy who is usually too lazy to take a step and finds it tiring is now bouncing back and forth in the dormitory to clean up!

All ready to go, just waiting for class, and he also took out a notebook to organize the to-do list!

Ding Yixin leaned over and took a look, only to see that this person wrote in neat handwriting:

One, go to the bar to get my new term present.

Second, prepare birthday presents for

Ding Yi was curious: "Why do you have to go to the bar to get your new semester gift?"

Younan stopped writing when he heard the voice, turned around and pushed Ding Yixin away: "What can I do if he wants to put him in the bar?"

After confirming that no one would come, he half-covered and wrote "make a wish" later, thought about it and wrote a note in brackets.

(Remarks: special, personalized, in line with temperament, unique.)

The author says:

In the next chapter, Ling goes home!

Thank you for your support!

6. The sixth unreasonable trouble

◎I want to kiss and go to bed with him, it's the kind of liking for a lover. ◎

Until he walked into the classroom, Younan was still thinking about what birthday gift to give to Wishing.

The classroom is a bit big, and the few people there are sparsely populated.

To the left is a French window adorned with logs.It is said that the window is divided into a perfect square of 55 steps by large and small log strips.

Outside the window are light pink flower trees, one after another, when the wind blows, the petals will fall away.

Younan put the phone flat on the table in front of him, turned his head to look out of the window, his thoughts drifted wildly:

A couple of young lovers walked by on the stone bridge, and a white cat was squatting on a stone pier.Living in the heavy rain, unable to lose weight, being disliked by cats, and naturally having no cubs.

How miserable.

The girl held the book and nodded the cat's head. The man and the cat looked at each other. Ah, the girl is really the cutest creature in the world...

"What are you thinking about?"

You Nan turned his head and saw Xu Dan walking through the narrow passage between the chair and the desk, he lost his mind for a moment.

He speaks softly, with a touch of Wu Nong's soft language in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, and he sounds very familiar.

Coincidentally, Younan spoke with a similar rhyme to him, so he unconsciously became closer to him.Although Jian Ming's brain was scratched, he didn't figure it out, why he, an out-and-out Yucheng native who landed in Yucheng and grew up in Yucheng, did not speak like Yucheng, but matched his accent in Jiangsu and Zhejiang.

Younan shrugged and lay down on the table.

"I'm thinking, what should I give..." He paused, and then continued somewhat unnaturally, "...What birthday present should I give my mother?"

Xu Dan put the schoolbag on the chair, took out an introduction to literature textbook, put it on the desk, smiled slightly, and asked, "What kind of gift do you want?"

Younan looked at the flowering tree outside the window, and there were a few sparrows shaking their heads, pecking at the tree trunk from time to time.

"Be special. It's best to be unique in the world. It takes a lot of thought."

Xu Dan looked at him and thought for a while, then said softly, "Why don't you do pottery?"

Younan sat up straight suddenly, looked at Xu Dan and smiled, "That's a good idea!" Then he asked, "Do you often do pottery?"

Xu Dan smiled and shook his head, opened the book, stroked the corners of the book, and said:

"Not often. It's quite expensive to do pottery. But I like it very much. I like playing with mud since I was a child. I lived in the country at that time, and every time it rained, I went to the yard to dig mud. Sometimes I squeezed dolls, sometimes Knead the pots and pans, and it takes an entire afternoon."

Younan nodded, and the number of people around gradually increased."Will those pots and pans work?" he asked.

Xu Dan smiled and shook his head: "It's okay to put some small dry things. A ladle of porridge will turn the white porridge into yellow porridge. After a while, even the porridge and mud are spread on the table, making people unbearable to look at..."

Xu Dan made gestures while talking, and a group of girls approached chattering, talking about "Zhiling is really back", "I saw it with my own eyes", "He had a dinner with his friends", "It really looks really good", "He and His friends are really good, very good, the first thing to do when he returns to China is to contact them." Younan's ear tip moved, and his fingers curled up bit by bit.

It was joy at first, but it seemed to be overwhelmed by other emotions in just a moment.

Xu Danran said with a smile that it was far away, Younan looked up at the stone bridge half hidden in the pink flower trees, and suddenly felt bored for no reason.

All the thoughts that hang in the air on weekdays seem to fall to the ground in an instant, pressing heavily on my heart, going forward, backward, left and right