Death knocked on the gate of hell

Lucifer was created by God and injected with his soul. The first picture he saw when he opened his eyes was God looking into his eyes in amazement and exclaiming: "Perfect."

perfect.

This was the first word Lucifer heard from birth to the world.

Later, God also always praised him with this word.

God said: "I named you Lucy, and you were named Phil, which means Morning Star."

"You will carry the holy light, wear glory, and accompany the right seat of God until eternity."

This is the honor God bestowed on him.

Lucifer has a heart of admiration and admiration for God. He will always stand at the right seat of God, listen to God's will, and then use actions to achieve it perfectly.

This is the first vocabulary God bestowed on him, and he cannot live up to it.

God stipulates seven virtues, chastity, diligence, generosity, humility, gentleness, temperance, and tolerance.It seems simple, but no angel in the entire heaven can do it completely, except for the textbook-level Archangel Seraph.

At first, the important affairs of the kingdom of heaven were divided equally among the seven seraphim, and a week was a cycle.Lucifer always gets the job done quickly and well.Other Seraphs need to be completed on Saturday, and there will be many mistakes, but Lucifer can solve everything on Monday, and is always efficient and correct.Even if the work is completed ahead of schedule, he will never be free for the remaining days. He thinks that other Seraphs are too slow to work and waste time, so he takes the initiative to share the tasks of other Seraphs. The week is full of schedules, and even Sunday, which is the rest day, has started. Tackle next week's work ahead of time.

Michael was dumbfounded by this, and asked in disbelief: "Your Highness Lucifer, don't you even rest on Sunday? Don't you feel tired?"

Lucifer marked the official documents with a quill pen, and there were already several stacks of processed and waiting official documents on the desk.He seemed to be tireless, with a calm and gentle voice: "Diligence is a virtue, and the days when you don't work are wasting your time, which is an unforgivable sin."

Michael: "..." Lucifer snatched away all their jobs, so they must be committing crimes because they have nothing to do all day long.

Fortunately, Lucifer added another sentence: "I am only strict with myself, and I will not ask you to be like me."

After all, among God's many creations, Lucifer is the only angel who has been praised as perfect, and is most valued and favored by God.

Lucifer felt that he should also do better than other angels.

No, he wants to do his best.

Michael: "...Thank you for your tolerance."

Fortunately, seven virtues also have the two items of gentleness and tolerance.Lucifer was gentle and tolerant towards everyone, but he was strict with himself.He never reprimanded other angels for making mistakes, but only taught them gently, while he himself... never made mistakes.

Michael always procrastinates until Saturday night to finish all the work by himself, and he can't help being lazy halfway through.Angels also get tired, but His Royal Highness Lucifer is simply a working machine that never stops, and a machine that never makes mistakes or breaks down.

How can any angel like to work.Michael couldn't figure it out.

At first they were worried that they would exhaust Lucifer, but Lucifer didn't seem to know how tired he was at all. Even God marveled at his diligence and water tightness.

The proud Archangel drew his lower lip imperceptibly when he received God's praise, as if he was happy, but soon lowered his eyes and said softly: "God Lord, Lucifer just feels that hard work can make up for one's weakness."

——Humility is also one of the seven virtues, which is contrary to Lucifer's pride, but he still chooses to abide by the virtues.Because that's what God requires.

Other blazing angels: "..." Where are you clumsy?You couldn't be more perfect, can you?Excessive modesty is also a kind of pride!

Gradually, everyone acquiesced to hand over most of the work to Lucifer, acquiesced that he never needed to rest, and devoted himself wholeheartedly to the kingdom of heaven.

Because that is Lucifer, he loves work, he is tireless, he will definitely be able to do well, and he will never make mistakes.

Only Lucifer knew, where Lucifer did not make mistakes, and where there was no need to rest.Countless times late at night, the tireless Archangel Seraph would become weak due to the high-intensity work, and he didn't know what kind of glyphs he wrote, and he had to come out to deal with the mess and let Lucifer get a good night's sleep.

Lucifer always treats himself very badly, but treats other angels very well.

The angel's spirit body does not need food to pollute, so heaven originally forbade the angel to eat.But the delicious food is so delicious, especially the little angel can't control his mouth, and will always eat it secretly.Lucifer caught too many angels stealing food, so many that the confinement room couldn't hold it, so he simply proposed to God to relax the restrictions and change "fasting" to "abstinence".

He would not seek God's dispensation for himself, but he would ask God's forgiveness for these angels.

Lucifer rarely asked God for anything, and always obeyed obediently.For the little request made by the most beloved Archangel, God did not disagree.

On the day this rule is amended, the whole heaven celebrates together.It coincides with the arrival of Children's Day in Paradise, and this festival has an extra gift than before-the little angels in the school can all share candies.The candies were handed out by Lucifer himself, one for each little angel, and they should not be eaten more, otherwise it would be a violation of "temperance".

But the children love candies so much. For the first time, they can eat sweet candies in heaven aboveboard, and they lick their fingers reluctantly.They surrounded Lucifer, begging him for another one in childlike voices, their eyes were innocent and full of longing.Sir Seraphim was gentle and helpless, and in the end it rained candies.

The children cheered loudly and happily grabbed candy.When there was only the last fruit candy left, a little angel picked it up from the ground, but didn't eat it by himself.The little angel walked up to Lucifer, spread out his palms to him, looked up at him and said, "Your Highness Lucifer, you should also taste the candy, it's very sweet."

Lucifer looked at the candy for a long time, then stretched out his hand, but only touched the little angel's head: "Eat it, candy is for little angels."

He is not a child, but a blazing archangel who leads by example. He asks God to get rid of the "fasting" rule for the angels, but thinks that he still has to follow God's original intention.

The little angel tilted her head, looked at the candy in her hand, and felt that His Royal Highness Lucifer was indeed very powerful, and could resist the temptation of candy.

Lucifer sneered at that time: Duplicity, obviously want to eat very much.

It's a pity that he is just a faint ray of darkness, unable to control his body, and competes with children for candy.

Later in hell, in the newly built amusement park, the little devils surrounded Lucifer with lollipops, which Lucifer unceremoniously accepted.

He also ate sweets every day, so much so that Lucifer was almost tired of sweets.

Lucifer was so sweet that he complained softly: "Are you a child? You love sweets so much."

Lucifer replied casually: "It's for you, a little angel."

Lucifer was quiet for a moment, and justified himself: "I am Seraph."

He was born as a seraphim, with expectations and responsibilities, and many things he shouldn't do.

"Oh." Lucifer took another bite of the lollipop viciously, seeming to make Lucifer panic in retaliation, "Do you want some lemon-flavored candy, little angel?"

Lucifer: "..." Obviously Lucifer is tired of eating, what's the point of such an act of hurting the enemy by one thousand and self-defeating one thousand.

"If you hadn't been overly suppressed, I wouldn't have vented so much." Lucifer seemed to be punishing, like a reminder, "My little angel."

……

Lucifer cannot be said to be perfect.

It should be said that he disguised himself too perfectly, he deceived the angels, God and himself.

But after all, I can't lie to my other self.

That is the half of his body that knows him best.

Lucifer has been bound by the word "perfect" all his life.God praises him so much, angels think so of him, and believers in the world think of him so.When he himself feels that his imperfection is a mistake, a sin, that is a cocoon.

No one can pull him out of the cocoon. Excessive expectations will only make the cocoon thicker and thicker.

Lucifer wanted him to break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly, out of the shell.

Lucifer was not stupid, but just fell into a kind of extreme thinking.As long as he can accept his own imperfection, he can take a big breath and don't have to live so tired and depressed.He is bound by the word from birth, so it is difficult to realize his cognitive errors, and he can be freed as long as others pull him.

But no one reminded him.Whether it is God, angels, humans or other races, they all think that Lucifer should be perfect.

No one can save him, not even God.

He acquitted himself.

It doesn't have to be someone else's help.He can figure it out for himself.

This is a self-help.

Lucifer's eyes fell on his own snow-white wings.

He admitted that Lucifer knew him very well, and he couldn't hide anything from Lucifer, even his self-loathing would be noticed.

Knowing of Lucifer's existence, he was devastated—that meant he knew he was imperfect, and he felt he was full of sin.

The seven deadly sins were borne by Lucifer, but the sense of guilt could not be transferred.

But he was still a little bit happy.

There is another existence in this world who can see through his disguise, so he doesn't have to endure so hard and feel so tired.It is actually a terrible thing to be completely seen through by other creatures, with nowhere to hide, but he doesn't have to be on guard too much, and he can rest assured that his back is handed over to that existence.

Because this confidant is myself.

But it is different, with a different consciousness of myself.They lean on each other, they keep each other warm, they know and trust each other best, and everything can be self-sufficient.

He can comfort himself and gain spiritual liberation.

You can also remove the two words in the middle to get physical satisfaction.

Just now, when Lucifer announced his innocence, allowing him to regain his pride and self-esteem and shine brightly, Lucifer felt his heart lighten, as if something he had been suppressing had left.

It was as if a heavy burden was released along with the body.

Then, his light couldn't be suppressed.

Lucifer said with satisfaction: "Beautiful."

I don't know whether it was Quarusifel who got out of his knot, or Quarusifel's current state.

Lucifer was brought back to his senses by this sound, and quickly blushed: "Change your body back..."

He couldn't face himself the way he was now.Especially Lucifer also put a mirror in front of the bed.

Lucifer chuckled: "No change."

"..." Lucifer wanted to cover his body with his wings, but was suddenly taken aback.

The feathers turned black again.

In the mirror, the black-haired and red-eyed demon returned.

As if the blond angel just now was just an illusion.

Lucifer had expected it a long time ago: "The territory of light in the Sea of ​​Consciousness has expanded a lot, so fight hard and grab my territory quickly."

Lucifer was slightly startled, lowered his eyes and said, "Forget it..."

"It's not impossible to give you all the territory." Lucifer said softly, "I don't hate you. You treat me very well, and I like you very much."

Lucifer asked coldly: "Is it okay to like it until your soul disappears?"

Lucifer hesitated for a moment, then replied: "As long as you promise me not to do bad things after I disappear, that's fine."

Lucifer didn't speak.

A psychological counseling can't bring Lucifer back to his peak state, it was only at a moment when he suddenly figured it out, Lucifer let go of the burden, and the light was equal to the darkness at that moment.

After calming down, Lucifer was still not confident.He may realize that he pushed himself too hard in the past, and some things cannot be regarded as sins, but he still hasn't found the meaning of his existence.

He used to exist for God, as an angel, to protect the heaven and the world, invincible and independent, but he never thought about himself.

Now that he has lost his belief in God, and his soul is covered with bruises, he relies more and more on Lucifer who understands him and protects him.

But the more he relied on Lucifer, the more Lucifer felt that he didn't need to exist.The light camp he was originally in had already regarded him as an enemy, and the leader of the dark camp was Lucifer, not him.He still doesn't want to disappear because he wants to restrain Lucifer from doing evil, and besides that, he doesn't know what else he can do.

Abandoning his faith, betraying heaven, and being feared by humans, he no longer belongs in this world.

His existence seems to be just to restrain Lucifer, and he no longer has his own meaning, he has become a subsidiary of Lucifer.

— or self-loathing.

With such an idea, it is difficult for his light to be equal to Lucifer's darkness for a long time.

Lucifer suddenly said: "Lucifer, do you know why I suddenly want to understand lust?"

Lucifer lowered his head in embarrassment: "Because... I have such a desire, so you have it."

Lucifer's sins all stem from him.

"Wrong." Lucifer said, "You don't have such a desire,"

Lucifer was surprised: "If I don't have it, how can you have it?"

"Lucifer, I am you, and I am not you." Lucifer said calmly.

"It's me who unilaterally desires you."

Lucifer was taken aback.

"I was born to protect the fragile, low self-esteem, and full of holes in Lucifer. This is my mission." Lucifer said, "When I was in heaven, I watched you trying to be brave and exhausted in the sea of ​​consciousness. The light is dim, then I will have the opportunity to control the body to make you fall asleep, every time I control it, I feel the pain in my heart."

Lucifer was puzzled: "But I don't have a heart disease..."

Lucifer said lightly: "I thought it was my body hurt, but it makes no sense that your heart never hurts when you control your body. I figured it out later, it should be my heartache."

Lucifer subconsciously stroked his heart.

"I have seen His Highness Lucifer who is strong, proud, and indomitable." Lucifer said, "The light is so brilliant that I almost have no place in the sea of ​​consciousness, but I like that light very much."

"If you disappear, I won't do evil." Lucifer said calmly.

"You are my belief. If you dare to self-destruct and leave your body to me, after your soul disappears, I with broken faith will only disappear with you."

"For my safety, you should take back those dangerous thoughts."

If you don't know the meaning of your existence and want to disappear yourself.

That exists for him.

They believe in each other and are each other's believers.