The indescribable "I"

Bai Jiu wanted to wake up.

Azathoth wanted to wake up.

At this moment, he is him, and he is also him.

The boundary between man and God is so thin and fragile.

The bitter long wind swept across the dark and empty ether void, spreading the howling sound of destruction to the corners of the universe outside the order as always, and the pale stars that have not yet disappeared are staggered and arranged, dancing around the darkness frighteningly.

Standing on the high platform built out of thin air, Nyarlathotep looked at the strange appearance of Azathoth with indescribable eyesight of ordinary people. It was because it had not changed since ancient times that he felt even more strange.

His body had a short-term discomfort. The gods playing around Azathoth were part of his soul. One of them died just now. Although it was insignificant, he had to admit that he would also be affected.

An extremely terrifying disaster is brewing in the chaotic center of the universe, spreading outward from the most central position.

First of all, some of the stars, together with the creatures on them, were annihilated in this world before they could utter a scream.

All the constituent substances that can be described in words were swept away in this sudden shock. Time and space appeared chaotic flow here, and the boundless darkness left only the substances that represented the original chaos.

He should wake up.

Bai Jiu, who has a strong desire, made all kinds of processes that he didn't know good or bad in a daze.

If it continues like this, Azathoth will not have to wait for the death omen star Gehros, he will wake up due to some accident.But somewhere in the dark, Bai Jiu had a short period of sobriety amidst the complicated drowsiness.

He had some ideas in the confusion that was not yet awake, temporarily borrowed a little authority, did not fully open his eyes, and passed through hundreds of billions of billions of years, and this time was compressed into just a second.

——A water-blue planet is slowly flowing.

In Nuoda's universe, it is so inconspicuous and the same.

...is also so beautiful and special.

It was once loved by countless Old Ones, and there are still many gods under its surface.

If there is no accident, they will also sleep forever like the original one.

What he cares about is not the countless living beings on this planet, but only one thing he is always attached to.

The line of sight continued to extend for no reason, filtering out all the messy information, and he finally saw what he wanted to see.

In an unremarkable house, a handsome young man clasped the hands of a sleeping person on the bed, with a worried expression on his face.They have the same beautiful faces and have the most intimate relationship in the world.

Waves of turbulent ripples appeared in the sleeping soul.

He wants to see him.

This is his strongest desire.

Wake up and meet him?

—No, he shouldn't wake up.

If he were to wake up, the source of his desire-pointing would also dissipate.

So what to do?

His subconscious mind told him what he could do.

How you got here is how you get back.

—He will “wake up” in another way.

Following this wish, the soul placed in the blind and ignorant god transitions in a peaceful way. He leaps down from the highest peak of all things, and passes through numerous barriers of time. go.

He chose to give up the supreme glory and degenerate from a god to a man, what a stupid behavior in the eyes of some extremely cruel species.

But it doesn't matter, some overly emotional genes will always win over unnecessary rationality.

Then, Nyarlathotep found that the signs of Azathoth's awakening had disappeared, as if there had never been one.

"That's interesting." The god who has been pursuing pleasure as the ultimate goal has been laughing. As one of the pinnacles of life, His laughter itself is a small disaster, making the stars in the distance twinkle.

The Pharaoh, who was dressed in countless glory, smiled heartily, shook his body, and disappeared in place.

The Creator continues to dream his own dream.

Without special interference, he re-weaves his own dreams, and after they are formed, they flow to deeper and farther places.

Stars are destroyed and reborn, creatures die and reappear.

The music dedicated to Him has been played without interruption.

He is the Creator of all things, representing both cruel destruction and redemptive new life. He has no thoughts of his own, and these two contradictory two walk together in his blind and foolish sleep.

【嘿嘿——】

[Praise the great god of blindness and ignorance! 】

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It seemed that he had just woke up from a long dream, and he couldn't remember the content of the dream at all.

The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was a white ceiling. I don't know what night it is, but I must have slept for a long time.

It stands to reason that after sleeping for so long, after a short period of twilight, he should be considered full of energy.

Not only did Bai Jiu not rest well, but he felt that he was so tired that he couldn't even lift a finger, and his body seemed to be run over by ten large trucks.

"water……"

As soon as he opened his mouth, his throat was as if it had been sanded.

"Come right away." Almost a second after he opened his mouth, the cold edge of the water glass touched his lips, Bai Jiu didn't bother to move, and took a few big gulps with half-closed eyes, so that his throat felt better.

The person who handed him the water was very patient all the time, kept one movement, and asked again: "Brother, do you want more?"

Only then did Bai Jiu completely open her eyelids, and glanced at him lazily.

The reason why such a lazy posture made him perceive a familiar atmosphere, which completely relaxed his nerves.

Otherwise, if someone approached with malicious intentions, Bai Jiu would immediately sweep away the haze in his eyes and strangle him by the neck.

"You brought me back?"

His memory stopped abruptly at the moment when the clown said that he wanted to explore the depths of his soul, and he couldn't remember anything after that.

However, Bai Jiu can speculate about what happened next, probably because the clown's bold behavior alarmed Yvette, who was connected to his soul, and then Yvette followed him to kill the other party, and then saved himself.

As he expected, Yvette said, "Yes."

Bai Jiu nodded slightly, the indifference and divinity that had not been completely eliminated made him subconsciously forget the fate of others.

At this moment, he was completely attracted by the very alluring smell in the air, and his stomach growled very appropriately.

Yvette understood in seconds, "Brother, how about eating first?"

But then, he said hesitantly: "The food seems to be cold, do you want to redo it?"

"Just heat it up." Bai Jiu has never been able to understand Yvette's emphasis on the taste of food. It is clear that the taste of the two of them is just a display, and everything they eat is almost like chewing wax.

Yvette made it clear, and went to work immediately.

He is the only one who is busy. Since he has contracted all the housework in the family, Bai Jiu only needs to go to school every day, and go home on time for dinner. Yvette will pass him a bath towel when he takes a bath, and tidy up the changed clothes , except for Bai Jiu who insisted on rubbing the underwear by himself, Yvette was responsible for everything else.

She is the snail girl who can get full marks.

I don't know what Yvette learned from the Internet, and once he even asked him enthusiastically if he wanted to help him solve his physical needs, and explained that he had learned a lot of methods very intimately.

For example, turn up the pleasure, tentacles, props, mind control...

He patted his chest and promised that Bai Jiu would be released to his satisfaction——

All right.

stop-

Bai Jiu sat at the dining table, chewing a piece of meat indifferently, feeling that if he continued to think about it, his thoughts that had been clean for decades would become dirty.

In a certain respect, he was just as indifferent as X. He was excited only a handful of times, and even if he did, he just dealt with it carelessly.From a certain point of view, the Internet is really a good place to train people.

But no matter what, Yvette let the single Bai Jiu live the life of a man with a wife to take care of in advance.

Although it was the same in another world before, and Yvette would try his best to do something for him, but after being influenced by big data, it is different.

The corners of the table that has been in this house for more than ten years are not neat, so of course it was thrown out and replaced with a brand new long table, even the chairs are matching, and a grid with a suitable color is spread on the table tablecloth.

The flickering chandelier has been retired early, the walls have undergone a renovation, and are painted with warm and warm colors. According to Yvette’s strong request, the kitchen has been equipped with many new kitchen utensils, and there are a few extra pillows on the finely crafted sofa. , The TV has also been replaced with a big screen.

There are traces of changes in almost every corner, but there are no major changes, and it doesn't cost much.

Finally, with one more person in this family, it has the taste of a normal home.

A series of dishes carefully prepared by Yvette entered Bai Jiu's stomach with some success. He always only ate [-]% full before stopping his chopsticks.

After filling her stomach, Bai Jiu finally remembered to ask about the situation of Yvette's school.

——His brain seems to have been controlled by extreme indifference, and it is only now that the feeling is slowly disappearing.

The two squeezed together on a sofa, and Yvette spoke in a low voice, apologizing.

"I'm sorry, brother, I seem to have caused you some trouble."

Bai Jiu froze for a moment, then his first thought was——

Could it be that Yvette accidentally didn't control his power and killed the whole school?

Oh, that's quite a hassle.

And before he was assassinated, he felt that someone outside was trying to shake the barrier. Maybe it was someone from the country who dealt with this matter, and after Yvette rescued him with the same face, they were both on the official side. Filed.

Maybe they didn't know the truth, and put all their debts on Yvette. Now they are staying at home after dinner, maybe the official people are already on their way to arrest them.

The more Bai Jiu thought about it, the more he felt that his idea made sense.

He was calmly prepared to explain things unclearly, to escape overnight, or to be more ruthless, if the other party attacked them, he was ready to kill the other party together.

How to say, Yvette also caused such a result to save him, and the two of them had to bear this kind of thing together.

While he was thinking, Yvette continued to say: "It seems a bit like the group of people in the country you told me about, brother. I was accidentally seen by them, but I can't silence them, sorry?"

"that is it?"

Bai Jiu's train of thought was interrupted, and he asked in a daze.

"There was also a group of evil/religion-like guys who wanted to kill me, but I killed them."

Yvette seemed to feel that he had made a huge mistake, and he didn't dare to hide anything. Contrary to his nature of always being obedient, he told the whole story honestly.

He was already ready to be a fugitive, but when he heard that his true face was only discovered, Bai Jiu suddenly felt that this trouble was not a big deal.

But it was quite abrupt to be noticed by the country, but since he returned to the world where the dangers were concealed under peace, he already had the intention of being discovered by others.

However, given his somewhat harsh style all the time, he decided to reprimand Yvette in a pretentious manner.

But when he maintained a suitable expression, but suddenly saw Yvette's uneasy face, he decided to simply say a few words and forget it.

Then--

As soon as it got out of hand, he admitted that his heart was getting softer.

"I admit that it's a little troublesome." He habitually said in a stern tone, but for some reason, when he said the next sentence, his tone became a little softer, which showed that he had a clumsy gentleness .

Just thinking that when Yvette rescued him, there might be something unclear. He was trying to change his duplicity.

"Okay." He said softly, "It doesn't matter, I will handle everything."

Bai Jiu hugged the half of her body that needed a little encouragement comfortingly.

The author has something to say: Yvette will never do something that really makes Bai Jiu angry.

Just like Bai Jiu would never be angry with Yvette.

Woohoo, by the way, they're really not in a relationship right now!