Rebirth of the white-eyed wolf

"It's all because of you! Yang Ziwan! It's all because of you!"

"I don't know what's wrong with me... Maybe I'm really crazy."

"In fact, many times I suspect that I have been crazy since the moment I was reborn. None of this exists, but I am just dreaming! I dreamed that I was reborn, and I dreamed that you were also reborn , and then dreamed that I fell in love with you, like a madman."

"I'm crazy, that's why I fell in love with you, Yang Ziwan, I'm in love with you, do you know that?"

"Yan Qingyue, you are a lunatic!!! Crazy!!! Get out of here!!! Get out!!! I never want to see you!!!"

"You don't want to get out, do you?! Well, I'll go. I don't want to see you again in this life, the next life, and every lifetime!"

……

In fact, it's not that I don't want to see it.In fact, I don't want to say such a thing, and I feel heartbroken when I say such a thing, but there is no way.

Yang Ziwan looked at Yan Qingyue and cried and said: "But there is no way... I am already like this, but you have a bright future, you have your own music dreams, love is like walking on thin ice, how can I expect extravagantly? Love is vigorous, life It's really plain, when one day the plain life extinguishes the fire of love, what should we do? How can we ruin the future because of this extravagant hope?"

……

"I just like you, so I hate you so much?"

"Yes. So you go."

"Yang Ziwan, are you willing to see me only after I die?"

"Even if you die, I won't see you."

"It's not that I really don't want to see you. In fact, I was very sad when we separated... Yan Qingyue, don't die."

……

"I was very scared. When I found out that I fell in love with you, you didn't even know how scared I was. I think it was God's revenge on me, revenge for how I treated you in my previous life, so I fell in love with you. Isn’t that just revenge on me? But I can’t help it, I can’t control it, Yang Ziwan, I can’t help not loving you. I can’t even think of when I started falling in love with you, and there is no cure Now, do you think it's ridiculous or not?"

"Yang Ziwan, you are so cruel."

"Auntie, I wish you happiness."

"Auntie, it's okay, even if you can't be together, it doesn't matter. We will always be by your side. If you don't let me appear by your side, I won't appear by your side. If you let me appear by your side, I will immediately will appear by your side!"

"I can't love you. But I hope someone can love you. So Yang Ziwan. Next time, you must find someone who loves you, and you must be happy. Otherwise, I will pester you and haunt you for the rest of my life."

……

You are not the only one who is afraid, but not everyone has the courage to face it like you.

Yan Qingyue didn't finally wake up until the morning of the third day. At that time, Yang Ziwan was helping her wipe her hands. She was a little unskilled, and she was afraid of hurting Yan Qingyue, so she moved very lightly.She was wiping Yan Qingyue's fingers when she noticed that Yan Qingyue's fingers moved.

Yang Ziwan looked up quickly, and saw Yan Qingyue staring at her with open eyes.

"It's not like this..." She said softly: "It's not like this anymore, music is my life, but I am willing to give my life to you...Yang Ziwan..."

Yang Ziwan felt very distressed, she gently helped Yan Qingyue wipe her fingers, after a while she looked up into Yan Qingyue's eyes, and said softly: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Yan Qingyue cried. "I... can I see you in the future..."

Yang Ziwan nodded.

Yan Qingyue said: "But I... still like you."

"It's okay." Yang Ziwan wiped away her tears and said, "It's okay, you can see her if you like."

Yan Qingyue bent his fingers and gently grabbed Yang Ziwan's hand. "I can't... regret it."

"I will never go back on my word."

Aiqin is like walking on thin ice, but in a person's life, he is always willing to risk his life for one person, and always forgets who he is for one person.They even died once, what else would they not dare to try?

Yan Qingyue felt that the happiest time in his life was probably now.

Dreams come true, and the people you like are by your side.There are no cold eyes, no hurtful words, she can see her, she can be with her, and she doesn't have to be afraid to get angry even if she glances at the other party.For the first time, she thanked God for allowing her to be born again. For the first time, she felt that the rebirth was God's kindness to her, not to punish herself.

Yang Ziwan was helping Yan Qingyue peel apples.

"I don't know what's wrong with the apples here. They're all red snake fruits. They don't taste good at all. It's very difficult to find an apple." A long one.She cut the apples into small pieces and fed them to Yan Qingyue with a toothpick.

Yan Qingyue felt that his whole body was floating.

"Yang Ziwan, I want to eat apples too." Nadi said weakly beside her.

Before Yang Ziwan could speak, Yan Qingyue replied with a cold face: "If you want to eat, cut it yourself." It would be better if there was not a light bulb next to it.

Nadi looked sad. "I won't."

Yan Qingyue squinted his eyes and said coldly: "If you don't know it, don't eat it."

Nadi: "Qingqing, you are so cruel."

Yan Qingyue continued to feel chilly. "You can go back."

Nadi looked at Yang Ziwan with a full face. "Zi Wan~~~"

Yang Ziwan smiled and handed the plate to Nadi. "Don't listen more and more, she is just losing her temper."

Nadi enjoyed it with a smile. "Enen, Qingqing has always been stingy, Ziwan, the apples you sliced ​​are really delicious."

Yan Qingyue felt jealous for a moment!I didn't expect that there was such a young person next to me!Is this poaching?She stretched out her long hand, picked up the plate in front of Nadi, picked up the apple with a toothpick, and ate it in one bite.

Nadi shouted angrily from the side: "Qingqing, why are you doing this!!"

Yan Qingyue turned a deaf ear to Nadi's yelling, and lazily said: "This is not yours. You can go back after eating a piece.

Nadi looked at Yang Ziwan pitifully. "Zi Wan~"

Yang Ziwan picked up an apple with a smile and said, "I'll help you peel another one." Sure enough, they were all children, but they had to fight for an apple.

In the end, Nadi took the apple that Yang Ziwan had peeled and was swept out by Yan Qingyue.

"She's just a child. It's rare to have such a friend abroad. Don't bully her like this." Yang Ziwan said while tidying up.

Yan Qingyue said angrily: "It's just a friend, now is the time to leave quickly."

Yang Ziwan smiled and did not answer Yan Qingyue's words.

"Yang Ziwan."

Yang Ziwan raised her eyebrows. "what?"

"Will you always be by my side?"

When Yang Ziwan saw Yan Qingyue's expression, her heart softened. "Yes, coming of age ceremony, let's go home." She said.

Yan Qingyue looked incredible.

Yang Ziwan said unhappily: "What? After staying abroad for so many years, don't you want to go home?"

Yan Qingyue shook his head. "I want to, but I dare not."

Yang Ziwan looked at Yan Qingyue and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault." She thought for a while and smiled and said, "Go back to China, no matter how you think about it, I think foreign countries are very dangerous." I don't want Yan Qingyue to stay abroad any longer.

She didn't dare to face Yan Qingyue before, so she let Yan Qingyue stay abroad, but after this incident, she has already figured it out, and naturally she will not let Yan Qingyue continue to stay abroad alone. It is to stay by her side and let herself take care of her to make her feel at ease.

Yan Qingyue felt like crying again.She looked at Yang Ziwan and nodded.

Do you know what heartless words made me sad before?Do you know how painful I have been for more than a year?But I like you so much, so even if I am so sad and sad, I can't help being happy just because of a word from you, and I can't help but want to promise you everything.

I like it so much that I forget myself.

In mid-November, Yan Qingyue returned to China amid the cries of Na Di and the dissatisfaction of the team leader and teachers.

"Qingqing, you are about to abandon us like this. Our friendship for such a long time, you are so cruel."

"Yan Qingyue, do you really not consider staying? China can't give you better development."

Yan Qingyue looked at the person in front of him with a paralyzed face, and said, "I know."

"Now that you know." The teacher said sadly, "Then you should stay in Vienna. This is the ocean of music and your best choice."

Yan Qingyue nodded and said, "This is indeed the holy land that musicians dream of." She paused, then smiled lightly. "But I would rather stay with my family now."

Music dream, this is the dream she has pursued for two lifetimes. In her previous life, she was unable to complete it due to various restrictions. By Yang Ziwan's side, she felt that the air was full of her favorite music. "Maybe China is not as good as here, but as long as she is willing to watch, I am willing to show her only one person for the rest of my life." Since she is a lunatic, she must always do something that only a lunatic can do, right?