time for sysyphus

Ji Zhongnian looked at Lin Si who was treating his wound carefully and asked, "Are you so kind to everyone?"

"Huh?" Lin Si didn't react for a while.

"I found that you are very kind to me." Ji Zhongnian said bluntly.

Lin Si paused, his fine eyelashes trembling imperceptibly.

"..."

It was precisely because he felt that Lin Si was kind to him, so Ji Zhongnian was even more puzzled——

It was clear that Lin Si and him just met by chance, even two strangers, but Lin Si's inadvertent eyes and actions made it seem that they had known each other before, like friends, brothers, or a more intimate relationship.

However, he could also see that Lin Si was clearly hiding himself, pretending to be indifferent, pretending to be indifferent, and even treating him deliberately with an alienated attitude.Why exactly?

Ji Zhongnian became suspicious and asked Lin Si: "We knew each other before? Have we ever met?"

Although in his memory, there has never been a person named Lin Si.And it is impossible for him to have any dealings with a small citizen in a slum.

Lin Si lowered his head and continued to help him bandage the wound on his hand without speaking.

His appearance of pretending not to hear was really suspicious. It was as if there was no silver 300 taels here. Ji Zhongnian's dark eyes moved, "I'm asking you something."

"No," Lins shook his head.

His attitude was indeed indifferent, but for some reason, Ji Zhongnian felt the deep loneliness and obscurity of this person from the drooping head.

He didn't know where this feeling came from, but he could clearly feel it, as if they had really known each other before, and they knew each other so well that they could guess each other just by their movements and eyes. emotions and thoughts.

Ji Zhongnian raised his eyebrows, "Then why—"

"You, you just think that I have a purpose. You are a person with status, status and money. There are many people around you who have a purpose for you, right? I'm not the only one behind."

"Your purpose is only for money?"

"Well, otherwise," Lin Si said casually, and tied the gauze into a small knot on his finger, "Could it be possible to return the trick to you?"

The speaker had no intention of listening, but at this moment Lin Si casually uttered a joke, but Ji Zhongnian frowned upon hearing it.

"You...are you..." Ji Zhongnian looked at Lin Si with complicated eyes, hesitant to speak.

"Is it what?"

"never mind."

Do you like men.

——As a straight man, Ji Zhongnian really couldn't ask such a question.

But he is definitely suspicious, because this Lin Si doesn't look like a serious person, like a little mouse hiding a secret.Obviously, he has always been kind to this strange man, but he still has to pretend and cover up.

I heard that homosexuals don't dare to reveal their sexual orientation to others. They can only hide their unreasonable thoughts. Lin Si's performance is very consistent with this tendency...

Thinking about it, Ji Zhongnian even got goosebumps.

At night, there are occasional roars of trains passing by outside the window, as well as the hooting of owls.

Due to the limited space in the place, they were still forced to sleep on the same bed, but they were far away from each other, and there was an invisible [-]th line between them.

Mainly because of Lin Si, he always turned his back to Ji Zhongnian, trying his best to curl himself up into a small ball and sleep beside the bed, for fear of touching Ji Zhongnian.

Even if he fell asleep in Ji Zhongnian's arms in the middle of the night, once he woke up, he would immediately back away in panic.

Ji Zhongnian was originally a straight man who didn't think too much, but the other party rejected him so obviously, he had to be paranoid, and even suspected that he was regarded by the other party as someone with ambitions.

——Would the two men be so taboo?

He couldn't help asking: "I'm not a pervert, why are you so far away?"

"..."

Lin Sixin said, I'm a pervert, can I be a pervert?

I try my best to restrain my nerves clamoring to love you madly all the time.

In the darkness, the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit awkward, and Ji Zhongnian felt a little uncomfortable.

Lin Si is so unpredictable, sometimes he is indifferent to him, and sometimes he shows deep and deep concern, so he can't figure out what this means.

What's more, it's not that he is interested in this pervert, it is obviously this pervert who is interested in him.

"Has anyone around you ever told you that you are crazy?" Ji Zhongnian asked him.

Lince: "No."

After hearing this, Ji Zhongnian wanted to ridicule him, but Lin Si said again: "There is no one around me, I have always been alone, and no one talks to me."

Lins had no parents, no friends, he was alone, he never had anyone to talk to and laugh with.

Ji Zhongnian didn't speak any more and closed his eyes.

The next day, Ji Zhongnian woke up in a daze of consciousness. When he slowly opened his eyes, he felt some itching on his forehead.

A face that couldn't be closer... was right in front of his eyes.

Lin Si's small washbasin is clear and white, like a shelled egg, and the long and curly eyelashes cover the eyelids, with the drowsiness of the morning.

He was still in a deep sleep, with his arms wrapped around Ji Zhongnian's waist.Because of the closeness, the ends of his soft hair happened to be scattered on Ji Zhongnian's neck, making his skin itchy.

According to common sense, Ji Zhongnian has always resisted intimate contact with the same sex, so he should immediately kick Lin Si off the bed, but at this moment, common sense seems to have disappeared.

In Ji Zhongnian's half-awake eyes, such Lin Si is actually a bit charming, exuding a heart-pounding aura.

As a result, homophobes forgot their homophobia for a while, and swallowed the saliva that was automatically secreted in their throats reflexively, and the phenomenon of "raising the flag early" that men usually have is particularly serious at this moment.

The "culprit" also let out a vague and soft raving.

Ji Zhongnian: "..."

For the first time in many years, he suspected that something was wrong with his inclination.

Is it because I haven't touched a woman after being stuck here for a long time, that's why I feel beautiful even when I see a man, and feel... desire rises? ?

Ji Zhongnian trembled because of his abnormality, the movement was not small, and woke up Lin Si who was sleeping soundly in his arms.

Lin Si opened his eyes in a daze, his mind was still in a sleep state, and he didn't wake up.

There was a smooth and firm chest in front of him, he slightly raised his head to look again, saw that it was his Ji Zhongnian, subconsciously moved closer, and kissed the thin lips that were close at hand.

Then he tied his head back and continued to sleep.

Ji Zhongnian: "..."

what happened......? !

The delicate touch on the lips was fleeting, but the lethality it brought was comparable to an exploding atomic bomb. Ji Zhongnian was immediately petrified after being kissed, and his whole body froze like a statue.

Only his handsome face could see a change - gradually changing from light red to deep red.

"You, you... hello!" He grabbed Lin Si's shoulder and shook.

Lin Si had just fallen into a light sleep, but under Ji Zhongnian's rough shaking, he couldn't fall asleep at all, his delicate brows were lightly frowned, and he suddenly opened his eyes.

Just as he was about to complain about his lover, the stupid things he did just now flooded into his mind... Ah, what were you doing just now?

Lins: "..."

The two looked at each other, speechless.

With a dark face, Ji Zhongnian spoke first: "Do you have to give me an explanation?"

Lin Si was speechless, and suddenly pushed Ji Zhongnian away with all his strength. Before Ji Zhongnian could even react, he was hit in the chest.

"Me, me, me! No! It's not what you think..." Lin Si panicked, jumping up like a carp.

He supported the hard mattress with both hands, and moved his buttocks back quickly, away from Ji Zhongnian tactically.

Until he moved out of the bed, and saw that the whole body was about to fall under the bed, but fortunately Ji Zhongnian quickly caught him and dragged him back to the bed.

"Hey, be careful!"

Ji Zhongnian used too much force this time, and pulled the whole Lin Sidu into his arms. In a blink of an eye, they bumped into each other fiercely, their warm chests pressed against each other, and they could feel each other's love. The heart is beating violently.

Things are getting more and more awkward.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Lin Si hurriedly broke away from his embrace, retreated like a guarded girl, and pulled the quilt over his chest.

Looking at his exaggerated movements, Ji Zhongnian was obviously displeased, "...Am I so scary?"

In his eyes, Lin Si is a weirdo.

Didn't you take the initiative to kiss him just now?Or the mouth-to-mouth kind, he didn't say anything when he was kissed, but the other party's reaction was quite big?

Ji Zhongnian pondered for a moment, then said solemnly: "You haven't given me an explanation yet."

"I..." Lin Si didn't dare to look at him.

Ji Zhongnian's ears were hot on both sides, "You just kissed me."

The author says:

In this life, Ji Zhongnian first started to take the initiative...