time for sysyphus

Some people need fate to be together, while some people's fate needs to be fulfilled with desperate courage.

When Lin Si moved to this life and chose to give up running towards Ji Zhongnian cruelly, he never thought that this time it was Ji Zhongnian who was running towards him with all his strength.

This man has used all good and bad means, sometimes like a very scheming hunter, sometimes like a naive and clumsy child, he seizes every opportunity to make Lin Si fall for him, and precisely puts himself love from the heart.

In this way, Lin Si once again chose to be with Ji Zhongnian.

"Master Ji, I really want to go to work with you."

The curtains were not drawn, and the clean windows reflected a pair of eyes as bright as the surface of a lake.

Lin Si stood quietly by the window, his naked body was covered with a snow-white quilt, hanging straight to the plush carpet he was stepping on, and there was a mottled purple hickey on the back of his exposed neck.

With his back to Ji Zhongnian, he looked at the world outside the window, and the scene of black clouds overwhelming the city was reflected in his penetrating pupils.

——The heavy snow is coming.

"Why?" Ji Zhongnian asked him while wearing his tie.

The man has put on his suit and is ready to go to work. He has an important meeting this morning.

"I want to see you a few more times," Lin Si turned around, covered with a halo of sunlight from the window, "do nothing, just watch you from the side."

Just like the previous life and the previous life, they put sweetness into every day.Lyns watched the days go by like a credit card balance, watching it dwindle...  

He felt that he had become frugal with time, as long as he was with Ji Zhongnian, he would devote himself wholeheartedly, counting every minute and every second carefully, and even wanted to squeeze out more like a sponge.

Hearing what Lin Si said, Ji Zhongnian paused his tie, stared at Lin Si silently for a while, then suddenly untied the tie he had just tied, and threw it on the ground.

He walked over and hugged Lin Silian with the white soft quilt, "Then I won't go to the company at all, and stay at home today."

Lin Si's hands and feet were wrapped in a thick quilt, and his slender and long legs hung down from Ji Zhongnian's arms, and he swayed playfully, "What are you messing around... a warm reminder, You're going to be late."

"I'm the boss, who dares to say I'm late."

Lin Si smiled, and Ji Zhongnian carried him back to the bed. Lin Si was nourished by Ji Zhongnian every day, and his complexion was much better than before. His skin was fine and white, and he felt first-class to the touch.

But Ji Zhongnian held back, because he saw that there were still marks on Lin Si's body that he had tossed about. Last night, he "fighted fiercely" and left red marks. He couldn't bear it, so he had to brake.

"Not doing it," he said.

Lin Si was slightly surprised, "Don't do it?"

Ji Zhongnian buried his head in his neck, and gave a muffled "hmm" in a nasal voice.

"Then sleep again, I'm so sleepy," Lin Si, who was exhausted from working hard all night, simply slacked off and lay down on the pillow, and Ji Zhongnian accompanied him.

But lying down, Ji Ershao felt that it was not worthwhile. This budgetary capitalist thought that he had cut off precious working time, so how could he waste it on sleeping?

So he reached into the quilt, stroked the skin around Lin Si's waist, and hugged him tightly in the quilt.

It was still daylight outside the window, and the sky was gray.They didn't draw the curtains. The two of them were in this well-heated bedroom, watching the blizzard outside, and they had a different experience than usual.

...There is a sense of prostitution in the daytime.

In the evening, Lin Si took a comfortable hot bath and climbed into bed against the warm steam all over his body.

Ji Zhongnian was sitting on the head of the bed, looking at some things, when he saw Lin Si going to bed, he lifted the warm blanket and wrapped him in.

Lin Si pressed his feet and Ji Zhongnian's legs together to warm each other, and moved his head closer, "What are you looking at?"

At a glance, he saw a bunch of numbers and English.

As a fool with no education and no culture, Lin Si didn't know anything about these things, so before his learned man could answer, he twitched his lips, "Forget it, I don't understand anyway if you tell me."

Ji Zhongnian looked at him sideways and saw that this guy was playing with the corner of the quilt boredly by himself, so he took off the glasses on the bridge of his nose, closed the documents in his hand, and put them back on the bedside table together.

He lifted the quilt and got in, hugged Lin Si and brought him into his arms.

"Forget it, don't watch it."

"why?"

"Accompany you. It's my fault that I always take work home."

"Pfft," Lin Si laughed lowly, "I'm not that expensive."

The two chatted together for a while, Lin Si lazily leaned on Ji Zhongnian's chest, his fingers curled up in the corner of the quilt, he suddenly stopped his fingertips when he thought of something.

He turned his head and half-jokingly said to Ji Zhongnian: "I have a secret."

Ji Zhongnian looked down at him and saw Lin Si pretending to be profound, so Ji Zhongnian followed his words and asked, "What secret?"

"You won't believe it if you tell me."

"You tell me first, let me listen."

Lin Si was silent for a moment, the playful smile on his face gradually disappeared, and then his eyelashes drooped.

He calmed down, and tentatively said to Ji Zhongnian: "If I say... it's a hypothesis, there may be someone in the world, who is actually in, in a time loop, uh, would you believe it?"

"What do you mean?" Ji Zhongnian was startled for a moment, and looked at him a little funny, "Time loop? Have you watched any sci-fi movies recently?"

"No." Seeing that the other party didn't believe it, Lin Si hummed self-deprecatingly, "Yes, it sounds quite sci-fi. Oh, I'll ask you if you believe it or not."

"What kind of cycle method?" Ji Zhongnian asked.

"It's just... people are trapped for a period of time and can't get out." Lin Si said every word carefully.

“……………….”

There was a strange silence in the air, and Ji Zhongnian's eyes were complicated.

Lin Si also knows that this is ridiculous to normal people, and may even be regarded as a person with a mental disorder, "For example, it's just that if I have been caught in a time loop since I was 23 years old, I met you From that day on, when, when I was 26 years old, I suddenly died—”

"Stop," Ji Zhongnian frowned and interrupted him, "Why are you cursing yourself to death?"

"Listen to me first," Lin Si continued, "after I died, then I woke up at the age of 23, met you again, and died at the age of 26, and so on and on and on. cycle."

Ji Zhongnian was so dizzy by him, he simply didn't bother to listen, and replied perfunctorily, "You should make up stories with your imagination."

"..." Lins sighed dejectedly.

He knew that the other party would not believe a word.However, what I clearly said was the truth, but I was not believed when I said it. This kind of feeling is really helpless and lonely.

Lin Si fought hard, he mustered up his courage, and pretended to be talking nonsense, "Actually, I know I won't live long, really, maybe I will die soon."

Even though he said such words in a joking tone, Ji Zhongnian didn't find the words interesting at all, instead his eyes sank deeply and his face became very ugly.

He frowned and reprimanded Lin Si, "Can you say something auspicious?"

"Master Ji is angry?" Lin Si jokingly bumped into his shoulder.

"Lin Si, I really don't like to hear you say these things," Ji Zhongnian said with a serious face, "Don't talk about death or death, let's talk about such things in a decent way, and change the topic."

The atmosphere of you and me is gone, and it can be seen that Ji Zhongnian is probably really annoyed, even looking at Lin Si with a bit of sullen eyes.

He didn't like Lin Si's words "I might be dying" when he opened his mouth, not because of feudal superstition, nor because the topic of "death" seemed too heavy and unlucky, but because of "Lin Si" and "death" Being involved together made him feel uncomfortable and stinging in his ears.

He had never imagined the death of Lin Si, at least, he would think that it would be something that would only need to be considered decades later. After all, he was still young and his life was going smoothly without any worries.

Seeing that Master Ji was angry, Lin Si quickly moved over and kissed him on the lips, half coaxing, and murmured in an almost inaudible voice: "If time really loops, then every time, I will come to find you Yours will definitely find you."

He thought countless times that maybe there really are many time and space in the world.If he and Ji Zhongnian could meet each other in every time and space, and then fall in love, love each other continuously and eternally, repeating the cycle, forever and ever, how great it would be.

"Okay," Ji Zhongnian teased him, "Why are you so sentimental all of a sudden?"

"Not sentimental..."

Lin Si has always been a planet revolving around Ji Zhongnian, he is very good at watching Ji Zhongnian's face, he will say what Ji Zhongnian likes to hear, and he will avoid talking about what Ji Zhongnian doesn't like to hear, but this time, he has no understanding End this disturbing topic for Ji Zhongnian without hesitation.

Instead, he looked straight into Ji Zhongnian's eyes and asked earnestly, "If one day I die, what will you do?"

The author says:

It's three o'clock today.