It's not easy to be a little heart of an abusive male protagonist

a whole year.

During the year, his mother spent a lot of money on his medical treatment.

The money was not a small amount, and Cheng Zixiao knew it well, so even though he was sad, he still gave up the idea of ​​repeating the study.

"Do you know why I want to be a writer?" Cheng Zixiao finally heaved a sigh of relief when he said his worst experience in the most flat tone. He was tired after hiding it for so long. Everything is really unnecessary.

During the days with Xizhou, so many times of life and death, he has already seen through it. This may be the biggest gift the system gave him.

However, I don't know how Xizhou felt after he left.

"Because, it is Cheng Zixiao's soul that jumps in the words. Although he is dead, he can touch others. That is eternal life." Cheng Zixiao looked at Xizhou with a solemn expression, and found that after listening to his story, his hand It was all cold, so I couldn't bear it, and hugged him tightly in my arms.

His dream is an eternal flower, and his dream is the pistil of the flower, which always blooms undefeated.

"But this flower is a bit ugly." He thought of his poor prose, so he couldn't help laughing, sighed, and laughed at himself.

The dormitory was very quiet. Ever since he knew that Cheng Zixiao was a leukemia patient in real life, Xizhou's mind was a little blank.

The blood in his body seemed to be frozen. He was a little cold. Even in Cheng Zixiao's arms, he still couldn't feel the extra warmth.

He didn't speak for a long time, but was numb like a puppet.

Will his Cheng Zixiao really die?

"You breathe!" Seeing that he seemed to have not breathed for a long time, Cheng Zixiao hurriedly pulled him out of his arms in fright, and scolded him loudly. Unexpectedly, Xizhou hugged him again in the next second.

The man in front of him was tall, with profound features, and was very handsome, like a model, but when he was crying, he was uglier than mentally retarded.

He suppressed his throat, his voice was hoarse, and his low sobs could not be restrained from getting louder.

"Cheng Zixiao, what should I do? What should I do without you?" He said sadly.

56. We are back

◎The ending is rather hasty, don’t ask, it’s just that Monkey King’s writing is not enough◎

That night, Xizhou suffered from insomnia.

But the next morning, he didn't say anything, but bought breakfast as before, and accompanied Cheng Zixiao to school.

The days passed so quickly that it was like a movie played at double speed, and the school days were coming to an end in a blink of an eye.

When there were 30 days before the college entrance examination, Cheng Zixiao suddenly bought a bunch of Jianweixiaoshi tablets.

Xizhou asked him why he bought so much medicine?

He replied "digesting knowledge."

The squad leader felt that Cheng Zixiao was a bit brain-dead, but Xizhou felt that what his family Xiaoxiao said made sense.

Isn't it?One pair left.

During these days, everyone was silently brushing up on the questions. Time was tight, and Cheng Zixiao was no longer mischievous. He always frowned and lowered his head to think about problems. Occasionally, he fell asleep when he was absorbed in thinking.

When Xizhou saw this, he would always "slap" him on the head with the test paper.

The classroom was very quiet, and Cheng Zixiao's voice was a little loud.

Lao Liu threw the blackboard eraser very hard.

Because the study atmosphere was too tense, Xizhou proposed to visit Cheng Zixiao's house, and Cheng Zixiao readily agreed.

This is an old-fashioned community with narrow stairs and a small house, but the interior decoration is very warm.

The top of the sofa in the living room is covered with awards that Cheng Zixiao has obtained since he was a child. They are densely packed, and some of them are already yellowed and curled. However, Xizhou seems to see a half-grown boy holding the award and showing his big white teeth through the awards. , smiling brighter than the sun.

"I was smart when I was young, but when I grow up... I'm a little less naughty." Cheng Zixiao put down his schoolbag and lay down on the sofa with Ge You.

The old-fashioned popsicles in the refrigerator have a special taste even if they are eaten now.

He was halfway through eating when he heard the people in the kitchen open the door and jumped up from the sofa.

"You're such a grown-up, why come back and lie down? Don't you know how to do something? My classmates are still here, and they don't know how to entertain others. They just eat by themselves." Mother Cheng came out with a hot dish, and saw that she was sitting on the sofa. The son who didn't have time to stuff the popsicle into his mouth kicked it resentfully.

"Hey! The heroine has good legs." Cheng Zixiao grabbed the foot and patted it, his eyes were full of reluctance, and even the joke was a little sour. Xizhou watched the whole process, feeling uncomfortable.

Perhaps, there will be no such opportunity again, everyone understands that this is an additional wish, once experienced, it will be gone.

The two children each had their own sadness in their hearts, but Cheng's mother didn't. Putting down the hot dishes, she called everyone to sit down and eat, her enthusiasm made Xizhou a little unnatural.

He grew up in an orphanage, and he didn't have any concept of family affection, but under Cheng's mother's warm hospitality, he still couldn't help but eat a few more bites, looking at the bowl full of dishes, and Cheng Zixiao's happy smile, He seemed to have merged into a new world, and his atrium was filled to the brim.

After returning to school from my hometown, the real countdown to the college entrance examination begins.

Four days, three days, two days... Cheng Zixiao tore up the calendar, treating every day with his heart, and Xizhou was with him every day.

That's great, he always sighs with a smile.

He used to think this kind of life was very boring, but since he got Xizhou, he felt that the days were too short. The length of years was never measured by time, but by unfulfilled wishes.

There are not many opportunities to achieve his wish, so he should be happy.

It's almost done now.

On the day of the college entrance examination, Xizhou was a little unhappy. A certain author and examinee separated himself from his examination room.

He asked Cheng Zixiao what he meant by such a setting with a displeased face.

Cheng Zixiao kissed him and said, "I'm afraid he will affect my performance."

This day happened to be Cheng Zixiao's eighteenth birthday.

Waking up in the morning and eating a bowl of hot Changshou noodles, it seemed that the whole person had his own luck. Cheng Zixiao, who exuded golden light, was not nervous at all in the examination room, as stable as an old dog, and performed supernormally.

After finally finishing the college entrance examination, the classmates met for a drink together. Cheng Zixiao hadn’t had a drink since the first volume. The song attracted countless crowds of onlookers.

Xizhou sent him home but was stopped.

"Let's go... to open a room? Come-of-age ceremony, you give me a coming-of-age gift."

Cheng Zixiao pressed his hot lips to Xizhou's ear.

The cool breeze from the river brushed over the young man's heart.

Afterwards, in the dim room, he hugged Xizhou and kissed again and again, the ambiguous breath carried the sourness of parting, layer by layer like ripples in the tip of his heart.

For the first time, Xizhou bit Cheng Zixiao's shoulder hard.The latter sobbed in pain but did not push him away, but demanded even more frantically, again and again, endlessly.

The next day is to wait for the admission notice.

Cheng Zixiao felt that these days were more difficult than the college entrance examination. When the flowers were about to wither, he was extremely nervous every day, so he cried when he got the admission letter of his dream university.

Seeing this, Xizhou patted him on the shoulder and said nothing.

After graduating from university, Cheng Zixiao successfully entered his dream workplace and became a doctor.

The internship period was very hard. He often complained, but never gave up easily, watching the patients and their families coming and going in the hospital.

He seems to have seen another joys and sorrows.

Everyone's life is not easy, but everyone is working hard to live.

"Why not the author?" Xizhou couldn't help asking him.

Cheng Zixiao laughed when he heard the words, put his arms around Xizhou's waist and replied: "Because you can write the future stories, my soul is in your heart."

The days of hoping for eternal life were not very good, but in the short and beautiful years, he smiled so brightly.

Hearing these words, Xizhou finally reconciled with himself.

He accompanied Cheng Zixiao through the episode, and this period of time does not have to end with growing old together.

Because it is already very complete.

The world is shaking.

They should go.

[The satisfaction of the protagonists is unanimously [-]%! 】

[Congratulations to the two protagonists, the mission is completed! 】

[After completing the task, the system will automatically send the protagonist to the real world. This experience has no side effects and will not affect the body in real life. 】

[The task completion reward has been issued. 】

The system prompt sounded, and the movie ended.

Cheng Zixiao held Xizhou's hand contentedly, and said goodbye in the black and white world.

"I originally thought that as long as we go back, we can be together." Xizhou's voice was steady, with no trace of sadness or joy, but he held Cheng Zixiao's hand very hard.

He could no longer find the meaning of going back.

But he can't go against the wishes of the one he loves.

That is the belief that I have to stick to it even if I go through fire and water.

Live well, with Cheng Zixiao's share.

The wind is howling, tearing a huge hole in time and space.

Suddenly, a red light passed through the hole and turned into two red silk threads that quickly wrapped around their wrists.

In a panic, Cheng Zixiao and Xizhou looked at each other.

What is this red line?None of them knew.

"Dingling~dingling~" Immediately afterwards, someone walked towards them. In the dark space, that person's body seemed to be covered with bells and jade pendants, making rhythmic collision sounds as he walked.

Cheng Zixiao suddenly swayed, as if he had a connection with himself in reality, his head was dizzy, and there was severe pain in his arms and spine.

The sound of the heart rate detector suddenly sounded in his ears, and the whole room was as bright as day. He tried hard to open his eyes, trying to call Xizhou, but the surgical light above his head made him close his eyes again.

This closure is eternal darkness.

"Cheng Zixiao!" Seeing this, Xizhou hurriedly supported him,