Rebirth of the white-eyed wolf

The doctor explained: "Don't be nervous. There is a big difference between psychological problems and mental illness. Things are not as serious as you think. But psychological problems are different from ordinary diseases. Anything in the outside world may cause a person's psychological problems. And even if there is a psychological problem, it may not be manifested immediately. Some people may have encountered something when they were young, which had an impact on her, but because there is no certain stimulation, they have been buried in their hearts. It didn't explode until something stimulated her."

Yang Ziwan listened in confusion, she didn't believe it, how could Yan Qingyue have psychological problems?

"What now?"

"My suggestion is to find a psychiatrist for treatment. We can't do anything about it."

When Yang Ziwan returned to the ward, Yan Qingyue had already fallen asleep after taking the medicine.Sitting beside Yan Qingyue's bed, she kept thinking about the reason why Yan Qingyue became like this.

In Yang Ziwan's impression, there was only one thing that dealt a major blow to Yan Qingyue and might cause Yan Qingyue's psychological problems.

That was the death of Yang Zixuan and Yan Aotian.

But she always thought that Yan Qingyue got out of that incident.How could it become what it is now?

Yan Qingyue's situation was not very good, he was holding on to Yang Ziwan all day, worried that Yang Ziwan would be overwhelmed.Yang Ziwan took Yan Qingyue to meet Su Yan.

Yang Ziwan didn't tell Yan Qingyue to see a psychiatrist, but only said to meet some of her friends.

Su Yan said that Yan Qingyue's situation should be caused by the death of his parents when he was young, and there was no one to comfort and care in time in the later stage, and it was caused by the long-term lack of love.With this stimulation, it will explode like this.

Su Yan asked Yang Ziwan if the family paid close attention to Yan Qingyue's situation after Yan Qingyue's parents died.

Yang Ziwan didn't know how to answer.She paid attention to it in this life, but she didn't know if she paid attention to it in her previous life.

Vaguely, Yang Ziwan felt that this incident should have something to do with Yan Qingyue's life in her previous life.In her previous life, when she took care of Yan Qingyue at Yan Qingyue's house, Yan Qingyue's elementary school was about to graduate, but Yan Qingyue's parents died when Yan Qingyue was in the third grade. What happened to Qingyue.She only occasionally heard Zhang Ziying say that they had a bad life in those three years.Zhang Ziying's health is not good, and she is too old to raise Yan Qingyue independently.Yan Qingyue was too young and had no ability to take care of himself, so during those three years, they were all transferred among relatives.Zhang Ziying didn't say anything about what the relatives did to them. Yan Qingyue had a bad relationship with Yang Ziwan before, so naturally he couldn't say anything.Yang Ziwan didn't ask either.

Afterwards, it was already a matter of this life to have a good relationship, so it was meaningless for Yang Ziwan to ask again.

When Yang Ziwan arrived at Yan's house, Yan Qingyue and Zhang Ziying were no longer living with their relatives.The two lived on a meager subsistence allowance.

Thinking about it now, something must have happened in those three years.But now Yang Ziwan has no way to know what happened in those three years.Naturally, Yan Qingyue's heart knot couldn't be untied.

In the following days, Yang Ziwan saw that Yan Qingyue had been like this, and finally told her the truth, and finally she said: "I will not commit suicide, because I don't love Li Mojin at all, don't worry. Get a good night's sleep."

Yan Qingyue looked at Yang Ziwan in surprise, wondering if he had digested the news he just heard.

The affairs of Yang Ziwan's company can no longer be delayed, and they must rush back to deal with them immediately.Originally, he wanted to take Yan Qingyue home and let Wang Jing and the others take care of him.But Yan Qingyue did not agree.

"Auntie." She looked at Yang Ziwan and said, "I know you are not taking me to see your friend. In fact, you are taking me to see a psychiatrist, right?"

Yang Ziwan was silent.She knew that there was no way to hide it from Yan Qingyue, and what she was worried about now was how to get Yan Qingyue to cooperate with the treatment.

Yan Qingyue said, "I'm going back to Vienna."

Yang Ziwan looked up, and saw Yan Qingyue continue to say: "Doctor Su found me a very good psychologist, and I will continue to see him in Vienna. Auntie, don't worry." She smiled. "When my parents died in my previous life, I felt that I couldn't survive at all, but you see, I have survived until now. After you left, I was alone in a foreign country, and I felt that I could not survive. But I have survived until now .I can eat, I can drink and I can sleep, and I haven't even lost weight on myself. So... you're right. Nobody can't live without them."

Yan Qingyue turned to look at Yang Ziwan, and said, "So I will live on, live normally. If you want to leave, then leave."

Yang Ziwan was taken aback, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable.

Yan Qingyue said: "Auntie, I will learn to give up, so don't do it again. It's not worth it."

Yang Ziwan didn't know what to say.Isn't this the result she has been hoping for?Now she got it, but she didn't even know what mood to use to face the current result.

happy?It should be happy.

She asked herself this way, looked at Yan Qingyue and said, "Okay, take care of yourself."

Since it is the ending I hoped for, now that I finally got it, there is no reason to give up at all.

Yan Qingyue looked at Yang Ziwan, and said very seriously: "I can't love you. But I hope someone can love you. So Yang Ziwan." She took a deep breath and said while crying: "Next time, you must Find someone who loves you, and you must be happy. Otherwise, I will pester you and haunt you for the rest of my life."

Yang Ziwan didn't speak any more, she took a deep look at Yan Qingyue, turned around and left.

Is this the last farewell?See you next time, is it right?

Ziwan Yang, Ziwan Yang, Ziwan Yang.Yang Ziwan told herself over and over again, since she has obtained her hope, why are she sad now?

……

After half a year.

Yan Qingyue is 18 years old.

She has graduated from school, but she didn't choose to go back to China, but stayed in a foreign orchestra. Every time during the festival, Yan Qingyue would send back a lot of gifts, and also put a lot of money into the family's bank card, Looking at the gifts and the amount of money, Yang Ziwan and the others knew that Yan Qingyue had a good life abroad.

But Yan Qingyue never said that she would go back to China for a visit. She is already working now, and there are no winter and summer vacations, and the vacations are short. Naturally, it is much more difficult to come back than when she was a student.But he never came back, and the old people at home were always very disappointed.

When the child grows up, it is like an eagle with plump wings and will not come back again.

Yang Ziwan also received a gift. In fact, for more than a year, she received a gift from Yan Qingyue every month. Every time, she carefully opened the gift, read it carefully, and carefully packed it up.

She cherished it, but she never showed her cherishment, and she didn't even make a phone call with Yan Qingyue.

Yan Qingyue sent an email back, which said that she has been receiving psychological treatment and is recovering well now.Yang Ziwan felt relieved.

So be it.

She thinks that in a few years, Yan Qingyue will forget about herself, and when she reaches her age, Yan Qingyue will find a boyfriend, get married and have children, maybe the other person is Chinese, maybe not, no matter what.

And she guards the company for Yan Qingyue, and when Yan Qingyue wants to come back, she will return the company to her, then retire by herself, travel around, what should she do, or she can find Shan Ming Take care of yourselves in a place with beautiful water.

Yan Qingyue passed away, and the elders in the family hoped that he could go home for the coming-of-age ceremony.

Yang Ziwan thought about it, in her previous life, she died without waiting for Yan Qingyue's coming-of-age ceremony, and in this life, Yan Qingyue might not return to China for the coming-of-age ceremony, and she might not have the chance, this regret will always be with her for the rest of her life.

October [-]st, National Day.Yang Ziwan received a call from a junior high school classmate.Invite yourself to a class reunion.

The people who held the class reunion were Zhang Jiaxue and Wang Yuqi.

Yang Ziwan agreed without thinking.

These two people have been good friends since childhood, and later they separated due to various reasons. Yang Ziwan is naturally happy to be able to meet and get together now.

The class reunion was held in S City, and the participants were all junior high school students, most of whom were married and had children.

Wang Yuqi smiled and stood at the door waiting for Yang Ziwan. "It's rare to hold a class reunion, and you still have to pretend to be a big name for me."

Yang Ziwan smiled and said: "This is a rare class reunion, and you still have to play tricks on me."

Zhang Jiaxue came out of the room with a smile on her face, and said, "This is a rare class reunion, and we will chat privately outside when we meet. Hurry up and go in."

A few of them were smiling and hurried in. The students hadn't seen each other for so many years, and it was rare to see each other now. Naturally, there were endless things to talk about.

Some complained about their leaders, some complained about their colleagues, some complained about their children, and some complained about their husbands.The topic is never ending.

As we talked, we talked about the fact that there were still a few people who were not married at the scene.

A few unmarried women complained: "There is no way, all the good men have gone to stir up trouble, and there is too little left for us."

The scene started to complain in an instant, and some male compatriots disagreed. "How could you hurt the hearts of our straight men so much!"

"Labor and capital are also one of the four good youths, okay?"

"Damn! What's wrong with straight men? Don't you women always be attracted by the radical party, okay? We also have a lot of straight men and handsome men."

Several people complained again, and Yang Ziwan drank the coconut milk in her hand, watching the gay men around her toasting toasts, and those who were drunk were toasted.

The phone in her pocket vibrated suddenly, Yang Ziwan picked it up and saw that it was Yan Qingyue's call.

"..."

To accept or not to accept?

Yan Qingyue hadn't called her for half a year, and Yang Ziwan didn't know what to choose for a while.

The phone was still ringing persistently, Yang Ziwan was in a mess.I thought I had let it go, but now I realized that I would be in such a mess because of a phone call from the other party.Even at a loss.

Since I don't love, since I no longer see each other, what is it for now?

Wang Yuqi noticed this, looked at Yang Ziwan's phone, and said, "En? It's your little niece's phone call? Why didn't you answer it?"

After such a short time, the phone has been disconnected, Yang Ziwan smiled and said: "It has been disconnected, there should be nothing wrong, I will call back when I go back."