Unreasonable

Why did he put the knife on the bedside casually.

I do not know.

I don't know why things are the way they are.

I do not know.

Who can help me.

I do not know.

I'm so desperate...

He rolled over, lay down next to the trash can, curled up, and cried bitterly.

40. No.40 unreasonable trouble

◎I have plenty of time to coax you. ◎

"That's why Brother Ziyang hates Xiao Xiao so much, and you too...are you unhappy seeing him?" You Nan sat on the bed, covered with the quilt, bent his legs and wrapped his knees.

"Zi Yang didn't like Xiao Yuechen very much before. So he didn't like you very much when we met for the first time... You know, your eyes, at first glance, are quite similar to his. But I In other words... I'm not sad because of Xiao Yuechen. It's just that I think of Yu Liang when I see him."

Younan asked, "Is there any difference?"

Zhiling said: "It's very different. The former is Xiao Yuechen's fault, as if he made me unhappy. But it's not. I just miss my friends."

You Nan tilted his head and said cautiously: "You...don't hate Xiao Yuechen?"

Zhiling sighed lightly: "It's impossible to say that there is no complaint at all. But I don't think Xiao Yuechen is all at fault. After all, who is really at fault and who is really innocent?"

"But the two things I really have the most trouble with are, one is that a lover has gone through ups and downs, but in the end they can't get married. The other is that a proud man who has come out of flowers and applause, at an age full of infinite possibilities, was so loved Discarded lightly."

"Then you are gay..."

"I can accept others, but I can't. ——Okay, it's late, Younan, go to bed. ——Do you want me to tell you a story? You fell asleep before I told you last time."

Speaking of storybooks, Younan thought of Lin Xuemei, and remembered that Xu Dan was getting busier and busier these days, and he was obviously alienated from him.

He thought for a while, and asked Zhiling: "Zhiling, if I depend on you very much now, and I might not be able to live without you, why would you leave me?"

Zhiling flipped through a few pages of the storybook, seemingly thinking about this question.

After a long while, he said: "Maybe it's because there are some factors around you that make me unable to stay, or maybe, in comparison, there is another person who is also very important, and I will definitely not be able to live without me."

"Then do you think, if a person made such a choice more than ten years ago, do I need to ask now?"

Zhiling smiled and covered him with a quilt: "It depends on you. If this matter itself has made you entangled for many years, and it is difficult to rest day and night, then you should ask it clearly. If it is actually irrelevant, you I don’t care anymore, so it’s unnecessary. But no matter what, no matter whether this person has left or not, you should be grateful. It’s not a question, it’s just a peaceful talk.”

Younan nodded, "Then... If, I don't care too much about it, but this matter may involve a problem that has puzzled me for a long time, involving my entire family and childhood experience, I will go to Figure it out?"

Zhiling looked into his eyes: "Younan has already made a decision, hasn't he? ——Okay, do you want to listen to the story? I've been flipping through it for a long time."

Younan laughed: "Yes, yes. But Zhiling, I am not teasing you. Even if I have made a decision, I have to ask you to feel at ease."

Zhiling said: "Then I didn't see you often asking questions when I was abroad."

Younan smiled, "It was different then than now."

"Why is it different?"

You Nandao: "At that time, you were the light that could not be reached in the sky, and I could only rely on myself. Now you are the stove at hand, and I can touch it with my hand. The so-called mountain backing, you are beside me, and if you are willing to get close, I can do it." rely."

Hearing the last "dependence", Zhiling's heart moved slightly for no reason, and his brows and eyes were unconsciously tinged with a bit of tenderness.

"Well, Younan, isn't tomorrow Saturday? My cousin came to stay at my house for a few days, and my mother asked me to go home and help with my homework? Ah, they are all polite words. My cousin is very messy. Hold on, take me back to the town. Do you... want to come with me?"

You Nan Jing sat up: "Yes! Must! Absolutely! How can this kind of thing be avoided!"

As a result, Younan suffered from insomnia all night because of being too excited. He didn't close his eyes in a daze until dawn. Not long after, Zhiling came to wake him up.

Zhiling knocked on the door twice and got no response, so he opened the door with milk and bread and walked in.

The head of the bed is a newly replaced green lisianthus, matching the curtains illuminated by the morning light.

You Nan hugged the half-length dolphin, half of his face was buried in the soft pillow, and the remaining half of his face was calm and soft under the sunlight coming in.

Zhiling put the dinner plate on the bedside table and moved the vase inward.

"Younan, wake up, eat something first."

Younan turned over, turned his back to Ling and buried his face in the pillow and said in a low voice, "No, I'm sleepy."

Zhiling pulled the quilt: "Eat something before going to bed, okay?"

"No, I can't fall asleep after eating."

"Fill your stomach, or you'll have a stomachache."

"Let's talk about it when it hurts."

Zhiling was helpless.He tried hard to remember how Zhixun woke him up before, and after a little recollection, he found very sadly that he never seemed to succeed.

Looking at the scene in front of him where he changed his identity, cooked dinner, asked people to wake up and ignored them, he couldn't help feeling sad.

At that moment, he thought, I must repay my dad well in the future.

"That's fine. But I'm leaving for my house soon. If you still want to sleep, you can only talk to Li Ziyang..."

Zhiling was stopped by Younan who sat up in surprise.

"I'm up, I'm up, don't leave me alone to face Senior Brother Zi Yang."

Zhiling smiled: "Okay, you change your clothes first, eat your breakfast and go get your medal first..."

"You change it for me."

Zhiling, whose speech was interrupted for the second time, felt that Younan, who was angry with getting up, was unreasonable, and asked him with a smile, "How old do you think you are?"

You Nan raised his head: "Four years old!"

"Why four years old?"

He suddenly stopped talking.

When Zhiling came back after finding him some clothes, he muttered in a low voice: "Four years old is four years old."

However, the qi of getting up belongs to the qi of waking up, and changing clothes is still very cooperative.

After taking off the man's clothes, Ling turned his head to look, and said with a smile, "Is it my illusion? Younan, have you gained weight?"

Younan was terrified: "Am I fat? Am I fat? Is it unattractive to be bloated?"

Zhiling hurriedly put on his clothes: "No, it's pretty good..." Realizing that he was talking about Younan's body, he suddenly stopped talking, feeling a subtle sense of weirdness in his heart.

However, both of us are like this, and I am not impulsive, which clearly proves that I have a very pure love for Younan.

When should I discuss it with Li Ziyang.

But how do you say it?

Zhi Ling preset the scene in his mind:

"I took off Younan's clothes, and I didn't have any weird ideas. My feelings for Younan are the out-and-out feelings of an older brother for a younger brother."

——"Why did you take off Younan's clothes?"

"He asked me to change his clothes. Isn't it normal for a brother to change his brother's clothes?"

——"Why does my brother change clothes for my younger brother?"

Good question, I don't know either.

——"That can only show that his thoughts towards you are not pure!"

Only you are full of impurity.

Conversation collapsed.

Well, I'm the only one who knows about this.

As soon as the car got out, Younan fell asleep again, and after a while, he felt the car stop, Younan opened his eyes, saw that Zhiling was about to get out of the car, he grabbed his sleeve and asked him where he was going.

"I'm going to buy some candies. If you are unhappy on the way, I can coax you."

You Nan curled his fingers slightly when he heard this, turned his head away and said, "Am I so easily unhappy? Am I that kind of person?"

Zhiling smiled: "I'm so sorry, Nan, to be honest, your emotional changes are more exciting than a roller coaster. But it doesn't matter too much, I have plenty of time to coax you."

Ling came back after only a minute or two, and stuffed a candy into Younan's mouth on the back seat of the driver's seat.

At first, the taste was very light, but slowly, the milky aroma spread to the mouth, and the sweetness also soaked into the heart.

"Zhi Ling."

"Ok?"

"You are so kind. Super good, invincible good, very good, the best in the world."

Zhiling tilted his head and smiled.

The overall decoration of Zhiling's house is based on pink. It is said that Zhixun tried to resist back then, but compromised because of Su Yu's look.

The chandelier in the living room should be rotated down like a ladder, and the master bedroom should have a romantic rain of diamonds, of course, not real diamonds.Use metal for wall coverings and marble for floor tiles.What is said is light luxury, but in fact it is heavy luxury.The core concept is, how dreams come about.

Although Younan always followed Zhiling when he was a child, he really didn't come to Zhiling's house a few times.

As soon as the small wooden fence was pushed away, Younan Hezhi Ling Qiqi was taken aback——

For some reason, the roses in the yard were staggered, their petals were torn all over the ground, and some roses were uprooted on the spot.

The two walked in quickly, and as soon as they entered the door, they heard Su Yu's almost collapsed growl: "Su Chenshan! Get out of here!"

The next moment, a boy with Younan's shoulders slammed into his arms, Zhiling hurriedly pulled Su Chenshan away, and lowered his head to ask Younan how he was doing.

You Nan waved his hand, lowered his head and met Su Chenshan's gaze.

The boy was very handsome, with a few freckles on the nose, but it didn't affect the beauty of his face.His hair is chestnut, slightly curly, two ear stud earrings hanging in a row.

silver around the neck