Rebirth of the white-eyed wolf

Yan Qingyue has gone crazy.She felt like all her sanity was gone.Maybe she never got better.

She felt like her world had collapsed.I wish I could die now.Now that she is dead, will she be able to keep up with Yang Ziwan's footsteps?Now that she is dead, will she be able to catch Yang Ziwan immediately?

But she can't die!

She hasn't seen Yang Ziwan's body yet, so she can't die yet!

Maybe Yang Ziwan is still waiting for her to save her, maybe Yang Ziwan hasn't given up yet.How can she die?Who will save Yang Ziwan when she dies?No one can save Yang Ziwan!

What are you doing now?Yan Qingyue felt in a daze that he was lying on the bed.

No, she can't lie on the bed, she is going to save Yang Ziwan.

She had a hunch that Yang Ziwan must be at the bottom of the cliff.

must be there.

She wants to go down to save her, how can she lie on the bed and sleep? !

wake up! !wake up! !

Yan Qingyue wake me up! !Aren't you going to save Yang Ziwan? !

Yan Qingyue forced his body to move, but he couldn't move at all.No, not like this!

Be sure to wake up.She forced herself to relax her teeth, stick out her tongue, and bit her own tongue hard.

The pain is getting stronger and stronger.The smell of blood filled the whole mouth.However, Yan Qingyue was still biting tightly, pushing harder and harder!

Finally, Tetong stimulated her to open her eyes and woke up from the coma.

She jumped up from the bed all of a sudden, her bloodshot eyes opened wide!Turn your head and observe your surroundings!

It was the hotel room, the room where she and Yang Ziwan lived.

She remembered that she was getting equipment in the corridor before she lost consciousness.

right!She needs to prepare the equipment immediately.

Regardless of finding out who knocked her out, Yan Qingyue immediately got up from the bed, hurriedly changed into neat clothes, put on his shoes, and left the room.

She needs to get the rope and flashlight first, as soon as possible!

Because the hotel is on the mountain, these basic equipment are still available. Yan Qingyue spent some money to get these things.She got a raincoat, and after inquiring about the route, she went into the mountain.

Fortunately, it is a scenic spot, and the mountain is not very high.If it is replaced by a virgin forest, there is no possibility of survival.

Yan Qingyue tied the rope to the railing, buckled one end around his waist, and slid down it little by little.She knew it was dangerous, but this was the fastest way, she couldn't walk around slowly from behind, because Yang Ziwan might not be able to wait.

The rope is not long enough.

Yan Qingyue was hanging in the air, not knowing whether to go up or down.It would be a waste of time if she went up again, and if someone found out, it would be difficult for her to get down again, but she couldn't go down now.

She couldn't see how deep it was below.If you really jumped, you might die.

After thinking about it for a moment, Yan Qingyue smiled again.Why are you afraid of death when things come to an end?Why would I be hanging in mid-air like this now?

Thinking of this, Yan Qingyue closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and when he opened them again, everything was determined.She slowly let go of one hand, then groped for something to climb, and then let go of the other hand.

Fortunately, this cliff is not too steep, otherwise, I don't know what would happen. Yan Qingyue said that she was climbing down, but in fact she was sliding down at all. The friction between her body and the rock wall made her almost cry out in pain.She gritted her teeth and continued to use her hands and feet.Almost fell down several times.

When she finally reached the bottom of the cliff, her clothes were all worn out, and her hands were all worn out.

But she didn't see Yang Ziwan.

Isn't Yang Ziwan at the bottom of the cliff?Or is it because the place where she came down is different from the place where Yang Ziwan came down, so she couldn't find Yang Ziwan?

Yan Qingyue felt that he was about to despair.She took out the flashlight from her bag, and looked around while calling Yang Ziwan's name.

Yang Ziwan, don't you want me?Are you still going to leave me in this life?

Yan Qingyue shouted, feeling a little bit desperate.The rain mixed with blood and tears flowed into his mouth together, salty and astringent.Yan Qing hated this smell more and more.

Then, amidst the faint cry for help, she finally found Yang Ziwan.

She was lying in the puddle like this, covered all over, in a mess.

Yan Qingyue rushed over, tears streaming down her face, she opened her mouth but couldn't make a sound.

"Hehe..." Yang Ziwan let out a weak laugh. "Didn't... think, I can... hold on until... see you for the last time..."

"No...not...not the last...not..." Yan Qingyue panicked and wanted to hug Yang Ziwan, but remembered the knowledge on TV, and dared not move Yang Ziwan's body at will.

"What to do... what to do..." She said helplessly, not knowing where to put her hands.She felt that at this time, she seemed to have returned to the time when her parents died in her previous life. She was also panicked, at a loss, and at a loss, not knowing what to do.

"My leg is broken... my hand... also hurts..." Yang Ziwan said, "Help me... fix it..."

Yan Qingyue nodded quickly.

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When Yang Ziwan woke up, she found that Yan Qingyue was carrying her on her back, crying and shouting, while trembling forward.

"Yang Ziwan, Yang Ziwan...we're going out soon, we're going out...definitely can go out...definitely can go out..." There was sobbing and unconfidence in the voice.

In fact, there is no confidence at all, right?It was such a dark night, and I had no experience in surviving in the wild, and I was injured again.Where can I go out with confidence?

"Take a break... Yueyue..." Yang Ziwan leaned weakly on Yan Qingyue's back and said.

"Auntie, Auntie, you are awake... you believe me, I will let you out, I will definitely go out..."

Yang Ziwan suddenly felt tired.

So be it... be it life or death...

Life is my life.

Death is also my life.

Yan Qingyue kept walking with Yang Ziwan on his back like this, with despair, but he didn't dare to stop.She just kept walking, because she was afraid that if she stopped, the only thing waiting was death.

It wasn't until the sky finally dawned and the rain gradually became lighter that Yan Qingyue finally saw the road ahead.

They finally escaped from this forest.

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Later, Zhang Jiayi's affairs were revealed and he was arrested.It turned out that this chance encounter was not a chance encounter at all. Zhang Jiayi had followed them for a long time, but they didn't realize it.

As for the motive, Yang Ziwan actually already knew it.Zhang Jiayi has been clamoring to see Yan Qingyue for the last time before he is willing to explain everything clearly.Yan Qingyue didn't want to see her.

Yang Ziwan's arm was broken, and her right leg was also broken.The old people of the Yang family almost passed out after hearing the news, and hurried over the next day.Fortunately, none of these injuries were too serious to recover from.

Yang Ziwan didn't know until the third day that Yan Qingyue's right hand was broken and the ligament was torn.The doctor said that although it had no effect on my life, I would no longer be able to play the piano in the future...

Yang Ziwan couldn't believe all of this, Yan Qingyue couldn't play the piano anymore?What about Yan Qingyue?What about her dreams?

Yan Qingyue didn't take this matter too seriously.

"It's okay, auntie." Yan Qingyue sat by Yang Ziwan's bed, drinking the porridge made by grandma with his left hand, and said with a smile: "I think it's worth it, just use one hand, you can get back yours. Life, I think it's worth it."

Yang Ziwan said that Yan Qing was crazy.Only Yan Qingyue knew the panic in her heart.Even though Yang Ziwan narrowly escaped death this time, Yan Qingyue always felt that this person was so fragile and couldn't feel at ease. He always felt that Yang Ziwan might have disappeared when she turned around.

She always felt that she had to pay some price, and she thought that the blood circulation of her hand was the price.God exchanged Yang Ziwan's life with his own hands. Compared with it, she earned it.So she has nothing to be dissatisfied with.I only hope that this hand of hers can really make Yang Ziwan's back half safe and sound.

"Then what will you do in the future? What about the orchestra?"

Yan Qingyue smiled and said, "I can do other things. I'm so smart. If I'm not an artist, I can do a lot more, or I can become an actor? Auntie, didn't you say that I am suitable for relying on my appearance? Or be my own boss ?Maybe you can make a fortune."

Yang Ziwan was angry when she saw Yan Qingyue like this. "Why do I feel that you are happier when you are disabled?"

Yan Qingyue just smiled and said nothing.

Life is like drinking water, whether it is happiness or pain, in fact, only you know.

Zhang Jiayi still insisted on meeting Yan Qingyue.

In the end, in order to cooperate with the work, Yan Qingyue, accompanied by the police, went to see Zhang Jiayi.

Sitting opposite Yan Qingyue, Zhang Jiayi cried and said, "Yueyue, you must hate me now, don't you? You will never forgive me for the rest of your life, will you?"

Yan Qingyue sat expressionlessly, not saying a word.

"You don't even want to talk to me now?" Zhang Jiayi cried, "Actually, I don't want things to become like this, I really don't want to... I, I don't know what I was doing at that time? Actually I just wanted him to give up on you! I just wanted to be with you...I just love you."

"Is this the way you love me?" Yan Qingyue finally said with a cold face.

Zhang Jiayi apologized while crying, his words were intermittent, and he didn't know what he was talking about.

Yan Qingyue said: "In the beginning, I really hated you to death. You were the one who wished to die. But now I don't hate you anymore. I only hope that I have never met you in this life. I don't want to meet you again, you Life or death has nothing to do with me."

For Yan Qingyue, to hate someone is to keep someone in her heart, but now she only wishes that Zhang Jiayi doesn't exist for her.

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Zhang Jiayi was taken away.Before leaving, she looked back at Yan Qingyue who was still sitting there motionless.She didn't even understand what she was doing.

Obviously at the beginning, she just wanted to stand beside the whole person, she just hoped that when this person was only her aunt, she could still see herself distractedly.

It was originally such a small wish, but when did it become like this?

On the day Zhang Jiayi was sentenced, Yan Qingyue did not show up.As she said, she never appeared in Zhang Jiayi's life again, nor did she let Zhang Jiayi appear in her life.

Afterwards, both Yan Qingyue and Yang Ziwan recovered from their injuries, Yan Qingyue did not rely on his face for food in the end, but chose to start his own business.

In her spare time, she would also play the piano for Yang Ziwan, because she couldn't play for a long time because she couldn't use her hands hard all the time.But she just wanted to play it for Yang Ziwan to listen to alone.This is enough.

Sometimes Yan Qingyue would dream that he was standing on the stage again, and when he woke up, he found that there was nothing left.But with Yang Ziwan, she is also satisfied.

She still keeps in touch with friends in the orchestra, and occasionally goes to the W Orchestra's performance with Yang Ziwan.Life is very leisurely.

Two years later, the relationship between the two was exposed by troublemakers, and the family experienced a bloody storm.Yang Ziwan looked at Yan Qingyue who was standing in front of her and blocked Wang Jing's punishment, and suddenly felt that this little white-eyed wolf, this girl with advanced stage II illness, had also grown up unconsciously.

Because of coming out, the two of them were kicked out by Wang Jing and the others.

The war lasted for a long time, and the parents became older and gradually couldn't control them anymore. In the end, loneliness overcame everything, and the old people began to miss their children.Although there was always a lump in my heart, but no one mentioned it again.

There is only one thing, after Yang Ziwan and Yan Qingyue go home... they cannot sleep in the same room.

This made Yan Qingyue really love and hate going home.Every time Yang Ziwan saw Yan Qingyue like this, she couldn't help making fun of her.

It was another thunderstorm, Yan Qingyue stood in front of the window sill and looked at the lightning outside and said dissatisfiedly: "We originally agreed to go out for a walk together, but finally we have the weekend, but we have to stay at home all the time."

Yang Ziwan put down the book in her hand, turned her head to look at Yan Qingyue, maybe it's because rainy days always make people feel a little bit emotional.She looked at Yan Qingyue and said, "Isn't it good to stay at home with me like this?"

Yan Qingyue turned his head to look at Yang Ziwan, and blushed just looking at Yang Ziwan's smile. "No, it's good." She said, "It's good to be with you."

Because she was a little emotional, Yang Ziwan said to Yan Qingyue: "Yueyue, did I ever say I love you?"

Yan Qingyue opened his eyes wide and looked at Yang Ziwan.

Yang Ziwan said: "I always feel like I've said it, but I don't think I've said it."

"You didn't say that." Yan Qingyue said, with aggrieved voice and expression.

Yang Ziwan lowered her eyes. "So I really haven't said it before? I'm sorry I'm not very good at saying this, so Ken may not be very good at it in the future, but..." She looked at Yan Qingyue and said seriously: "Even if I don't say it too much in the future Three words, I also hope that you can know that I have always loved you very much. Forever is too long, but I hope that I will only have you as my partner in this life, and I hope that you will only have me as my partner."

Yan Qingyue wanted to cry a little bit.She found that ever since she was with Yang Ziwan, she always had the urge to cry. "Okay." She said, "When we're done with this life, I hope I can still tell you I love you."

Yang Ziwan smiled.

Just live like this for the rest of your life.They didn't live well with each other in the previous life, so they should cherish this life even more.

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