I have a disease, do you have a doctor?

Later, Yao Xue brought Qin Luo back to the house, and as soon as he entered, he was held down by his father Yao Ji and beat him up.

When he was in Xingcai Town, Yao Ji never disciplined Yao Xue very strictly, so Yao Xue has always respected his father more than being in awe for many years.But since the matter of Qiu Chen,? Yao Ji has become more cautious,? He has severely punished Yao Xue again and again.

This time, Yao Xue spoke rudely in front of the hall. The matter of being imprisoned for a month? It made Yao Ji lose face and frightened the whole family.

It became more and more difficult for Yao Xue to understand that her father was in a state of fear every day, like walking on thin ice. Yao Ji had great awe of Emperor Ningyuan's every move, and the whole family was often shrouded in an atmosphere of panic.Afterwards, even if Yao Xue became the General of Hussars, she couldn't get back the peace of mind at home.

Yao Xue only goes up and down every day, fighting east and west, and his father's job is an idle civil servant in the court. Although he is an official with his father, he is like a stranger.Yao Xue's temper became more and more cold, and finally the family gradually alienated her.

Many times he would think,? His real home was buried forever in Xingcai Town a few years ago.

……

Yao Xue sat in front of the desk with her head propped up, thinking about the past and feeling more and more bored.This time he was captured by the Liang State and charged with collaborating with the enemy and treason, the disaster may have befall the Yao family.

Or maybe,? His father had long distanced himself from him and saved the lives of the Yao family.

As night fell and the sky gradually darkened, Yao Xue didn't turn on the lights in the room, but sat there with her eyes half-closed, frowning.

In fact, he couldn't figure out many times why Emperor Ningyuan chose him and why he pushed him to such a high position.The gears of all this seem to have been misaligned a long, long time ago.

Yao Xue was thinking endlessly when suddenly there were several knocks on the door.

Yao Xue didn't know who would be looking for him at this point, so she quickly stood up and walked to the door, hesitatingly asking, "Who?"

The person outside the door said in a low voice: "It's me."

It was Ji Xi's voice.

Yao Xue was taken aback for a moment, and then went to open the door, but Ji Xi immediately stopped him: "No need, I'll leave after a few words."

After hearing this, Yao Xue put down her hands a little embarrassingly.

There was a speechless silence for a while, Yao Xue looked around cautiously, and only vaguely saw Ji Xi's figure through the carvings on the door, then asked in a low voice: "How did you escape? "

Ji Xi snorted coldly when he heard the words: "A group of idiots can stop me." He paused here, and said in a kind tone: "If you really want to escape, I don't believe that the mere Liang country The master can stop you."

"It's your own heart that has already made a choice." Ji Xi's cold voice came into the room through the door.

Yao Xue stood in the door, pursed her lips, but there was no response.After a while, he asked again: "Where do you want to go when you leave this time?"

Ji Xi sighed softly: "My old friends are gone, I don't care where I go, I will be buried when I die."

Hearing what Ji Xi said, Yao Xue thought about seeing Qin Luo today, as well as the Gu worms in the Gu refinement room, and said earnestly: "Don't think so. I think the Battle of the Northland is quite strange. Maybe Bai Yu is not dead..."

Ji Xi seemed to have been poked into a sore spot all of a sudden, and suddenly interrupted Yao Xue: "You don't deserve to mention him! You say that, and that national teacher also said that, do you really think I'm still that foolish boy four or five years ago? , I will believe whatever you say? No one knows what kind of trick this is and what purpose you want to achieve."

Yao Xue was taken aback when she heard this, feeling extremely desolate in her heart.He lowered his eyes to look forward, raised his head after a while, looked at the figure outside the door, and said in a deep voice, "Ji Xi."

The person outside the door froze, and finally fell silent.

Yao Xue took a deep look at the door, and said, "There are some words, whether you believe it or not, I still want to say it again." Yao Xue clenched her hands into fists when she said this, "I have never colluded with the enemy or treasonously. Every second I came to Liangguo, I was thinking about how to go back, how to avenge Bai Yu, Qin Luo, and the brothers who died."

"But, please forgive me for being powerless." Yao Xue said, bowed her head deeply towards the door for a moment, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

"Your Majesty is very suspicious and wants to get rid of me. Even if I still believe that I am a citizen of Yong Kingdom in my heart, no one will give me this chance again. Whether you believe it or not, I will try my best to investigate the matter of Bai Yu. , and give everyone the truth. That’s all I can do.” When he said this, he felt a sense of sadness in his chest: “I am no longer your general, not now, and never will be again. .I can't be responsible to you guys. I can't do it anymore."

"Ji Xi, there is no army in this world that is always victorious, nor is there a banquet that lasts forever. We will face this one day. It's just that this day comes a little early, and you are not ready yet."

There was a long silence in response to Yao Xue.

Just when Yao Xue thought she had already left and couldn't resist pushing the door open, Ji Xi's stagnant voice came from outside the room again.

"You still remember that one year, we went to fight in southern Xinjiang and went to the desert. It was extremely hot. Several of us, me, you, Bai Yu, and Qin Luo, were all thirsty to death. In the end, we shared a bag of water. something?"

Yao Xue's eyes moved slightly, but she just stood there and listened silently.

Ji Xi didn't seem to want his answer either, so he just continued: "The bag of water belongs to you, but you gave it to the three of us equally. In fact, all these years, I have always thought that you are an impartial, A person who wants nothing. But when I saw you with that national teacher that day, I felt that I was wrong."

After hearing this, Yao Xue opened her eyes slightly in surprise.

Ji Xi outside the door continued: "A person can lie, but the way he looks at others can't deceive people? The way you look at that Gu King, whether it's selfish or partial, it's all me." Emotions that have never been seen in your eyes."

"So, how can I believe what you say." Ji Xi's figure outside the door got lower and lower, he seemed to be leaning on the door, and slowly slid to the ground.

After listening to the other party's words, Yao Xue couldn't calm down for a long time.He put his hand on the door lightly, and after a long time, he said shyly, "He...is different from others."

Ji Xi just sat outside the door without speaking.After a while, he smiled wryly: "I came to you today because I wanted to... that's all, I know your answer."

After hearing this, Yao Xue understood.Ji Xi came to test his attitude, maybe he wanted to persuade him to leave Liangguo.

It's just... If you want to leave, it will definitely not be today, and it will not be him alone.

He wanted to leave with Qiu Chen.

After a moment of silence, Yao Xue asked hesitantly: "My father, and the family, are they all okay?"

Ji Xi knew that Yao Xue never had much contact with his family, so he just said indifferently: "Master Yao is fine. Since the defeat of Beidi, he has already pleaded guilty to His Majesty and confined himself in the mansion. At least before I go to Wuling, His Majesty has not issued an order yet."

After hearing this, Yao Xue was more or less relieved.He nodded and said gratefully, "Thank you."

Ji Xi just said: "No need." He stood up, turned his head, looked at the door, pursed his lips, and finally said softly: "General, just leave now."

Yao Xue's heart trembled violently when she heard the "general" that she hadn't heard for a long time.He hurriedly opened the door, but looking at the entire courtyard, there was no one there, only a bright moon hanging in the sky.

Ji Xi has already left.

So he sighed, and had no choice but to sit down on the porch and look up at the everlasting bright moon.

After sitting for a while, Yao Xue still felt unspeakably depressed. He really wanted to talk to someone, or have a drink or two, but he didn't know who to go to.

He walked aimlessly for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had come to Qiu Chen's house.

Yao Xue stood silently at the door for a while, then turned around to leave, but suddenly heard something in the corridor beside her.That sound sounds a bit like the sound of flowing water.

He turned his head and found that the other party was Si Le.Sile was squatting on the porch, washing something with water from a basin.

Yao Xue walked forward in a little surprise, Si Le wiped the sweat off her brow, raised her head to meet his gaze, then threw the things in her hands back into the basin impatiently, and pointed at Yao Xue He said bluntly: "It's just in time, you come to wash."

Only then did Yao Xue see clearly that the thing in the basin seemed to be the blood-stained hair tie that Gu Xing threw to him when he was in Wuling earlier.

Yao Xue had been keeping this headband before, but she lost it when she was fighting at Gu Xing Mansion, and Sile picked it up unexpectedly.

Si Le rolled his eyelids, and ordered him confidently: "Don't you want to be the master's servant? You are too incompetent as a servant." He paused, and then said: "I poured it in the water some vinegar, you can dip some ginger foam next to it, and it will be washed away."

Yao Xue was too lazy to argue with him, so she knelt down to take the hair tie, and took the opportunity to ask Si Le, "Do you know what the origin of this hair tie is?"

Si Le shook her head: "I don't know the details, I only know that the master usually carries it with him, and puts it in the box next to the bed when he goes to bed at night."

After Si Le said this, Yao Xue became more curious about the origin of this hair tie.Starting from the end of the hairband, he rubbed it vigorously with vinegar a few times, and the blood on it really faded a little.

Then he found that there seemed to be blurred words on the edge of the cloth.Yao Xue took the hair tie closer, looked at it for a while with the help of the moonlight, and Si Le who was at the side also leaned forward, took a closer look, and asked a little confused: "Shu?"

At the end of the hairband, there are two small characters embroidered with thin thread, which is not even noticeable if you don't look carefully.Due to the age, the first character is completely unclear. Although the second character is somewhat blurred, it is indeed a "Shu".

Yao Xue also saw a faint touch of indigo blue on the edge of the already faded and whitish fabric.

For a split second he felt as if he had been hit by something, and felt a violent trance.

Because, this seems to be the hair tie he used when he was young.

Yao Xue stood still for a while, looked at the hair tie in her hand several times, and finally turned around abruptly, pushed the door open and walked into Qiuchen's room.

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