My country is dead again [Rebirth]

The emperor's attitude towards this matter undoubtedly surprised many people, just like the last time the emperor insisted on sending troops south in the winter moon.

Therefore, after Shen Ci heard about this, he was also surprised. When Xie Ruzhuo invited him to the palace to teach riding and archery in the afternoon, he frowned preoccupied, his face was really not very good-looking, and said: "Your Majesty, forgive me, at this time Forming an alliance with King Yan to deal with Xu Zishen is the best strategy. Although we will have three battalions of troops in the future, Xu Zishen is also expanding his troops. We form an alliance with King Yan so that King Yan can help us march west from Ningya Hengchuan, we encircle left and right, and get twice the result with half the effort. But if Ning Ya is to be attacked first, and Xu Zishen is behind the scenes, the battle situation will be much more complicated."

The worries he said were not exaggerated. Although King Yan was not a good friend, they really shouldn't draw a line with King Yan at this time and fall into a two-line battle.And based on his understanding of Xie Ruzhuo, Xie Ruzhuo doesn't seem to be an emperor who doesn't know how to weigh the pros and cons, and temporarily backs down. In his previous life, he also chose to form an alliance with King Yan at the beginning, and his actions in this life were a bit sudden.

"Then according to what General Shen sees, it's time for us to form an alliance with King Yan?" Xie Ruzhuo's mood was already unstable, and his eyes were slightly bloodshot, "What about after that? How should I deal with King Yan?"

Shen Ci looked at Xie Ruzhuo, speechless.

Memories of the previous life flooded into my mind. Although the two of them had nothing to do with Yan Wang in the final analysis, he could not get around Yan Wang. He sighed and said: "I understand what your majesty means. Yan Wang will threaten For Jiangshan Sheji, killing him in advance is also a good thing."

Shen Ci's helpless expression seemed to hurt Xie Ruzhuo, he lowered his head and smiled sadly, and said: "Shen Ci, you don't like these, in fact, you don't have to force yourself to stay by my side, I will let you go, you go back to Nangu Stay with your master and wife, or I will send you to the south of the Yangtze River, which is far away from the Pei family." He drew a bow, as if carefully adjusting the direction of the arrow, "King Yan is my uncle, but I still If you want to kill him, even if I form an alliance with him today, I will kill him. I am destined to kill more people in the future, maybe I don’t think they deserve to die in my heart, but if the emperor wants them to die, they have to die.”

Accompanied by the word "death", the arrow flew out, Xie Ruzhuo intentionally missed the direction, and the arrow barely pierced the edge of the target, but the sound of breaking wind, which was full of murderous aura, trembled sharply. Ci's eardrums, it seems that the arrow is not a target, but a person, and there will be warm blood dripping from the tip of the arrow.

He held his breath subconsciously, and his heart couldn't help beating fast. Xie Ruzhuo's appearance at this time was what he was most afraid of seeing in his previous life.

I can't remember when they first quarreled, but I still remember the first time they quarreled until they were quiet for ten days and a half months.

In Xie Ruzhuo's previous life, he rejected the suppression of the cabinet even more than he is now. Back then, the cabinet intervened a lot in the investigation of the guards. Xie Ruzhuo promised to let Sun Bingde's student Chen Zhang go to Beijing as an imperial envoy to check the guards. When he wanted to go to Fanzhou, he had to cross the river. Chen Zhang The boat he was on capsized, and most of the people on board died.

Later, the court tacitly said that it was Pei Yuankai who sent someone to do it. Shen Ci met Pei Yunjing by accident, and learned from him that Pei Yuankai was indeed involved in this matter. Pei Yuankai did not agree to make some deals on the Suojun matter, knowing that the cabinet will not let him go easily this time when they send someone to investigate.And Xie Ruzhuo actually found Pei Yuankai, tacitly allowed the Pei family to tamper with the ship, and killed the imperial envoy, and then sent Du Ruo there. On the surface, he didn't make any big moves, but secretly divided the Pei family's power in the guard army. But it did not benefit the cabinet.

When Shen Ci learned about it, he couldn't believe it. Chen Zhang hadn't done anything harmful to nature, and because of this fight for power, Xie Ruzhuo actually secretly made a deal with Pei Yuankai and killed him.

Facing his questioning, Xie Ruzhuo admitted without further ado, and deliberately angered him, telling him that he was such a person, ruthless and merciless, to achieve his goal by any means, and the road to success was destined to be paved with bones and blood.

At that time, he only felt that Xie Ruzhuo was very strange. Xie Ruzhuo said that he had always been too simple, seeing everything in black and white, and no matter how many years it took, he couldn't accept these things.

He thought, he really couldn't understand these things. When he was in a high position, he even hated socializing and socializing, and endured it countless times because of Xie Ruzhuo.

From then on, there seemed to be a natural moat between him and Xie Ruzhuo, whenever something happened, Xie Ruzhuo would push him to the other side of the moat, and he stood alone opposite, indifferent and alienated.And he always couldn't understand such and such things again and again. He couldn't see that Xie Ruzhuo lost himself more and more on this road, and tried to pull Xie Ruzhuo back, but failed again and again, so there were many quarrels between them, Calm less.

In the eighth year of Longxing, Pei Yuankai died, and the prosperous Pei family finally fell. The army in Cangzhou was incorporated into the imperial court.Xie Ruzhuo wanted to deter him with treason, and the official wrote a letter denouncing that this act was not done by Mingjun. The soldiers in northern Xinjiang have been guarding the border for many years, and they have worked hard without credit.

Shen Ci didn't know what he was thinking at the time. He once said to Xie Ruzhuo that with him around, Xie Ruzhuo would be a sage in front of him and behind him.

When he came to the throne at the age of 17, no one knew that Xie Ruzhuo was carrying heavy burdens. Such a broken country had to be cleaned up by a 17-year-old boy, and such a declining dynasty had to be revitalized with difficulty by himself.

The official historian should give him a conclusion of a Mingjun, the undisputed Mingjun, the master of Zhongxing, should be the holy sect.

A few days later, Shen Ci asked for a battle in Jiangbei, took away the direct army of Pei Yuankai's old army, used them as bait to set a trap, and defeated Xu Zishen, but the entire army was wiped out, and none of them came back.

So far, Cangzhou is finally at peace.

After returning to the court, he was read dozens of books by the officials. After all, Pei Yuankai was also his biological father. He was responsible for the downfall of the Pei family and killed his father and brother.Although in his heart Pei Yuankai should pay for his master and wife's life, but people in the world don't think so, he had a bad reputation at that time, and after this time, he was even more infamous.

Xie Ruzhuo threw those playbooks in front of him, his eyes were red with anger, and he said sharply that he didn't need him to do these things.

He smiled instead, Xie Ruzhuo was obviously angry because of his distress, he still cared about him, and that kind of extreme anger also made him understand that Xie Ruzhuo knew that there was no turning back, and he didn't want to drag him into obsession, at least he stayed out of it, He is clean.

In the 11th year of Longxing, they returned to Pingdu. King Yan had been an ally with them nine years ago, and they pacified the world together. It's raising tigers to cause trouble, and putting people back into the fief is letting the tiger go back to the mountain. Xie Ruzhuo once again became murderous.

But this move is to cross the river and demolish the bridge. The emperor's mind is better than the righteousness of helping him, and he still kills his own uncle.

Xu Zishen has been fighting outside all the year round, and he is not an emperor who often goes to court. There is a stale smell in Huangji Hall that has not been popular for a long time. Xie Ruzhuo is wearing a black dragon robe, sitting quietly on the dragon chair, the dark sky light covers his entire face. All shrouded in shadow.

"Xie Ruzhuo, do you know that once you make a move, you will add to your mistakes!" Shen Ci put one hand on the table, with gloomy eyes, and said angrily, "King Yan didn't do anything at this time, you said he was plotting against you!" The heart is unnecessary! Can you block the mouths of the world?"

Xie Ruzhuo's chest heaved slightly, obviously holding back his anger, and he replied loudly: "If I dare to do it, I dare to silence everyone! Shouldn't King Yan be killed? Everyone knows Sima Zhao's heart, shouldn't he die?"

"It's not that I don't want you to kill King Yan! There are obviously better solutions to some things, why do you have to force yourself into this look? Is this really what you really want in your heart?"

"What better solution? I am the emperor, I can't wait! For me, the best solution is to kill him before he is fully fledged!"

"Kill them all? How many people are you going to kill? Are there tens of thousands of soldiers in the hands of King Yan? They used to be my comrades. You can return to Pingdu today. They have contributed to your bloody battle. They don't owe it to you." What about you, and those two cousins ​​you hugged, do you have the heart to do it?"

"Why can't you bear it? If someone told me today that the crown prince colluded with King Yan, I would still kill the crown prince. I have taught the crown prince for ten years, and I can do it!"

"Xie Ruzhuo! You are enough!"

"Shen Ci! You are enough! How many times have you said it? If you don't like to hear it, treat me as a deaf person! You feel disgusted and want to question me again. What's the point?"

"..."

Shen Ci couldn't remember how long they had been arguing back and forth, but he only remembered that they were exhausted after arguing.

The wind and rain were coming outside the hall, he sat on the steps in front of the dragon chair, and Xie Ruzhuo and Xie Ruzhuo were silent for half a stick of incense, and the dark clouds weighed on the golden hall. He sat quietly for a long time, and when he spoke again, he was surprisingly calm.

"Let's wait later, as long as King Yan makes any movement in Ningya, we will have a chance to send troops." He said, "I will take his life, and I will help you kill anyone you want to kill. But not now, you just returned to Ping Du, is at the pinnacle of prestige, at this time, killing the donkey, the nephew killing the uncle, and the emperor killing the heroes, the prestige will plummet, and it will be a dishonorable stroke in the history books in the future."

Xie Ruzhuo was also tired from the noise, and his emotions were no longer intense, but he was very close to him, but his voice seemed to be far away: "Only now is the best time to do something. Once you let him go back to Ningya, you will let the tiger go back to the mountain. Which emperor's hand?" The body is not covered in blood, and if I kill him, I will be infamous, but I can naturally secure this position. As for future generations, whatever, I can’t hear anyway, so I can say whatever I like.”

"What can you do? Kill more people?" He laughed, "Xie Ruzhuo, people can't be killed, and you're not a tyrant. Listen to me, Fangyan King returns to Ningya, don't do anything on the way."

"Shen Ci, I am the emperor, do you know what the emperor means? You never regarded me as an emperor, you just regarded me as the sixth highness you knew more than ten years ago." Xie Ruzhuo also laughed, "Yangyang For thousands of years, how can there be an absolute Mingjun? Which emperor is not a dragon chair that is dripping with blood, stepped on a dragon chair climbed on the bones, and sat firmly on the throne. After all these years, why haven't you understood?"

"Because I don't want you to become like that." He was actually calmer than Xie Ruzhuo that day, and seemed to have expected a certain ending, "The Xie Ruzhuo I know is the emperor I have served my whole life, but not a heartless emperor. He holds the power of life and death, but he should not be imprisoned by power. He is a living person, he should have his own emotions, and he should do what he likes."

Xie Ruzhuo said: "I am such a person. I have come to this point. I will never leave the dragon chair and give up the throne in this life. It has been ten years, Shen Ci, everyone around me seems to have changed, even Sun Bingde I am old and tired, only you, never changed. You are still so stupid, so naive, sometimes..." Xie Ruzhuo paused for a moment, he turned his head and looked directly at those pair of peach blossom eyes "Sometimes, I really want to hug you and roll into the bloody mud together, and let you... be as dirty as me, and never even think about crawling out in this life."

Hearing such cruel words, his eyes turned red instead, he lowered his head and smiled, stood up and walked to Xie Ruzhuo's side, stroked those beautiful eyebrows and eyes with rough fingertips until the end of his eyes turned red, and then used a slightly dumb The voice said: "Since your majesty said so, it is acknowledgment of his feelings for the minister. Then the minister asked plainly today, the minister is pleased with your majesty, and wants to make a private life with your majesty, will your majesty agree?"

Xie Ruzhuo's breathing was disordered, there were crystal tears in his eyes that were about to fall, but under his restraint, they just rolled in the eye sockets, he avoided the hands by the corners of his eyes, as if an important part of his heart left forever He stretched his body and his voice trembled: "Shen Ci, it's too late, it's too late... Let me tell you, Shen Ci. I have already sent all the Jin Yiwei out of the city, and I should be very close to King Yan now. Today must be him At the time of his death, I will not only kill him alone, but also kill the roots. My cousin, cousin, and the five-year-old cousin will go to Huangquan to accompany him. His soldiers, staff, personal guards, My confidant, I won't keep any of them." Xie Ruzhuo seemed to be a little crazy, and suddenly laughed again, and burst into tears, "Shen Ci, do you still want to make a private life with me? Do you still want to live with me for the rest of your life? "

Shen Ci's hands were clenched into fists, and the veins on the back of his hands were exposed due to force. Xie Ruzhuo looked at him indifferently: "Is it really what you want to live with me now? Maybe in another ten years, you will Seeing a stranger me, you will dislike me, disgust me, and we will only keep arguing, separating, arguing, and separating again. Do you want to live a life like this?"

There was thunder outside the hall, and it exploded. Shen Ci shook his head and chuckled, his eyes were moist, and he pushed his head back again, saying: "Xie Ruzhuo, you are the most stupid and innocent person... What are you talking about?" I don't understand..."

He looked at Xie Ruzhuo silently, that was the last time he wiped tears for Xie Ruzhuo, touched that smooth jade face for the last time, and sighed softly: "Qingzhuo, you are so stupid, how can you let Jin Yiwei go?" There is no need to unload the knife when entering the palace, and press the handle of the knife with the right hand, whispering, "If you want King Yan to die, then he will die."

The big raindrops fell down, he calmly left the palace, calmly went to gather the five thousand troops under his command, rushed out of Pingdu, and caught up with King Yan who returned to Ningya.

Heavy rain, thunder, and blades shattered into distorted pictures. In fact, King Yan brought more people than them, but the five thousand soldiers and horses were trained by comparing with the Beidi cavalry, and they were the most valiant soldiers who followed him in the southern and northern wars. The army of iron and blood finally turned this battle into a killing.

For the first time, he felt that killing people was so peaceful. When he cut off King Yan's head, he didn't even blink his eyes. He looked at the corpses all over the floor, and suddenly saw Xie Ruzhuo sitting alone on the pile of corpses, his hair gradually turning white. There was no one around.

But he can no longer be with Xie Ruzhuo. What he can do is to make himself a bone under Xie Ruzhuo's dragon chair.

Xie Ruzhuo, you don't understand anything...

I would like to exchange my whole body, flesh, blood, courage and soul for your holy name to be immortalized forever. Naturally, I am also willing to use my life to love you and protect you, just like back then.

He knew that the court would criticize him the next day, Xie Ruzhuo was in a dilemma, so he took the 5000 people out of Lezhou and went to Cangzhou by himself.

On the next day, Xie Ruzhuo faced the thousands of turmoil in the court, and personally issued an edict to remove the title of marquis that was conferred on him just yesterday.

He accepted the imperial decree on the road, and then continued on the road non-stop. When passing by Ning Ya, he cut off all the forces of King Yan. He showed no mercy to his former comrades, and finally did not let Xie Ruzhuo move his hand.

In the 30 years of his previous life, he actually only stayed in Pingdu City for one day, and spent the rest of his days in the northern Xinjiang he was familiar with until his death.

In the last three years, he has been thinking quietly every day. In fact, history is always helpless. Future generations will never see the authorities walking on thin ice, their lives like grass, and they only know about merit and demerit.

And he is the same with Xie Ruzhuo, he has never thought about the problem from Xie Ruzhuo's point of view, and always blames Xie Ruzhuo as an outsider.He could understand Xie Ruzhuo's hard work, but why didn't he understand the desolation and loneliness after the hard work? Sitting on the dragon chair, Xie Ruzhuo was suffering and loathing every day, but in the end he still gritted his teeth to do those things, to be a real Emperor, if you harden your heart, it won't hurt anymore.

But as Xie Ruzhuo said, it was too late.

In his previous life, he understood it too late.

The moment before his breathing and heartbeat disappeared, he was thinking that Xie Ruzhuo lost his composure by crying that day and softly begged him not to leave, but he left so resolutely, Xie Ruzhuo must hate him.

If there is an afterlife, is Xie Ruzhuo still willing to come to him?

There really is an afterlife, he will never break his promise again...

I will accompany Xie Ruzhuo from birth to death, understand his hard work, and also understand his loneliness.

The sun slowly slanted to the west, and Shen Ci didn't know whether this is the next life, or just repeating the past life again. He held Xie Ruzhuo's hand and said in a hoarse voice: "Your Majesty, I will not leave. If your Majesty chooses The road is destined to be lost forever, and that minister will also accompany you." He pulled out an arrow that Xie Ruzhuo held tightly in his hand, "Whoever your majesty wants to die, I will help you to kill him."

Xie Ruzhuo's hands trembled, as if he wanted to say a lot, but in the end he fell silent.

He seemed to be struggling, fearing the disappointment after all these years, but he still didn't dare to take that step after all.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Shen Ci sighed: "I'm sorry, the reason why I persuaded His Majesty to form an alliance with King Yan was also out of consideration of the situation. If His Majesty doesn't want to, it's not a big deal. I will go to attack Ning Ya."

In fact, he still wanted to ask, why in this life you would choose to kill King Yan at this time instead of forming an alliance.

He felt that he was very close to the answer, but like a timid person close to his hometown, he also began to be afraid, how should he face Xie Ruzhuo?Has the previous life really been written off?Has Xie Ruzhuo ever liked anyone else?Does Xie Ruzhuo hate him?

He didn't ask those words until he left the palace at dusk.

Xie Ruzhuo followed him to learn how to ride and shoot. He was in a sleepy mood all the time, and he didn't talk to him much. He scratched his hair in boredom. What was more worrying was why he made Xie Ruzhuo unhappy again.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if everyone can understand the differences between the two. Xiao Shen is an upright idealist. He has a simple mind and doesn’t have so many twists and turns when thinking about problems. He is a general who can fight , but he is destined to be unsuitable for court, so in his previous life, he was always unable to understand many practices of realistic Xiaoxie.For Xiao Xie, this is what he has to do. As an emperor, he has a lot of helplessness. He has to sacrifice a lot of his own ideas for the sake of the country. He has already sat in this position, and there is no turning back. Therefore, in fact, he himself is also very contradictory. While arguing with Xiao Shen, he also hates his own behavior. He feels inferior that he is not worthy of such a clean and good person as Xiao Shen.

When they are reborn in the first life, they will learn to think differently, and the price of learning this truth is that they lost each other in the previous life and left deep regrets, which are bought at the price of death and life.

To put it bluntly, this is the eternal difference between idealism and realism, and there is a lack of good communication and empathy.

Maybe for me, and for many readers, the previous life is destined to be difficult to understand, but this is why, as Bai Yueguang's first article, I want to write the purpose of rebirth article. In my heart, the greatest charm of rebirth is that it can make up for Regrettably, in the reality of "no regrets in life", I can have a dream: maybe in a parallel time and space, there is a person named Xie Ruzhuo, and there is a person named Shen Ci, they can have regret medicine in their lives, and they can go To mend the love they had missed.

希望小可爱们可以理解前世不成熟的两个崽崽，给他们一点时间，一起见证他们这一世的happyending，和小扶苏一起做一个“人生可以重来”的美梦~么么！感谢在2021-04-1520:36:49~2021-04-1618:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!