Rebirth of the white-eyed wolf

"Yang Ziwan, what's the matter with you?" Yan Qingyue naturally saw that Yang Ziwan's state was not right, so he asked immediately.

Yang Ziwan, however, didn't say a word, she just fell stiffly towards Yan Qingyue.

Yan Qingyue was startled, and hurriedly caught Yang Ziwan.

The body in the embrace was very thin, but it was extremely hot. Yan Qingyue was startled when he hugged her, and immediately reached out to touch Yang Ziwan's forehead, and it was really hot.Yang Ziwan was already in a daze, she could more or less realize that she was being hugged by Yan Qingyue, but now her limbs were weak, she couldn't move at all, she couldn't struggle at all, she could only let Yan Qingyue hug her back room.

Yan Qingyue was still young after all, although he was tall and Yang Ziwan was light, but his strength was relatively weak after all, so it took a lot of effort to carry Yang Ziwan back to the bed in the room.

She carried Yang Ziwan to the bed, carefully helped Yang Ziwan cover the quilt, and then followed the way Yang Ziwan did in memory, and began to look for antipyretics in a panic, but there was no antipyretics in the room, I really don't know what this person is How do you take care of yourself? You are so good at taking care of others, but now when you live alone, you are so careless.

Yan Qingyue was a little angry that Yang Ziwan didn't take care of herself too much, but she felt sore in her heart, full of distress.Where is this person careless?Instead, she puts all her care on the people she cares about. She can take care of her family members in every possible way, but she doesn't take her own affairs at all, which is why she has become like this.

Yan Qingyue absolutely believed that if she had been living here all this time, Yang Ziwan would have everything here. How could it be like now that she couldn't find antipyretics when she had a fever, let alone a medicine box.

In a hurry, she first wiped off the sweat on Yang Ziwan's body with warm water, then put a wet towel on Yang Ziwan's forehead, reheated the breakfast, took her wallet and hurried downstairs.

She remembered that there was a medicine store just outside the community. Fortunately, Yang Ziwan lived very close to the entrance of the community. Yan Qingyue kept on walking, and soon ran to the medicine store. She only ran for a few minutes, but she was terribly tired.

She bought anti-fever medicine, cold medicine, anti-inflammatory medicine, a thermometer and other things, and then ran home with a bag of medicine.

She first went to Yang Ziwan's bedroom to have a look, and finally felt relieved when she saw that Yang Ziwan was still lying on the bed. He drank antipyretics, and then let Yang Ziwan take cold medicine.

She took off the towel on Yang Ziwan's forehead and changed it, then learned Yang Ziwan's method, and carefully wiped Yang Ziwan's body aside with warm water.

It was the first time she touched Yang Ziwan's body so boldly. Although it was because of Yang Ziwan's fever and illness, she still couldn't help but dream about it when she rubbed Yang Ziwan's body.The person I have liked for so many years is now lying on the bed without resistance, letting himself get whatever he wants, Yan Qingyue is not Liu Xiahui, so naturally he can't sit still.

She couldn't help but want to take advantage of Yang Ziwan's tofu, but fortunately she still had reason, knowing that the reason for the current situation was that Yang Ziwan disliked her thoughts on her, so she didn't dare to do it again, and quickly returned to her sanity. Quickly wiped Yang Ziwan's body.

After taking care of Yang Ziwan, Yan Qingyue sat beside Yang Ziwan's bed, fearing that Yang Ziwan would wake up hungry, so she put the porridge in the thermos.

Yan Qingyue sat next to him, looking at Yang Ziwan who was still uncomfortably asleep and frowning, thinking wildly, since when did he start to like Yang Ziwan.

In his previous life, he hated her so much that he hated her so much that he wished she would die immediately. Since when did those hatreds disappear, and instead he began to look forward to being able to get closer to her.

Did it start from Yang Ziwan's meticulous care for herself after her parents passed away?Or the night that grandpa died?Or even before that, the day she spared Yan Aotian?Or did you just fall in love with her the first time you opened your eyes and saw her after rebirth?

Yan Qingyue only felt that his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't sort it out at all.

They said that it only takes a second to fall in love with someone, maybe in that second that she didn't even know, she fell in love with Yang Ziwan.It's just that she didn't know it at all, she was blinded by her own paranoia.She couldn't let go of all this, and always felt that if she let go, she was wrong in her previous life.But he didn't know that those mistakes that existed in the first place would not be changed because of his own thoughts. The more he tried to cover up, the more outrageous his mistakes would be.She liked Yang Ziwan, perhaps earlier than she thought, but the more she liked it, the less she wanted to admit it, the more she refused to admit it, the more she told herself that she hated Yang Ziwan.She didn't know what else to explain her abnormality other than hatred.

As a result, because of his cowardice, he pushed the person he liked further and further away.

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When Yang Ziwan woke up, she felt very thirsty. She got up in a daze to find water to drink. Yan Qingyue, who was next to her, heard the movement and hurried over and asked, "Auntie? What do you want? I'll get it for you."

Only then did Yang Ziwan realize that Yan Qingyue was by her side, which she hadn't noticed until now.She was angry at what Yan Qingyue had done to herself before, and also angry at what Yan Qingyue thought about herself again. She didn't want to talk to Yan Qingyue at all at the moment, but stubbornly went to get the water glass by herself.

Yan Qingyue saw Yang Ziwan's movements and guessed that Yang Ziwan wanted to drink water, so he quickly picked up the cup, poured water and handed it to Yang Ziwan.

Yang Ziwan paused, and wanted to wave away the whole glass of water for a moment, but she was really thirsty. After thinking about it, there was no point in doing so, so she didn't say anything, and asked Yan Qingyue to feed herself.

Warm water, it's really comfortable to drink, because I'm too thirsty, the water feels super sweet when I drink it, Yang Ziwan drank a whole glass at once, a little bit violently, coughed, choked with water all over her mouth, Yan Qingyue took it Wipe her clean carefully with a paper towel.

When Yan Qingyue hugged her and carefully helped her wipe off the water stains on her neck, Yang Ziwan suddenly realized that even if she didn't want to wave away the glass of water, she didn't need Yan Qingyue to feed her, right?Why didn't I refuse just now? ,

Fever silly?

Thinking of this, she quickly pushed Yan Qingyue away, trying to lie down by herself.

"Slow down." Yan Qingyue had never taken care of anyone before, and now he was in a hurry, put down the quilt, and helped Yang Ziwan to lie down in a panic.

"I don't need you." Yang Ziwan pushed her away, lay on the bed and pointed the back of her head at Yan Qingyue.

Yan Qingyue's eyes were full of disappointment. It was the first time he wanted to treat a person like this, but this person just didn't appreciate it. How can words describe the loss in his heart?

She thought that Yang Ziwan might be hungry, so she hurriedly went to the kitchen to bring porridge over, and said in a low voice, "Auntie, I cooked porridge, can you have some?"

Yang Ziwan still didn't turn her head, just said: "No need."

Yan Qingyue's hand froze in mid-air, and slowly retracted it after a long while.She finally understood how sad Yang Ziwan felt when she treated Yang Ziwan like this in her previous life.Thinking about it now is really retribution.

She was so sad that she just wanted to cry, but she endured it and went back, sitting next to Yang Ziwan, thinking that when Yang Ziwan was hungry, she could serve her porridge.

Yang Ziwan said: "You go, I don't want to see you."

Yan Qingyue only felt his heart go cold a little bit. "I just like you, so I hate you so much?"

Yang Ziwan didn't look back, and said sullenly: "Yes. So you go."

Yan Qingyue said: "Do you really want me to go?"

Yang Ziwan said: "Yes."

Yan Qingyue closed his eyes, and finally agreed after a long time: "Okay, I'll leave right away as soon as you recover from illness."

Yang Ziwan said, "You go now."

Yan Qingyue got up to serve the porridge. "No, I have to wait until your illness is cured."

Yang Ziwan didn't speak any more.

Yan Qingyue actually had hope. Although she felt that this kind of herself was a bit ridiculous, she still felt that Yang Ziwan would not feel completely indifferent to her, so she always hoped that if she could delay for one more day, maybe she could delay her own hope. Woolen cloth.

It's a pity that Yan Qingyue didn't have his own hope in the end.

Yang Ziwan's face was icy cold. From that day on, Yang Ziwan didn't even want to talk to Yan Qingyue, and kept a distance from Yan Qingyue all the time. Every time Yan Qingyue thought about that kind of alienation, he found it unbearable.

2015 is coming, and the two returned home together, but they didn't say a word.The elders in the family also realized this, but no matter how hard the two elders tried this time, the relationship between the two has never improved.

Soon after the New Year, Yan Qingyue went abroad.

Yang Ziwan drove Yan Qingyue to the airport, Yang Ziwan didn't speak all the way, Yan Qingyue sat on the co-pilot, turning her head from time to time to look at the silent Yang Ziwan beside her.

"I don't know why I like you." Maybe it's a broken jar, anyway, there is no hope, but Yan Qingyue feels relaxed all over at this moment, what can't be said?What could be worse than now?

Yang Ziwan didn't speak.

"I don't even know why I like you. I hated you so much in my previous life. Why did everything change after I was reborn? Obviously I am still the same me, and you are still the same you." She smiled bitterly: "Yang Ziwan , you obviously remember everything, why do you still treat me so well?"

red light.

Yang Ziwan looked at the long convoy, and finally said the first thing she said to Yan Qingyue today, "You are my sister's child."

Yes, it's all just because you're your sister's kid, and that's all.

Yan Qingyue said in pain: "So I can't love you?"

Yang Ziwan said: "These are two different things."

Yan Qingyue said: "If I wasn't my mother's child, would you love me?"

Yang Ziwan was silent.

When the light turned green, the car moved slowly.

"I'm very scared." Yan Qingyue said: "When I found out that I fell in love with you, you didn't even know how scared I was. I think it was God's revenge on me, revenge for how I treated you in my previous life, that's why I fell in love with you." Let me fall in love with you. Isn’t it revenge on me? But I can’t help it, Yang Ziwan, I can’t help not loving you. I can’t even think of when I started to fall in love with you, There is no cure for it, do you think it's ridiculous?"

Yang Ziwan: "..."

"In this life, as long as I don't give up, don't you want to see me again?" She turned her head to look at Yang Ziwan, her eyes fixed on Yang Ziwan for a moment.

Yang Ziwan still just looked at the front, nodded and said "yes".

"Yang Ziwan, you are so cruel."

He is obviously such a gentle person who never hurts anyone and always puts others before himself, but he always cruelly refuses the person he likes.

Why?Yang Ziwan, why are you doing this?

"I have been in love with you since a long time ago. You said that since we are all born again, why can't it all start over? Since none of this happened, why do we remember those things? If we never remember In the previous life, it would be fine if nothing happened in the previous life." Yan Qingyue said this, and finally couldn't help crying. "Since you don't want to see me again, as long as you think it's good, then I will never appear in front of you."

Knowing that no matter what the ending will be like this, there is only despair all the time, why do I still have extravagant hopes, why do I always not give up?

Yan Qingyue left, Yang Ziwan stood at the boarding gate, watched Yan Qingyue walk in, and then disappeared little by little in front of her eyes.Suddenly there was a void in her heart, she knew that she sent away the person she cared about most in this life... no, in two lifetimes.

No matter what happened in the middle, Yan Qingyue was the person Yang Ziwan cared about the most in her previous life before she died, and in this life, until now, with so many things happening, Yan Qingyue has always been the person Yang Ziwan cared about the most. Caring has become an instinct, but now you want to pull this instinct out of your body, how can you not feel uncomfortable?How can it not hurt?

It is already spring, Yang Ziwan looked up at the sky, but why is there no color in spring?