time for sysyphus

Lin Si's eyes looked hazy, and his mind had been drenched by the rain. He looked at Ji Zhongnian in a trance, and suddenly said something out of tune, "I'll tell you a secret..."

His voice was too small, almost covered by the sound of rain, Ji Zhongnian couldn't hear him clearly, so he moved closer to him.

As he got closer, he could see more clearly not only the rainwater flowing in Lin Si's eyes, but also the muddy tears, and the entire eye sockets were terribly red.

Lin Si was so weak that even his tone of voice was erratic. He stubbornly and confusedly said to Ji Zhongnian: "I come from...that...that world with you."

——It was death that brought me back to this point in time. I came from three years later. At that time, I had you by my side, and you who loved me very much.

"What?" Ji Zhongnian looked at him suspiciously, but didn't understand a word.

In his eyes, this pervert who always had problems with his brain squatted under the narrow eaves outside the gate, and the icy cold rain fell one after another, splashing water and raindrops flying towards them together.

The pervert burst into tears for a long while.

"What's wrong?" Ji Zhongnian stroked the corners of his eyes in fright, thinking that he was too cold from the rain, and said anxiously, "Tell me, what's wrong with you?"

"I feel bad, I, I miss him very much," Lin Si cried and said something that Ji Zhongnian didn't understand at all.

Tears flowed from the corner of Lin Si's eyes, passed through the small tear mole under his eyelids, ran across his blue-cold cheeks, and flowed into the corners of his mouth trembling from sobbing.

He was wronged, not just tonight, he had been wronged for a long time.

Lin Si raised his hand trembling slightly, and tightly grabbed Ji Zhongnian's clothes, the knuckles of his fingers were all frozen red, Ji Zhongnian held it, trying to warm it with the temperature of his palm.

The pale lips opened and closed a little, Lin Si asked Ji Zhongnian: "Do you believe it or not...the thing about turning back time."

"...It's cold here, let's go in first." Ji Zhongnian wanted to hug him distressedly, but Lin Si reluctantly pressed his hand.

"Listen to me first." Lin Si insisted.It was as if the secret had to be told and could not be delayed for a moment.

Ji Zhongnian looked at him puzzled.

——This is the first time, he can't read the things in this pervert's eyes at all.

It's as if they are people from two dimensions. Emotions, perceptions, and cognitions are all not at the same frequency. Only the emotions of the other party can leave these things and go straight to the heart.

Lin Si raised his head slowly, looked at the dark and dark blue sky with vacant eyes, and murmured as if to comfort himself: "I came here three years ago. Before I came, there was a person who loved me very much. His name was Ji Zhongnian...I love him very much too. We all like each other, I miss him."

——I miss that Master Ji who loves me very much.

Ji Zhongnian looked down at him, thinking that his brain was frozen and stupid, and that's why he uttered these incomprehensible nonsense.

But Lin Si's eyes seem to have thousands of affectionate and paranoid, no one can look at such eyes and refuse, not even the cold-hearted Ji Zhongnian.

"That Ji Zhongnian, he would hug me to sleep every night..." Lin Si continued, "Do you think that such a cold person would gently hug me to sleep, isn't it wonderful? It's really beautiful."

His words, which were similar to making up fictional stories, miraculously made Ji Zhongnian give up the idea of ​​forcibly taking him back to the house, but squatted in front of the pervert without saying a word, listening to him continue to finish these nonsense.

"You don't believe it? You definitely don't believe it. Who would believe it? But I didn't lie." Lin Si said.

Ji Zhongnian still didn't show any expression, but the eyes he looked at him became extremely serious, and he couldn't answer a word.

Lin Si couldn't read Ji Zhongnian's emotions, so he grabbed his hand persistently, and continued tremblingly, "Then one day, I was captured by a bad guy, and that guy wanted to kill me, but... At the moment when the knife pierced my heart, I could still see your face, and I was not afraid in an instant."

As he was talking, a drop of clear liquid slipped from the corner of his eyes. Looking at his appearance, Ji Zhongnian felt a cutting pain in his heart that he had never felt before.

Every time Lin Si took a breath, this pain pierced Ji Zhongnian's heart.

It's strange, this kind of feeling, I can't understand what the other person is saying, but I can empathize with the other person, the other person is in pain, and I seem to be in pain with it.

Strings of raindrops gathered and dripped from the eaves of the black umbrella. Ji Zhongnian felt distressed, and couldn't help but took Lin Si into his arms, and hugged the man firmly with his arms.

"I obviously brought you into a place with good food and a good place to live, why... are you thinner than when you were in the slums?" Ji Zhongnian couldn't figure it out.

He felt that Lin Si's body was very hot due to the fever, and the hotness of his skin could be transmitted through the fabric of his clothes. He could also feel that Lin Si's body was so thin that when his shoulder bones touched his chest, he would feel pain. Feel.

Lin Si leaned softly into his arms, and his breath became more and more vain, "Ji Zhongnian, I never thought that I could see you again when I opened my eyes. No matter how much hardship I suffer now, it doesn't matter. As long as I think of the future you will be Love me, I'll stick to it..."

What supports him to be a licking dog with no bottom line?

It is he who firmly believes that one day in the future, Ji Zhongnian will definitely fall in love with him.

——As long as he thinks that he will fall in love with Ji Zhongnian one day, and think that they will become lovers like in his previous life, Lin Si will have endless motivation to wait, no matter how hard or tired he is.

"Lance? Lynce..."

After saying those words, Lin Si was so weak that he passed out, no matter how Ji Zhongnian spoke in his ear or called his name, he couldn't hear him anymore.

Lin Si, who fainted, was carried into the room by Ji Zhongnian, leaving long trails of water under his feet.

Ji Zhongnian helped him change all the wet clothes into a set of dry and comfortable pajamas, and asked Uncle Dong to immediately notify the private doctor, who came to give Lin Si an antipyretic injection in the middle of the night.

The doctor said that there was nothing serious about Lin Si, but he fell into a coma due to the cold and his mental fatigue.

Throughout the whole night, Ji Zhongnian didn't close his eyes, he stayed by Lin Si's bed, his mind was full of the nonsense that Lin Si said when he was unconscious.

Those words were a mess, it sounded like they were memorized from a certain movie script, the plot was weird and weird, and they pieced together an unimaginable logic.

Ji Zhongnian didn't understand a single sentence, he only captured Lin Si's deep love for him, his heart couldn't help shaking and cramping, and he was at a loss for what to do.

"Lance, what do you mean..."

Have you been through something that I don't know about?

Ji Zhongnian stared at the man on the bed with his eyes closed. This pervert, who was usually alive and kicking, was sleeping peacefully on the soft bed. His face was pale, and his red eyes indicated that tears had flowed from those eyes.

Before this night, Ji Zhongnian had tortured himself countless times, why would he be attracted to this annoying pervert?

Perhaps he has already found the answer.

Because although this pervert looks nervous and timid, it occasionally reveals the courage to go forward and the sincerity that is unmatched.

So over time, you will discover the energy hidden in this abnormal body, understand his belief and persistence in love, and be deeply fascinated by it.

"Pervert, I'm actually far inferior to you," Ji Zhongqing murmured in a young voice, with mixed feelings of guilt and affection.